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archetypal-archivist · 3 years ago

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My Beloved, Penis

Fuck it. I was infected by Penis SMP by @demonboyhalo reblogging a bunch of it and the lack of consistent lore bugged me, so I somehow banged out 2000+ words of fanfic about the Penis SMP and how it got started. Lots of internet humor and classic MInecraft shenanigans in this one folks. *slaps roof* This baby can fit so much crack treated seriously, lol. This is also up on my AO3, Zazibine, if you would prefer to read it there.

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It was never supposed to get so big. It was just an SMP with a couple friends of his he had met from the Hypixel discord server, where he had logged on simply to trash talk the absolute asshole who had dared to kill him last minute in bedwars, only to stumble upon said asshole- going under the name shittyfartbaby69 of all things- complaining to his girlfriend(?) Milfboss in the voice chat. Thirty minutes later of awkward hellos and the manliest of bitching at each other (with Milf chiming in every once in a while to roast them both), and PenisUnavailable had perhaps his first Minecraft friend in, like, forever.

Then Admiral_Anus had entered chat, bitching about his competitor in ABBA Mining and his bullshit bad luck and the whole process repeated. By the end of the day, Penis had three new friends, a private discord server for the four of them, and a promise to meet up with them in Hypixel next Sunday for the ultimate round of bedwars.

The game went spectacularly. Somehow, Admiral had some of the best bridging skills any of them had ever seen, and between Milfboss' terrifying Scottish screaming and pvp and Shitty with his clutch TNT skills, the three of them almost made up for Penis' awful depth perception. They still lost around forty percent of their games, but that was certainly better than Penis' own abysmal record, not helped with his habit of walking off the edge at inconvenient times.

And it was... fun. Usually bedwars was just him playing in his bedroom alone for an hour before he rage-quit and went back to survival for a bit before he died to fall damage and rage quit that too. But shittyfartbaby69 would crack dirty jokes that he'd never even heard of before, and Milfboss would roast him for looking it up on reddit and Shitty would cuss her out as he tried to prove that no, he was being original- all while Admiral would comment of them as if they were a sideshow display. Then Admiral_Anus would turn around and knock an enemy player off their island with some clever pvp and they would all hoot and holler and swear for a while before going back to their conversation, joking about forgetting the topic and starting up a running gag about something new.

And their accents, mmm. PenisUnavailable would never say it, but he really was as American as white Wonder bread and Milfboss' Scottish brogue, Admiral's smooth British snark, and Shitty's shrieking in Australian, well. Ear candy, you know? Even if he teased them mercilessly for pronouncing shit wrong, like "buhguhr". Ppffttt, it still cracked him up how Milfboss had threatened to murder him after the dictionary app on his phone had proved him right that it was actually "Bur-gur", even if Admiral kept insisting it was pronounced "bruh-girl".

Four hours and twenty-eight wins later, they had agreed to meet up the next day to play again, preferably at an hour that wasn't two am for Shitty again. (It was two am for Shitty again, although that was because they played for six that time.) Eventually, it just became a regular thing, them playing bedwars and competing at ABBA Caving- the one game Penis was unnaturally good at, much to Admiral's annoyance- to the point where they ran out of funny jokes about their competitors and the game itself and started talking personal anecdotes.

Milfboss owned a motorcycle. Admiral, entirely independently, also owned a motorcycle, as that was the only vehicle of reasonable speed and style that could actually handle the London traffic. Shitty couldn't drive at all, something about never passing his driving test. Admiral ate cheese at breakfast. Shitty liked to burn his garbage in a metal oil drum in his backyard. Milfboss posted herself singing covers of shit over on Youtube. And it wasn't just real life stuff either- their minecraft skills were also on the table for them all to collectively roast.

Admiral had never seen a single Minecraft Championship. Milfboss thought a flat cobblestone roof was entirely acceptable. Shitty's favorite block was the flint and steel. (That's not a block, sixty-niner. Shut up, is too. OoOh, real clever, 'shut up'! Uh, how about no? How about I fuckin' make you, ever think 'a that? No nono nonono, I'm on two hearts! I'm on two hearts, stop!) It made him curious, honestly. He wanted to see Milf's builds for himself, get revenge on Shitty, see if Admiral really could beat the Ender Dragon with a knockback stick like he said he could.

So he made a minecraft server. And they all joined it. (And stuck PenisUnavailable with the bill, suckaaahhh~!)

Predictably, it all went to Hell in a hand basket pretty quick.

See, it's one thing to play with nutters like his friends in a structured set up like Hypixel games, it's quite another to try and keep a semblance of order in an open world survival server like the Penis SMP. The first five minutes had been him trying to explain the rules and teleporting everyone back to spawn over and over as they tried to "escape the cops," ie, him. The next five minutes was Shitty scream-laughing "scatter!" and other John Mulany references down the mic as everyone ran off to start their houses. Penis, as he was still "god" at that moment, used admin commands to find the closest flower field biome to settle into, hoping for some- ha- peace and quiet.

Shitty, inevitably, ended up trying to settle in the fucking Nether. Like a mad lad, you know, as you do when you are apparently obsessed with all things lava. Milfboss ended up making an oak plank box of a "tree house" in a dark oak forest, while Admiral_Anus picked a nearby swamp for his starter base. Outside of that, they just kinda vibed in discord as they tried to fend off the mobs and get enough resources to try and build up houses that were a bit more than cobblestone towers and wood boxes- er, mostly. Milf kinda just fucked off to go mining, found a skeleton spawner by chance, and made a set of iron gear to stand in the dungeon room with to just chill and kill mobs for a while. She ended up with something like 45 levels and burned her only diamond on an enchanting table so she could buff the Hell out of her iron weapons and armor.

Penis, rather typically, he though to himself, put together a basic sheep farm and started work on a cute little cobblestone cave base. He managed to get a whole twenty by twenty block room done and fully furnished before he noticed the chat full of Shitty's death messages and went to go investigate. After nearly dying in lava twice, he managed to find Shitty's pile of items floating on a basalt pillar about a hundred blocks out from his... base?

It was a soccer ball. Shitty's base was a perfect fucking spherical soccer ball made up of quartz blocks and basalt. Just. What. The Fuck??? Then out popped shittyfartbaby69 and it was PenisUnavailable's turn to misjudge a jump and plummet right into lava. Fifteen minutes and much shrieking later about losing his diamond pick, and it turns out that Shitty didn't really care about his lost items, as he really only had four gold picks, a stack of dark oak, two furnaces, a bucket, and thirteen cooked mutton to his name. Not even a bed, the fucker. He just ran back to his portal from spawn every time he just burned to death, taking the chance to gather resources on the way back each time.

And no, he wasn't following a tutorial for his "football" base. Jerk. (Although Penis did have to admire his determination...)

The day ended on Milfboss, Shitty, and Penis reconvening back at spawn to try and hunt down Admiral_Anus, who they found later having built a thirty block tall castle of all things. Out of cobble stone and the windows weren't quite even, but still, it was pretty impressive. And of course, when presented with a castle, what can what do but siege it? So they lay siege to the castle and Milfboss curb-stomped Admiral in pvp and laid claim to the throne, crowning herself queen before summarily throwing the rest of them out. It was a good day.

And the day after was a good day. They played dodge ball crossed with hide and seek in forest around Penis' house with arrows supplied by Milfboss. And the day after that, too, where they had a building competition using nothing but cobble stone, specifically to spite Milfboss, who had kicked all of their asses the day before. In fact, three wonderful weeks passed of doing normal Minecraft shit and being friends passed by, and every bit of it was great fun.

And then came the fucking role play.

PenisUnavailable would have liked to preface that with he only participated under duress, but really, Milfboss had been queen for too long and nobody wanted to risk TNT cannoning any of Shitty's nice builds, so. Well, the castle was better than his drafty cave, alright? It was cold and wet and didn't have a proper door because aesthetic (and because it usually took him several tries to work an iron pressure plate door), so there were far too many mobs wandering in at night and spawn camping him. He and Shitty had almost the same number of deaths and Shitty lived in the fucking Nether.

So yeah. Castle time, baby! Daddy needs a new home! And Admiral obviously wasn't happy living out of Milf's awful tree house hot box where they all did drugs together on day fifteen and it still smelled of burnt wheat seeds, aka "weed." It was only obvious that they teamed up to try and take back the castle.

The battle itself didn't exactly go great, but it wasn't exactly horrible either. A lot of shouting shit at each other for fifteen minutes, the majority of which he wouldn't remember until it was too late- something about server unity?- only to find out that it wasn't two on one girl boss, it was two on a girl boss and her "baked out of his mind" henchman, also known as Shitty in a squirrel furry skin.

The ears man. Those stupid (cute) ears.

And then they were running for their lives because Milf had somehow gotten her hands on a flame bow with infinity enchants.

It all culminated in a dramatic stand-off in front of Shitty's Nether Soccer ball, Milf on one side, diamond axe in hand, not a bit of armor on because of an unfortunate run in with lava, Penis and Admiral on the other, picks in hand, threatening to tear down shittyfartbaby69's base. Shitty wasn't online just then to comment, but they could all hear him click-clacking away on his keyboard so he obviously hadn't gone to sleep just yet like he said he had. At an impasse, and unable to justify letting her teammate's home be used as collateral, Milfboss stood down and gave up her "crown," an enchanted golden Prot IV helmet she had gotten off a skeleton from her spawner.

Then the great betrayal, the beginning of the end. Shitty came back online. 96-Cam joined the game, not that they noticed in the chaos. Admiral-Anus cackled wildly and PMed Milfboss the message that Shitty had sent him, giving Team Gay Sex permission to tear down his base in the name of winning the war if it came down to it- making Milf's sacrifice worthless in the end. Penis gave another dramatic speech, circling around Shitty, who was acting weirdly apologetic to Milf about betraying her and still wearing that fucking squirrel furry skin.

"You see Milf, there's one thing more powerful than a girl boss, and when it comes down to wars between kingdoms, there's something you need to remember!" Penis got out his golden ax, helpfully labeled 'Piss Off'. "And that's a dilf with something to lose!" An enderpearl in his off hand and he teleported behind Milf, catching on fire from the lava but still landing the last hit needed to finish her off. She puffed into a cloud of EXP, swearing up a storm, and then Admiral and Penis turned their gaze to the cheering Shitty.

"AAAAAYYY, LET'S GO DADDY!" the squirrel man screeched, wild laughter shorting out the discord voice chat, making him go quiet in patches when the volume overloaded the client. Behind him, Admiral quietly started building a chair out of birch fence posts and slabs.

"Not so fast, shit-ty-fart-baaaaa-byyyyy~, this isn't quite over yet!" Penis fucking chirped, barely holding back his laughter. "You're still a fucking traitor and we can't have you backstabbing us too. Get in the chair for Daddy, okay baby?"

Admiral finished the chair just in time for Shitty to turn around and see the completed monstrosity, shrieking dying off immediately. "Oh screw you, that's just mean. The Hell man? That's not a chair, that's illegal. If you want an electric chair or some shit, just ask. That's just sad." Mentally shrugging, Admiral lit up his work with a flint and steel while Penis pillared up above where Shitty was building an electric chair out of iron bars and trap doors. Admiral nudged Shitty into the chair, Penis dumped a bucket of lava over the edge of the pillar so it flowed over him, and Shitty started giving a soliloquy about how betrayal and how his love for his "Daddy" still "burned strong".

Like his dick. Apparently.

By the time the lava finally hit the floor and burned Shitty to death, Penis was crying with laughter, shrieking down the mike and banging on the desk hard enough to make him forget that his was still on the mouse, making him mine the block under him with the bucket and sending him hurtling to his fiery death too.

It was a good day... almost.

Because, as it turned out, shittyfartbaby69 was actually a tiktokker of some renown and his cam account had record everything. And he had uploaded the bit to tiktok, as you do, where it went viral, where it wasn't supposed to. And Milfboss, who had recently been uploading covers of herself singing old classic Minecraft songs, had attracted the Minecraft fandom kids to her twitter, where she had gone to post her rage about the events of her dethroning and Shitty's execution.

Penis SMP had gotten on. Fucking. Trending. And now everyone was demanding the full clip, their names, their Twitch streamer handles, their characters' backstories.

The masses wanted lore.

Penis watched in disbelief, head in his hands and mouth agape as sugar crash played over a clip of him killing Milf on loop.

They were making memes.

...Oh god. They were screwed.

