#the ancient and shoddy home that has more than a few tragic secrets
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ah the bathtub scene, akin to what the shower scene is to slashers
#we love a bathtub scene#also i miss my haunted old house but im VERY glad i never faced that#the thing running across the dinning room at me was just not a favourite moments#but i miss my old house so so so much and i wish we could move back#but if my mum and i are leaving then why cant we live one of those ghost stories where the somewhat downtrodden mother and child move into#the ancient and shoddy home that has more than a few tragic secrets#or just the movie practical magic#GOD DAMN. ID LOVE TO LIVE ON LAND THAT HAS A BOAT HOUSE#FUCK#i just want a big old house again even if its haunted especially if its haunted#i love ghost stories but my god why do i feel the same loss of a woman in a gothic novel whos husband died at war#she haunts the house she wants him to haunt the house she wants what he never gave her the life they never got to have#i miss being around the spirits so much they soemtimes eased my heart better than any living person could#so why do i feel like the love of my life is already dead before i ever met him#im haunting the earth and i cant even find a home to haunt instead and i dont want to be dead anymore#i want the man who should love me but its hard to have faith he even stull exists when i fee the sorrow of losing him in a previous life#qnd the god awful pain of his funeral happening before mine#the sheer injustice of that orange sunset when they buried him and having to live without hin#for however short it was before i died too#ill never know if it was sickness or a cut on the wrist but i couldn't live without him and i still cant#i shouldn't have watched this episode#gothic horror destroys me usually in a good way but not this one this one just hurts#im more dead than alive i miss my ghosts#cabinet of curiosities#the murmuring#that was a perfect episode to end with and i want a series of stories just like that one
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