#the art is good tho theres a lot of banger art. if you see me rb vaguely shippy fanart its bc i can appriciate the craftmanship ok

[im-smart-i-swear]

Ventured into the v l d tag. Man i dont have anything against kla//nce its an fine ship ig but why is like 80% of THE WHOLE TAG JUST THAT

[malojey]

Giving it the benefit of the doubt and saying 71 - 28.09.19

Cos i cant count and it doesn't display dates on tumblr🤷‍♂️

I've been good man. Despite the recent pivotal changes I've been good. I've been calm and I've kept a straight head for the majority.

Work: It was AmGs last day today. I wasnt in work but I did pop into him. Hes a good man and he didnt deserve the treatment he got from carphone after all his years of dedication but that's carphone for ye. CD and EM are moving to citywest, GP moved to vietnam💔 so that leaves me AR, EC and JF. We're transferring in Citywests manager and I dont know how I feel about it. I'm open to change, meeting new people, but hes gonna come in hot with his dick swinging and expect us to lick his ass off the bat which is only gonna breed more turmoil in the staff but nothing I can do about it🤷‍♂️. I'll get my head down for AR, she really wants me to do well and it's only the lack of shits I can give for the shop that's holding me back. When I'm good I'm fucking good, but I have to consciously be good more often.

I cant remember if I said it in a previous post but I dont think I've posted since so, GP has officially left the country. He was a very very vital part of the last year of my life and my evolution. It's sad to see him go.

I wish nothing but the best for you Gerry, you deserve to get your break. Live the fucking dream.

Karl's home tomorrow so theres gonna be a shift in energy in the house so I'm hoping it doesn't fuck up my flow. Enjoyed the last couple weeks with Sean.

Dababy released his new album and its projected to go #1, gave it a few listens but I think I may have over hyped him. Hes still an unreal newcomer but I think he'll get complacent. Pony, Suge and Taking it out still top my list of his songs, but theres one or two bangers of Kirk.

Made another email for when I was looking for a room, then set it up on youtube. I'm gonna have more practical things on it, things that will help me grow or I find intresting. My original all I get is podcasts football and gamers that I dont even watch anymore. Rustyblueprints is full of generic B tech rap beats and sometimes podcasts because I forget to change from one to the other. I feel I'm stuck in a closed minded loop of youtube suggestions and now is a time where I crave diversity. 3rd times the charm as they say.

Laurena recommended me a few self help books. I'm either gonna get them this month or next. This month tho I am getting a thesaurus and a dictionary, I had that idea the other night and I A LAMP I NEED A LAMP got a feeling of comfort if that makes any AND A MIRROR sense. Also want to get Steve-Os autobiography and a keyboard.

I started this earlier but when I came back I kinda lost track, I think I've stuff in my notes from the last few days that I'll screenshot and attach in an edit.

Music: A lot of X, I was showing sean some of his music and telling him how much I admired his creative side so it put me in the mood for him and I listened to his soundcloud. His soundcloud was his safe haven and I cant believe I never went through it properly, so much more music, so much more thoughts. I'm gonna get some art of X for over my bed and some of Mac for the other wall or over my TV.

Albums: GO:OD AM and The Devine Feminine by Mac, 17 and a lot of X, Baby on Baby and Kirk by Dababy, 4 Your Eyez Only by J.Cole, The Sunset Tapes by Jaden, Psychodrama by Dave

I'm gonna drop the initials of names like what am I even hiding hahah

[rokurookajima]

These ice cream asks are real nice do em all? 🌹

oh boy thats a lot!! thank u friend!! also i answered a couple already, so i just left those out and also i just took an ambient and if these answers are really weird that could be why

chocolate:  when was your first kiss?

lmao really depends on what we wanna consider a first kiss. technically, it was when i was 15 with my friend when she was trying to learn how to stage kiss. my first intentional kiss was when i was 16 but it was uh…..theres a story there for another day. my first good kiss was at 19

french vanilla:  how old are you?

im 20 fuckin help mecotton candy:  three places you want to travel to?

hm i rlly rlly wanna go to vancouver & i guess the pacific northwest in general, scandinavia, and japanstrawberry:  a language you wish you could speak?

french is so pretty and also very extra all the language rules are for the aesthetic so i can get behind that coffee:  favorite cosmetic brands?

i really don’t stick to any particular brands?? just particular products by certain brands. honestly like limecrime a lot bc the venus palettes are everything to me. anastasia just for the dip brow. guess i also gravitate to too faced and benefit a lot mint chocolate chip:  indoors or outdoors?definitely depends on the conditions of either bc wow its miserable to be outdoors in ohio right now bc its so fuckin cold. but if the weather is ideal, outdoors. if not, i love a nice indoor setting if it’s like….nicecookie dough:  do you play any instruments?

yeah i’ve played the guitar for like ten years now and yet always forget that i do

rocky road:  favorite songs at the moment?current faves are bizarre love triangle by new order and fake empire by the national. rlly all of the album boxer by the national?? i’ve been playing that a lot butter pecan:  favorite songs for life?

