#thats why shes called Amélie

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Also here's Parsley. This is just the general info, more to come later on.... when I write them 😷

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this is long as hell but I really like what I wrote about Jeremy’s grief if Michael had died in the fire so uh?? here you go

ophelias-Today at 12:24 AM

JEREMY BREAKS DOWN, LIKE MIDDLE OF THE HALLWAY JUST CRUMPLES. SQUIP IS YELLING AT HIM FOR MAKING A SCENE. SHOCKING HIM TO GET HIM TO MOVE. HE CANT. HES FUCKING BROKEN HE FEELS LIKE HE LOST A PART OF HIMSELF. AND ITS HIS FAULT HOLY SHIT DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH HE WOULD BLAME HIMSELF

andveronica-Today at 12:26 AM

i'm fucking sobbing i can't believe this shit

Bae-ley-Today at 12:26 AM

!!!!IF HE HAD LISTENED TO MIKEY MIKEY WOULD HAVE LEFT THE BATHROOM AND WOULDN'T HAVE DIED I'M CRYING

andveronica-Today at 12:27 AM

christine would decorate this locker, fill it with flowers and notes and a picture of him and she'd hang some earbuds there

ophelias-Today at 12:27 AM

YEAH AND THATS WHY JEREMY BLAMES HIMSELF

Bae-ley-Today at 12:27 AM

FU C KING JER WANTING THE SQUIP OUT LIKE THEN AND THERE

ophelias-Today at 12:28 AM

HONESTLy

SQUIP YELLING AT HIM IN THE MIDDLE OF THE HALLWAY. JEREMY YELLING AT THE SQUIP TO GET OUT. LIKE ACTUALLY YELLING. AMÉLIE HAS TO COME GET HIM AND ITS THE FIRST TIME HES TALKED TO HER IN MONTHS. HES HALF SOBBING TO HER AND HALF SCREAMING AT THE SQUIP

andveronica-Today at 12:29 AM

christine would want to walk over to him to make sure he's okay when he's still in the hall but she probably gets held back

Bae-ley-Today at 12:30 AM

BECAUSE THE LAST TIME HE SEEN HIM WAS RIGHT AFTER HE CALLED HIM A LOSER SO HIS FACE JUST IS HAUNTING HIM

ophelias-Today at 12:31 AM

JER JUST SCREAMING YELLING AT NOTHING APPOLOGIZING HOPING MICHAEL WILL HEAR IT

tbh he doesn't blame rich for the fire as it is now but if michael died in it............. hoooo boy

Bae-ley-Today at 12:32 AM

OH SHITHE WOULD BLAME HIM CUZ SOMEONE GOT WORSE THAN HURT AND IT WAS HIS BEST FRIEND J E SUS

ophelias-Today at 12:32 AM

IT WOUDL BE BAD. HED BLAME EVERYONE. HIMSELF THE MOST BUT HES JUST SO. ANGRY AND UPSET. HES LASHING OUT AT EVERYONE

andveronica-Today at 12:33 AM

I just realize... rich would take an involuntary manslaughter rap for it, at best. Bc like... Since he knew the house was full prosecutors could go for homicide

ophelias-Today at 12:34 AM

jeremy just. 'GOOD'

andveronica-Today at 12:34 AM

Cause like... When it's just arson he can get parole. Murder? Nope.

andveronica-Today at 12:36 AM

Jeremy would probably be the most mad at Rich and Christine, if you think about it. Rich set the fire that killed Michael. And he got the squip to impress Christine, and the squip is what made him say the things that made Michael go to the bathroom.

ophelias-Today at 12:36 AM

even if someones trying to comfort him

jeremy? blaming everyone around him? shoving everyone away? hating everything and everyone no matter their role? more likely than u think

Bae-ley-Today at 12:37 AM

OR MAD AT HIMSELF THE MOST CUZ THE SQUIP WAS OFF AND EVERYTHING HE SAID WAS HIS FAULT

ophelias-Today at 12:37 AM

DEFINITELY MAD AT HIMSELF THE MOST

andveronica-Today at 12:38 AM

Christine WOULDN'T stop trying to help him as much as he pushed.