#penismp #penis smp #fanfiction #minecraft #my writing #crack #crack treated seriously #also on ao3 #penisunavailable #milfboss #shittyfartbaby69 #admiral_anus

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halorocks1214 · 4 years ago

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hmmmm prime numbers for the video game asks?

Listen, are you secretly a math teacher? I might not be taking a math class my first year at college but come on, I’m taking a break for a reason

JKJK, thanks for asking~

1. First game you played obsessively? To make sure I answered the right questions I double checked my math with Google and turns out, one is not prime, so there’s that fun fact for the day that I always keep forgetting

2. A game that has influenced you creatively? Writing, drawing, etc.

Pbpbppbpb, I mean, the stories from my favorite games definitely helped me get into Writing and such. I loved the idea of my characters going through the situations the characters in these games did, and slowly I learned to make my own stories instead of just... taking plots from video games and changing the characters to mine lmao

Though, my main OC going through all the Pokemon games’ plots as a singular person and interconnecting all the worlds and lore? Yeah, not getting rid of that any time soon. Pry it from my cold, dead heads. I dare ya

3. Who did you play with as a kid?

Lots and lots of online friends. I get real tired of people saying, “internet friends can’t be real friends!” because for the longest time the only people I could ever talk to were through a headset

Outside of that, I do have and had IRL friends who I played with a lot (I got a few buddies who I regularly get online with that I see in real life as well), and occasionally I play with my brother

The rest of my family and I (including my brother) also have game nights. Mostly Mario Party and other Nintendo/Mario games

5. Ever use cheat codes?

I did actually, a few times for one game. I was getting tired of dying so quickly in Don’t Starve so I looked up how to spawn certain items in the chat box with codes and stuff. I think I accidentally impulse ended that run by trying to take on that spherical-cyclops-ostrich monster because I was getting cocky and... yeah

7. Any games you have multiple copies of?

Nothing off the top of my head! With the new wave of being able to have digital libraries especially. Even as a small child I kinda saw it as a waste, so I never had more than one copy of anything

11. Have you ever made new friends from playing video games?

I don’t do that much online hunting anymore where I can voice chat, so nowadays, not really anymore, but back then, with all my Halo and other Xbox obsessions? All the time. My friends list is huge for a reason, and that’s because I never shut up lmao

13. A game you’ve never played that everyone else has?

There’s probably a lot of them, tbh. I watch a lot of Youtubers to get my fix for certain games that I don’t have the time or energy to play myself

17. Ever lose a friend over a game?

Outside of “online friends I dropped because of getting older and more mature”, not really. I’ve lost friends, but never over video games

19. Favorite handheld console?

As cliche as it is, the Switch man, holy shit. The Switch is genuinely revolutionary to the world of video games, and I don’t think I’ll ever be able to live with out it

23. The game that you’ve logged the most hours into?

Hmm, if we were to go with “in general” the Pokemon franchise definitely. But if we want concrete numbers I can think of off the top of my head, Monster Hunter World is getting dangerously close to logging in 300+ hours, and following that (not very closely, mind you) would be something like Breath of the Wild or New Horizons

Listen, my friend begged me to get MHW to play with him and if there’s anything I’m grateful from him for, it would be his insistence that I get this game. It’s baller

29. What is your gaming set up?

This post is going to be twice as long because I saw the opportunity for pictures and I apologize for nothing

Computer is very basic. I don’t use my gigantic monitor for games though, because every monitor I’ve ever tried lags the hell out of my frames and I just can’t deal with that :/

Switch and Xbox! The two main consoles I play... pretty much the only ones. I had a PS3 briefly for Persona 5, but other than that, *jazz hands*

BUT THE BEST THING: I recently asked my dad to make me these controller-holding hooks for the headboard of my bed and they are the BEST THINGS EVER I love my dad

Bouns: the back of my Switch since I’m a sticker slut

31. Does the 3DS and/or Virtual Boy hurt your eyes or give you headaches?

Any screen device is bound to give me headaches from time to time. Whether it’s from staring at the brightness for too long, or because my dumbass was laying/sitting in a position that was bad for my back/neck, I will probably never know

37. Have you played E.T. for the Atari 2600? Do you think that’s the worst game ever, or do you have another nomination?

Never touched it, and while I can’t give a personal opinion on how garbage it is or isn’t, I do like the jokes that come from it :D

41. A genre that you just can’t get into?

Uh, you know what? I can’t really come up with anything. A long time ago I might have said “long, story-heavy games that take forever to complete” since I mainly watched those on Youtube, but now that I’ve played games like Persona 5 and Breath of the Wild and absolutely adored them, I don’t think I have a leg to stand on

I think I’m willing to give anything a try, but if I play it and it gets boring, then it was probably mostly because I didn’t like the story or because I couldn’t get behind the controls :P

43. Ever play games when you really should have been concentrating on something else?

Yes, all the damn time. Homework in high school that I need to work on? Latest chapter of that fic I’m supposed to be writing? Nah, gotta find all the fossils on my island before I forget to do it later, cause we all know what’s really important here

47. Do you like competitive games?

Man, my Overwatch phase consisted heavily of the competitive aspect of the game, even if the competitive side was toxic as crap. Halo online is and was the shit, always had fun with a variety of the games they came up with. SMASH, SMASH WITH MY TWO BUDDIES I MENTIONED BEFORE IS SO MUCH GODDAMN FUN YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW-

So TLDR, I do like the competitive aspect of video games a whole lot, even if the competitive stuff I mainly do nowadays is just me and my friends fighting each other in Smash at midnight lmao

53. What’s your opinion on DLC these days?

It depends on the pricing and what comes with the DLC. Each DLC is it’s separate thing, and you can really only judge them based on each individual game and what they are worth. Was the game mainly complete when you bought it? Does the DLC have actual worthwhile additions to the game itself? ETC ETC

I could make an entire essay out of this, but I’m kinda tired, and the best way to sum up my feelings is “DLCs aren’t inherently good or bad, and it sucks that certain unnamed companies have given them a dirty reputation”

59. Do you play any cell phone games?

Again with the used to. Huge mobile game phase for awhile (Clash of Clans, PUBG rip-offs, etc) but not anymore. I do have mindless, ad-riddled games if I’m bored, but even those are collecting dust at this point

61. Do you trade in your games or keep them forever?

Off the top of my head I cannot think of any time I have ever traded in a game, so I guess it looks like I keep them until they die or break lol

67. Do you have a happy gaming-related childhood memory you want to share?

Man, I have a bunch. Video games were and still are a huge comfort thing for me, so to just share one would be blasphemy. Let’s just say, video games have always brought be joy and happiness during times when nothing else could :)

Ask the gamer more video game questions

#scribeofred #answered ask #long post #video games #monhun #pokemon #nintendo #smash #stickers #AND OTHER GAMES I MENTIONED BUT CANT TAG #SORRY I WOULD SEND AN ASK BACK BUT I GOTTA ZOOM TO WORK SO YEET #THANKS AGAIN ITS ALWAYS FUN SEEING YOU IN MY INBOX

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sambergscott · 6 years ago

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he makes me laugh

two fics in one day?! who am i

Atlas Peralta is four months, two days and eight hours old when he laughs for the first time.

Even before they debated whether they should have children, Jake loved watching baby videos. He loved watching Sharon’s Facebook lives of Cagney and Lacey learning to walk for the first time, the eight million videos Charles would text him of Nikolaj eating weird Latvian delicacies and the videos of all his new nieces and nephews (except Mason, who vomited on Jake the first time he held him, the little jerk). His favourites were of babies laughing though. Throughout Amy’s pregnancy, Jake would watch videos of baby’s laughing to get him through the morning sickness and crying at the bank and watching his wife in pain. He couldn’t wait to make his kid laugh, sure that Baby Peralta would kick all the other YouTube babies’ diapered butts.

According to his wife’s binders detailing every month of their newborn’s first year, babies usually start laughing at around three months old which Jake disputes because (a) their baby is way better than all the other stupid babies and (b) he’s freaking hilarious and there’s no way it’s going to take him three whole months to make this kid laugh.

Mission Make Atlas Laugh is ago from pretty much day one.

He tries funny faces, title of your sex tape jokes, tickling his tiny baby feet, but nothing. Like his Grandpa Holt, Atlas has mastered the art of the poker face.

When he can’t sleep during his second week home, Jake takes him into the living room (he’s been fed and Amy deserves the rest) and they hang out on the sofa, Jake quietly watching one of John Mulaney’s Netflix specials in the background. When Atlas doesn’t even crack a smile at the “one black coffee” bit, Jake realises that getting him to laugh is going to be harder than he thought.

Inevitably, it becomes a bet between Jake and Amy as to who can make him laugh first and the whole squad gets involved.

Holt tells one of his hilarious jokes that Kevin apparently loves and is most confused when neither Jake, Amy or Atlas find it funny.

Charles thinks he might be a fan of the devil sticks, but no dice.

Rosa tries to stare him down until he breaks, except she’s the one who ends up laughing when the two month old stares straight back at her, not even a hint of amusement in his eyes.

Hitchcock and Scully aren’t involved but he doesn’t even laugh when Amy takes him to visit Jake in the precinct one day and Scully somehow spills his whole bowl of spaghetti over his vest. Hitchcock, of course, unbuttons his shirt and offers it to Scully, at which point Amy covers little Atlas’ eyes and decides to take him home because there’s no way he needs to see that.

All seven of Amy’s brothers try to no avail.

Roger tries over Facetime while Jake holds his breath, genuinely afraid his garbage dad will be the first to make his son laugh, but thankfully Atlas is as unimpressed with Roger’s regional airline-themed jokes as Jake is.

At one point, Jake considers taking him to the paediatrician because “there must be something wrong with him, Ames!”

“There’s nothing wrong with him,” Amy says defensively, holding him tighter. “We’ve just got to up our comedy game.”

“First of all, I have no need to up my game because I’m already hilarious and second, he’s kind of hurting my feelings. We’ve passed the three month mark and he still hasn’t even smiled at us. What if our son’s a sociopath, Ames?!”

She rolls her eyes at his high pitched, freaking out voice. “Our son is not a sociopath.”

“He could be,” Jake insists. “Maybe all the time we’ve spent around murderers has made their creepy energy absorb into your uterus.”

“That is the dumbest thing you’ve ever said,” she responds, standing up. “I’m going to put him down for a nap. When I come back, you better have a glass of wine ready and not be comparing our precious baby boy to murderers.”

“Gotcha,” he grins, kissing Atlas’ head of dark, curly hair.

At four months old, things get serious. After reading his bedtime story, Jake decides to have a one-on-one guy chat with his son.

“Listen, man, you know I love you more than anything,” he starts, Atlas gripping his pinky finger, “but I’ve been waiting a long ol’ time to hear you laugh. It’s kind of really important to me. I know you’re stubborn — you get that from me and your mom — and you’re gonna hit milestones at your own rate, I just want to hear that laugh. I’m sure it will be as cute as the rest of you. And, I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but me and your mom are kind of competitive and we have a little bet going as to who can make you laugh first. Since she won the bet that you’d be a boy and she guessed your birthday correctly, I’d really appreciate it if you could give me this one.”

Atlas blinks back at him, giving away absolutely no indicators as to whether he’s going to help his old man out.

“Let him sleep, Peralta,” Amy whispers from the door to his nursery.

“How much of that did you hear?” He asks, putting their son back into his crib and padding over to his wife.

“The part where you tried to convince our son to conspire against me.”

He grins back at her. “Hey, you and I both know he’s a total mommy’s boy. I bet he’ll laugh at something you do tomorrow just to get back at me.”

“Come on, honey, let’s go to bed.” She grabs his hand and leads him to their bedroom, laughing when he makes a terrible sex tape joke.

“At least I can make someone in this family laugh,” he quips.

Atlas Peralta is four months, two days and eight hours old when he laughs for the first time.

Jake is at work and Amy is doing everything she can to win their bet while he’s not around. It’s when she’s scrolling through her pictures of the first four months of Atlas’ life while drinking a cup of tea that she gets an idea.

She pulls up the selfie she took in Jake’s bedroom of him with a nose ring. It’s one of her favourite pictures, was even her lockscreen at one point much to her boyfriend’s (at the time) disdain. She hopes Atlas finds it as funny as she does. She presses record on her phone because her husband would be heartbroken if he missed this moment and turns her laptop towards Atlas in his high chair.

His lips quirk ever so slightly and Amy feels like jumping for joy. Then he starts full on laughing and it’s truly the best sound she’s ever heard. She immediately texts Jake the video with a triumphant caption about winning their bet again and a million heart eyes.

