#that’s Coca Cola in his glass bc I’m drinking one right now and you know matching drinks🤡

[missbubblesoda]

just the commander enjoying his summer I guess.

“Baby, can you pour me another one please?”

Buy me a ko-fi☕️?^^

[inconvenient-sneezes]

“road to recovery for two, please”

or the one in which steve has to warn bucky every time he sneezes bc of bucky’s ptsd

[[this is a continuation so read part one here and part two here!!!]]

Time After Time

Chapter Three: Road to Recovery for Two, Please (After)

***

It’s been months since Steve’s gotten Bucky back.

There are aspects of him that are the same and there are some that are very different. For one, Bucky gets his hair cut by suggestion of one of his therapists as a “new beginning.” 

It’s not the exact cut that Steve remembers, but similar enough. There are also certain small things that set him off, like being touched. They’re working on it, but he only likes to be touched on good days and Steve has seen enough of the bad days to know when it is and isn’t okay. 

Steve is the one who cuts all of the tags out of Bucky’s clothes because he can’t stand them rubbing up against his skin all day. He also stays with him during nightmares or panic attacks. Loud sounds shock him and he often results to violence upon being startled, like the time Tony showed up at Cap’s apartment unannounced and was forced to duck out of the way as the knife left Bucky’s hand. Actually, Tony and Bucky haven’t gotten on very well together, which will be a problem for today.

Steve crawls out of bed and into his car to pick up Bucky from therapy at the usual time. He manages not to crash the car, despite his sneezing fits and watery eyes. How a superhuman can get a cold, he still doesn’t quite understand. Bucky opens the door and climbs into the passenger side.

“How was your appointment?” Steve asks, driving away from the building.

Bucky shrugs. “It was good.”

“Good. Hey, uh, Buck?” Steve says, scrunching up his nose, “I’m gonna —heh’NXT!” 

Steve tries to warn his friend every time before his sneezes, just so it’s nothing unexpected. Stifling them also seems to quiet the explosion.

Thankfully, Bucky doesn’t even flinch. “It’s okay, you don’t have to warn me anymore. I’ve been practicing.”

“Oh, re-really?” His voice shakes. “Hahh... hap’SHHT!”

“Bless you.”

Steve sighs. Now is as good of a time as ever. “Hey, you’re gonna be staying with, um, Tony today, okay?” he tells Bucky casually, hoping he’ll let it slide. He doesn’t.

His voice is practically dripping with suspicion. “Why?”

“No reason.”

“I don’t even like that guy,” Bucky mutters. “Are you sick or something?”

“No.” It doesn’t sound convincing.

“Then why—”

“Because you need a break from me. We’ve been staying together for three months. It’ll be good for you to get some f-frehhh... fresh air.” His nostrils flare and Bucky watches him closely.

“Are you sure you’re not sick? You look like you’re going to sneeze,” he points out, raising an eyebrow.

“I’m not,” Steve says before sneezing again. “Ehh’CHSHH!”

***

It takes Bucky about five minutes to pack. “I’m used to packing light” is Bucky’s explanation and then he cringes, as if this brings back memories he’d rather not revisit.

“I’ll pick you up tomorrow morning,” Steve tells his friend as they walk together to the entrance of Stark Towers. “And behave, okay? I don’t want to hear any horror stories from Tony.” 

He feels like the mother of a five-year-old sometimes.

Tony meets them there at the doors and Cap smiles. “Tony, thanks for doing this.”

Bucky sulks, looking less thrilled.

“Come on in, Bucky.” Tony steps back so he can enter the threshold. Bucky does and makes a bee-line for the bathroom, without saying goodbye to Steve.

Tony winks at Steve. “I got your back, man.”

“Hh’KSHH!” He cups his hand over his mouth before continuing. “Thanks again. Sorry for this, I really just don’t want him getting sick, you know? His immune system a little weak at the moment—”

“I thought he was superhuman too?”

