#the artstyle change is CRAZY my art is the definition of inconsistent artstyle (* ´ ▽ ` *)

[kokidee]

HAPPY ARTEMISUNDAY!!! todays artemisunday is not a dookie quickie it is artedam yuri (ゝω・´★)

ALSO!!! sketch/wip for a futur post or smth:3 i LOVE 'stealig' artstyles from problematic people except. thwrez stil a touch of my artstyle ciz im sily or maybe itll chage when i color idk ^-^ ^-^

[pseudobot]

Some sorta artblock breakthrough rambleing

I think I've just had a mini break through actualy. Since I've moved I havent seen alot of my old art, most of it was on paper or on my old laptop at my moms place and I think I've been trying to emulate or mimic the artstyles of artist I follow rather than leaning Into or using my own artstyle, and that's been making alot of problems me thinks. I look at alot of my old highschool art and I'm like "omg this fucking rules what the hell happend" then I realise oh its cuz I'm not doing my own thing anymore lol.

My artstyle is super personalised because I had to work around my impatience, adhd, and other issues like that. like my super messy lines for example? I dont have the patience to clean all of that it drive me crazy. But I think I hit an invisible brick wall when I tryed to change it or at least when I sorta lost toutch with my old artistic processes, I didnt really realise how many safety nets were in place keep me able to draw in the first place.

And to add on to that, I'm just generaly a super slow artist my pfp took me like 2 days. I usually take two days to make one complete drawing because I'm so slow I do the lines one day and the colors the next. And having a job now is definitely slowing it down more :/

I really cant deal with strict character designs in most cases. I rlly need room to fuck up anatomy and make bodies weird and scribbly and just generaly be inconsistent.

Anyways tldr. My arts weird cuz I'm mentaly I'll and I should probably keep it weird like that on purpose. Or I cant draw. Oops.