Jake Facetimes her straight away, his eyes wet with tears despite sitting in the middle of a busy police precinct. “I finally got the video, babe.”

“You made our son laugh,” Amy says, equally emotional. “Like mother, like son.”

#jake x amy #b99 fics #peraltiago fics #my writing

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ideocosmonaut · 6 years ago

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Would you rather date someone who had a car or a job? Ehh probably job.

What’s the most important part of a relationship in your opinion? Trust, perhaps?

Have you ever wanted to watch a scary movie with someone JUST to have an excuse to be close to them? Kind of

Be with someone cute and a jerk or ugly and kind? ugly and kind

Name a favorite of each: food, drink, color. Steak, Coke Zero, Gray or black

If you married rich and your spouse gave you $100,000 a week, what would you spend it on? Weekly short vacations. Maybe fly to a city every weekend and go on a shopping spree.

Name a favorite of each: book, movie, tv show. Harry Potter, Robocop, Seinfeld

If your best friend liked your ex, what would you do? I dont have an ex

if you had to choose between being blind or deaf which would you pick? Hmm. Maybe blind. I love art and music but my eyes get me into more trouble than my ears.

Name a LEAST favorite of each: food, drink, color. How boring. Onions, water, yellow

What do you spend most of your money on? Bills

What kind of underwear do you prefer wearing? Boxer briefs

If you were sat on a plane beside your favorite celebrity, what would you do? Probably nothing. Why would they want to talk to me? They’re probably really tired and just want to chill on the ride home. I mean, if I feel brave, maybe I’ll say hi and that I really love their work but that’s about it.

What would you consider to be the biggest insult to yourself? Any... insult?

What are five things you absolutely have to have in your dream house? A kitchen, a bathroom, a bedroom, a ceiling, walls...

If you could be reincarnated as any animal, which would you chose and why? Some kind of bird

What is your biggest pet peeve? Being wrongfully accused

Do you still watch cartoons? Sometimes

What movies could you watch over and over and still love? 80s and 90s comedies

Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? A cop. An astronaut

Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? yeah.

First concert? Flogging Molly, for a big name band. But I went to local shows in school

Tea or coffee? i like both.

Do you think you were well raised? Up until I was a teenager

How do you handle stress? not well.

Do you hide things well? Not really

If you had to choose between having one family member or 5 of your closest friends die who would you choose? I’d rather not. If I had to... family member. I’ve lost almost all of the good ones already anyway. And my friends are a precious few.

Do you see yourself ever being with someone you’ve been with before? No?

Would you rather live in a tiny apartment with 5 other people or a huge house by yourself that you felt was haunted? Huge house... if I didnt have to keep it up by myself.

How many piercings do you have? 0

Do you see yourself as a “good” person? No. No one is really good or bad. People are people. Everyone has their own ambitions. And a basic desire. People change all the time, nothing is set in stone.

Are your nails painted a dark or light color? N/a

Have you ever order pizza online? yes

What color was the last candle you lit? Cream?

Is there something written on your shirt right now? No

Is there a bookshelf in your room? no.

Do you own a treadmill? nope.

Have you ever signed up for a gym membership? yes.

What color was the last fish you had? Orangey

Is there a garbage can in your room? What color is it? Nah

Have you ever read in the bathtub? No

If you play the sims, do you download custom clothes, hair, etc? I imagine I would

Have you ever put ice cubes in milk? no.

Does your animal sleep with you? N/a

What do you use to remove your makeup at night? N/a

Do you have a favorite TV show that actually isn’t on air anymore Umm maybe. I think most of my favorites are still alive somewhere in TV land

Have you ever bought something off of iTunes? i don’t think so.

Have you ever had to wear a hairnet? nope.

Do you know how many pages the last book you read had? nope.

What day of the week does the laundry usually get done? Saturday

Do you use the Facebook chat often? daily.

Do you have any baby pictures of yourself on your computer? Nah

How many favorites do you have on youtube? hundreds

What channel is the food network? i dont have cable

Do you still write in pencil? sometimes

What brand is your foundation? n/a

What kind was the last chip you ate? Uhh doritos i think

Do you eat onion rings? not often but i love them.

When did you last go to the zoo? years ago

How many cardigans do you own? 1

What is your favorite song to play on guitarhero or rockband? none

What flavor of tea did you last have? Milos

Do you own a robe? yes

What was the last video you added to your favorites on YouTube? An upload of the new Puppet Master movie

Have you ever brushed your teeth and then drank orange juice? yeah

When was the last time you had pancakes or waffles? yesterday

Do you know anyone whose birthday is today? my step-mom

If you died right now, how would you feel about your life? I wouldn't exist so I wouldn't feel anything. That’s an upside. Can you imagine how bad you’d feel if you died? It’s a mercy we dont feel anything after.

Was the last person you texted under 18? no I dont believe any of the people ive texted are under 18

How many pairs of jeans do you think you have? like two

Do you like hoodies? yes.

When was the last time you attended a wedding? May?

Have you had alcohol this week? uhhhhhhhh nope actually

What windows are open on your computer right now? You mean tabs? This, FB, another Tumblr, and youtube

Say you were given a drug test right now, would you pass? yes Is there anything you are craving right now? affection

What’s the last thing you had to eat? rice and beef

Who were the last four people to text you? my dad, my step-mom, a couple friends

Do you have any morbid interests? nothing habitual

Do you know anyone whose birthday is tomorrow? no.

What was the last thing you found that you thought you lost forever? an earbud cover

Have you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop for the New Year? no

If you have a Twitter, do you use something else besides the computer to update your tweets? nope

Do you like potato salad? Ive never had one I liked

Who was the last person that apologized to you? my bff. It’s funny that I say sorry a lot but I dont hear it very often. only from him. hmm.

Have you ever driven and ended up running out of gas? no

When was the last time you uploaded pictures from your camera? months ago

Did you do the laundry today? yes

What was the reason behind the last time you stayed up all night? wasnt sleepy

Did you straighten or curl your hair last? n/a

Have you ever been off-roading? yes

Was the last number you added to your cell phone a guy’s or girl’s number? a restaurant probably

Do you enjoy being a tease? kind of. not too much.

Have you ever had a UFO sighting or a sighting of strange lights in the sky? nope.

Who was the last person you caught lying to you? eh i dont recall

How old were you when you were first pulled over by the police? umm 19 ish?

Do you have a webcam that’s built into your computer or did it come separately? n/a

Was there ever a time that you lived on an island? I am an island. Shut up, Ben Howard.

Have you ever made a time capsule? I did in school

When was the last time you drank out of a champagne glass? long time ago

What was the last casino you went to? N/a

Does it flood easily where you live? kind of

Let’s start out blunt, have you had sex in the last 12 hours? nope.

Are you wearing something that belongs to someone else? no.

Does anything hurt on you? my foot

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? maybe

Do you look at the keyboard when you type? sometimes

Does it bother you when people respond to you with one word? not really

Will you be up before 7:00 a.m. tomorrow? yes, many times

Do you like MySpace? i did back when it was popular.

Do you like glitter? its ok

Is there anyone you’d like to apologize to? my mom

What’s the closest thing to you that’s liquid?

my... pee?

Are your toe nails painted pink? no.

Will you be in a relationship in 4 months? no... I mean, i doubt it? maybe? who knows.

Are you excited for Saturday? I was until I hurt my foot

What are you listening to right now? Game Grumps

What is the most exciting place you have been to this year? Gatlinburg

The shirt you’re wearing, does anyone else have it? possibly

Are you gonna be home tonight? yes.

Do you feel awkward when strangers say hi to you? not if it stops there

Are you easily scared at horror films? not easily

If there was a large spider in the room, what would you say? Depends on how large and what kind

Do you have good memories with old friends? of course.

How are you feeling right now? in pain

Have you ever skipped school just because you were tired? oh yeah

How many friends do you have that have never smoked? a few

Is there someone you used to talk to every single day that you don’t talk to anymore? yes.

Are you missing someone? yes.

Did you have a dream last night? probably, i just don’t remember it.

Is it okay if you kiss people when you’re single? of course, as long as they’re single too.

Who did you last talk to on the phone? my dad

Have you held hands with anyone today? no.

Do you drop your phone a lot? nah

Your last ex says they never even liked you. You say? You dont exist?

When was the last time you saw your father? last weekend

Are there certain things that can’t be joked about with you? Hmm. that’s a tough one. I use humor to cope a lot but I always try to remain within certain guidelines around certain people. it’s a lot to keep up with. Me? I can laugh at almost anything. Im pretty numb to most things. It doesnt come from a place of disrespect, but a need to laugh.

Would you say you’re an understanding person? mostly.

How is your life currently? it sucks.

What are you doing tomorrow morning? sleeping

Do you want to see somebody right now? sure.

How many people have you liked in the past 8 months? just the one.

Have you ever done anything illegal? yes

Would you rather spend a whole day with your mom or your dad? mom

What’s currently bothering you? my foot. looming anxiety over possibly being fired. being totally alone.

Have you thought about an ex today? no.

Are any of your friends taller than you? yes.

Did you do anything productive today? yes.

Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? To relive certain things, maybe. Barry Allen taught me not to fuck with the timeline

Today, did you hug a person you have feelings for? no

Do you wish at 11:11? nah

Are you currently in a relationship? no

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it? apparently they are everything

Think of the last person who said “I love you” to you. Do you think they meant it? I guess.

Have you ever made someone laugh when they were crying? yes.

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you? yes

If you could move somewhere else, would you? Depends but im mostly for it

Has a boy/girl called you babe or baby today? no.

How long were you with your last bf/gf? never

Would you ever let a girl/boy put you through hell and back? probably. im ripe for the abuse.

Have you ever gone out with anyone older than you? no

Do you think you will ever be married? probably not

Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? yes. that’s life

Is it possible to be single and happy? temporarily

Last time you wore something that didn’t belong to you? idk

Has anything happened in the past month that made you really happy? aside from food, not really.

What’s something you’ve always wanted to say to your ex? n/a

How much money did you spend today? $0

Are you a rude person? to people who are rude

Would you ever think about painting your ceiling your favorite color? no.

What’s something you’re excited for? Cyberpunk 2077

Does cuddling freak you out? A little. I dont like not being able to move

What do you think of maxi dresses? idk

What did the last text in your inbox say? From who? my phone’s in the other room...... >_>

What would you do if you saw a guy hit a girl? Call the police.

Have you ever gambled? yes.

Do you use tobacco products? not anymore

Would you ever go a week without showering? only if i had to

Would you ever date someone with a different skin color than you? Yeah

#survey #asks #but no one asks #so whatev

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houseofvans · 7 years ago

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ART SCHOOL | Q&A w/ Alex Chiu (PDX)

From hyper color drawings, doodles to wood cut outs and even full blown costumes, artist Alex Chiu brings to life some truly fun and imaginative creations. Not just one thing, Alex not only makes comics, animations and sculptures, but also worked as an art instructor at Walters Cultural as well as created a fun online show the MAZZY Show, where he cooks with his daughter Mazzy. We’ve excited to chat with Alex, who is getting ready to work on a mural for Portland Transit, and learn about his approach to drawing, his favorite medium, and about his upcoming project with Portland Transit.

Photographs courtesy of the artist.

Introduce yourself Hello! My name is Alex Chiu. I currently live in Portland, Oregon. I am an illustrator, arts educator, and stay at home dad. I’ve been doing art professionally for about 10 years now. My life has changed a ton since I had a baby a couple years back. I’m figuring out how to balance a lot of things now. For fun I tend to watch a lot of dumb internet videos. I get sucked into video threads and end up watching YouTube garbage. It’s my favorite thing to do.

When did you first start drawing? And what’s the earliest thing you remember making? I started drawing at a very young age. I remember drawing sharks and fish over and over. As an adult I’ve found notebooks with pages completely covered with shark and fish drawings. The notebooks were pretty dense and obsessive. I still love to draw for the sake of filling up blank space.

You have a true doodler/drawing style–your works fill up the space imaginative and organically. Can you tell folks what your art process is like? Do you sit with a blank sheet and just freestyle or do you find yourself adding stuff here and there? I started drawing all the time when I was around 19 or 20. Drawing was therapeutic for me and really helped me escape from the worries and stress of day to day life. I loved the freedom of letting the image develop on its own over time. I used to start with a blank page and just go at it with ink. Now a days I plan a lot more and think about composition and color scheme, but I still create work with the same sense of freedom.

