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starry-bi-sky · 10 months ago
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Blood Blossom Au: Baby's First Commissioner Meeting :)
TL:DR This Post: Danny (orphan) gets poisoned with blood blossom extract by Vlad. He runs away from him and ends up under the care of one Pre-Robin Battinson Batman! Starry is loudly pushing her batdad agenda.
(Also known as "Late At Night, When The Nightingale Sings" on my ao3!)
This was a fun rough idea I've been sitting on for weeks, thinking about how Commissioner Gordon and Nightingale's first meeting might go.
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Commissioner Gordon likes to think that he's adjusting to the new normal of Gotham very well, -- the new normal being grown men running around dressed like bats, in military-grade strength body armor, committing acts of vigilantism, -- and slowly, little by little, he was no longer being surprised when this new normal pops up out of the shadows like the world's most terrifying daisy. His shaving lifespan thanks him for it.
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The kid is a surprise though.
Granted, he seemed to be a surprise to the Bat too.
There's been a string of murders lately, -- which, in Gotham, is kind of like saying there's been another storm during monsoon season. And there's just been another; in some dilapidated building down in south Gotham, with the broken, boarded-up windows and mildew-crawling walls to match. The victim is a man in his thirties, multiple gunshot wounds to the chest, left in the center of the room for the blood to pool out around him.
The place is already secured when he arrives, the building swarmed with officers and the forensic detectives. The Bat emerges shortly after he does -- or, he might've been here the whole time, hiding someplace dark and shadowy. For his own sanity, Gordon doesn't think about it too hard.
The kid is a surprise, and he appears like a bolt of lightning.
He shows up in the middle of a conversation Gordon is having with the Bat.
A whistle, sharp and loud, slicing through the air, meant for open air rather than a confined space. Gordon's ears pierce and protest the sound, and the solemn, murmured chatter floating through the room abruptly cuts off like the swing of a gavel. As he turns towards the sound -- as they all do -- he swears, up and down, that he sees Batman's shoulders jump, just slightly.
At the source, perched on the window, is a boy. A boy in a gray-blue scarf and an oversized black hoodie, one that hangs off his frame and has ace bandages wrapped around the wrists in some attempt to cinch the sleeves. The hood is up, big like the rest of it, and threatens to swallow the upper half of the boy's face whole in the fabric. What upper half Gordon can see, is smeared with some kind of opaque, black face paint. He's holding onto the side of the frame with one hand, on his hip is a grappling hook. A familiar grappling hook.
Gordon has multiple questions, and his officers tense up.
Martinez puffs up, brows furrowing as his face shapes into a frown. Shoulders rolling back. "You can't be here, kid--"
The reaction is immediate, like a spark to gunpowder, the boy yanks his fingers from his mouth and his mouth twists into a scowl. Head snapping over to Officer Martinez, his hood manages to stay on but Gordon swears that as he bares his teeth, the glint makes them look sharper than they should be. His voice is rasp and quiet and harsh; snappish in its hissing; "Put a fuckin sock in it, Martinez. I'm not stayin."
Martinez reels back, and the boy immediately veers his attention off him. Like a switch, his demeanor drops. Despite half his face being covered, his mouth twists into a cringing, apologetic smile. Slanted and off-beat, embarrassed. It'd be disarming if this wasn't Gotham, and if he didn't just hiss at Martinez like he was about to bite his head off.
"Sorry." He whispers, voice deceptively polite and softer now. Gordon has to strain his ears to hear him. "I was looking for him."
He points his finger towards-- Gordon? No, Gordon follows the direction, and finds himself looking at -- the Bat.
The Bat, who always looks stiff as a pole, now looks even stiffer. Somehow. Well, the explains the grappling hook attached to the boy's waist.
"What are you doing here?" The Bat says, gruff and unable to completely smother the stumble of surprise in his tone.
The boy still holds a sheepish smile, and slips off the window ledge. His feet hit the creaky boards with a near-silent thud, the Batman finds his feet and rapidly begins crossing the room.
Gordon notes the slight tremble in the boy's legs as he straightens. He adjusts his scarf, which droops close to his knees now that he's standing, and slings a backpack -- how long has had that? -- off his shoulders. When the Bat reaches his side, he does as he always does, and looms over the boy like a spectre. A threatening mass of shadows cloaked in all-consuming black. Standing next to him, the boy looks teeny in comparison.
The Bat is a man who terrifies even the most hardened criminals, Gordon has seen grown men shiver in fear at the mention of his name. And yet when the boy looks up at him, he doesn't even flinch.
Instead, his sheepish smile melts away like ice under the sun, holding only traces of his previous embarrassment. It remains as a shadow on his face, a small upturn at the corners of his mouth. The boy pushes his hood back just enough to reveal glinting, ice-flint eyes surrounded in tar-black face paint. He holds the backpack up with one arm. "You forgot this."
#I have never seen Batman (2022) so really I'm just using battinson and crew as templates for my fic. but hey what else is new lol#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc fic#dpxdc au#dp x dc au#dpxdc fanfic#i dont know shit about detective work or true crime so forgive me for any bad terminology or incorrect procedure for how these things work#just a fun rough idea for how i imagined gordon's first meeting with nightingale goes LMAO. im sticking to the idea that danny doesn't#officially join the field for a *while* due to more than just health reasons. so his first appearances are brief and usually to give B smth#danny: im only here as express delivery for vader's little brother over there. yall stay safe tho.#bruce: *kill bill sirens bass-boosted* ohmygodwhatishedoinghere#batman: how did you get here... | danny: you have so many spare grappling hooks it was pr easy to just grab one and go#also danny is whispering on purpose because he doesn't have his ghost form to fall back on as a secret identity. so he *is* actually taking#extra steps to keep his identity safe. and people usually sound different when they're whispering. he also has personal beef with#office martinez despite the fact that they've never met. Danny's HEARD of his ass. he hATES his ass.#Martinez: *to batman* freak | danny: im going to Bite Him. | batman (reluctantly): hmr. please don't. | danny: im going for his shins#Martinez and Nightingale have this whole thing going on between the two of them. danny WILL slap a sticky note on Martinez's back that says#'asshole' on it and its the one spot square on his spine that martinez can't reach.#someone: why are you beefing with like. an actual 12 year old | martinez: HE'S A LITTLE RAT. THAT'S WHY. he's here to torment me#battinson: *did you grapple the whole way here* | danny: yah. it was kinda fun. i would've gotten here faster but i kept having to stop#battinson: *hnnn* im driving you back | danny:.. are you sure? | battinson already pulling him out of the room: y e s#i've been thinking about this for literally WEEKS. what did bruce forget? good question! i'll figure that out if or when i get to this#danny has Issues behind the word freak so its like a mini beserker button for him regardless of who the word is aimed at lol. lmao#martinez calls batman a freak once while nightingale is within range and its just the doom ost as danny simply Disappears from sight#like oops. you are now. In Danger. rip couldn't be me.#blood blossom au
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mohntilyet · 8 months ago
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about illario working with the venatori, we can't forget that elgar'nan gifted him blood magic, so I do think that he somewhat influenced him and that's why he's so much more vindictive and jealous in comparison to tevinter nights. I don't mean that he's being mind controlled, but it's a bit like cyrian, a god just amplifying those negative emotions in you and promising power and glory can push a person to that edge and to make stupid af decisions.