So am I, but I’ve got bloodshot eyes and a runny nose, Steve wants to inform him. Instead, he explains himself, at least halfway. “Well, he is, but due to all the recent trauma... Anyway, just make sure he doesn’t watch anything violent. Cooking shows, Full House, I don’t care. Just none of that — hah’ISHH! — none of that CSI crap, okay?”

“Sure, sure.”

“And make sure to call me if you need anything or if they’re any problems.”

“Okay, Cap. You just go home and chill. Knock yourself out with some NyQuil.”

Steve grins. “Will do. Alright.”

He walks away, praying that everything will go smoothly.

***

“So,” Tony claps his hands together. “What do you wanna do?”

Bucky stares at him. “Have a drink.”

“You know Steve wouldn’t approve,” Tony says, walking into the kitchen. 

“JARVIS, fix our guest a Coke, please.” He turns to Bucky. “You do like Coca-Cola, right?”

“Yeah.”

So the pair sit on the couch, Bucky sipping a Coke out of the classic glass bottle and Tony indulging in some alcoholic concoction JARVIS cooked up.They sit in silence until Tony finally turns on the television to offer some white noise. Non-violent shows, he reminds himself.

“Today, another school shooting—” Click. 

“Make sure you dice those onions, and I mean dice—” Click. 

“I’mmmm gonna wreck it—” Click. 

“The body was found with deep—” Click. 

He keeps changing the channel until he lands on something called 7th Heaven.

“You’re pretty particular about your television programs,” Bucky notes, sipping his Coke.

After about five minutes of enduring the excruciating, sickly sweet, unrealistic show that is 7th Heaven, Tony switches off the television. “That show sucks.”

Bucky nods. “Nobody’s life is that sugary sweet.” 

It may just be the first time they’ve ever agreed on something.

“You ever play Gin Rummy?”

***

Steve arrives home to his apartment to find a package outside. The words, “for Steve” are hastily scribbled on a Post-It note. He brings it inside and locks the door behind him.

“Dear Steve,” the note inside the package reads, “I heard you weren’t feeling well from Tony so I went and picked up some stuff for you, to pay you back for last winter. Would’ve given it to you in person but I’m a bit of a germaphobe. Feel better soon, Sam.”

Steve chuckles, recalling the time Sam was down with the flu and examines the contents of the box. A Tupperware container of soup, still warm, tissues, Vick’s, ginger ale, the DVD set of Bones and hand sanitizer. Removing everything reveals a second note, that simply says, “Okay, okay, Natasha picked up most of this stuff and made the soup but I provided the Vick’s.”

“Hhtch’SHHUHH!” Steve sneezes and decides to go ahead and start season one. He’s already surrounded by a mountain of tissues and watched six episodes before the NyQuil knocks him out cold.

***

“You can sleep here,” Tony offers, gesturing to a lavish bed in a large bedroom. “My room’s just down the hall if you, uh, need me.”

Bucky nods his thanks. He’s had a great time tonight surprisingly, but his thoughts still go back to Steve. “Thanks, Tony.”

Tony shuts his door. Bucky immediately wriggles out of his shirt and climbs into the huge bed, pulling back the blankets and heavy comforter. It takes him forever to go to sleep and when he does, he has a nightmare.

He’s drowning. Bucky’s in the middle of the ocean, the salt-water washing up again his face and stinging his eyes. He knows full well how to swim, but the water’s so dark and he can’t see anything. Kicking his feet doesn’t help keep him afloat and his one good arm isn’t much help either. Suddenly, his metal arm feels like it’s made of solid lead and abruptly starts to drag him down into the water’s depths. Down, down, down he goes and his mouth and lungs fill with water. His chest is on fire and he can’t breathe. All he can think of is Steve, Steve...

“Steve!” Bucky wakes up screaming Steve’s name. He’s buried deep underneath all the blankets, which explains the drowning notion, but it takes him a second to gather where he is. The nightmare’s over but Bucky is sweating and shivering and all he wants right now is Steve. Besides, this little sleepover has gone on far too long.