From paintings, drawings, digital, sculptures, murals to comics, what’s your favorite medium that you’ve done so far? What’s been the most difficult medium you’ve tried? And, what’s a medium you’ve yet to try, and are dying too? Currently I really love stop motion clay animation. The process is very automatic and from the subconscious; very similar to my drawing/doodling process. I would love to convert my garage into a stop motion studio and create my own short films. The most difficult medium for me is comics. I’m not much of a writer, and it’s much more difficult to create stream of consciousness work in comics. I have started many comic pages and have left 80% of them unfinished.

One of our favorite mediums you do are the comic you draw. When did you start drawing your first comics? What is it about comics that you love so much? Comics are fun for me and I love reading them, but they are super challenging for me to create. I started focusing on comics when I moved to Portland. One of my first, full stories was published in a “free comic book day” compilation called Master P’s Theater. I drew a four page comic about a warrior rabbit called Butter Knives. It was published by Sparkplug / Teenage Dinosaurs/ Snakebomb Comics in 2013. I now regularly submit comic strips to Pork Magazine and one page stories to a comics newspaper called Vision Quest.

As a kid, I loved looking at comics for visual inspiration. I was always blown away at the skill of comic book artists. To this day, I don’t know how people do it. I view comics as a warrior’s art form. The energy, planning, and artistic ability it takes to write and draw comics and graphic novels is ridiculous. I look up to full time comics artists a lot.

Who are your favorite artists at the moment both past or contemporary? My favorite filmmaker is Alejandro Jodorowsky. He is my absolute favorite creative person on earth. I hope he lives forever. Theo Ellsworth is a comics artist that has also changed my life. I also hope that he lives forever. Shout outs to Skinner, Eatcho, Wishcandy, Anna Vo, and Tripper Dungan. I dig their work too.

Tell us about your work as an art instructor? What did you teach and how was that experience? What would you say to folks looking to follow a path as an art instructor? I have been an art instructor for about 5 or 6 years. I teach kids and retired folks at art centers all over Portland and surrounding cities. Some of the classes I’ve taught include basic drawing, comics, animation, zine-making, and print making.

Just because an artist is good at art doesn’t make them a good teacher. Over the years I’ve learned that teaching and art making are two very different things. It definitely took time to break things down so people could learn. Teaching has more to do with communication and understanding how people work. The key is to recognize the different ways that people approach art making and learn to help them steer rather than telling them what to do.

You’re currently working on a mural for Portland Transit? How did you get involved with Portland Transit, and tell us about your mural? I was recently hired by Portland Trimet to paint a mural. The Regional Arts and Culture Council were the ones that put me in touch with Trimet. I was accepted onto the local Portland muralist roster in 2016 based on indoor murals that I have done in the past.

This mural is going to be done in a very different style than I normally do. I have been using photo reference for this entire process and will be depicting things in a much more realistic style. The space that I am painting has very long sections of low walls. I’m choosing to handle each section as a panel in a comic. I will be painting a storybook-like narrative about a day in the life of my 2 year old daughter as she interacts with members of her community. I’m deliberately highlighting the cultural diversity and community interaction as the central themes of this project.

Having recently moved to Portland, how did you go about finding illustration work? Do you find social media helpful for that or do you have a different approach? Before I moved to Portland, I had met a number of people through the comics and art conventions. I had shown work at Grasshut Gallery, owned by Bwana Spoons and had been acquainted with people like Jason Leivian, owner of Floating World Comics, and Scrappers, who was the arts editor of the Mercury at the time. Portland was a very welcoming city and I was accepted into the arts and comics community very quickly. I’ve been able to work on a ton of fun projects, with super talented people. One project always seems to lead to another. I’ve yet to experience a lull in creative opportunities and inspiration. Portland is a great city to be an artist.

Yes, social media is great when it comes to sharing your artwork. I enjoy the instant feedback I get from posting something online. Occasionally, I get fun and interesting opportunities from requests on social media platforms. I’ve built relationships with artist and fans from around the world with social media. I love it. I still miss MySpace.

Favorite Vans? VW Bus, Eurovan, Toyota Previa

You also have an awesome family as well as super cool daughter Mazzy who you cook with and stars in your videos called the MAZZY SHOW. These cooking videos with Mazzy have blown up all over the internet and are really adorable. Was this just something you did because you were cooking with her a lot? Or was it just something creative for you to work on while you’re on dad duty? I started doing the Mazzy Show to make being a stay at home dad more fun. It’s been a dream of mine to start a YouTube Channel, so I thought I’d start one with my daughter so I could do something creative with her. Our first video was a pizza making video and the cooking theme just stuck. I don’t normally cook a ton, but this project has taught me a lot of new recipes and sparked a growing interest in cooking. People tend to like the Asian recipes that we do. Some of our most popular videos include bubble milk tea, BBQ pork steamed buns, and mochi.

What would you tell someone who is looking to follow in your footsteps? What is some of the best and worst advice you’ve gotten that you’d like to share? My best advice is to keep creating and have fun with your art. If you’re not enjoying what you’re doing, do something else. The worst thing that you can do is turn art making into a burden. Also, don’t feel pressured to be a “professional” artist. The key is to keep making art, be a part of the creative community, and enjoy life.

What’s coming up for you the rest of 2017? What about MAZZY :)? Life is totally unpredictable for me. At this moment I am preparing for my mural project. We’ve taken a break from The Mazzy Show for the past month or so because I’ve become busier. I hope to keep making more videos with her. Maybe we’ll do something different from cooking. I’ve been wanting to work on more animated videos. I’ve also been wanting to make music. Maybe Mazzy and I will start a band or something.

Follow Alex Chiu Instagram | @artbyalexchiu Website | Alex Chiu

#Art #vansart #alex chiu #drawing #interview #art school #portland #comic #inspiration

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princess-havok · 7 years ago

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So about the Dreamcar show

Y’all, so much happened.

In bullet form for readability/it’s 1AM and I have work in the morning because I’m an adult.

Pre-show

I got there like 45 minutes after doors opened because my days of lining up mega early for shows are over.

That’s a lie

I just had to work til 5 and it was raining all day so I didn’t wanna sit outside anyway

So I walk into the venue, and??? It’s so empty??? Like what the fuck??? I went to the bathroom, which is wayyyyyyy at the back and in the basement, I hate getting to it during packed shows because you CAN’T MOVE. That venue is not safe and there are not enough exits BUT ANYWAY.

When I got back upstairs I went to the merch table and bought a tank top

Warning if you see Dreamcar: it fits weirdly small???

But I love it

Also they didn’t do that thing I hate when bands jack up prices by like $10 because of the conversion rate.

It’s $35 online and I paid $35CAD.

Joke’s on you that’s only like $20US

Help our dollar is a fucking joke

Then I went to the stage and despite the opening band staring imminently I was only two people from the front???

Superet

I mean, I don’t know if I would go seeking out their music but they were really fun and had fantastic energy. The lead singer kept making eye contact with people in the front and it was slightly awkward but also endearing as hell. I kept getting distracted during their set because I decided most of the rest of the band looked like other people

The keyboard player looked so much like Jamison Covington from JamisonParker

Does anyone remember them? They had like one album in maybe 2005 and I loved it

But it’s so emo

Listening to it now is like??? Was my world ever that dark? Damn son.

The drummer looks just like a dude I went to high school with and played in Concert Band with

But it is not.

That dude is a DJ now though

The percussionist lowkey reminded me of what’s his face from Cabin in the Woods... the stoner one.

Cabin in the Woods is a great movie

Dreamcar

I mean is it any surprise that they’re great live? All of them have been performing for so long so like... they know their shit. But there’s a lot happening all at once, it seems like. You’ll maybe see when I post my video of All Of The Dead Girls once it finishes uploading to YouTube. But I guess it’s partly because Tom, Adrian & Tony are so used to playing together but sometimes it’s like there’s their show happening and then there’s Davey being Davey around them and it is a lot.

Someone yelled “You’re good!” between songs and it got a good laugh out of Davey who was like, “I’m glad you think so???”

Like what an odd thing to say???

The other three have mastered the art of keeping Davey on topic

If he sounds like he’s about to go off on a tangent just start the next song it’s great

“If only that would work during interviews,” I’m sure Jade/Adam/Hunter is muttering to himself in the distance

They covered Don’t Change and it was amazing, I wanted to get a video of it but it was such a different (more upbeat) version I didn’t even clue in on time lmao

During the bridge of Kill For Candy, Davey and I shared a moment during the first “Let it dissolve on your tongue” and it was magical

Post-show

It rained literally the entire day here, so when I walked out of the venue and it wasn’t raining anymore I thought, y’know what, I’m gonna stick around for a bit, try my luck meeting these dudes. But only until 11:00. That’s my cut-off. I’m a responsible adult.

This is a lie

It’s cute that I believed it though

Also it was still raining but it was a very fine mist so it wasn’t that bad

This is also a lie it was terrible and my hair went to shit

There were like 25 people waiting, at the peak of it. After about an hour, some people had left so there were maybe 20 or so. Not bad at all, right? About half of those were No Doubt faithful, who seemed to be a very tight-knit group who all knew each other from various No Doubt events and trips and stuff. They were super nice and -- bonus! -- most of them couldn’t be fucked about Davey. But we did talk about the show, how awesome it was, and the fact that Davey is secretly jacked was mentioned -- not even by me!!! And most of them agreed that a) it should’ve been a longer set and b) they should’ve covered some No Doubt because Davey singing I’m Just A Girl would be delightful.

Somebody made the joke that the guys snuck out past all of us and were probably on the public transit bus that went by

“But then they’ll get to Sherbourne station and get shanked.”

If you know Toronto at all you know that’s probably true

If there was anywhere in this city where a repeat of “what are you gonna do about it, pink shoes?” was gonna go down it’s motherfucking Sherbourne St.

Finally at around 11:15 or so, security & tour management came out and set up a barricade by the bus, telling us all to line up in twos. Ok cool. We did.

Tom came out first and the orderly line went to shit because he just like, walked right out to chat and take pictures and sign autographs. I was trying to stay near the barricade and missed him entirely. Oops.

Tony came out next and did the same thing, but actually on my side. I got a picture with him and he signed my ticket.

Adrian stayed by the barricade but was very chatty with people. I also got a picture and autograph from him.

All of them seemed to like, know some of the No Doubt die hards who were there and I think that’s so cool, they’ve always seemed like this huge, untouchable band to me but they’re so cool with their fans

All three of them got on the bus, and because of the No Doubt fans stepping back I was pretty much at the barricade. The tour manager came back and asked who we were still waiting for so of course were like, obviously Davey. So then came the new instructions:

Single file lineup please (I ended up third, so cool)

No photos

This is 900% ok I’ve seen my pictures with Adrian & Tony I know what I look like

I’ve been standing in the rain for two hours I look like I live in garbage and a family of raccoons have been living in my hair for the winter

No hugs either

Also fine because who honestly wants to hug a bunch of damp strangers???

Just a chat, an autograph, and keep the line moving

Awesome, we’re grown ups, we can do this

Oh shit now I have to think of something to say

So then Davey appears in that long hoodie/cloak... thing... which I SHOULD have asked where he got it because I love it but obviously I think of things to say after the fact, so whatever. He was really chatty and smiling at everyone and it was so nice. The first two conversations happened as I was trying not to awkwardly stare at Davey. I’m not gonna be the one who makes it weird.

This is also a lie

I don’t think I made it weird though

When it was my turn, he asked how I was and I said “amazing” because I was, and the teenage version of me fainted then and there, she was not at all prepared for this moment.

I might’ve rattled off something about how his music, whether AFI or Blaqk Audio or Dreamcar or any other project, has been such a big part of my life for almost half my life now, so thank you and I wouldn’t be the person I am today without it

I don’t think that was weird

It was true, too

“Thank you, I hope that’s a good thing.”

I mean.

Obviously.

So I said it’s absolutely a good thing, thanked him again, and mentioned I would see him in like 3 weeks (!!!) for some AFI shows.

‘Cause y’know. He’ll remember.

And then I walked back to the subway and went home, 18-year-old me screaming internally.

tl;dr I saw Dreamcar, they were amazing, I finally met Davey Havok after 15 years.

#dreamcar #davey havok #tony kanal #adrian young #tom dumont #I am very old and very tired #also Davey's moustache looks way better in person #also not to be a fangirl but!!!!!#he's so beautiful face to face #his smile is incredible #he's very attentive #and such a good person #my soul ascended then and there #but i did not cry #not in front of him anyway lmao

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benchisanidiot · 6 years ago

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Is this a problem?