im also not forgetting that zara line in inner demons where she talks about an envy demon. like. why an envy demon in specific...there's THINGS between zara and illario that were not shown
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no literally if you get me talking about illario + envy + the possibility of getting him possessed, you will have me here for fucking ever. a non mage doing blood magic (any magic at all) is really weird and interesting to me and i don’t remember an example of this happening before (feel free to correct me tho lol. i’m discounting possessions and dwarves)
i had started wildly theorising after bloodbath that he had been possessed and he was tapping into the fade using an envy demon. especially like you said, zara mentions it, AND because i swear there’s a codex in the ossuary where it mentions an envy demon whereas spite is obviously determination, right? so i thought it was a breadcrumb trail to a big “illario is being influenced and doesn’t even know” reveal— same as you anon like great minds am i right— but i’m not sure there is actually any evidence of that lol. like maybe if you squint but i do believe it was explained away by “oh yeah, and elgarnan let him do special blood magic”
it does also make sense to me that illario can only control lucanis, due to being part of the same family. a bloodline thing, and it is very poetic to me that their shared family connection in caterina is what allows him to control lucanis, even for a moment lol. spite being the extra magical boost that lucanis needs to block that out ALSO makes sense to me so i’m not too fussed abt these details lol🤔
the envyllario in my heart also gets spectral weapons for himself. lucanis gets wings, illario gets talons, PLUS green-purple are complementary colors so it would have been really fun to see them clash with their spirit/demon-powers. the talon thing is also a kind of reflection of his end-goal desire, how envy demons already have those freaky hands, and it manifests as claws and is a much more aggressive, strength-augmenting manifestation (as opposed to manoeuvrability and speed-augmenting that spite’s wings give lucanis.) anyways that's what the diagram above is supposed to be (this is extremely hot to me)
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crispywaffles2 · 1 year ago
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hii, may I request macaque, wukong, and MK (seperately) x reader who likes to put ribbon bows on their tails? Thought it would be a cute idea ^_^
Hii!! Thank you so much for the request, this is such a cute thing to think about! I hope you enjoy! EDIT: I FORGOT TO WRITE MK IN THIS AS WELL, IM SO SORRY 😭
Macaque, Mk & Wukong With an S/O who likes to decorate their tails!
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Wukong:
Wukong is most certainly confused by your strange habit
If you were to ask him to put a ribbon or bow on his tail, he'd give you a strange look
"A bow? Well... uh, sure bud!"
It doesn't really match his whole "Great Sage Equal to Heaven" schtick in his opinion
What would formidable enemies think if he went into battle with a cutesy bow on his tail??
His monkeys most certainly make fun of him for it, much to his dismay
He wouldn't wear it if he was about to go into battle or leave his mountain at first, because if his monkeys make fun of it who knows who else will do the same?
Eventually he'll warm up to it
If you tie a little orange ribbon at the end of his tail trust and believe he will be working it with pride
"Oooh, I like this color! Goes well with my fur,"
He'd start longingly staring at the sweet ribbons you tie on his tail whenever you're not around and he misses you because they remind him of you
He'll start wearing them out in public with a bit less shame, happily flicking his tail in peoples faces
"Look! My partner gave it to me, isn't it so cute?"
And he'll start wearing them in battles too!
Having a little piece of you there with him gives him just a little bit of an extra boost and reminds him of all of the things he's fighting for
Now he likes to think they go well with his personality
"Great Sage Equal to Heaven" whos not afraid to have a bit of a cutesy accessory while he kicks butt
If you're more sneaky with their placement though, that's a whole other story
He's out enjoying a nice bowl of noodles with his favorite mentor, only mentor honestly, and he hears them chuckle and point at his tail while uttering the words "Nice bow Monkey Princess,"
His face goes bright red and he quickly curls his tail around his leg to hide the thoughtfully tied ribbon from view
"Yeah, so what?! Maybe I was just feelin' a bit more elegant today, you ever think about that?"
But as soon as he bids Mk adieu he's right at your doorstep with his arms crossed over his chest and a pout on his face
An embarrassed scolding is in order for you, that's for sure
"Hun, you know I love you, but you can't just tie ribbons on my tail like that! Do you have any idea how embarrassing it was when my mentor called me a princess?!"
Eventually he relents and you two end up in a hug, his go-to when reassuring you that he's not mad or he's sorry
"Just don't do it without telling me. Next time I could be faced with Macaque, and you know how he is."
All in all it takes him a bit of time to warm up to it, but after that he'll flaunt them, and you, with confidence
Macaque:
Macaque is a lot more reluctant than his sunny counterpart
He has a tough bad boy image to uphold, why on Earth would he let you bedazzle him with your silly ribbons and bows?
"A bow? No thanks darlin'."
It takes lots of begging and whining before he caves in, and even then he refuses to go out in them
You couldn't waterboard the information out of him, but when you finish carefully tying up the little red ribbon on the end of his tail he's in love
It goes well with his cape and adds a sort of air of sophistication onto his overall demeanor
It's probably just the inner drama queen in him speaking but it makes him feel weirdly fancy and extravagant
But again, he's not going to tell you that
He won't protest as much when you tie them on
Will suggest different colors and ways to tie the ribbons
"Why don't we try purple this time? No it's not because I care about what it looks like- it was just a suggestion!"
Sometimes he tries to put them on himself because he's embarrassed to ask you, but he quickly figured out that he cannot tie bows for the life of him
And even if he learns, they're just not the same as yours
He will eventually come around to the idea of wearing them in public
He keeps his ribbon clad tail hidden beneath his cape most of the time unless he's feeling particularly confident or he wants to show it off on purpose
If anyone has the gall to try and make fun of it he's quick to shoot them down
"Yeah I have a bow on my tail, my partner gave it to me. Aww, don't tell me you don't have a partner of your own? Is that why you think you're funny? Because you don't have anyone at home to tell you you're not?"
He warms up to the idea so much that he begins to regularly ask you to decorate his tail with multiple bows and ribbons
One time, as a silly joke, you tied a particularly big red bow at the base of his tail and jokingly told him he looked like a show cat
It was a funny joke, but Macaque really really liked it
So much so that he wore it regularly, asking you to tie it on for him every time he went out
If you were to be sneaky and tie it on his tail without him knowing well..