Bucky sneaks out of his room and takes an elevator down to the first floor. He leaves out the front doors, so as not to set off any alarms, and walks two and a half miles to Steve’s apartment.

Of course, the front door is locked but Bucky doesn’t want to knock on the door or ring the bell; it’s three in the morning, after all. He goes back downstairs and around the building and climbs up onto the fire escape. Bucky crawls through the window like he’s done it a hundred times.

Steve’s completely unconscious, still lying on the couch and some random Bones episode is playing on the telly. He’s snoring really loudly and Bucky can’t recall a time when Steve had snored. He sits on the couch and puts his hands in his lap. Bucky wants to wake Steve up so bad because he actually wants someone to touch him now. He closes his eyes because maybe things will be better if he can just go to sleep.

However, the dream comes back full force. Bucky’s eyes fly open and once again, he’s screaming Steve’s name like there’s no tomorrow and he’s breathing in short, rapid gasps because he can’t exactly breathe or so that’s what it feels like. Bucky squeezes his eyes closed and repeats his mantra. It wasn’t real, it wasn’t real, it wasn’t—

“Bucky!” Steve nearly shouts. “Bucky!”

His eyes open again. “H-hi, Steve.” He’s sweating a lot.

Steve puts his hand on Bucky’s back and feels him shaking. He rubs Bucky’s back and whispers soothing things into his ear like he’s done so many times now. He doesn’t even question why he’s back home and he’s not at all mad. 

“Shhh, id’s okay. You’re hobe, you’re with be.”

Bucky recognizes his friend’s voice and leans into him. “I’m sorry, Steve.”

“Doe, don’t apologize. I’b here.”

Steve starts to turn away from him, panicked. “Sorry Bucky, I’b godda — hah’CHESHHH!” His hands pull his T-shirt around his nose and he sneezes into it, sniffing thickly afterward. Bucky cringes.

Still shivering a bit, he turns to face Steve. “You are sick.”

“Dot really, id’s jusd a little—”

“Don’t even tell me you’re not. People get sick, time after time,” Bucky snaps. “Why’d you ship me off to Tony’s if you needed me?”

“I don’t wand you to get sigg. Thad’s the l-lasd thing you d-deed... godda — hahh... hahH! Uh’TSHHH! — right dow.”

“You should’ve told me,” Bucky mumbles, scooting closer to him. “Do you remember when you had pneumonia that one Christmas and I had to take you to the hospital at like two in the morning?” Bucky and Steve play this game often, the Do-You-Remember-When, so Bucky can separate his memories from fiction. This one happens to be true.

“Yeah. I had a really high fever.” Steve recalls slipping in and out of fever-induced hallucinations.

“I’m going to take care of you, just like I did then,” Bucky tells him, getting up to fetch the afghan from the armchair.

“HUSH’uhh!” Steve sneezes again, nostrils twitching. “Ehhh... hahhH! Hh’HDEZCHHOO!”

“Bless you,” Bucky says with a raised eyebrow. “The last time you had a cold like this was in, what, 1943?” 

It sounds more like a question than a statement.

Steve nods. “Yeah. Ad you wouldn’t stob singig thad song—”

“‘In the Blue of Evening.’” Bucky amazes himself by remembering. “You liked it though.”

“Yeah, I did.” Bucky sees his irritated nostrils flare and plucks a tissue from the box. “Here.”

Steve buries his face into it. “Hur’ESHHH!”

“Bless.”

“Thags,” Steve says before blowing his nose. “For everything, I mean.”

“Don’t tell Tony I enjoyed playing Gin Rummy with him.”

Steve chuckles. “I promise.”

