#the CPTSD is CPTSDing

[rotting-milk]

the cptsd really do be cptsding

[mycomori]

WHY am i looking at shit that upsets me? i’m not trying to i literally just wanna look at fucking art!why is even looking at art of ctommy making me overwhelmingly sad? i know it’s stupid, trying to still find comfort in dsmp characters even after everything. they mean too much to me to let them go, but theyre constantly connected to painful reminders and sometimes legitimate triggers. it’s hard to put into words how much i’m struggling in my personal life despite appearing better than ever on the surface. fiction, specifically characters i connect with and care for and stories that mean something to me, is how i find comfort. but i can’t even escape anymore. it follows me. fucking haunting me. i can’t get away from that black fucking filter constantly permeating my worldview. the cptsd is really cptsding.