He's actually not that upset
He's hanging out with Mei, probably the one he likes and relates to the most out of everyone, when she giggles and points at his tail, calling him 'coquette' or something
He's not sure what that term means, but he does find the fact that a little pink bow being tied on his tail without his knowledge to be amusing
Just for funsies he keeps it on all day
If and when he decides to go visit the culprit, which he knows is you, he playfully chides you
"Alright sugarplum, you know I have an image to uphold! You can't just slip little pretty pink bows on my tail without my permission!"
Once you two have had a good laugh he just chuckles and presses a kiss to your forehead
All in all he really likes the bows that you decorate him with and takes it as a sign of affection, but it takes a long time for him to be open about it
Mk:
Mk in his monkey form is certainly.. something
He can't quite control himself in that form yet, but that isn't to say that he's constantly violent
He just doesn't know his own strength
With his monkey form more stern and serious, he doesn't hold back, he's blunt
And, completely unrelated, his voice is like two octaves deeper
He's scared he might hurt you, or the people he cares about, so he rarely ever uses it unless he's in battle or training
In hopes of making him more comfortable and as a way of letting him know that you're okay with this side of himself, you began tying bows on the end of his tail
He's not sure how to feel about the idea at first
"Tying.. bows? Sure, I guess.."
He doesn't know if you don't take him seriously or if you're just trying to be sweet
He's still getting used to having a tail, so sometimes it gets caught on things, which will occasionally lead to your ribbons getting torn
It makes him feel horrible for some reason, and he's always presenting the torn fabric to you like it's the remains of a dead soldier or something
"I'm so sorry. It was an accident, I promise,"
He's not against wearing them out in public (not that he ever goes in public with his monkey form)
If it's after a battle and someone were to say anything about his bow he'd hardly care
"Looks like we got a funny guy over here everyone!"
And everyone in the vicinity glares at them
Much like his mentor, he slowly starts seeing the bows less as just some silly accessory on his tail and more as a subtle reminder of you
Whenever he's in his monkey form he makes sure to come to you for a bow
"I'm feeling kinda red-ish today, what do you think?"
Your plan works, and he starts feeling better about his over powered simian side
You love him no matter what, freakishly strong or just a silly delivery boy, and the bows are just a testament to that
All in all, he finds them adorable, and what they represent fuel him to fully embrace this side of himself in order to protect the people he cares about
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traitorousfruit · 5 months ago
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"Sliver of Freedom"
(Copy and paste it for the most part, have my mostly word vomit about an Au)
I only have it rough in my mind, but
I think it started like with, reagents doing a lot worse in trials, them not seeing the point of leaving the place, why? They got everything they need, food, a roof over their head etc.
Same with the Pa's kinda, like, yeah they can kill and do other things without consequences, but it's not the same, y'know?
So, easterman comes up with this special trial, Pa's and reagents have to work together for a trial, what do they get out of that? They get to experience "freedom" they are allowed to go outside of the facilities for a few days, have a change of scenery, do things they couldn't do in the sleep rooms etc. Of course they'll be heavily supervised to make sure nothing happens/they don't escape.
Like honestly, if I were to be stuck in the facility, and be promised to go outside for even just a few hours, I'd totally work together with the people that keep trying to kill me, just to get that little bit of freedom back, it would also give me that boost to keep doing trials (I thought that you'd have to do one trial with each PA before you could do the co-op trial with one of them) and hope that one day I could actually get out of there alive, I'd definitely do better in the trials and work a lot more
Same with the PA'S if they successfully work together with the reagents and don't kill/harm them they also get to go outside, most they can do is maybe two days and one night, again, heavily supervised so they can't start shit outside
But it would also give them that boost to do better in the trials, anything to just experience that little bit of "freedom" one more time
And based on how well each PA works with a reagent, and vice versa, they might get more time outside, like, yeah, they can just ignore each other, and get that certain time outside, but they could also *help* each other out and get extra "freedom" time
Lets say that ex pops also attack the Pa's in those trials, so, if the reagents help them if they attacked they get extra time, and it's the same way the other way around.
Now, of course they can hurt each other, you know, the muscle memory from throwing shit at the PA'S is still there after all, but unlike the PA'S, the reagents can't kill them.
That's another thing, if they finish the Trial after having successfully completed everything, but the PA'S decide to kill their assigned reagent at the last minute, right before they get into the shuttle, they get demoted (this will play into the swap/reverse!au that im tweaking a little bit as of right now) to Reagents themselves.
"You have no respect for your colleagues. We will put you in their shoes so you can see what it's like to become vulnerable to your surroundings and it's occupants."
Big thanks to @wendigoruble for helping me with this and the reverse/swap!au thing!
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matthewsbaby · 1 year ago
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The worst he could say
⋅ ─ in which she confess her feelings to her long time crush, only to find out he likes someone else
Matt Sturniolo x Fem Reader
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Matt and y/n were currently working on a school project at her house.
“How’s the research going?” Matt asks while typing away at his computer. “I found a few websites but I don’t trust the— y/n?”
She snaps out of her longing gaze of admiring the brunette boy. “Oh— yes?”
He gives her a look. “Did you find anything?” His tone was soft when speaking to the girl, making her heart flutter in madness.
Right, the project!
“Yeah here,” she scoots closer, giving him a view of her laptop screen. She uses this as an excuse to sit closer to him. “These good?” She asks.
Matt leans closer to get a better look, oblivious to the blushing girl right next to him. “Yeah,” he chuckles, “Nice job y/n these are way better than the ones I found.”
She smiles giddily at his praise, returning back to her spot on the couch.
After working for what had seemed to be a couple minutes, y/n let out a yawn. Matt faced her, “we can continue tomorrow if you want, we don’t have to rush ourselves—“ He spoke as he shuffled his pile notes into a clean stack and starts throwing them into his backpack
Y/n’s eyes widen with a frown. She didn’t want him to leave. “No! I’m not tired like sleepy. I’m just tired of working on the project.”
“Oh.” He says.
With a sudden boost of confidence she decided to ask, “do you wanna watch a movie?”
Matt thinks for a second. “Uh, sure. Let me just text my brothers and tell them that I’ll be home late.” Matt pulls out his phone.
Y/n’s heart fills with joy and she quickly runs to her room to grab a few extra blankets before returning to the living room.
Matt gives her a small smile as the duo got comfortable on the couch. Y/n settles on the movie “10 Things I hate about you.”
Around 20 minutes in y/n lets out a yawn and subtly leans her head on Matt’s shoulder, making the boy tense before leaning into her embrace. Her heart fluttered at his movements, and more so when he placed his arm around her shoulder.
Halfway through the movie she felt nothing but comfort in his arms, not wanting the moment to end.
She felt a small vibration on her lap and pulled out her phone, pressing on the text she had gotten from her bestfriend Tara.