So for some time I don’t now how long I have been aware that I might have some type of mental health issue.

Wether it’s anxiety, stress or depression I’m not quite sure but I’m leaning more against the first two because I’ve lost the traits of depression that I had.

At first when I found out I might have some kind of issue was in the night. I was about to go to sleep and I had been reading some stuff on the internet about not being aware that something is wrong with your mental situation. So I thought hey let’s go check this out cause this sounds like my situation. So I checked it out most of the symptoms both physically and mentally from all the three of those illnesses I had experienced. So I decided with myself that i would tell my dad the next day because I was at his place that week.

The next day I dismissed the idea. I said there’s no way that something could be wrong with me. I mean I have heard stories. This is not depression or anxiety or stress it’s all just in your heard because you read that stuff last night. But I still thought that maybe I should tell my dad that I thought that something might be wrong. But then I found out that his girlfriend had left him so I decided not to.

The next week I started having these panick attacks.

I would think that people would be following me or that someone was in my room staring at me or that all my life was some kind of simulation or conspiracy against me or my family.

I would have trouble breathing and my heart would be racing and adrenaline would kick in. My body would shake rapidly and I had a hard time controlling my body. My mom saw this. My mom did nothing. She said that I was probably just frightened by something I saw on YouTube and that I should go back to bed. And it happened again but I was to afraid to go down and tell my mom because of the way she reacted before.

But this kept happening.

I tried to tell my dad that I felt really pressed and as if there were just not enough time for anything so that sometimes I would end up for hours just sitting and doing nothing. He dismissed that as just being a little bit busy and that it was healthy and that it would help me manage my time. But how the hell can i manage my time if there is not enough time in a week to do all the stuff I’m supposed to do and still do the stuff I want to do. When I tell them about the panick attacks he tells me that it’s just about controlling my thoughts and thinking of something else as if he doesn’t no that I haven’t tried to do that. As if I haven’t tried to tell myself that it would be illogical that a pitch black man with no face was standing in the corner of my room starring at me. But my brain just comes up with excuses for how it can be true and I still spiral down in to this train of thought that gets me totally hyped up with fear and adrenaline pumped.

Through the last year I have also had a longer medical problem where I have went to the doctor almost once a month where I was treated as an imbecile 2 year old who didn’t know a shit about my own body. As if my pain wasn’t true even though I felt it so clearly. Because I live in Denmark bills wasnt a problem but the waiting was. My doctor had said that first they would run some blood tests for obvious diseases and if that didn’t work I should try Physiotherapie for at least half a year. The wait to get an appoinment was 8 months and I would have to take a 40 min. Drive to get there. If I wanted something closer it would be more than a year.

So my mom has to find a private PT and use her job insurance to cover the bill. I felt very guilty about that especially because it didn’t help my problem. My PT then says that I have to go to this feet specialist I don’t remember what it’s called. But the wait for that was pretty long to. So some months go by and I then get these soles that I have to wear. It helps a bit but not a lot. Again being treated like an imbecile the doctors would always ask my mom how I felt and what had happened and not me.

So some months later again I go to a ortopedic I think it’s called a person who specialises in joints I think. So I go to him and the answer is apparently really simple; there is absolute nothing wrong with me my knees just hurt and swell for no reason. Finding this out is both a release but also a burden. I finally found out what’s wrong after going around with this pain for a year. But the problem is that nothing is wrong. My body is hurting for no reason. I basically just get a diagnosis based on him looking in my knee with an ultrasound. Doesn’t ask how it feels. Doesn’t ask what other symptoms I’ve had. Doesn’t ask me anything. Just tells my mom so I can’t hear it that there’s nothing wrong and my body just hurts. WTF. And he’s supposed to be a specialist? Since that I have not been to the doctor my knees are getting worse again and I feel like a piece of garbage who can’t do a shit. I let my parents go through this quite expensive journey just to find out that nothing is wrong? But seriously how can nothing be wrong?

Well if nothing is wrong with me physically then I must just be a weak piece of garbage.

So I try to speak to my teacher.

She just says I here you, you feel like this.

But I don’t feel like what she says to me.

I don’t feel like that.

But she kept telling me so I started believing that that was how I felt.

So I try to write to an anonymous person who works as a volunteer as a contact person in this company that helps children get their mental problems solved when they feel to afraid to say what’s wrong.

And after chatting for a couple of days we agree that I have to say something to one of my parents. But i chicken out. And I say that I have said how I feel to my parents to the contact person and to my teacher. I still tell that lie. I’m fine, it’s okay, nothing’s wrong, just a bit tired. I’ve lived this lie for a long time now and it feels safe. I don’t want to go out of the lie because that place is not good and it is unknown and you can’t trust it.

I still get panic attacks and mood swings and eating swings and what other weird things that happen to me because if this. I never feel safe in a crowd because I’m always wondering what other people think of me.

I cannot for my life speak out to people I know. If it’s people I don’t know or put all of my trust in it’s really easy to just say it knowing they’ll try to help me or they’ll never see me again.

So can someone please give some advice on how to deal with this?

#post it forward #mental health month

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flameontheotherside · 6 years ago

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Erik's Regret

Between '07 and '10 my life was turbulent. Multiple breakups with pieces of shit. I attracted fucked up dudes and I had this idea that they needed love too so I thought by loving them I'm also helping myself because I was fucked up too. Many long-distance because I felt it was "safer". I didn't have to be available 24/7, there was more freedom, I was never one to be affectionate, and it was just overall easier....WRONG!

Most meaningful relationships to me were just 2.

Brendan was from California and had a slew of mental health issues. We bonded from the issues we both had. They were different but how we felt was the same. I would stay up late just to talk. Most of the time it was me listening to him and consoling him. We would end up crying together when we shared our war stories and feelings. I didn't feel so alone and it was hard being with him the most because I really saw a future with him but he was kind of avoidant. When things were good I wouldn't see him online and I couldn't call him because his parents would take away his cell and it was just a mess. Also, he had a female fanbase on DeviantArt so when it was public, I had a few hate mails from random chicks who threatened to kill themselves if I didn't stop talking to him. It put a strain. We were friends on and off and we stopped talking in '12. Since then it was just a few emails. Until he basically told me to go fuck myself out of nowhere last year. It still hurts because I still love him and worry about him. My biggest fear since '12 is he kills himself and I was never able to help him but I guess he's okay without me. That really hurts.

David was more of a physical handicap *sigh* and he was from.....Texas. 😑 We met online while I was still in high-school. Of course at the time I had no idea he was just using me (like John) for the fact I was this gullible geeky high-school girl who watched anime and read comic books. 🙄 I just never fucking learn. Of course not. I'm just asking for trouble. So this asshole had me fooled and got me good. At least he had the decency to apologize for what he did. He visited me right before 12th grade and stopped returning my calls shortly after. No one had the decency (Not even my mother!) to tell me... Ummm, somethin' ain't right here. I find out new years eve at a party via AIM on a friend's computer he said he just got married and adopted a kid.... 😭 For some reason I remained "friends" with him and even to this day occasionally chat. He also plays World Of Warcraft so I've done a few raids/dungeons. He's really let himself go these days. 😂👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

Erik says we would have met if he hadn't killed himself.

I like to think if we did, just like in our previous lives, he would be like everyone else. I can see him being avoidant kind of like Brendan. Yeah something like that. He would be freaked out by someone like me who is accepting and shit 🙄. Then kind of poof on me. I just have that effect on people. If only I can poof on myself. 🙋‍♀️By bitch, see you next fall... Something like that. That's what helps me sleep at night.

Avoided the whole topic because I hate getting emotional and I hate crying. Nothing is worse. Feeling volnerable. I don't really get my feeling hurt but when I do it's 99.9 WTFM (percent) of the time because of a douchebag. Bullying is at tough one because it depends on a lot. Guys who bully me hurt a lot more than a female. Well let's face it females hate each other so... I assume most of the time the bitch is either on the rag, broke a nail or some guy finally wised up and dumped thier raggety ass (like me, welcome to the club). I had gone through it so much that since high school I don't cry or feel too butt hurt. I just have a smart comeback or roll my eyes. 😂 👌🏼 I developed a smart ass atitude since then that even gets me in trouble with "superiors". A manager harassed me (micromanagement and he was trying to show off how much a douche he is) one day and I told him off. Said something like he needed to back the off me and his little tactic wasn't working. I was sent home for sticking up for myself. Which was a blessing because the swat team came through to shutdown the company and everyone was "interviewed." long story....

Then confronting the turbulence in my life surrounding his death.

That's the worst part. I found a bunch of videos I posted on my first YouTube account. They were hard to watch. Especially the two about my wanting to die. In one of them I described how to "effectively" kill yourself and one dude said I should put a bullet in my head. That was awesome. Then the other I was kind of crying over a guy who messed with me (David and John) and he hurt my feelings by spreading rumors. I actually don't remember what exactly happened. If it was one or two people harassing me, I can deal with it, but it was so bad I had nowhere to go. School and the mall where absolute hell. For what? Over a little misunderstanding. Not getting emotional wasn't going to happen. That whole incident was the worst. Bad breakups, my mom having cancer and bullying happened all at once. I was falling apart. Since then nothings hit me as hard. If I could live through that, pretty everything else is 🍬 candy. What doesnt kill you make you stronger. Very true. 😒 Meh...

Yes I was (at times still am) pissed the fuck off that he killed himself. I had this goal since I was 11...well actually I was 7 but I needed to find "him" and was very specific in knowing he had a lot of issues like me. It wasn't the usual 💞😍💞. oh I'm looking for my soulmate bullshit. It was that I knew he wasn't local although a few times thought so I guess hoping I was wrong. Majority of the time I knew I had to start looking online. I was 11 when I was allowed to use the internet. Intuition was working fulltime or trying to. My psychic abilities were there and it was scary to know what was going to happen. If only I knew about this. Well I kinda did.

That Alanis Morrisette song Ironic has a new meaning.

.... And I hate it. 😑 In fall '09 I moved out of Josh's apartment. We broke up and my best friend drove 4 hours both ways to get me home. I knew it was "over". Shortly after settling back in, Erik found me bawling over this Game Over feeling. I asked a psychic about the outcome of our relationship and he said something like, sorry for your loss. I was like, ummm... Okay?

Josh gave me a fake 🌸 flower that was squishy and if you squeeze it, it lit-up. It sat on my windowsill. It flew across to the door and it freaked me out. Like, okay my house is finally haunted and I'm going to pretend it didn't happen and keep crying. I just knew it was over. I didn't want to have serious relationships after that and I didn't for a few years. I put everything aside to "look" for Erik. I passed up opportunities to travel the world and study music. That's what I really wanted to do. I just took whatever local college that accepted me just to please my mom. My heart was never in it because well I'm not working in hospitality and hardly did. My heart had always been set on Erik. Only I didn't know it at the time.

The most chilling thing about the whole thing is that feeling I had in '09 that it was over.

I just threw in the towel. Like what now? 21 years wasted. Then because of my depression over the worst break up at the time I threw away more time to play the field, drinking and abusing drugs; partying for 5 years and here I am now. Hating the fact that I kind of wasted my life. Having accomplished nothing of what I wanted to do. 🙄 Don't tell me some cheesy shit about how it's never too late and age is nothing but a number garbage. Uhhhh yeah... It's too late for me 😑. I don't have the luxury at my age to do what I should have done 12 or so years ago.

I won't make this longer than it needs to be. This is what makes this whole experience hurtful. It's not that I get retarded emails sent to me. 😕 The most agonizing and painful thing is he threw his life away and if it's true that we would have met if he waited well... You get the idea. Yet at the same time, say if he committed suicide while we are "together" I'm pretty fucking sure I'd be a permanent psych hospital resident or have killed myself too. If he died of natural causes or accident, I'd still be a mess but not as much. So how you look at it, outcome isn't so great. Even now. I rather talk to the living.

😘 💞 💕 ❤️ Good morning and good luck!

I forgot... I'm still intuitive and a medium. No matter how he died if we were ever together, I'm 99.9 WTFM (percent) certain I'd be dead either mentally or physically in some shape or form. 🤷🏼‍♀️

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:・ﾟ✧Don’t forget to take a look at Erik’s blog ran by his amazing mom Dr Elisa Medhus. Lots of stuff about his afterlife and shit. channelingerik.com.