ophelias-Today at 12:38 AM

im not joking he finds out at school and he crumples then and there on the ground screaming cant catch his breath 'get out get out you killed him you fucking killed him get out GET OUT I KILLED HIM YOU LET ME FUCKING KILL HIM'

Bae-ley-Today at 12:39 AM

WHATEVER YOU DO DON'T IMAGINE THE LIKE MICHAEL "burn it" SCENE BUT WITH JER SOBBING UNCONTROLLABLY ABOUT THEIR STUFF

Bae-ley-Today at 12:39 AM

OH GOD HE DIDN'T WEAR HIS HOODIE. JER COULD HAVE HIS HOODIE

ophelias-Today at 12:40 AM

jer takes that hoodie and never lets it go wtf

Bae-ley-Today at 12:40 AM

SOBS ON THE FLOOR HOLDING IT TIGHTLY

ophelias-Today at 12:41 AM

listen jer finds the hoodie and it s like losing michael all over againon the ground clutching it unable to move or even notice whats going on around him sobbing and yelling at himself or anyone that comes near

Bae-ley-Today at 12:42 AM

WHATEVER YOU DO ALSO DON'T IMAGINE HOW BROKEN MR.HEERE WOULD BE

andveronica-Today at 12:42 AM

Daddy Heere would be heartbroken

Bae-ley-Today at 12:43 AM

bUT IT WOULDBE LIKE. LOSING HIS OWN BLOOD SON. LIKE LOSING JER

ophelias-Today at 12:44 AM

mr. heere's grief is more silent than his son's because he's trying to be supportive. but he also just retreats completely never goes to work excuses himself to cry silently where jer cant see

Bae-ley-Today at 12:45 AM

MMMMM OKAY SO TWO FUNERAL ANGST IDEAS MICHAEL'S PARENTS DON'T COME OR TWO , they DO AND JER YELLS @ THEM

ophelias-Today at 12:45 AM

jer screams at him one day because jer's grief is angry and blood boiling and he's like 'you dont even care!!!' and mr heere yells back 'he was like my own son of course i do!!' or smth and they end up ugly sobbing and holding each otherjer screams and screams and it doesn't make a whole lot of sense to mr. heere but he listens and tries to calm himlisten if jer ever sees michael's parents again you can bet you he's gonna yell at them

andveronica-Today at 12:47 AM

Imagine how empty that funeral would be I'm sad

Bae-ley-Today at 12:47 AM

JER JUST WOULD ALREADY BE ANGRY AND UPSET BUT IF HE SEEN THEM HE J UST RAGE

ophelias-Today at 12:48 AM

thats the one time jer's grief is anything but seeing red and he's just crying and over michael's casket which is closed obv and he's probably not in there but he's crying and talking like maybe michael can hear him oh god

andveronica-Today at 12:48 AM

It'd be his brother, the Heeres, Christine, a couple people from school who felt bad... Maybe his parents.

Bae-ley-Today at 12:49 AM

LUNA MY F UCMING HEART

ophelias-Today at 12:49 AM

'yknow i was gonna bury your hoodie with you because i know you love it i thought you could use it but i cant michael i cant. if i give it up it feels like im giving you up i cant do it again. michael im sorry im sorry for everything you didnt deserve this it should have been me'

ophelias-Today at 12:50 AM

he stays there for hours after the funeral just appologizing for everything

andveronica-Today at 12:50 AM

Christine would be really soft in her attempts of comforting Jeremy, BUT. After all his anger and resistance?? She'd break out a little tough love and just

ophelias-Today at 12:51 AM

from everything w/ the squip to breaking his favorite crayon when they were kids

his dad leaves and comes back to pick him up later jeremy falls asleep next to the grave because its been hours that he's just been talking w/ no answer and trying to fill a space and days since he's been able to sleep

Bae-ley-Today at 12:52 AM

OH G OD AND LIKE THE FIRST WEEK OF WHEN HE'S BURIED HE KEEPS VISITING HIS GRAVE

ophelias-Today at 12:53 AM

first week?? first month. he makes a trip up there at least twice a week for the first year once a week until he graduates highschool. tells him everything

ophelias-Today at 12:55 AM

( 'rich told me how to get rid of the squip. who knew, mountain dew red? i know you love it. but ah, it's-- it's gone now. i'm sorry it wasn't soon enough.' )