Tara: YOURE WITH MATT RN???? WATCHING A MOVIE??? AND I FIND OUT FROM NICK?
Y/N: it’s not like anything crazy is happening.. we’re just cuddling
Tara: “Just cuddling” MHM
TELL HIM HOW U FEEL ALREADY
Y/N: ABSOLUTELY NOT
IM SCARED T
Tara: hey, the worst he could say is no
Y/n set her phone down with a sluggish smile. Tara was right. The worst he could say is no. She was already in his arms, so that must mean he likes her back right?
The movie was coming to an end. Y/n and Matt slowly found themselves drifting off into a slumber.
It’s now or never, y/n thought to herself.
“Matt?” She mumbles, looking up to meet his heavy eyes.
“Hmm?” He replies tiredly, giving her that soft stare that made her stomach flutter.
“I— can I tell you something?” She mentally curses at herself for stuttering, now propping herself up.
He answers with a nod, making her go on “Well,” she swallows, “I’m just gonna go right on and say it— I like you, Matt. I’ve liked you ever since the day Nick introduced us to eachother, I just—“ she stops her words to look at Matt who only stayed stunned in silence. “I like you.”
He stared at her, trying to process the words that came out of her mouth.
No, no, no. Y/n thought.
If there’s anything she knew about love confessions, it was that silence is never a good sign.
She took a deep breath. “Please say something.” She mutters, trying to meet his eyes but Matt only looked away.
“I— uhm.” He scratches the back of his head.
She fidgets with her sweaty hands, waiting for him to say something— anything.
“You’re a pretty girl… and you’re sweet and— and I’m sorry but I can’t.”
There it was. Those words alone were just enough to slice through y/ns heart. “But I thought—“
“I like someone else.” He blurts in almost a whisper. Y/ns breath hitched for a moment, and her stomach churns in heartbreak. For the first time, she was speechless.
What did Tara say?
“The worst he could say is no”?
Yeah, fuck that.
“I’m sorry if it felt like I was giving you the wrong impression, I really am. I— you deserve the world and I can’t give that to you if I’m in love with someone else—“
“Just stop.” Y/n sniffles, getting off the couch. “I think its best if you go.”
Matt nods, avoiding her gaze as he grabs his backpack, taking one last glance at the girl before leaving out the front door.
That was when y/n broke.
He loved another.
He loved someone.
And that someone wasn’t her.
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LMFOAOOOOAOOAOAOAO
God help us all I’m never writing again I’m done it’s over this is the end
I dedicate this to Bubs @mutualsafe
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wolfofcelestia · 7 months ago
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hi I’m hoping you can help me with protocore leveling. I’m not good with protocores so im mostly seeking out from experts on twitter and I’m mostly fighting with Foreseer. One thing I’ve been advised to do is to level up DEF, but how exactly do you do that. Is it a main attribute on one core i have to level up or do I have to level up all my protocores that have DEF as an attribute (regardless if it’s main or sub)
Ok so I feel like I need to preface my answer with the fact that this is going to be very biased against defensive play
I will talk about my own personal experiences with Foreseer and give you recommendations based on that, but take what I say with a grain of salt and make the decision that is right for you
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The reason why people level DEF cores for Foreseer is because his attacks are boosted by DEF
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THAT BEING SAID, I never built him defensively LOL
I am very attack-orientated player, both here and in every game I've ever played, especially considering we're always fighting against the clock here. So prioritizing defense instead of attack goes against every fiber in my body
Another reason why I didn't build Foreseer's DEF cores is because MOST other companions rely on ATK for extra boosts. So if you're using Foreseer for 90% of your battles, then yes, it might be something to consider building cores just for him. But since stamina is limited, you'll need to decide for yourself if it's worth it
To me, Foreseer isn't worth it. But that's because I have Master of Fate. Even before I got MoF, I was running Foreseer on ATK cores and didn't run into very many issues. However, when MoF came around, those issues were very easily shredded, so my Foreseer may have suffered from the lack of the boost that a DEF build would've given him
So if you don't have MoF, building Foreseer to be an optimal dps unit is possible, but it's going to be a lot of work, and you're going to be locking yourself into a Foreseer-only account until you can gather more resources to build up ATK for other companions as well
If you are determined to use Foreseer in most of your battles, then here's how I would approach building him.
How I choose cores
If I'm looking for a specific stat that I want the core to specialize in, I look for it in both the main stat and two sub stats
In this case, if I'm looking for DEF specialty cores, I'm looking for:
DEF main stat
Raw DEF sub stat
DEF BONUS sub stat
I don't have an example of this particular core, so just pretend this diamond core has a DEF main stat:
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Having both DEF and DEF BONUS is preferable than just having one of them, but depending on your luck, you might just have to make do with one
I also recommend keeping an eye out for ATK sub stats so that you're not completely missing out on your base ATK. Foreseer's attack still depends on your ATK stat as well, so be sure not to neglect it
The minimalist DEF build
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Since Foreseer's two solar cards have DEF talent, start your focus here
Diamond core:
Main stat is always HP
Look for DEF sub stats first, offensive sub stats (mainly ATK and CRIT) second
Cube core:
Main stat will vary.
If you want to use this core for other companions, I recommend ATK
If you want to go all out on building Foreseer to the best he can be, I recommend DEF
Look for DEF sub stats first, offensive sub stats second
This is where I would stop if I were building a defensive party for Foreseer tbh. But if you want to commit 100% to him, you can continue building DEF cores with your other cards as well
Full DEF build
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Now that you've got DEF cores on Foreseer's cards, it's time to look for cores to put on your lunar cards. Keep note of each card's talents. If you have an ATK talent card, make sure to put your strongest ATK cores on them. I wouldn't bother with HP talent though, especially when you're already focusing on DEF for Foreseer. Still, if you have HP sub stats, put them on your HP talent cards
Spiky ball core:
Main stat will always be ATK
If you want to load up on DEF, look for DEF sub stats first, offensive stats second
If you want to take advantage of an ATK card's talent, look for ATK first, DEF second
Pyramid core:
Main stat will vary
Keep in mind that you need a healthy ATK and CRIT stat for your overall party as well. Depending on your sub stats, I recommend 2 CRIT RATE and 1 CRIT DMG cores
If you have ATK talent cards, focus your main stat on ATK
For all other cards, focus on DEF main stat
For sub stats, ATK/DEF first, CRIT second
Final thoughts
Again, this is just what I would do, and I'm basing this on my experience with building HP cores for Dragon Sylus since I've never built Foreseer
Foreseer is a defensive companion that focuses on AOE damage, so he strikes me as the companion you'd bring to stages where there are multiple enemies that hit very hard
I've finished Zayne's orbit and so far, we haven't needed this type of specialty playstyle, but that may change in the future. I've also heard of people with crazy DEF builds that make Foreseer a powerhouse, so you may have more success with him than I did. He just doesn't click with my playstyle
It even pains me to build HP cores for Dragon Sylus, but because HP plays a huge role in how he performs and because he is mainly a DPS unit, I'm more willing to give him what he wants
I do hope that in the future, we get more stages that call for different playstyles to make Foreseer more relevant and able to stand side by side with Master of Fate though
But for now, how committed you want to be to Foreseer's DEF build is up to you. Just be sure to test how he performs before making any changes or fully committing to DEF, so you can see if you really need it or if you can give some of your resources to ATK and CRIT
I think this is all I have to say about building DEF cores for Foreseer, but if I missed something, feel free to send an ask!
