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tornado-s-tale · 5 years ago

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Appreciation.

When she first said this was a hell-site I didn��t know what she meant my that, maybe I still don’t know the exact meaning. Maybe it’s because of all the glitches here, or maybe because of the notifications that I don’t get or other shit that I don’t even know about. Basically what I was originally leading to was how much I appreciate certain people and after ranting so much about other things here I thought it’s be good to write about something good, something that I love.

Mainly, it’s sorta become my message to that friend who introduced me to this hell-site because it’s just her who knows me, maybe even the really real me whom I sometimes have doubts about. I agree that there are still some things I find tough writing about here because I don’t want her to know but I still end up posting them knowing that they’ll still see them. Maybe its because I want them to see it, tell them about something that I can’t with a straight face or just like I normally do. What I’ve come to know about by now is that I can share the most intricate things with them that I can’t really with a lot of the others.

I’ve always been that sort of person who doesn’t tell people about myself as a whole. People have always just known bits and pieces of me that I’ve judged was alright to let them know about. But with you, it’s a bit different. Sure, I hesitate to tell you things sometimes thinking about how I’d be troubling you but that feeling’s sorta started to fade now and I pretty much tell you everything.

Just your presence brings me a sort of joy that keeps me happy and motivated. I’ve even started to get along pretty well with Trash Panda now, but I’ll always be in your corner first. And that’s something that you should always remember :)

I’m big on hugs, like really really big. And earlier hugs were something that were very little in availability for me so I really know how important they are and since then hugs have sort of become a defining part of me. I told you the reason behind the Kuma being my spirit animal right? And I’m really really really thankful for the hugs that you give me, really really really really really appreciated!!!! There’s Trash Panda and my Bouncey Bounce for that too but just letting you know that you’re my favorite person here for a hug and if I ever want a hug, you’ll be the first person I go to :D

The joy that I get being with you in homeroom or even just randomly chilling is something that i wouldn’t give up for anything else, EVER. You’re adorable, cute, beautiful, your voice is a soothing melody that ALWAYS HELPS and makes me happy, you’re like a smol little neko whose every action is adorable, you’re pretty much the most important person for me here and I’ll always be here for you.

Suki desu. Daisuki desu. Ano, watashi wa aishite masu. :)

Thanks for caring about me, though sometimes I get a bit sad because I worry you but I’ve come to understand that you are pretty much going to worry about me as much as I worry about you so I’m going to try and take better care of myself, ‘kay?

I don’t remember where I started with this post nor do I have the energy to scroll up and correct any grammatical errors or any other errors that I might’ve made. But, I do remember what I had in mind when I was going to write this post. It was YOU, all the good things and how much I appreciate you, everything. It might’ve fallen short of ‘everything’ for the time being but you get the idea right? That’s pretty much it. It’s an appreciation post for you and don’t you dare have 2nd thoughts about whom I’m referring to ‘cause you’re literally the only 2 followers I have at this point of time when I’m posting this!

P.S.- 1,821 days left and I’m still winning by a very huge margin.

P.S.S.- I love you :)

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