***

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is that - ̗̀(CINDY KIMBERLY) ̖́- ? no, it’s just - ̗̀(ADELINA MONJE) ̖́ - – ADIE is best described as [VISIONARY] i’ve heard (SHE) is a 21 year old - ̗̀(COUNSELOR) ̖́- which explains why (SHE’s) so [SANGUINE & CHIMERICAL], but i also heard [SHE WAS CAUGHT SKINNY DIPPING IN THE MOONLIGHT WITH A FEW OTHER COUNSELORS BUT TOOK THE BLAME FOR THE IDEA]

    hey, babes ! it’s none other than your worst nightmare here, in the flesh, CHERYL. i could go on & on about myself ( not really, so i’m saving you the awkwardness that would ensue from vine references, etc ) but i’d prefer to discuss just who ADELINA MONJE is & what the heck she’s doing here at CAMP STILLWATER . . .

★. so for more in depth detail & past history of adelina, you can tune into her BIOGRAPHY page which is a little ugly for right now until i become less lazy ! just know, that there are mild mentions of alcholic tw & assault tw. however, you can have a gander down below as i list a few headcanon-y things & those intricate components just to take away from who adelina is at the end of the day. oh btw, i have a discord: cheryltm#9678 hmu :~)

INTRICATE DETAILS:

★. so, she is very kind & tender-hearted & she’s not responsible for any cavities you get bc of it !!

★. from a young age, she has kept a journal. all events, details, reminders & evidence of her life was kept in the torn leather that can barely bind together at this point.

★. she brings it everywhere with her, that & her camera, donated to her from the bookstore owner & his family, who only thought of her as their own.

★. she wears scrunchies & often just decorates a single wrist with one. she also puts whatever she finds on her wrists, from rubber bands to hair ties, so you know who to find if you need either or !

★. denim is her usual, if not that, then a blouse or sundress paired with sandals or white/pale yellow chuck taylors

★. adventure is found in her nail beds, but she keeps them clean cut & unpainted, only her toes are. however, across her hands are usually reminders or ink spills that cross her mind throughout the day, sometimes a little kid’s house number from her group scribbled on her palm

★. she doesn’t drink heavy, but she doesn’t drink light !! she isn’t an alcoholic but she uses the vice to forget things. she mostly likes to be the dd for obvious reasons

★. her disc track varies from whitney houston to the kooks to the smiths to rex orange county musicals.

★. cherry & mint chip ice cream are her weakness !! 

★. she’s a drugstore beauty queen back home. she rolls her hair with coca-cola cans & paints her lips with diy lipstick

★. she swears by selena quintanilla & watches the jennifer lopez film more often than a blue moon

★. speaking of films, the waitress, sixteen candles & can’t buy me love are her faves !! a lot of older movies

★. she wears her father’s necklace, a golden heart locket with an attached cross on the chain. there’s a worn photograph she says is them together, but it’s only just the provided one they put in when you originally buy it

★. jessica day & leslie knope :~)

★. she often has to change between prescriptions & contacts, will be like velma if she loses her glasses

★. her nickname’s are as follows: grandma adie, adie, baby. if you call her baby, she’ll cite the entire dirty dancing script ( another favorite, she has a lot of favorites ). & then she’ll ask to act the last scene, where you lift her or she lifts you. whichever, bliss.

★. she eats more than she can hold for her five foot two stature

★. perfect date: riding vintage bikes, like the one she has with a basket in the front, and then a picnic on a hill like from the sound of music followed by stargazing

★. she’s introverted  &  extroverted, too with both at times

★. drives a beat up white volkswagen beetle like herbie ! guaranteed to break down !

★. i break for birds, i rock a lot of polka dots, i have touched glitter in the past twenty-four hours, i spend my entire day talking to children, & i find it fundamentally strange that you’re not a desert person. that’s just weird & it freaks me out ! …  & that doesn’t mean i’m not smart, & tough, & strong ! 

★. she often has moments where she gets quiet & you need to let her

★. she traces people often, by their fingers or face, hair or arm to remind her she’s not alone

★. she has quirks, too. snapping when she’s trying to think, crossing her fingers behind her back to determine her own fate & braiding hair

★. speaking of hair, she either wears it down in her natural curls or messy braids/bun.