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youremyheaven · 1 year ago
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I’m a Chitra girly. I’ve been a virgin for 22 years. (All my life basically) I do have urges where I wouldn’t mind having one-night stands, but I want it to be with someone I trust for my first experience. Although, I’m kinda over it now because I just wanna experience s*x. I’m getting older!! 😫 Also… I wouldn’t mind using my body to get what I want, but I obviously never done that. (yet 😜) It’s just a thought, like for example I rather have s*x with a sugar daddy or a ceo to boost my career instead of having s*x with a flop ass dude. My mentality is that instead of giving myself for a “normal” dude, I rather just use my sexuality for my benefit. Like, women get slut-shamed for using their sexuality to get where they are. Like don’t hate the player, hate the game.
i feel like a lot of Martian women think this way. they either hate men and sex or they use it to their advantage.
so many women famous for their sex appeal (Marilyn Monroe, Brooke Shields, Adriana Lima, Denise Richards) have Mars ruled naks but they've either avoided men and used their sex appeal to their advantage or really suffered in love and romance.
even though you say you wouldn't mind sleeping your way to the top, I feel like Mars women are better at seeming sexually enticing than actually sleeping around to get their way, yk?? everybody wants them but no one can have them type stuff?
the reality is that life is not a movie and men in powerful positions are often complete assholes. if things were so simple, then we'd surely have more women making $$$ and being girlbosses but that isn't the case. things seldom go well for women who choose this option bc at the end of the day sleeping with rich assholes is 100x harder than actually doing the work you need to get ahead. everybody is all about casual sex and using their body to make moves until they've been treated like scum by some asshole who uses them and is left in the dust. bc trust me, rich men will treat you like you're a cum dumpster
ill say this again and again, casual sex is a myth. there is nothing cAsuAL about this arrangement. men want a sex doll and a babysitter who will do all the things expected of a girlfriend without returning anything. its literally just a way for them to use women and get away with it as you cant be the bad guy if you aren't even in a relationship. dating apps and porn have ruined the game.
the biggest flaw in the way Mars women think is this tendency to believe that they have no emotional attachment to sex so it doesnt mean anything to them if they can just bang someone for the heck of it. BBG ITS A JUNGLE OUT THERE,,, the most worthless you will feel is when you realise how little you mean, sexually or otherwise to someone. you may not be emotionally attached to sex but you will suffer emotionally from disrespect you endure.
i dont mean to sound like im from the 1950s or anything but trust me, if a man is only attracted to you sexually, he will immediately lose interest in you once you bang. and those monkey brained assholes are def the ones who dont deserve to experience your body. pussy trapping a guy into being with you is a delusional lie.
edit: since you're a virgin you should be extra careful bc men go ape for virgins 😶‍🌫️ but tbh some guys won't fck with you bc it's too much responsibility as men often think women fall in love with their "first" (there is some truth to this tbh)
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zens-time · 1 year ago
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sukuna is a superfauna
jjk manga spoilers Ngl
Note: superfauna is the biological term for fauna (animals) that have grown extremely large in their given environment
im not fully read up on the manga + I'm not sure how sukuna changed from megkuna to true form so give me some leeway.
We know:
True form sukuna is huge as hell
sukuna is the "king" of curses
Sukuna was a cannibal with uruame as his chef
He believes those with heavenly restrictions are the "true" meat of jujutsu, whereas the cursed energy is the "skin and bone"
Dismantle, Cleave, Fire Arrow, etc are PARTS of his technique, not his ACTUAL technique
A lot of his quips and parts of his technique deal with cooking
When yuji eats sukuna's fingers, he gets the power of sukuna (to an extent)
When geto eats cursed spirits, he gets their attacks and can manipulate them
What's been theorized:
His ACTUAL technique is a shrine, a storage of sorts. (Think of a Minecraft inventory)
what I theorize:
Because of his consumption of people, potentially sorcerers and heavenly restricted, it's boosted his growth to such an extent he either: a) gained cursed techniques and got his extra arms + mouth or b) just the techniques and growth
Thanks for watching 👍
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alienaiver · 1 year ago
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Behind the scenes
the lovely @dira333 tagged me in this and its sooo fun!! the questions are so amazing and id like to give it my best with some in depth answers, since learning these facts about one of my favorite writers here was so fun !!!!! behind the scenes of writing is so good to share!!
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Started writing: i think ive always been writing. i remember when we used to have one computer for the entire family in the early 00's and had little screentime, i set alarms to 4-5am (with no concept of what that Would Do To Me emotionally without sleep LMAO) JUST to get some time to write in peace. my first fanfictions i published was on a homemade forum page with a friend when i was 11!
Started blogging: ive had my tumblr since 2009-ish where ive been a rp'er over multiple times and published d gray man and no. 6 fanfictions in 2011-12ish. i was also active on livejournal before i found fanfiction.net !! but this specific blog was made in may 2021!!! the reader inserts came then :3
Followers: i actually JUST hit 300 two days ago!!! which is very exciting. i dont always look at the number, since it doesnt necessarily correlate with engangement, but its fun to see the uptick!!
Communication: i genuinely love love LOVE the social part of social media, and communications so important to me. theres nothing better than reblogs with comments you can bounce off of, asks, dm's and all that! sadly, my disability makes it so hard for me to have continuous contact and im 90% of the time the one to drop the ball when it comes to replying :(( thats why its extra important to me/special with the mutuals who keeps reaching out and dont have the same social expectations about replying. even if im unable to reply the day that i receive the message, it still brings great joy seeing the notif!
Likes: i dont mind them! generally its not that important to me whether or not my followers interact a lot. a like still means the world to me. of course a reblog is much better and engages so much more (+ boosts me!!), but theyre good for my soul, too!
Requests: i get very few requests :( i think i like them, but i havent gotten enough to actually get a feel on whether or not it kills my writing spirit? generally i get very excited to be able to deliver something and it gets me up from the bed to write, but i sometimes fear im not providing what they wanted! its anxiety-inducing in some ways, but i love a good little writing challenge !!
