#that theyʻre not glaring at you ofc but like it makes me feel so seen and btw i hate it a lil bit in this context bc i makes me feel like
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was struck w the v real possibility that i may v well take note of romance songs for the lyrics instead of the musical bops alone this morning
#oh lord#this is better and worse than the <3? tag ish#rant bubbles#like i was v apathetic abt the <3? tag sitch but this one is the utter opposite in the best and worst ways. thereʻs actual nervousness at#this thing going wrong whereas the <3? i was fine with it falling flat. also i wouldnʻt know where to start in terms of ʻyeah we need to#hash out some stuff bc this is newʻ rn but w the <3? the sitch was mostly clear and i could almost treat it clinically but effectively#literally could not fall asleep in a way that was restful and i got up every three hours#like. itʻs better for me that theyʻre so open about the things that happened before so i can approach with mindfulness but iʻm not#so easily spurred into opening up. like iʻm real and blunt when its pertinent but i like to keep me close#(ʻbut fishy youʻre dumping hereʻ yeah yeah oscar wildeʻs ʻgive a man a maskʻ okay)#mmmm yk when you can tell theyʻve told their friends is when said friends see you and grin extra wide now and like its a good thing???#that theyʻre not glaring at you ofc but like it makes me feel so seen and btw i hate it a lil bit in this context bc i makes me feel like#they know so much more about whats going on than i do (which is fuck all bc Emotions Be Complicated)#also im a mess bc this guy i kinda donʻt know too much abt yet but i think is attractive said hi to me but he said ʻhello loveyʻ and--#and. and. abefkjnkreghknjowrbthj yk?? someone take the wheel. but i makes me remember to bring THAT up soon#not that imma go start two new relationships back to back but like itʻs still info that needs to be said#i am once again reminded that people exist and that so do i and itʻs. an Experience#+like. idk someone i can trust who knows both of us that i can tell. like iʻm saying it here & to my friends back home but itʻs diff yk
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