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[labyrinthofcrystals]

drew goblin and wow I really lost the fucking plot with this AU huh

[lightlycareless]

Chapter 34 - thoughts.

Hello everyone! Welcome back to more shenanigans mwahhahahaha

I don't care how many times i've said it, this is one of my favorite chapters hehhee. And to get to write it around my birthday??? naaaa too much of a coincidence. (I thank god for it)

Anyways, as always, I do not recommend reading this post unless you've read the chapter (found over here)

Also, this is very candid, no proofreading beyond the basic, so excuse me if there are any mistakes hahaha.

Without any further a do, happy reading!

Let’s start by the fact that Naoya was getting his karma… kind of. I swear it makes sense, give me a sec.

This is in reference of the way he was forced to go on circles when trying to figure out what happened to the discs he gifted Y/N, a direct comparison to what Hinata had to do when getting his mission’s debrief or whatever; Even though it wasn’t as tedious and extensive as it was for her, it was satisfying to see him get a taste of his own medicine and his privilege nonexistent while at it.

It must’ve been very infuriating for him to see that once again, he’s irrelevant—the staff really couldn’t care less about his position (at least to not with the same urgency as they did before, enough to make them consider not do their job appropriately…) but also, wow. I can’t imagine how terrifying it must’ve been for Tatsuro’s friends to go along with what he and Mariya planned—I think if he hadn’t failed his exam and got his promotion, they wouldn’t even consider it.

Tatsuro, on the other hand, was fairly obvious to see why he agreed without hesitation: it’s because Naoya had essentially threatened and assaulted Mariya. (Please don’t let me remember that part… but here it is if anyone wants to read it lol)

From that point forward he was waiting for the right moment to get back at him… only stopping because Mariya begged him not to, his job to keep in mind, alongside not wanting to let his impulses get the best of him—he wanted to get his revenge in a more… calculated way.

Taking this into consideration, it was more than understandable that he’d jump to the slightest opportunity to get back at this man—he was elated to hear Mariya’s and Y/N’s plan.

From there, I also wanted to show just how intertwined the Zen’in are with civilians, or people that don’t want to be actively part of the jujutsu community but want to help either way.

I forgot there was a term to describe them, and you don’t really find out about it unless actively seeking it, you know? It would make sense, like how does the community know what’s going on without revealing themselves to the world? That’s where windows step in ha!

Anyways, I always imagined that of all the clans, the Zen’in would be the most recognizable of all—outside of the Gojo’s, mainly due to Satoru and his… odd appearance lol— either because of their (bad) reputation, or their eccentric behavior, wanting to be known as the best of the best 😂 they just love the attention, and at this point their name essentially means Zen’in=rich, so yeah, money makes the world go round and they exploit that very well.

(I’ve been wanting to write more of those aspects of the jujutsu community, since I feel there is tons and tons of potential— in fact, I had a whole mission planned and whatnot, about how normal cases are discerned from civilian’s to sorcerer’s, and how they decide if it’s necessary to intervene (all the way back to chapter 12 wow lol) but ended up discarding it—will bring it back though, just deeper into the future.)

I don’t think there’s anything else for me to say about that, so now let’s get into the good stuff hehehehe.

That part, that nightmarish scene… was a trope I was eagerly, desperately, waiting to write down. And finally… it’s here!!!!

There are many tropes in the fic, all indulging for sure lol but this one was my favorite… and the one that I see the most in the media I consume (huh…) so it needed to be there 🤭

The first time I ever saw something like that was in the last Harry Potter movie (or at least the one I remember most vividly since I just had a movie marathon haha) that one scene where Ron is to destroy a horcrux and he sees a vision of Hermione and Harry getting… yeah, frisky in a way. It was very… impacted by it when I saw it on the movies for the first time, like it never dawned on me something like that could be someone’s fear (I knew of jealousy very, very well, but never to that extent damn I was just a pre-teen lmao), and it still remains on my mind to this day hahah so yeah, I thought that was some nasty way to hurt someone, and here we are.

From there, other inspirations came from the manwha’s Pearl Boy and Jinx—these examples were quite recent, and so close to one another, that at one point I thought “If this isn’t fate telling me to go forward with this scene, then I don’t know what it is”

Anyways, I guess the true, main reason behind adding this scene into the fic was because whenever I read other Naoya/reader fics, he’s often depicted as a full-on cheater and MC was just like, there I guess lol taking in the view.

She wouldn’t really retaliate much and if she did, he never got to see it explicitly? Like it was not the same degree of pain, so I wanted to see the tables turn on him.

I’ve been constantly teasing Naoya with the prospect of Naoaki and Y/N being more than just very, very good friends, alongside the every so often reminder that he’s a “failure” and that the staff doesn’t respect him that much anymore… yeah, it was only a matter of time before he reached his breaking point and his mind finally worked against him.