Writing: i loove love love love writing for hours at a time, hyperfixating on it. sadly, my cat snøfle is Very Jealous of both my laptop and pc. giving him a substitution sadly doesnt help</3 so my writing is often limited to specific times of day, and when he gets tired of my keyboard clack-clack-clacking, its time to put on some one piece while he naps on me! i wish i could write more works or just scenes on my phone, but it hurts my hands So Much, so i only write small one shots when im heavily inspired but snøfles in A Mood!!
genre wise im a fluffy type. maybe some hurt/comfort but always leaning towards comfort. id like to write more disability fics to spread both awareness and visibility, but i sometimes struggle with putting in my own disabilities and not make them too personal or too detailed for others to not relate. its an overthinking problem, so i often procrastinate writing them., bcos i fear itll be too niche! but i always get positive feedback (excpet for that one time with inked coffee lmao) so im not sure whats holding me back!!!
i always listen to music when i write, and it differs a lot. when i wrote the star and the earth i listened to a lot of medieval-inspired music, and made a specific playlist for that. but when i write on my modern au's or canon compliant bnha/haikyuu, anything goes!
i love putting in 'boring' every day stuff into my fics, or small scenes that dont necessarily advance the plot but just gives a feel of the characters.
speaking of snøfle ^ i am no longer allowed to write for the evening.... so ill start some apothecary diaries and enjoy a cold soda on this hot and humid evening !!! mwuah mwuah if u read this far thank you, and i love you. i love all of you <3333
no pressure tags as always but would love to hear the answers and get to know u all! @cup-of-fluff @true-deru @mirandabarma @illuminiscentboba @tetsuskei @threadbaresweater @krystalgaia @petriquors @ktsumu @moonbeamwritings @ohtokki
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wtfgaylittlezooid · 1 year ago
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(anon playing through bug fables) You uh. You got any tips for the BeeBot fight? It is quite thoroughly kicking my ass, ive lost to it five times in a row already. I got it down to 1hp last time but i got super unlucky and it targeted Vi instead of my two downed teamates with every attack. Also is there a way to skip the cutscene? Ive had to sit through it again every time ive lost. And at what point in the game do i get to hit mothvia with a car. Despite my unending skill issue though im having loads of fun, ty for getting me into the game :]
Have a wonderful day!
Heavy throw medal is really good, I can’t remember if you can get it or not yet. I HIGHLY reccomend doing as many side quests as you can as they can give you pretty decent rewards
It tends to be pretty resistant to most things, but freezing it can buy you time to heal and attacking it frozen does an extra point of damage
Hurricane Toss is also REALLY good for the fight as it ignores a point of defense, and if you want to get the attention off of Vi you can’t taunt with Kabbu and either give him something to raise his defense or bubble shield him w/ Leif! If you have Favorite One on Kabbu too and do that it boosts both Leif and Vi’s attacks
Not sure if you can skip the cutscene though
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k423s · 10 months ago
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hi! sorry this isnt an ask for your main (im shy) but i wanted to spotlight a campaign but im not exactly sure how? as in, do i just place it in my pinned and rb the fundraiser link often? also, would you happen to know any fundraisers that are not yet spotlighted, so that i can give one of them a boost? thanks :)
hi sorry i turned off anons to prioritize fundraisers there!
there’s no real tutorial on how to spotlight a fundraiser but what many of my friends and i have been doing is basically:
choosing a fundraiser, making posts about it detailing any important information (the vetting, the amount of money, what the family is going through, how many people the fundraiser will fund, what the funds will be allocated towards, whether or not there’s any raffles with the fundraiser), and either reblogging the post(s) with updates every few hours or making new posts about the fundraiser every few hours. we also use the queue features for hours when we’re not online which can be helpful.
if you have the capability to, i recommend actively reblogging with updates and using the queue since i’ve noticed that it tends to help more since you’re reblogging it more constantly.
most of the time my friends will keep the same post for a few days and then when it stops gaining traction, switch to making a new post. if we’ll campaigning for a fundraiser that’s being spotlighted /featured on another blog, we’ll also add on to that post with any updates we see fit. this includes blogs from palestinians!!
don’t be afraid to tag people!!!! especially if they tag you! they most likely won’t mind being tagged :) of course please don’t tag palestinians with their own campaigns tagging you when the campaign your spotlighting has nothing to do with them but fjhdjdhs. i personally encourage tagging me (preferably through my main).
length of post is difficult to determine because unfortunately people will scroll past it if it’s too long. i like to keep mine as concise as possible but i’ve seen many successful spotlighted campaigns with long posts detailing life before this nakba and introducing the family members. i personally think the most important thing is to keep the vetting and fundraiser at the top of the post so it’s one of the first things people see.
now some warnings. i’m sure you’ve already considered some of these but just in case:
there may be accounts from assholes who will reply to your posts and accuse you of being a scammer or just say awful racist shit. i haven’t seen the sock puppet accounts in a while but there’s definitely still people convinced gaza’s fundraisers are a scam.
if the person you are spotlighting has a tumblr account, they may be terminated or shadowbanned. you’ll know if you can’t message them, find their blog through tumblr search, or see them in any notifications. shadowbanning in particular can be really shitty for palestinians because it prevents their posts from being as visible as possible. you’ll have to put extra care into these.
you may get an influx of asks from palestinians if you have your inbox open. you’ll have to check and see if the accounts are vetted anywhere by going through the notes of their posts and searching their url into tumblr search (make sure to check the link on any spreadsheet to ensure that they match the link on the blog) and whether or not their photos aren’t taken from the internet (via reverse google images/tineye). i also try to make it clear as to whether or not someone is vetted. ex: if a fundraiser i’m reblogging hasn’t been vetted yet i’ll tag that information. if i’m adding an addition to the post, i’ll put the fact that it has yet to be vetted in the reblog.
you may also get an influx of mentions/replies from other blogs spotlighting/featuring fundraisers. again, you’ll have to check the verifications for these/RiS etc. sometimes you will get invisible asks because these blogs have been shadowbanned.
please focus your attention on a limited amount of fundraisers. it’s awful having to make the decision but it also means you won’t get overwhelmed as easily. limiting the amount of spotlighted fundraisers will also mean more traction to the fundraisers.
there will be graphic images sometimes. hearing these accounts is horrifying and can be emotionally taxing especially because you know you’re often only being told this because of people’s apathy towards palestinians. they need people to care for them. it’s horrifying the lengths they have to go through to get there but it’s unfortunately necessary. please don’t hold ill will against them for it.
and off there are many fundraisers in need of boosts and spotlighting ones being spotlighted never hurt but if you’re looking for ones that aren’t being spotlighted: a while back northgazaupdates asked if a bunch of people if they had any capability to make a post about suad (@/khaled-mother) who has been vetted by nabulsi here. from what i can tell there’s been a few posts but i don’t believe there’s anyone actively spotlighting her campaign. @/amjadshiltawu has also been on my watch list for when one of the campaigns i’m monitoring has been finished. his blog has been shadowbanned and as a result, his campaign is slowing. even prior to this, his campaign was rather slow. i don’t think there’s anyone actively spotlighting his campaign other than manually checking his blog and adding updates to his posts that way.
if you want to give a boost to one that most likely doesn’t have any traction, your best bet will be to check either the operation olive branch spreadsheet or the vetted fundraiser spreadsheet by el-shab-hussein and nabulsi. the OOB spreadsheet in particular has several in need of attention, especially since there’s very few people on tumblr who go to that masterlist for fundraisers to spotlight.
ty for your interest and ty for the ask :) <3 please let me know if you have any other questions/concerns. obviously please take my words as more of a suggestion than a full on guide. no one’s an expert at this and there’s both plenty of room for mistakes and growth. we’re all just trying our best to help and believe me, this is helping.
