#that's scary aint it thats gotta be scarg why do i say that
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Been so normal lately I spent that past 2 days having a bipolar episode and crying through work only to end up habby and brain dead again
Girl what the fuck is wrong with you
Life is good life is ending make up your mind
#personal#i literally wanted to run away all day yesterday#and then wanted to literally be consumed by the void this morning#and now im like#:^) heehee hoohoo lifes funny#like wat what wat is wrong wit me#oh right im mental fuckin illness#i work a fuckin front desk job at the busiest hospital in the county#can you imagine me sobbing grossly about wanting to run away and also doing my job properly#sounds unreal#well it is and i did it#the mental illness never wins i win. i am normal. dont look at my sobbing im winning#im normal:^)#soooooo normal#its so normal to tell Nyone who asks how i am that im this close to walking out and never coming back to florida#uuuuuuuuuugh#i hate these episodes i was so good for a little while there#sitting at work and watching me like.... girl.... and im like haha its fine i just want to DISAPPEAR FOREVER THIS WEEKEND#that's scary aint it thats gotta be scarg why do i say that#depressive mania combined is the scariest shit because i can say anything under the sun.#and not really mean a damn thing#bc I'm normal and i know that but my brain doesn't and. it controls me
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