And boy, was this the most satisfying thing to torment him with.

Ever since the doctor essentially mocked him with the possibility of Y/N wanting to “try out her healthy condition”—and let’s not forget the night he saw Naoaki leave Y/N’s room— the idea that they’ve become closer stuck with Naoya.

For a moment he hoped that his gift would be enough to suspend these thoughts, if not completely eradicate them by beginning anew, he was proven wrong by how she kept further and further away from him, detonating the spiraling of his fears.

I hope I was able to accurately describe the look on his face first when he saw Y/N run towards Naoaki when they returned from the doctor, as well as the one he had when he ran away from the scene—I wish I could draw it lmao he truly, really looked pathetic… good, he deserved it. (And yet… I felt really, really bad for him. Not me rooting for Naoya/y/n at the end of the day…)

I wonder where he went to… probably straight to his room, or whatever empty room he could find on the way and locked himself there. Did he cry? Maybe—although it’s more eerie and sad to think he just stood there in silence as everything began to settle in.

Him having a bad memory of his days afterwards serves to prove how emotionally disconnected he was starting to be thanks to the things he inflicted in his marriage. Guess his mind couldn’t wrap itself around the fact that what he was seeing was consequences to his actions; and to that I say, about goddam time, also… very worrying.

To think that he would be the one to keep away was something I honestly never thought him capable of; I mean, he was all over her days prior, and while not physically, it was obvious he was being overbearing towards her.

Taking this into consideration, he should’ve been all over y/n at that point, trying to figure out if she’d gotten the discs, what she thinks about them, and maybe just have a general conversation about them—but he didn’t. It’s probably the nth time he’s presented with something he definitely doesn’t like, but contrary to his past behavior, he just can’t confront it.

He doesn’t want to see it, he doesn’t want to hear it—I don’t know how to accurately describe this sensation, but there are degrees of pain/sorrow and I think he reached one that instead of fueling him into action, pushed him to apathy. He was so heartbroken that he couldn’t do anything.

Ranta once again comes in to save the day, but he only managed to convince Naoya because deep within his curiosity was eating him alive—as much as he wanted to be distant from y/n to avoid being hurt again, he couldn’t, he needed to know what had truly happened to his gifts and put that matter to rest.

The way he quickly concluded it was her lying immediately broke him—I guess he was willing to accept that ok, she got them but she didn’t really think much of them, probably didn’t like them or something, since nothing beats the ones at home…

But at the same time, I think he also knew that y/n didn’t care for them… He just didn’t want to hear/see it; not so blatantly at least.

That, alongside the possibility of the discs being thrown out, burned, somewhere, anywhere but in the estate was just another stab in his already bleeding heart.

Naoya being confronted was something many of you, my lovely readers, wanted to see for a while; and while although the general consensus (which I agree with) implies that Y/N should be the one taking lead in this conversation, it made sense for me that Naoaki would be the one to do so first.

Naoaki had just about seen all the crazy shit that happens in his home on a daily basis, even before Y/N came along, but he kept quiet because he doesn’t think he can do much change by himself, nor does he think it’s worth it because everyone else seemed to already be used to it.

However, that began to change when Y/N came along; when he began to see someone fighting so hard to not conform… and suffer because of it.

He knew well to not act just yet, hoping to keep y/n away from danger as much as possible, for confrontation only brought worse results; but when he saw actual aggression coming from Naoya that stopped being relevant.

Naoaki was led to do so by a combination of adrenaline and pent-up need to let his brother have it, so he did. My favorite line from the whole conversation has to be the one that puts him on the spot, the one where he basically goes like “Do you actually like Y/N or something?” and when Naoya went quiet.

Oof.

That was just—wow. I can still see the shock in Naoya’s face for essentially having to face his vulnerability in front one of the many people he dislikes, alongside the woman he allegedly wants to spend the rest of his life with.

It might’ve been easier to ask him to find the rest of Sukuna’s fingers, or even ask him how he feels about Toji, because there was no way he was going to admit his feelings for Y/N in that very moment, not like that and not to Naoaki.

Even if he did, it’s not something either of us would’ve believed lol, kind of like Darcy in Pride and Prejudice. Y/N would be in all her right to quickly dismiss him—which she did either way, but not without adding salt into the wound, which she did yet again hahaha.

Now, onto the good part.

This scene was essentially the Tomie “influence” I teased a while back: somewhat of a reference to the chapter where Tomie is essentially reborn into a carpet? It was weird, don’t ask because I recommend reading it instead hahaha; anyways, I remember her saying stuff things to the other guy that was there, teasing him that he could never be as good as this other guy she was making out with and whatnot. (I might be confusing it with another chapter though, since that was a very common occurrence with her)

Either way, I took what I could and ran with it 😂

So yeah, the maniacal side of Y/N, the one she mocked Naoya, compared him to Naoaki and told him he would never be good enough came from Tomie herself.

