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milfbrainrot · 7 days ago

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i wonder if part of healer and knower's seeeeemingly at-odds dynamic is that healer is one of the only other people who knows what happened to the last watcher. everyone else probably believes she departed the train in the middle of the night, but knower is the one who found her... so then what happened to her body? it was probably healer's job to handle it and with such a confronting image healer can't understand how knower remains so stoic about someone she had loved.

#1xr tag #it also is a little bit of a foundation for healer's reaction to fixer's 'death' where watchers keep disappointing her almost?#and yet another sister is lost to the way they live #idk if it was maybe mandated for all the sisters at the time to know about this but i imagine at least maybe fixer wouldnt have #healer also seems like her dynamic with bbf is a more equal one where even though bbf has an indecipherable way about her sometimes #they both probably have similar values on these things? and the whole 'we both must separate our heart from our hand'#whereas knower separates her heart from EVERYTHING #so healer and bbf are probably the only two who can be more honest abt their feelings to one another even if healer is more #reserved about it i guess #that's kinda how i see it all anyway - healer/bbf having a more equal soft dynamic #and healer/knower not knowing how the other functions the way they do and healer in particular being mad about it #i know fixer did express some doubt about allmother in her song so i imagine healer probablyyyyy picked up on #some things with herr. and tried to navigate validating it while also not exposing her to more than she could bear?#since fixer did seem less experienced in everything #and maybe healer not being able to protect her from those doubts/truths well enough is why she's so devastated by her death #i do perceive fixer as the youngest next to watcher tho so i wonder why the train came for her but not healer or bbf by then #i know it's more about principal's orchestrations but also maybe a matter of who actually has a worthy successor if they do leave #ANOTHER thought they may not have needed healer to deal with the watcher body since principal had had a lot of experience #learning how to do genetics and medical-y things to make clones but healer maybe realized something was off with the machines etc or #felt it was ooc for that watcher to just leave

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