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softness-and-shattering · 1 year ago
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Just for a small example about how posting online isnt activism. This is my personal experience.
I started a gofundme a while back to fund top surgery and help with poverty. I dont share it here bc theres too much personal info for my tumblr account. Not the important part.
The important part is this. People everywhere were happy, thrilled even to share the link. I was on a few different platforms then and people would share and boost and hundreds of people would see. If I was lucky a few people might give me $10 each. The people who sent me money were all already my friends, and plenty said $10 here and there it was all appreciated, and sometimes someone was putting away a percentage for tzedakah or they'd been gifted money they didnt need and they would send some my way. And tbh that money more or less saved my life more than once, and Im not talking about surgery.
All those people who shared the link, ok some of them, were convinced they were Doing An Activism and Being Trans Allies, and here's the important part, only people who donated actually helped me, and the vast majority of donaters were people I already knew. Those hundreds to thousands of shares got me probably less than $100 total. Dont get me wrong Im not ungrateful. Im saying that its ineffective.
I also know some people survive off begging for help here on tumblr and I dont know what their experiences are re shares vs donations.
But my point is that, Im not super well read, but Im pretty sure this is the exact reason we have a word for praxis. Its not just doing things. Its taking literal action that makes a real measurable difference. That might be sending emails to people in power, or visiting your grandmother, or picking up litter. What its not is arguing with people online and stressing yourself to pieces with traumatic news from all over the world in a constant feed. Guilt is not praxis. Guilting other people into pain and stress is not praxis. Literally go take a nap and have some decent to eat so that you'll have energy and capacity to do real good. Youre not Katniss, nobody really can be. You cant yourself overthrow a government or tear down society, but you can build and keep rebuilding society into what you want it to be. Thats how change is made. One tiny little action and decision at a time. As close to home as possible. Dont worry about far off war and the politics of celebrities you will never meet. Worry about your own house your own neighbourhood your own town. Save yourself first and work outwards. Live in hope and action, not despair.
And if youre too young or too disabled etc, start with just looking after yourself. Lower your sources of stress. Rest. Let yourself just be. Its ok if the person youre saving is yourself, its just as noble as saving a stranger. You dont have to shoulder all the worlds ills, make sure you can carry your own struggled before adding extra.
I feel like. Part of the reason we're seeing hot takes like "video games like Stardew Valley are bourgeoisie and you should feel bad for playing them" and "if any actor in a TV show even hints at supporting any part of Israel then we need to boycott that entire show" and stuff like that is.
Online activism does virtually nothing. It does virtually nothing, guys. You can reblog and repost stuff all day and it does nothing. And so there's this desperate need in people's minds to Do Something, but social media platforms have so thoroughly trapped us into the idea that This Is How You Connect With People, that we think blogging = activism.
But nothing we've reblogged thus far has made a significant difference in the world. So we keep reblogging, desperately, convinced that if we root out the real evil in our media consumption or if we pare down our beliefs to the One True Ideal and force everyone around us to share that ideal, then finally Something Will Change For The Better.
Log off. Go give blood; there's a critical shortage right now. Help someone in your community; it might not fix wars that are thousands of miles away but it'll help that person. Call or email your local representative about issues that matter to you. Fucking vote. Do something in the not-online space. It'll matter more than 100 posts in a row about Important Things.
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starscreamirlofficial · 1 year ago
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working 40 hrs next week :( at least my boss doesnt have me OCing at all but wahhhh im supposed to be part time :( AND its boost week tomorrow??? wails. grad season + boost week ??? hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell whatever im just gonna have to dissociate extra hard through this just like i do every rough shift 💀 and maybe beg my boss to come in earlier on the busier days she has me opening bcz i am NOT good at multitasking yet 💀 esp on days i gotta put the truck away guh she better not get mad at me for not having the truck put away quickly bcz i know damn well i wont be able to. also rlly anxious bcz she has me closing one day by myself but. i never actually had actual training to close <:) like i had a few walkthroughs over the phone for some stuff but never actual in person training. like i know how to clean the store but the management side of things i only have a vague idea of. which isnt ideal bcz as a closing manager you gotta handle a lot of money related tasks <:) already fucked up once on my first day closing alone and didnt give two drivers their mileage money by accident (didnt understand how the checkout process works) and also left shit in the makeline which also rlly isnt good. guh this week is gonna be Hell i gotta make sure i stay on top of my meds
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thoughtcock · 1 year ago
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self manifestations for 2023/24 (progress)
[X] rent an better actual apartment, by myself or with someone else: I am currently here now :) sitting by myself in the comfort of my living room, while listening to lofi music on youtube as background. And boy, what an amazing feeling it is. it is merely just over 400 sq ft, a small size by most standards. yet its just enough for me and the bf who comes over.
I used to feel like I don't do well in the ordinary, life had to always be happening or I have to be on some unconventional route (i mean it kinda is but still) to be happy or whatever. But lately, I really do appreciate the peace and the ordinaryness. I now romanticise the chill/hiding away to my safe space. I love doing my silly little home decorating and just feeling present at this apartment. my safe space.
I gradually became a much more neater and organised person. seriously, i started making my own bed more regularly and you could point a gun at me and i would find it so pointless to do it. its just going tog et messy again so who cares? but now.... i see why people do it.
i thought me being messy was just a personality trait of mine and i hoped people around me will accept it. but i dont know... i guess there's this new-found form of respect i have for my space now, and keeping it tidy just makes it so much more pleasant for me. the only issue with that is i spend significantly more time tidying, and my boyfriend still hasnt caught up to speed yet.
But still... I finally get ikea catalogues and how they are always selling this idea of a beautiful home enriching your life. because its true. and i get why people buy picture frames and decorative tissue boxes and carpets and all. to make a space much cozier, which in turn makes u happier and more at peace. And I get why people buy extra practical things like a water filter, storage space for your appliances, a speaker, a standing desk. because why wouldnt you? it boosts your quality of life in different ways.