★. would rather have little knick knacks such as a bottle cap from when they met or a ticket from some place they’ve gone then flowers bc she believes they should stay in the ground. can’t turn them down, though, or anything. she saves all tickets, from movies to receipts. anything that can serve as a reminder to her time spent in a location

★. she is everything you think of in the slumber party scene from grease, silk jammies & singing, off tune

★. feministic rants are her thing & snapple cap facts are her go-to conversation piece

★. dancing on someone’s toes, holding someone’s hand but instead, holding their fingers with her own

★. she believes in love, more than one human being should

★. but if you ask her to look into a mirror, she see’s all the reasons someone should keep from loving her

[anotherlikeyou]

tagged by @damnmalec! Thank you so much this is so sweet

rules: you must answer these 83 statements and tag 20 people

THE LAST 1. drink: coca cola 2. phone call: a scout friend 3. text message: friends’ group chat 4. song you listened to: Breaking Down by Florence + The Machine 5. time you cried: abt a month ago i think

HAVE YOU EVER… 6. dated someone twice: no 7. kissed someone and regretted it: i?? dont’ usually kiss people if i don’t mean it?? 8. been cheated on: yes 9. lost someone special: yes 10. been depressed: i like to think i’m in a happy place now 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: yeah, ugh

FAVOURITE COLOURS 12. pink 13. light blue 14. pastels in general

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU 15. made new friends: yes 16. fallen out of love: i’ve fallen out of love at least like 3 years ago thankfully 17. laughed until you cried: so many times lmao this year has been good so far 18. found out someone was talking about you: yes and it was ugly 19. met someone who changed you: absolutely 20. found out who your friends are: yes 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: uhm no

GENERAL 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: a lot but not everyone, mostly bc back when i was an otaku like…8 years ago? i compulsively added anyone, so now i have like 32 japanese ppl in my friends list lmao 23. do you have any pets: my doggo Lea, my kitter Murphy and two tortoises, Harry Qui-Gon and Eggsy Obi-Wan 24. do you want to change your name: naaah, i like it 25. what did you do for your last birthday: i was still living in London so i skyped with my family and friends and then went to dinner in this bbq restaurant with my roommates, man that meal was delicious 26. what time did you wake up: 6.30 am 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: listening to my friends shouting abt conspiracy theories and robots and technology 28. name something you can’t wait for: JURASSIC WORLD 2 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: at lunch 30. what are you listening to right now: the tenants splashing around in the swimming pool while i’m here drowning in my own sweat 31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: uhm yes?? what a weird question lmao 32. something that is getting on your nerves: idk racism, sexism, queerphobia and what the heck is the term to describe the hate towards othere religions?? anyway, that, and deforestation, abuse on animals, people who don’t use the blinkers…there’s a lot of stuff, i’m just a salty person overall u know 33. most visited website: i’d say tumblr but i actually use the phone app, does that count 34. hair colour: brown (used to be pink sigh) 35. long or short hair: sadly short 36. do you have a crush on someone: i do 37. what do you like about yourself: i have a very nice voice and my boobs are big lmao also, people say i’m good at listening and giving advice but idk 38. piercings: fam earrings are more than enough for me  39. blood type: i think b? idk really 40. nickname: chia, chiageyama, totò 41. relationship status: single 42. zodiac: a proud aries 43. pronouns: Queen/Her Majesty 44. favourite tv show: I SOLD MY SOUL TO SHADOWHUNTERS 45. tattoos: four! a salamander on my right foot, an elven word on my right hip, an ugly thing i desperately want to cover on my right forearm and a tiny enkeli on my left wrist 46. right or left handed: right  47. surgery: never 48. sport: i used to play tennis and i quite liked it, even though i sucked at it lol haikyuu has made me riconsider volleyball, but mostly i just enjoy watching sports more than playing them 49. vacation: USA and the entirety of Europe 50. pair of trainers: i have this really comfy pair of black sneakers i bought in primark, i think the brand is Atmosphere? 51. eating: sadly nothing atm, but my favourite foods are pizza, cherries and my mom’s chicken curry 52. drinking: rn nothing, but i’d live solely on coca cola if i could 53. i’m about to: GET FIRED BC I’M USING THE BUREAU’S COMPUTER TO DO THIS LMAO 54. waiting for: my shift to end so i can go to the beach, take a bath and then soak in the sun while watching Shadowhunters 55. want: a sphynx kitten, they’re absolutely adorbs ashdashkkjlkdfg 56. get married: yay i love the idea of getting married, the commitment and the eternal love…ah who am i kidding i just want a beautiful princess style wedding dress 57. career: well idk?? i started as a waitress in a restaurant and now i’m a receptionist in a three star hotel…i guess i’ll just keep climbing the food chain ahahahahaha

