#that’s what i was doing. but nooooo it’s just the weakened immune system and the insomnia and the possible POTS and the undiagnosable Thing

[changelingbaby]

have felt like shit for the last like. month and a half? two months? more? and was secretly harboring a fantasy that there was mold in my old apartment that was making me feel so tired and sick and awful. and now i’m back in my childhood bedroom in a well-maintained house with no ventilation issues in an dry climate and i have to admit to myself i am just fucking disabled