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BITCOIN HALVING DISASTER!! [DUMP IMMINENT] China article – Programmer explains

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And we’re alive. Yes. Welcome to another episode of Good Morning, Krypton. Here on an Ivan Ontake, we are, of course, broadcasting live straight out of Stockholm, Sweden. And we do this show each and every day at 8:00 a.m. central appearance, something. I can’t do like an atomic clock. Each and every day. Today, we are going to discuss the having because it is today it is only 87 blocks left to go. Eighty seven blocks left to mine, which means that we are approximately to have eight hundred and seventy minutes until the Halling. So it’s here. It is happening is happening quickly. And today we’ll be discussing why you should hold your horses. I think it’s a good idea to hold your horses a bit because we might actually dump. We might actually dump when the hopping happens. And don’t expect anything spectacular to happen after this particular block has been mined after eighty seven blocks. In particular, when we’ve been mining all of these blocks. Nothing spectacular will happen. I can assure you the hubbing will happen. The block reward will be cut in half. We might potentially dump a bit. And hubbing is really a long term play. But all all an overbill. We’ll be discussing that. What’s interesting is that we have Chinese media coming out and writing about the halving. We’ll be talking about that. We’ll be talking about truly some unchained analysis in regards to the halving. So we’re actually going to go deep into the block chain and inspect what’s happening on the block ch’ing level in terms of halving. And in terms of miners capitulating. Because, you know, one of the reasons why would dump after the humming is because miners need to sell off. The miners that are not profitable need to sell off. And we’re going to look at some statistics, how they have done it in the previous hoardings. And then, of course, we’re also going to talk about the situation we’re seeing right now in regards to the Fed, because there are many articles right now coming out. The Fed is going to go even more into the market, going to buy even more CFS and how we can position ourselves at the end of the day. This is only good for Bitcoin. This is only good for Bitcoin. And therefore, you need to be thinking a bit long term. Hold your horses for the hoarding, because I think nothing spectacular will happen and we’ll be talking about that. Why? I even think we might be a bit bearish and then release the horses after the harvest. All right. Be a bit more long term, the horses, then you have to be released. But a bit later on, you have to be thinking a bit more long term. And so all of that is coming today. All of that content is coming today. And also, we’re going to discuss some privacy comments at the end of this show. And then, of course, Q&A, of course, we’re going to have a Q&A at events. OK. Welcome, everyone. Who is watching this on. I don’t take that. Com slash live. Welcome, welcome. Welcome. If you are watching this on YouTube, unfortunately, you have already missed the livestream, which is unfortunate. I hope you join us tomorrow. But for that you need to go to. I don’t think that. Com slash live and you have to click the subscribe button right here. You have to enable web dollars and enables vacations. Please do it right now as soon as possible due to don’t miss tomorrow. And welcome everyone who is in the shop. How are you guys doing? I see. Did the Horvat. I see Michael. I see Charles. I see. Technophile. Gerald. Izak sloven. How are you guys doing. Welcome. Welcome. Javiera group to your that Prussian Blue. Now the chart truly goes ballistic when one would do this. Greetings. The Chatroulette goes ballistic as always. And let me know where you are viewing this from. Which country. Which continent. But please write it in the chat. And so we’ll get some kind of perception of the global of the global community we have right now. And we are drinking black coffee. No milk, no sugar involved. As always. As always. All right. First and foremost, we have some very interesting news before we get into the market update. Well, some very ancient news in regards to the Chinese state media. Believe it or not, they have been pumping Bitcoin. Believe it or not, they are bullish. And this is coming from Chinese state media. The same Chinese state media that is usually quite bearish on Bitcoin and that is usually basically warning people about crypto. But now they published this article yesterday saying that Bitcoin is soaring again. Bitcoin units price once again exceeded ten thousand dollars. So this was basically before with dumped. And here they are talking about Boulter Jones. They’re talking about the fact that the prices have increased tremendously after the last halving. They’re talking about the fact that prices will probably increase after this hubbing as well. This is very interesting because we’ve never seen this happen before. Really. This is the first time a Chinese national media is talking about Bitcoin pump. The finance section of CCTV, the biggest national television in China, posted an article about Bitcoin today. The article said Bitcoin third hubbing is close and that the price bumped up to ten thousand dollars on May the 8th. So this is very, very exciting. And by the way, we have more important events happening in China that they will cover in this video as well in regards to Bitcoin, because China is turning around a bit, at least in the media, at least in the media. You are seeing them being quite bullish. And that being said, the markets today are also a bit bullish with. Zero point eight percent upwards in Bitcoin is Sitaram zero point three percent. Well, XP zero point twenty eight percent. Looking at the biggest, Gainer said we have status cryptogram, Repu Credit Network and B, Hecks. I mean a coin. Mark-Up has added all kinds of coins lately. We have aive Zill Zilkha red coin. 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You can go short. You can use leverage up to 100 bucks. If you go to I don’t think that comes fleshlight. You find the bonus land. The bonus land is right here. We have by bit where Fenwick’s we have cryptochrome. But please be very careful because if you don’t know what you’re doing and you start trading here, you will be wrecked. Right. You got to go straight to Wreck City. So this is only for experienced traders, guys. Only only four experienced traders. If you’re reducing leverage and you’re not experienced, I don’t know what you’re doing, to be honest with you, because once again, straight to Rake’s Wreck City for you if you don’t know what you’re doing. Now, let’s talk about why really hubbing is so important and why so many people are pumped. First, let’s talk about some form of news. Let’s cover some form of perspective, and then I will bring to the FUD perspective. I mean, the fundamentals were repeating this over and over again. But the fundamentals are so clear, the debt is growing exponentially across the world. But obviously, everyone is looking at the US because the dollar is the world’s reserve currency. And whenever the US that is expanding, really, it burdens the whole world because everyone is holding dollars. Now, it took United States 200 years to reach one trillion in debt. It took 200 years. And this quarter alone, U.S. will be boring to three trillion. I mean, it’s absolutely insane how exponential movements work and how and how people are bad at considering considering the exponential nature of some on some of some growth, such as the debt growth. Also, look at this. We see a disaster in Lebanon, human disaster in Lebanon. And this is also why Bitcoin is so important. This is why personally, I am so extremely bullish on Bitcoin this year, not in particular. Maybe this week or in the next week, because I think we’re going to see a small dump. But this year, I’m very, very bullish on Bitcoin. Look, Lebanon arrests head of money exchange. This union is absolutely crazy. You know that Lebanon currency is completely garbage. They’ve lost 50 percent. It’s absolute disaster. The government has really messed it up. And obviously, people are paying. People are paying. And they cannot truly access their dollars. Nobody can access their dollars. You’ve seen this protest. People have been burning down the banks and so on, so forth. I mean, is it’s not proof of what’s going on there. But here is the issue. Here’s the biggest issue now. They’re going after people who exchange money. If you have some kind of business where you can exchange money, when you exchange, where you exchange foreign currency, you will be prosecuted. So basically, you will be charged with tampering with the value of the Lebanese pound. Believe it or not, money exchange houses have been buying dollars at the very high price. Driving up the exchange rate. So the whole currency is failing. Government has failed their people. Central bank has failed their people. But now they’re blaming everything on this dirty money exchangers. Basically, it’s not us. Is this money exchangers, they are buying dollars too expensive, which means that our local currency is dumping. And this is exactly what will happen in your country and my country. In all countries where the currency is failing, you will not be allowed. You will not be allowed to own any foreign currency. You will not be allowed to own gold. They will take all assets away from you. So you can only hold that garbage. You coin that garbage currency. And and if you try to do something to protect yourself, you will be charged. You will be prosecutors put in jail. And if you are in some kind of business where you exchange money, exchange currency will also be charged. But anyway, the pound has been pegged to the dollar at one point five case since 1997. You know that the Lebanese pound, it has been stable against the dollar because it’s been a peg. It’s it has been pegged that peg is now gone. Completely gone. Why? Because we’ve seen the central bank basically ordering the exchange, a exchange officers late last month to cap the rate that three point two thousand. So central bank basically told everyone, hey, do not exchange for more than. Three point two thousand Lebanese pound to a dollar, but the market price is not that I mean, the market price is way higher for a dollar right now. And some of this money exchange is basically used the market price instead of this fake price of three point two thousand dollars. All in all, over the past two weeks, around 50 money exchanges were arrested. Those who have a license signed a pledge to abstain from tampering. I mean, what kind of tampering is free market, bro? What kind of tampering are you talking about? But anyway, if you follow the free market, you are tampering with the value of the dollar. And. And they were later released. But anyway, guess this is this is a Corrimal. This absolutely horrible and other horrible thing that also happened is that Iran completely ditches their currency. They completely destroyed. There is no more Iranian reale. It’s completely ditched. No more. They are restarting the currency from complete scratch. And it is going to be called TOMEN is basically the same currency, but they have removed four zeros from the currency. And this is something that we’ll see over and over again in all kinds of different countries. So I hope you understand that the case for Bitcoin is bullish, extremely bullish, like we’ve never, ever, ever, ever seen before. Bitcoin is the most important asset of 2020. It’s already outperforming all kinds of assets. In 2020, it just 2020 is the best performing asset. In 2020, it. But about where the hubbing everyman span for the hiving everyone is is extremely bullish, extremely excited. And here’s also where we have to talk about some chain metrics and on chain analysis. Number one, we see the hype. We see the interest. We see everyone now getting into crypto. And it has been seen also with statistics. If you look at the actual metrics on different exchanges. So, for example, on April the 30th, approximately one and a half weeks ago, we saw the second, the stronger single day for volume on the record, on record, according to reports published by Crypto Compare. We’re seeing records everywhere. If you look at the past few weeks leading up to the hubbing, we’ve seen a lot of new people join, a lot of speculation. So we’ve seen it also happening on the on leverage exchanges. We’ve seen it on spot exchanges everywhere. The volumes are exploding. The volumes are actually absolutely closing. So we are seeing a lot of interest in the hiving. And obviously many people are excited. By the way, I see the first donation from a ballistic banana hepi hiving. Thanks, Ivan, for all info. Thanks, man. Thanks, man. Appreciate it. Appreciate it. Now, what’s important to realize here is the situation with the miners. I mean, the miners, they cannot sustain themselves, some of them. And therefore, it’s important to look on chain what’s going on with the miners. And that we have this data that’s important, where the data from previous miners and this data is coming from crypto quant, basically how fast it took for the miners to dump and how fast it took for them to liquidate their positions. Those miners that are not profitable. And usually it takes a few months. Usually it takes a few months. So basically, using the miners position index group to quantify found that over the last three months, miners have been avoiding selling. So usually it happens after the harvest. And we’re seeing it already right now that miners have not been starting their sell off yet. So the dump we saw yesterday was actually from a few wells also, like we discussed yesterday. It was from a few a few wells and not from the and not from the mining community. Yep. So basically, they have this metric where the MPI, when it goes above two, it means that miners are selling their BTC for four for you as a man. Charles. Ivan, I miss your channel. Got a new job and haven’t had the chance to watch life, man. Thank you so much. Thank you so much, Charlie. Really appreciate. You really, really appreciated with your generous 60 dollar donation. Means a lot. It means a lot. Thank you so much. Thank you so much. Thanks so much. Big shout out to Charlie Kanichi. And thanks a lot for the general, the nation. Really appreciate it. So, anyway, basically to conclude, miners haven’t started to dump yet. Historically, we’re actually seeing it after a few months after the harvest. If you look at this analysis and you look at this metric of fun, MTI, MPI, and you compare it to previous Hobbins, we might see it’s just playing out after having that miners start to dump. And they are not able to mine anymore. And all in all, when we saw the peak of Bitcoin bubble in twenty seventeen, this MPI index actually rose to three point nine. So you know that when it switches above two, it means that most miners are now selling instantly. And when we had the peaks of 2000, 17 miners basically offloaded all the time. As soon as they got Bitcoin, they sold because they felt that it is over overvalued. It’s it’s overbought. So they just dumped every time. So, by the way, this metric is very important from crypto. To look at what miners are doing, and right now they’re not selling. They’re not selling yet. And that is something that I expect they will do. Unfortunately, I expect they will do it after the hiving, because, as I told you always, there is someone who cannot continue after the two previous hoardings. The Bitcoin price did not skyrocket immediately after the hogging, the bitcoin price had risen over several months. If traders want to avoid trading risks, the most important thing is