WHICH IS BETTER 58. hugs or kisses: hugs are amazing and i never get enough of them, someone come hug me right now 59. lips or eyes: lips 60. shorter or taller: shorter, i’m salty towards people taller than me (aka almost everyone) 61. older or younger: younger/same age 62. nice arms or nice stomach: honestly the first things i usually notice in someone are their face and The Booty™ buuut…stomach, i guess 63. hook up or relationship: relationship 64. troublemaker or hesitant: i’m the most hesitant bitch you’ll ever meet

HAVE YOU EVER… 65. kissed a stranger: not that i remember 66. drank hard liquor: yes 67. lost glasses/contact lenses: i once lost a pair of round john lennon style sunglasses…i still mourn the loss 68. turned someone down: yes 69. sex on the first date: no 70. broken someone’s heart: i’m very ashamed to say yes 71. had your heart broken: yeah 72. been arrested: uhm not that i remember 73. cried when someone died: yes 74. fallen for a friend: yes, rn

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 75. yourself: i’m getting there 76. miracles: nope 77. love at first sight: not exactly 78. santa claus: i’ve never actually believed in santa claus, our parents never fed us that shit lmao 79. kiss on the first date: yes 80. angels: kinda

OTHER 81. current best friend’s name? Vittoria 82. eye color: brown 83. favourite movie: do people actually really truly expect there to be only one (1) favourite thing of anything?? RocknRolla, the Batman trilogy by Nolan, Stardust, Disney/Pixar/Dreamworks in general, Howl’s Moving Castle

TAGGING, HERE IT GOES (u obv don’t have to do this if u don’t want to

@eversall, @fangtasticsaphael, @deliriumkitsune, @alberto-rozende, @softshumjr, @malecsbiscuit, @claryfightwood, @jace-whats-his-name, @meliorn, @raphaelsantiagosavedhimself, @simonlewis, @softmagnusbane, @grayacejace, @samspurpletoothbrush, @alecblushed, @maiiarobertss, @claryslays, @raph-bane, @ineffable-vellichor, @izzybabewoods

[tyrionslannister]

rules: answer all the questions and tag 20 other blogs

i was tagged by @piano-chords​! thank you very much 💕 

and i’m tagging @contessinas​ @scumbag1x1​ @winterrwrites​ @dandelionsx​ @harleyplots​ @bellawrits​ @stcrbabe​ @slytherinplots​. i don’t know who else to tag? well anyone who wants to can do this lol. also you don’t have to if you don’t want to. also i’m sorry if you’ve already done it before! also i’m talking too much. let’s get to it.

LAST:

1. DRINK: coca cola  2. PHONE CALL: my mom. she’s the only person who ever calls me lol 3. TEXT MESSAGE: my dearest school friend gabrielle 4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: parceira de copo by naiara azevedo  5. TIME YOU CRIED: yesterday like literally the whole day but uh 6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: like never?? in my life?? 7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: kinda 8. BEEN CHEATED ON: i’ve never even had a significant other lol 9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: yes (not to death tho) 10. BEEN DEPRESSED: i don’t... really... know?? 11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: never ever

3 FAVORITE COLORS 12. blue, but not an ordinary blue, blue like the caribbean sea lol 13. lots of shades of pink but especially the lighter ones 14. black. don’t tell me black is not a color!!! let me be h appy

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU (last year like... 2017 or 2016?)

