#that said. i do think he still gets a bit jealous skdflskd. less so when he gets older. teen bj was very snarky about it.
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She ain't got no money Her clothes are kinda funny Her hair is kinda wild and free Oh, but love grows Where my Rosemary goes And nobody knows like me
#bj dancing and singing in my headspace to this today lmao#he's a fall-in-love-and-enjoy-it-regardless-if-it's-requited-or-not mood today#i think that's something i like about him. ya he can get kinda melancholy about it not being returned (bc it would be nice) but overall he#really just. enjoys being in love with someone. that sort of wistfulness and flutter-in-his-chest sick-to-his-stomach-ness is...#...mm. it's like. feeling alive. hurting but in a nice way. a ''i will enjoy having you in my life for as long as you'll allow me'' way.#???? does that even make sense lmao#idk. he says he doesn't mind it. he appreciates the ability to feel it and to have people he *can* feel it toward. yk???#that said. i do think he still gets a bit jealous skdflskd. less so when he gets older. teen bj was very snarky about it.#adult bj has more control and lets go more easily. i think gannon was more complicated bc he *was* stringing bj along in a way.#and bj knew gannon had a thing for eddie despite.#anyway i'm talking too much. i want to be done with work and write.#from gutters and stars [aesthetic];#[music placeholder];#Spotify
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