#the “lil shit” mode of just watching people be utterly flabbergasted and even FEARFUL bc OH MY GOD

[greedbent]

kaz still has an infatuation with sleight of hand "magic" tricks— not the same awe he had as a child (wide-eyed and naive with wonderment), but from the other side of things, now knowing how it all works, he likes doing these tricks for two types of people:

1) the folks who really cannot wrap their head around wtf is going on (aka: moi) and legitimately think he's some sort of demon performing dark spells or some hogwash like that; it's funny. those people are funny. what must it be like in your stupid little minds ??? boring, huh?

2) on a much more . . . weirdly pure note—? kids. ofc he'd never admit this because wow we've got a reputation to uphold, amirite? but he actually genuinely finds enjoyment doing lil card tricks or the like for children and just seeing the way their faces light up. maybe it reminds him a little bit of himself: the kid who died along with jordie. maybe he appreciates the tiny specks of purity that still manage to exist in the world ┐(°ヮ°)┌ he sure as hell ain't telling . . . if he himself even knows—