15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: yes!! few, but anyways lol 16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: thank god 17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: i can’t remember rn but probably lol 18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: yeah...?? as far as i remember at least  19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: i’m not really sure hmm but yeah i guess 20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: YES. Y E S.  21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: i have lol

GENERAL

22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: most of them, i think?? 23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: nope but i wanted a kitty ): 24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: no i quite like it, i think it’s a strong name lol tho i don’t really like my last name 25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY: i went out to eat with my best friend 26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP: 6am to go to school 27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: watching youtube videos lol 28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: SEASON 3 OF OUTLANDER 29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: i mean... i’m seeing her right now... lol 30. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: my dad snoring in his room 31. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: nope 32. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: my anxiety and lack of self esteem lol 33. MOST VISITED WEBSITE: tumblr (is this even a secret?? lol) 34. HAIR COLOR: dark brown. really dark. almost black 35. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: long or long-ish  36. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: yES he’s beautiful he looks like froy gutierrez :’) but he’s a jerk but still 37. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: uh tricky question. my eyes i guess?? and the shape of my lips 38. PIERCINGS: none. i mean i can’t even wear earrings so... lol 39. BLOOD TYPE:  o+ if i’m not mistaken 40. NICKNAME: ok there are lots but they’re more pseudonyms than nicknames??? either way some people call me akemi or night ;; and then some call me pet names like bby or be efe (aka my best friend’s way of referring to me lol) 41. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: married to @contessinas very single. i’m gonna cry 42. ZODIAC: aries sun libra moon aquarius ascendant 43. PRONOUNS: she/her 44. FAVOURITE TV SHOW: outlander but also reign and game of thrones and please don’t make me choose one lol 45. TATTOOS: none and i’m probably never getting one bc i’m dying afraid of pain 46. RIGHT OR LEFT HANDED: right handed 47. SURGERY: uh wisdom teeth removal only  48. SPORT: no 49. VACATION: i like the beach ;; 50. PAIR OF TRAINERS: what

MORE GENERAL 51. EATING: pasta lol 52. DRINKING: again... coca cola lol @ kidneys i’m so very sorry 53. I’M ABOUT TO: go eat some chocolate lol 54. WAITING FOR: october, please 55. WANT: to actually write instead of procrastinating but one can’t have everything i guess 56. GET MARRIED: yES hopefully if the future is good to me :’) 57. CAREER: hopefully, if the future is good to me² lol

WHICH IS BETTER 58. HUGS OR KISSES: hugs. kisses are wEIRD 59. LIPS OR EYES: idk??? i can’t choose??? both??? 60. SHORTER OR TALLER: depends. what are we talking about here? lol 61. OLDER OR YOUNGER: uh older 62. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: arms arms arms 63. HOOKUP OR RELATIONSHIP: RELATIONSHIP. i hate hooking up. i have so much to say about this oh my g od 64. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: hesitant tbh

HAVE YOU EVER: 65. KISSED A STRANGER: yes lol more than once 66. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: nopes 67. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: i’ve lost my glasses once... but i found them 68. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: yeah 69. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: uh no 70. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART:  i mean... i hope not... but i wouldn’t doubt it 71 . HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: so many times i stopped counting 72. BEEN ARRESTED: nope lol 73. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: i don’t think so ;; 74. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: i guess i considered everyone i fell in love with a friend first, so yes lol

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 75. YOURSELF: mostly no tbh 76. MIRACLES: i mean... idk... probably? 77. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: nah 78. SANTA CLAUS: nope lol 79. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: yes ;; i mean why not lol 80. ANGELS: kinda but idk

OTHER: 81. EYE COLOR: dark brown 82. FAVORITE MOVIE: memoirs of a geisha (it’s also my favourite book!!) and alice in wonderland, the one from 2010