to monitor whether wells and miners are cashing out rather than expecting short term price changes. So, once again, very important to look at what miners are doing. Also, we do have the block resolution CEO saying that I think we may get a bit of the buy the rumor, sell the news. So basically, we’re going to see a dump today or tomorrow because we’re going to have the news about the hiving about. But this buy the rumor, sell the news is that is sometimes saying that is not truly a plane. It’s not truly applying because it’s not news. It’s just that something really happens. But we still say buy the rumor, sell the news. And so in 2016, we’ve seen a significant run up before the hiving and that got sold into the hubbing and the day after the hiving was sold off further, which might happen again. We’re bottom three weeks beyond the hiving and began an amazing bull run. This time we haven’t had the run up, but we’re getting some some some some buyside demand presently. During the past two weeks, you know, we’ve been rallying like crazy or ballistic bananas. Sorry, sent wrong amount. Having gone to my nice man. Nice. Yeah, I saw. So you said like six cents previously, but thank you so much. I truly appreciate your ballistic banana. Truly appreciate that. So that that’s a few important news to keep in mind. I think it gets sold right into or after having this time. He says as well that this time probably we’re going to see the same. But I also think that the sell off will be smaller and shallower because we didn’t see this huge run up like last night. All in all, guys, you see some important, important signs to hold the horses. I hope you now got it. Hold the horses. Do not get disappointed if we do not skyrocket. Do not get disappointed if we actually drop maybe by 10 percent more. Maybe by 10 percent more. Not completely impossible. So be prepared mentally, because I know so many people are excited to get going to get disappointed and then began to leave this space because they thought that it’s going to take having will take them to the moon instantly. Now, it’s important also to note that obviously this time around 40 years later, after the last halving, the fundamentals are also very different. We’re seeing a whole new dynamic where miners actually don’t really matter as much this time around. Why is it so? Well, because most of the of the stock that we have on the market, most of the circulating bitcoin is already produced and it is already circulating. So who knows how much they can really affect with their sell off? This time we’re going to see if they are going to do such and such things. And I think it’s just natural because they will not be able to continue some of them. So that’s one. Number two, we’re seeing way more people on board that into crypto. And here is why I am so extremely bullish on Bitcoin long term and long term, really. I am not even talking about years. I’m just talking about this year. I am extremely bullish. 2020. Why is it so? Well, number one, we do have the new supply and demand mechanics kicking in a few months after the harvest. That’s number one. Number two, we’re also seeing the situation with the strength of the market. I mean, even when Bitcoin dropped to three point seven K, the market instantly bought it and we started to increase and we started to go up very rapidly. Also, we are seeing this capitulation. When we went to three point seven K, so many people got capitulated. I mean, people sold like crazy. And people really loved the space. And this means that we only had strong hands left in the market. And that is why when you only have strong hands, nobody is going to sell more. However much the price downs, if you only have the true core believers left, the price can not go further because they’re not selling. So that is why we’ve seen this very fast recovery. Now here we are starting to accumulate a bunch of weak hands. Again, when we are seeing record record levels on exchanges, I mean, it means that many people are joining the space and they do not have strong hands. So that’s one of the reasons why short term, short term, we might see a bit of a dump to shake out the weekends we have accumulated during the past two weeks, basically when we saw all of this record volumes. So when that shakeout is over, when we have shaken, I’ll disguise the joint recently and that are not here for the right reason for the long term. And they’re going to sell instantly when the price just goes a bit a bit against them. And we will we will end up in another state of strong hands where strong hands dominate the market. And that is when we can see another leg upwards. That is significant. And it’s always like that when you have a bit in a big increase in the price like we’ve seen from three. Simon Kay, it’s been absolutely mind blowing. Increase in the Bitcoin price, you’re going to get a lot of people who just want to ride the wave. They’re not here for the long term and they’re going to dump as soon as the price goes goes down again, they’re going to dump it because they’re not here for the long term. And that is why usually you have the psychology of the markets that when we go up a lot, we have to have a pullback. We usually have to have a bit of a pullback to wash out all of this short term thinkers and then the price can continue upwards. So it’s kind of how they can call analysis connects to human psychology in a way. So that’s a that’s a way where you can explain why it is always that when you have a big bump, you expect the retracement to some psychological level and then it continues up. It’s all about when that we need to wash out this week, weekends. So we’ve been talking about this. We’ve been talking about this. Let’s get back to China a bit because this is important as well. And it’s also bullish, by the way, now that we have we’ve had some negativity in regards to to the even then future into the very near future in regards to the hubbing. Let’s get back to a bit of formal and a bit of positivity, because the China action is now super bullish in all kinds of regards. I mean, you have the state media pumping Bitcoin and now they also have declared that Bitcoin is an asset protected by the law, protect, protected by the law. And that’s very important. Why is it so? Well, because it wasn’t clear up until right now. It wasn’t clear. And they said that our viewers are right now at eight hundred on their own Web site. Wow. Eight hundred live viewers. So what kind of off record do we have? I think we had a bit more. Right. Did we have more than eight hundred previously? And we get so good that you’re here. We’re breaking all kinds of records. Even our own streaming Web site. Nine hundred thirty five. Someone says that we had the most let let’s see if we can get there. Let’s see if they can get there. So this is important. And this might seem like like an obvious thing that your property is protected by law. At least when I read this article first, when they read the headline, I thought to myself, well, what was it? Was it in any other way? I mean, isn’t that the only way that your assets are protected by law and even Bitcoin is your asset that is protected by law? Well, not really in China. In China, that wasn’t that clear. And it’s very important that now it is clear and basically it is this case of three Chinese people and a Malaysian person breaking in to the home of an American and his Chinese wife in 2018. They stole 18 Bitcoin. Eighteen point eighty eight Bitcoin and six thousand four hundred sixty six sky coins. Believe it or not. So this was actually SCCA coin hodler that they broke into. And what’s important is that when they did so, they got caught. They got some jail time, but they only returned this guy coins and they did not return the bitcoin. Why is it so? Well, because they claimed that Bitcoin is not protected by law. They basically said that, look, the central bank of China said that bitcoin is not something that they recommend. So therefore, it’s not protected by law. So they have appealed over and over again. This for dependent defendants. This a thief. They have appealed in all kinds of instances, reiterating that crypto currencies, including Bitcoin and sky coin, were not legal property under Chinese law. However, the news outlets reported that the Shanghai court has ordered them to return the coins, adding that the court found Bitcoin to be a digital asset that should be protected by the law. So it’s very interesting that for me and you living in the Western world, this is a no brainer. I mean, obviously, all your property, whatever it is, whether it’s digital, whether it’s physical, whether it’s some kind of other form, it is protected by the law, apparently not in China. It wasn’t that clear. Now it’s is clear. So Liu Giang, the chief judge in the case, explained that the documents released by the central bank have have never denied Bitcoin as an asset. And the laws in China do not prohibit citizens from holding Bitcoin. But you’re not truly allowed to, my understanding, to do business in Bitcoin. So that’s important. Obviously, China is a big market in regards to holding Bitcoin. This is a very, very big news for them. And that’s that’s key dusky and also obviously buff’s. We’ve all seen the China anti crypto state media is now bullish for the Bitcoin hiving. So this is an article really explaining this. And so just to reiterate, what they have written is basically that, hey, Paul Jones is now in Bitcoin. We have we have a hobby, which is a positive signal for Bitcoin. And the price should rise after the halving. They also said in this post. So all in all, very interesting times, very interesting times that we’re going towards. And, you know, China traditionally, they’ve always been talking about blocking, not bitcoin will block chain will have blocked shame, but not Bitcoin at the same time. You see that in China. You have very big mining industry and obviously they don’t really want to kill it. I cannot imagine them. Wanting to kill the the industry because it’s so big and they get basically freshly printed bitcoin from inflation, from the block reward. And I think all countries should strive towards that. All countries should encourage their citizens to to mine Bitcoin, because then your country gets this scarce, this very scarce digital asset. And obviously, you want that because then your industry grows in your country. You get more capital into a country basically from thin air because this is from the Bitcoin network. And it’s crazy that many, many countries still actually go after and they hand down their miners, including Sweden. By the way, I know a guy who had a huge mining firm here and he got so much troubles with tax authorities, with electric companies. I mean, it’s been there. It’s been a hell it’s been a hell for him. Absolute hell. So it blows my mind that we only see some countries, maybe China, that that is really pushing their mining. But at the same time, also publicly, they’re saying that they don’t like Bitcoin. But look at what they’re doing. Practically, practically Chinese mining is big. No question about that. Now, this is an interesting post about Bittman because, you know, Bittman has been one of these juggernauts, the juggernauts in the crypto space. They’ve been this huge company that controls a lot of mining. They’ve been handling a lot of production of A6. And they’re really doing a lot a lot of progress. At least they have been doing that. And you know that recently, you don’t hear a lot from mine. You don’t hear a lot from. You heard a lot from Bittman when they supported Bitcoin cash. Yeah. You heard a lot from Bitcoin when they did all kinds of other crazy things in bit mind, but not recently. Why? Well, because there has been a big conflict, basically a big conflict between Jehanne Voom and he is the co-founder Ajan. All in all, they go through how these two started this together. Basically, John took zero salary while VOO covered all administrative fees. John held 60 percent equities for the tech team. But this equities will be allocated only if they achieve two years of major tech development. So this this saga has been going on. And what about it has led to the end of the day is a lot of trouble for the company. And everyone is a loser in this situation because John, who wanted to capture control, obviously he got resistance from his partner because who wants to lose control like that? And you know that now, Bittman is not really that big of a company in terms of success, in terms of the people, really. This is the only place to go for miners. It’s not anymore. It’s absolutely not. So this is what happens when the founders, unfortunately destroyed their their their common business that they have in common. And it’s sad to see because they wanted to go public. And now that’s not going to happen. I’m sure it’s it’s nowhere near the agenda right now. Now, before we go into the Q&A, I just want to mention this. This is a crazy headline, completely crazy headline. I don’t even know how they could write something like this man. Why is it locked now? I mean, in my other browser, I could read the whole thing. But basically, this article described all about how today we are seeing the Fed completely going wild in terms of in terms of saving the market and in terms of really doing a lot a lot of interventions and a lot of people are complaining. But at the same time, this article suggests suggests at least when it wasn’t locked, when I could read it, it suggested this situation with you trying to get into the the very team by buying the ETF they are going to pump, which is insane, to be honest with you, that we even have such titles, such articles that basically everyone is aware that the market is rigged. So why don’t we just buy whatever the centrally planned money, printers, money printers will put their newly freshly printed money into? It’s absolutely insane. Anyway, I will link it, but you need to have a membership. It seems like the longer the article after after we went live. But anyway, you get the link there if you want to check it out. Finally, a shout out to our our friends over at cryptid dot com. You know that we are working together. And full disclosure, I am Houghtaling s.r.o.. I am also Houghtaling MCO. So I do have an interest in talking about them, but they are doing a great job, so I have no problem mentioning them every basically. I mentioned them a few times that week, but look, if they have amazing news every day would be covering them every day. But now they have support for the chain, soft staking basically, and then they have a lot of other clients as well. So that 50 cryptocurrency is, as you can, soft stake. This means that you’re not locking in your funds. So they have Bitcoin. You use the T you as DCX. I mean, all of these guys and now they have VAT as well. And it means that there is no commitment, period. Why? You don’t have to look in your funds. I mean, usually when you are staking and you’re getting interesting to look in and maybe three months or six months, but you cannot move your funds. So interest is paid daily in the respective cryptocurrency and funds placed in pending orders and zero used to subscribe for events. Anyway, you can get all of this if you go to the bonus land over it. I don’t think that. Com slash live. And you sign up using this little crypto dot com link right here. You get 50 percent for free when you sign up. And I also get fifty fifty dollars. So you get fifty dollars, not percent. And I also get. So it’s a win win situation. All right, guys. That being said, what is going on in the chat? I hope you are fantastic. I hope you are doing well and welcome. Now it is time for the questions. Welcome, welcome, welcome. Let’s talk about the hubbing. Let’s talk about the Fed. Let’s talk about