sheesh spanish sahara by foals is literally the greatest song in existence its more than a song its an experience cheesecake:  what’s your zodiac sign?virgo toasted coconut:  the beach or the pool?the beachchocolate chip:  what’s your most popular post?uh i’m pretty sure it’s either an art project from freshman year of college that was themed to evangelion or that picture of my removed wisdom teeth?? soft gore blogs still eat that shit up manbubblegum:  books or movies?usually moviespistachio:  manga or anime?really depends on the series?? bc most of the manga i’ve read, i’ve also seen the anime. and with like black lagoon, the anime by far. but fullmetal alchemist honestly the manga is complete perfectionsalted caramel:  favorite movies?

ok wow repo! the genetic opera bc i’m still 13, american mary, what we do in the shadows, daybreakers, mad max fury road, saw, atlantis the lost empire, howl’s moving castle…..those are the first that come to mind

birthday cake:  favorite books?fight club by chuck palahniuk, choke by chuck palahniuk, literally fucking love chuck palahniuk ok. also extremely loud and incredibly close by jonathan safran foersmoose tracks:  favorites for manga?fullmetal alchemist holy shit the manga is peak perfection. also theres this one volume novel-type manga called not simpleorange sherbet:  favorites for anime?black lagoon, both fullmetal alchemists, space dandy, flcl, evangelionpeanut butter:  favorite academic subject?idk man i love studio classes best bc art major, but if we’re talking like…the basic school subjects from high school, i guess it was englishblack raspberry:  do you have any pets?yes!!! i have three cats and a bulldog mango:  when and why did you start your blog?i started my blog in 2011, even tho i’d been lurking on tumblr since 2010. i started it bc i thought tumblr was hella cool…wow. this is like super lame to admit but i waited so long to start my own blog bc my parents used to be really uptight about my presence on the internet and i had to build the gall to do it in secret lmao i was 14 ok mocha:  ideal weather conditions?oooh man chilly but not too cold, so probably like 50-60 degrees, rainy, gray sky but when the sky is gray all the other colors look so much more vibrant i love it black cherry:  four words that describe you?sad, yikes…..uh…uncertain…..trying neapolitan:  things that stress you out?literally what doesn’t stress me out right now am i right raspberry truffle:  favorite kind of music?i rlly like girls with weird voices like joanna newsom, some good 80s synth action, things that evoke a very specific feeling and atmosphere the way bon iver sounds like hannibal season 1. this sounds really deep for someone who listens to 8th grade bangers half the timechocolate marshmallow:  favorite brands of candy?i really don’t know i guess i don’t eat much candy?? am i an adulttoffee:  a card game that you’re good at?uh i used to play a lot of solitaire i’m an only childlemon custard:  do you eat breakfast?yeah most days. but its usually like….eating frosted mini wheats in the car or an uncrustable or left over chipotle bc i’m very lazy and usually commuting in the morningdark chocolate:  turn ons?oh BOY literally anything to do with necks like touch my neck and im yours, its bad. also like….boys with good hands, collar bones…..uh wow basically i guess if i’m really into you, pretty much everything u do will turn me on i’m easy to please

fudge:  turn offs?a weird mouth like you know how some people just have like….weird mouths?? facial hair on most guys it works sometimes but i’m not usually a big fan….if i just don’t feel ur vibe, thats a pretty big turn off. also fucking guys spitting on the ground WHY peach:  how do you relax?i don’t. but if i was gonna try, i take a lot of baths praline:  a popular book you haven’t read yet?wow i don’t even know what books are popular right now. i guess like a classic thats pretty popular, i’ve never read catcher in the ryesuperman:  do you like sweaters?do i like sweaters????? who do u think i am of course i am a sweatercherry:  do you drink tea or coffee?coffee i have two coffee related tattoos i love coffeedulce de leche:  an instrument you wish you could play?i wish i played the mandolin!!! i wanna learn it so bad! i also rlly wish i’d been forced to take piano lessons as a small child bc it would be real cool to know piano 

blackberry:  have you ever laughed so hard you cried?all the time lmao my friends are really funnyginger:  a new feature you wish tumblr could have?uh idk manblueberry lemon:  favorite blogs?of course all my friends’ blogs, also qcknd

cappuccino crunch:  do you take naps?

sometimes but not very often. usually i have to be like extremely tired, and then i still always feel like death when i wake up. over the summer when i was dating my ex bf, we took naps together all the time. that was my peak nap experience

mint:  the most embarrassing thing you’ve ever done?my whole……gosh dang life. im really not that ashamed of it, but i once wiped out in the middle of a starbucks pretending to charge at my friend. the first time i met my friend sean i said something really dumb and he just stared at me and i was like ok its time to diebrownie batter:  do you like sushi?yes 

key lime:  where do you want to be right now?

uh wow i wanna be on a different plain of existence bc i need a break from myself and my mental illness. in a good place in life? a good headspace. thats all i want please red velvet:  do you wear prescription glasses?yes but i can see without them, so if you ever see me without glasses….thats whygreen tea:  favorite flavors of ice cream?raspberry chocolate chip is the BEST, mint chocolate chip, coffee, moosetracks wow ice cream sounds good