Yes, its not cheap to rent, but damn I would rather pay with money than with my mental health. for seven years i've lived with the bare minimum. mostly stuck to buying necessary stuff for my home, or barely buying anything at all for fear it will eat up the little space i was allocated to. and now to have the space(!!) and options to buy something just for the aesthetics is suddenly new to me again. for 8 years i've been living in cramped dorms/subdivided rooms/flat share. i am so grateful and i cant wait to make more and get an even bigger space maybe (i still wish for a bigger kitchen, and an actual designated to hang clothes without taking over the living room space).
In the meantime maybe i can start thinking about owning a home. though i still dont feel ready, need to save more haha
[ ] get my first tattoo: still in the works. all the artists i like are either based far away, or i am still undecided and frankly procrastinating. slighly worrying about the fallout with the mother. also there is a bit of inertia to just fuck it and out trust in an artist for a tattoo that im not sure of yet.
[ ] adopt a cat: unlike getting a tattoo, i dont think i can just bite the bullet and bring an animal to my life full-time. since having a family dog, i realised how important it is to consider how I really have to be responsible for a pet. And making space for said pet in your life. my family dog came to us in a "yolo" way of sorts, and while he is amazingggggg, i know if it were up to me i'll do so much more to give him a better life. and so, i would like to carefully consider everything before fostering one. and also because my new apartment is so great as it is, how can an animal live in it well without destroying the space i worked so hard for?
[X] adapt well in new job: giving this an X because so far i've performed better than how i did in my first year. but there's a lot of self-pressure and probably managerial pressure to step up and do even more, learn even more etc. tbh sometimes it feels like my brain is swimming from all these new things i've learnt or am expected to learn. i dont want to disappoint people, but i am also trying to give myself the space/patience to improve and be better. after all im paid much better to live in this nice apartment.
[X] buy fancy decorative stuff for said new apartment (eg. plates, candles, artsy fartsy stuff)
[ ] be reading more: definitely falling back on reading... sometimes its hard to get the attention span to do so. i've been told i should get back on self-help books. so far i've read more autobiographies. there are some books i own that take me back to chaotic times (Eg. 2019) and i'm sure if i even want to touch them for fear of bringing up not so great memories and how this city is quietly turning to shits. well at least i have my nice place as it turns to shit... privilege much?
[ ] continue to choose myself: i feel like its a half-half on this...
[X] be okay with change: something i read recently is how because nothing last forever, its best to appreciate things are they are now before they are gone. the glass is already broken. impermanence makes things more beautiful.
[ ] have more reflective alone times: unfortunately not doing as much of that, but i hope that will change!!!! sometimes i live life on autopilot mode, and i could feel myself living in that mode for months since i've stopped going to therapy. autopilot mode isnt bad, but yeah i know i dont truly reflect on my feelings much if that is so. and i find my thoughts so muddled and messy at times. its like what the fuck do i want sometimes, why am i overthinking this and that, am i doing enough of this and that bla bla,,, but i dont know WHY im thinking like that. sometimes writing this in word vomit mode helps to rationalise and write out all the things in my head which is great... although i feel like a terrible writer because everything is so messy and word vomity
[X] solo travel (either a beach getaway or city gal holiday, or both): my first solo trip coming up soon! a beach getaway is something i always want to do. im not going to plan much or keep everything to a schedule, just see where this trip takes me. im hoping to just chill and be rejuvenated, and yes try to be more reflective
[ X] turn off my brain when work is over: a WIP but i would say i've gone heaps and bounds since leaving my last job. work stops at 6 and i try not to open my emails/messages, but i guess with more responsibilities sometimes i cant help it. but i can safely say i do have more time for other things without feeling like some manager will find me to settle a story or whatever. it feels nice to have no one bug u after work hours!!
[X] maintain close relationships with the people who matter: not sure whether to tick this since i've become a lot more introverted this year. i no longer do big parties or try to organise one anymore. in that sense i do feel more distant from people now, sometimes i dont even know who matters and who doesnt. but this time, i feel perfectly okay with it. i think its the new house effect, i just want to stay home all the time. maybe the person who matters most in my life is me, after all.
[X] restart seriously saving and investing again: getting paid more helps. though i do need to re-evaluate my investing choices. i jsut need to be careful about lifestyle inflation and balance things properly. i started budgeting again this months so hopefully i can stick to it.
[X] stay away from people with bad energy: its actually easier to do that when u have a significant other and u are okay to be alone. no longer interested in clubs or gettign fucked up, or getting on dating apps anymore.
-[X?] feel valued in a workplace/relationship: yes for work, thanks to great managers and great benefits. relationship, i would like to think my friends value me, and as for my boyfriend? i guess he does in his own ways, though i would like to feel more of it.
New goals:
learn diving
solo travel/travel to more unconventional places
romanticising life more
take a chill hobby like coloring
exercise at least 1x a week
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dayurno · 1 year ago
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yes yes!! all farm animals will eat grass as long as it isn’t raining and they have access :) also, you don’t have to buy hay either! as long as you cut the grass with your scythe it’ll automatically go into your silo. grass Used to die in the winter so running out would be a problem but it doesn’t w the new update i believe (just doesn’t grow more in winter) so it makes things a lot easier. very happy to help you bond with jeandreil. and cat kevin…… the black cat skin agh i Love him. if you aren’t filling his water bowl every day that’ll give you an extra boost of love too!! currently my farm is atrociously ugly and overgrown bc im busy romancing everyone so no judgment, but i have alex, sam, and haley at full hearts….. <3 and a couple other characters pretty close. maxing relationships is my top priority so im really good at curating gifts atp LMFAO
OF COURSE THE KEVIN DAY FAN IS MAXXING OUT ALEX AND HAELY. OH I'M SURE.
of course im filling kevins water bowl every day i love him........ mine is also so ugly even though i made a real effort for it not to be. pshaw! but it is what it is im busy and on the run when i have more money ill furnish it.................... im in winter now and my god is it kind of boring but its ok. lots of fishing done at least! i know i have to go mining but its really boring and i dont wanna....... :(
AND IM SO BAD AT CURATING GIFTS but thankfully penny is plenty easy to give gifts to so at least theres that..... do update me on ur farm and romantic situation when u can anon
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mmdesolate · 2 years ago
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Hiyah! Im so sorry for thisnbeing direct! 🥹🙏 please do give me a chance and read what im about to ask 😭
I urgently need some of your help, its for my little cat who needs urgent care :((( if you have an extra time please do check the post I pinned and kindly give it a boost or share to have more reach if possible, it would really mean the world to me and I will be forever grateful.. Please join me in praying the surgery will be successful and we can begin the road to recovery and healing. 🙏 please do send me a msg to reply as I would like to atleast thank you for giving me the opportunity! Have a wonderful day ❤️
Pretty sure this ask is a scam.
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