everything that is going on and and what’s happening. Ivan, please check out page on CMC and compare the market cap with the market cap. So there is something wrong. OK. OK, so third page. Interesting. So you I guess you do you filter by market cap and then you go to third page. Man, I don’t know if I should be spending time on this experiment, but let’s do it. Dad, dad, dad. Dad, dad, man. Look, I won’t do it. It takes too much time. It takes too much time. I don’t think. Is that anything for the other viewers. But if there is something strange, I will check it. After the after the after the stream. What else? What else. What’s your stance on having to leave your crypto on crypto outcome for staking. Well my stance is that use common sense. Obviously don’t bet the farm on it. Don’t bet the farm. I’m not betting the farm on it because it is a centralized player. And obviously, to be careful needs to be careful in all centralized players. Ivan, what is the referral code for Kim Dotcom? I mean, if you use this link, the referral called should follow. But if it doesn’t work, you can, right? I don’t think you can. Right. I don’t think. And it will work. I literally just got into crypto a week ago. Nice. And I’m a newbie. I signed up to Coinbase and learned extremely quickly that they are. Right. Right. They are. Look, the interface is good, but the service fees are very high and they might also get down. They might might also shut down, completely shut down when you need to access them the most. That’s important. Our funds are safe. On crypto outcome. Look once again. Don’t bet the farm your funds are most safe in your own Hoder wallet. Nowhere else and nowhere else. Yes. Do you think that it is safe to use credit? Credit KRED. Not sure what you mean with credit dilek credit card or what to earn interest on cryptos when we are going to go soon into a global recession depression. I wouldn’t use credit for anything in crypto to be honest, because then you’re using funds you cannot afford to lose. If that is what you mean, and you should always only use funds you can afford to lose, as you said, after having there will be a drop on indeed comprise due to miners dropping. But oh man, man, man, man. My wife cryptid tonight. What’s up. Cryptid tonight. Rock on. Nice, nice, nice. Thank you so much, Shrimpton. I truly, truly appreciate that. Thank you so much for this big fat donation. Truly appreciate you, my man. So Edgar says there will be a drop in price due to miners dumping, but why would it have to be one this time? Less supply and more expensive? I’ve got to be honest with you, I’m not really sure what you mean. But miners dump because they cannot sustain themselves. So some small miners cannot sustain. They will have to dump. And obviously what will happen is that we will see a temporary dump, that it’s not some kind of major, major, major dump and small dump is completely, completely possible and plausible, in my view, because they have a stash. They cannot continue their business. They have to sell. So that’s that’s as easy as that is. It’s not the newly produced Bitcoin. They sell. They they have to sell the stash they have accumulated over the past years. So that is what I mean. Maybe that’s what she meant, but maybe that’s what she meant, that the less supply and stuff like that. I’m speaking about the fact that they have accumulated all read it. Oh, VLF, we got a send your drawing to date view you have bought at the drawing, you know, and we’re going to send it to you today actually. So. So don’t forget to check your mailbox. And I even written that. Hey. From Ivan to you. All right. Is this the link to the third page of Quite Maqam because, look, if this takes us here. OK. OK. The price is this. And then you have the market gap. Yeah. I mean, it looks strange for sure. I mean, this thing right here. Yeah. Some kind of bike, to be honest with you. I’m sure that they will fix it. But do you think that these guys have the smart cap? Absolutely not. Look at the price. Two hundred and six dollars. What the hell is this? It’s it’s a bag for sure. So, Buck, for sure. This guy shouldn’t even be on Quoin Mastership by a research classic with 200. I mean, what what kind of crap quin’s this? Let me check. Actually, what exchanges trade this kind of garbage? Let’s see. Market bears that did it. I mean, what is this? What is this crap? Absolute crap. I saw it. Dan Simon, thanks to you. Thanks for you. I don’t know what the hell Komaki EP is doing. Why is it even here? What is this annua anyway? It feels that they’re adding a lot of coins lately and they need to be careful because this is the added hex. So congrats to all hex hurdlers. Hex holders have been complaining that they’re still not on the current market cap. But I guess hex holders are complaining that the circulating supply is not correct or something also, anyway. Thank you for pointing that out. The chap that coin mark-up is going absolutely wild. What else? What else? What else? Going into the chat yet again. The magnificent chat. I forgot. I forgot your titles. I forgot to call you guys by your title. The Magnificent The Honorable Chat. Welcome to the discussion. What is the difficult to level use for. So the difficulty level in Bitcoin is used for deciding how much power we need to spend to mine the next block. Man Numerics. Numerics. What is going on? Yes, man. Welcome. Welcome. Numerics to the chat. You are now officially the group to whale off today. Pritchett with a hundred dollar donation. Holy crap, man. Holy moly. Thank you so much. Thank you so much. Numerics. See you even get this. The spa sparkles in your in your supercharges man. Thanks a lot. Really, really appreciate you. Solid group. What’s up. Hi, Ivan. I’ve, I finished the final version of the Block. Shane Hudes for I Evangelist’s investors. Hey, man, we’ll look. You will have to ruin this. You will have to rename it. I’m not interested in taking investment in like the name of Evangelist’s two goes with you. Could you please check the plans and how you think? Matt, we will not be taking investments. I can tell you that. Also, I have done a research on Ghana and Accra and Connect. So sort of crypto. What have you done? I know you’ve been doing things, but basically now you are going all in Africa. But look, in terms of investment, you know that we cannot be be calling it an investment. And I’m not taking any investment because, you know, it means legal stuff. So you will have to rename it if you if you will be taking investment because we want anyway. I love your project, though. I love your project. Basically, developing a mining community in Ghana in Africa does. Amazing. That’s amazing. That’s amazing. But yeah, just to be clear, we’re not taking any investment. If you want, of course, you can do that, but not in our name anyway. Solid crypto. You’re killing it. You’re absolutely killing it in terms of this progress on the basis of this plan. Self-sustaining smart home technology and reached house will generate its own water heat. I love it. I absolutely love it. And dividend and dividend. Each property will have its own bitcoin. Miner preinstalled and configured. Wow. Because of this, it is estimated that in six years the property will have paid back. Wow. What the hell, man? It’s amazing. It’s amazing. Local support. Creating jobs. Maintenance, to be honest with you. You should run with it. You should run with it 100 percent. 100 percent. Our focus is a Kazimi. Our focus is one percent Kazimi. So we will not be able to be involved too much in raising money and doing this project. But if you run it yourself, we will support it. That’s for sure. But just to be clear, just to be clear and set expectations correct. We will not be driving this. I simply our focus is a chasm. That’s the only thing I really, really putting all my time in and to do this project. Simply no time, man. I will be supporting it. I love Daisy. We’ve been discussed doing this mining in Sahara. So I love it. I love it. So absolutely. Roll with it. Eikon Aiken. You don’t have to. You have you don’t have me fooled. So. I know it’s you. Exactly. ACORN is also doing something like this in Africa. Man, I really love this idea that you have real estate and you have the Bitcoin miner. They’re already integrated and it hits the real estate, but it does sound as well. That is the thing. Do you need to also include the power of no noise cancelling headphones for people living inside your house? To be honest with you? It needs to be like either somewhere in the basement. We don’t hear it. Or you simply get noise canceling headphones when you move in. So you don’t hear this freaking miners. Or I mean, here’s the issue. Like, it’s hot during the day. I’m thinking maybe they could run it like during the day anyway. Anyway, anyway, I love it. I love it. Allow it. What else? What else gets more questions. Give me more questions, guys. Ivan, if having caused this small miners to exit, wouldn’t there be a risk of the mining network to be controlled by a few? Well, miners located within a few cryptos zone? I don’t think so. Why? Because it’s going to be whole other miners. My prediction is that the energy companies are going to be big miners because they have billions of dollars in excess energy. And you have billions of dollars of excess energy located across the world wherever you have some kind of energy extraction from nature. There is excess energy that you can put straight into mining safely. I don’t think it will be centrals because more and more people are understanding how this works. And I think that energy producers will be the biggest miners, oil rigs, some kind of windmill farms, because it’s very expensive and difficult to transport all energy to destination where it is consumed in the cities and in the factories. Instead, you have a bunch of energy that is wasted that Kingold straight into mining and that is going to be decentralized. What else? Any much more value in cat? Cat? Guess you’re not sure which I mean, to be honest, Ivan. What do you think about Bilkent centralization in mining? Yeah, well, I just said I just said what it is. I think that energy producers will be the biggest miners and mining is always changing shape, just like Bitcoin is changing shape after each having bitcoin before the last forming is not the same bitcoin that we have right now. Completely different fundamentals because stock to flow is different. Bitcoin is really merging from one answer to another. And now we have a whole different set of stocks to flow with a whole different set of fundamentals. So Bitcoin today is not the Bitcoin. It was in the past. Like we also, by the way, discussed earlier last week, because just like the dollar was just the gold coin from the beginning, then it was a paper backed by gold. Then it was just a paper backed by nothing. Now it’s all digital, some kind of credit in your bank, an IOU from the bank. They are all called the dollar. But but they’re different. The same thing with Bitcoin from the beginning. It was an experiment. Then it was payments. Man numerics. What the hell. The true well the true chadwell today numerics. You’re crazy, man. You’re crazy. Thanks a lot. Thanks a lot. Truly, truly appreciate. And truly, truly, truly, truly appreciate that. Thanks a lot, man. Really appreciate it. Carving stream. Yeah. I mean, the hubbing is in the coming hours. Maybe we’ll do a stream in 12 hours. Exactly. Approximately twelve hours. Sounds like a great idea. But at the same time, I mean, also, I told you nothing spectacular will happen when the halving happens. Like we would just do the humming. And it’s over. And it’s over. I’m not sure that we’re going to see anything spectacular happen on the day on the day of the halving. But we I think we still have to celebrate the fact that Bitcoin has now shifted shape completely. But anyway, big, big shout out to numerics completely killing it with donations. The true group to wail of this chat. A big, big. I appreciate you a lot. Thank you so much. I will write it myself. I’m not asking for direct funds in time. I will ask you for crypto knowledge. Thanks, man. I appreciate that. But this is long term. Thanks for reading solid crypto. Thanks a lot yourself. Really appreciate it. Don’t forget to establish an evangelical church in that settlement. They say it’s a bitcoin church from evangelical movement from. I will tell you that that concept life movement. It’s all powered by the miners. You enter this, the chart, the church, you hear all kinds of miners were mining proof of work. We’re staking we’re doing all kinds of contributions to all kinds of networks. This evangelical church, it will also be running all kinds of nodes because we won’t even be charging for that, you know, just running a bunch of Bitcoin nodes to support the Bitcoin network. We’re also gonna have our own fosset on the Internet. So, look, this evangelical church, we’re doing it straight, straight into the Sahara Desert. And this is gonna go big. It’s going to go big. Anyway, guys, I’m joking. I’m joking. People like Ivan stop blemishing. Yeah, I’m. I’m joking. It’s a joke. It’s a joke. It’s a joke. But Evangelical church does not a joke around. It’s a very serious, very serious scripter movement, I guess. Thank you so much for being here. Thank you so much for contributing to the stream yet again. I appreciate that a lot. Always fun. Always fantastic. Always amazing to be here with you. So good to get to chat with you to ask answer questions. You have always great questions, too, to contribute with the show as well. That was amazing. And yeah, I mean, happy, happy hubbing. The hubbing is here for sure. We are having a bunch of fantastic times in front of us in regards to Bitcoin and what’s going on here. Be sure to check out our completely free webinar. Completely, completely free on wanted that com slash webinar or you can just use the link below. I just got my first Evangelic Academy certificate Loveth Martin. Thanks a lot. I hope you enjoyed that, Kasmi. I hope you enjoy it. We’ve really been that crazy building it. You get the personalized Dataplan plan, personalized style it counselor. You can contact any time. So that’s amazing. Thanks to. Look out. Thanks a lot. Thanks, love. Truly appreciate you. Truly appreciate you. We see you all. I think we will go live this evening. We will see it. We’ll see. Yes. I mean, it depends if we have something like two to discuss, really, except for the hoarding heating. To be honest with you. But we’ll see. We’ll see, I guess, if not tomorrow, eight a.m., as always. If not tomorrow, eight a.m.. Anyway, go and check out the Webman are completely free in the in the description or at the top of the page. Man, I guess you really want to halving stream. You really, really want to having stream. All right. Right. Right. Let’s do a halving stream at. But the humming is happening in. Let’s see. What is it like. I won’t do it on YouTube. I will only do it here, to be honest with you. I will only do it here so we can have just a big Q&A. Maybe we can have a big Q&A when the halving hits and then I can just publish it on on YouTube lateral. So, yeah, in 12 hours. So you keep an eye on the on your inbox. I think maybe we’ll go live. I want this dream to end when the hogging hits, when the halving hits. That is when I want the stream to end. And that’s. Yeah. So that’s also where it will end. So maybe 10 hours from now we’ll go live. All right. Perfect. Perfect. See you then. See you then. It’s at seven p.m.. Or what is it in 10 hours is going to be seven p.m.. Yeah. Seven p.m. Central Park in summertime. See you there. See you here on our own Web site. And the good bye kiss. Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye.

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