More into the nightmare part: I tried my best to hide the fact that it was a nightmare, however I knew that by making Y/N laugh like crazy at Naoya was going to give it away—and I was right judging by your comments, yet I’m still glad that I was able to convey some sense of creepiness ahahahahah

The juicy details (at least for me) are as follow:

Since this nightmare was made through Naoya’s mind, it would make sense that everything he portrayed was a reflection of his own thoughts. (I initially wrote down what Y/N and Naoaki were thinking, but unless Naoya was a telepath, there was no way he would be able to know that lol)

I hope you can see where I’m going with this… 🤭

The conversation Naoaki and Y/N had was evidently made up by Naoya, something he thought they might be saying, doing when alone, when in reality, it was more of his own thoughts, his own beliefs…

In other words, Y/N’s expressions where the ones he’d seen her do  (as well as plastering her with a combination of those he’d seen his family make to him when he’s being less than… desirable) and when Naoaki was describing the things he liked about Y/N, it was actually Naoya describing the things he liked about her. :’) Just thought I’d put that out there; it surprisingly made my heart warm when thinking about it lol, even in the middle of this nightmarish shenanigans, I’m still out there finding a silver lining for Naoya and Y/N.

The other thing I was being careful with, and not only during this scene but for the whole fic, was the omission of the world “love” throughout their conversation (except when fake Y/N told Naoaki she loved him lmao)

The word love is such a strong one for me, that I rarely write it down unless it’s 100% genuine. Like, I use cherish, or adore, or other words that could be used synonymously, but never that one per say. And all because I don’t think it’s appropriate to use it… yet. Certainly not through Naoya. (It’s why he was so baffled to hear them from Naoaki. He short circuited, wondering what is it that he felt for y/n. hahahahahah)

Anyways, the last part. Another scene to demonstrate how lonely Naoya feels in his own house; I won’t say that I didn’t feel as if Y/N going on with her staff to watch the stars was a bit ooc, probably not the best thing to do when your husband is out there being rampant and all that….

But it would also be the perfect way to show just how disconnected he is from the world now, how everyone around him is moving on without him, going on with their own things, responsibilities… and he’s left behind, to deal with his own sorrows…

(Hitomi growing 50% more suspicious about Mariya knowing of this place is certainly the funniest part of this scene—Mariya won’t be able to do anything, literally, without Hitomi wondering if this somehow connected to the yet-mysterious relationship she has with Tatsuro…)

And if anyone was wondering, Naoya’s desperate pleads for them to talk was his attempt in keeping her there, wanting to see her and reassure himself that nothing of his nightmare was true… and to see if he was at least, a bare minimum, somewhat important to her.

However… I do believe that very deep inside of him, when he said he wanted to tell her something, it was with the intention of clearing up his seeming inability to care for anyone and tell her that he indeed cared about her.

I wanted this chapter to end with a “I want to see the stars with you too” but I somehow felt like it wouldn’t make sense; no matter how I drafted the chapter I just couldn’t make it fit—nonetheless I write it here so it won’t go to waste 😂

That sentence was meant to be Naoya’s way of saying “I want to be happy with you too.” But ah, there’s still a long way to go to even remotely consider the idea, get to work sir.

Edit: So I forgot to add this lol but the biggest dead giveaway that the smut sequence was a dream was the use of nicknames lol. Naoaki doesn't use them, not that often anyways... but Naoya on the other hand, does, and since this is a fabrication of his mind... yeah 🤭 (also referenced here)

And there you have it! The chapter’s notes! :>  I can’t believe I got to write this chapter around my birthday lmao, talking about birthday gifts… still, I’m very to have written this and gotten a good response :’) thank you so much!

Now these were just the general things I found worth mentioning as inspirational or so, but if there’s something else, you’d like to know don’t hesitate to let me know! I’ll do my best to answer them ❤️

Thank you so much for your support, I hope you have a wonderful week, take care, and see you soon!!!

[hikari-writes]

❅A Love Letter I Have to My Lovely and Beloved Friends❅

(I just know that 30 july was a national friendship day and today is like 31 july already at where I am but,,, just pretend that this is also for National Friendship Day 🤡🔫)

As you all know, it's been confirmed that I'll be going on a hiatus two days from now that I really don't know how long it will go on. So, with that in mind, I wished to leave this message to all the wonderful friends I've made while I was active here on Tumblr during quarantine.

I've started this writing blog a few months ago, to be precise, on May where life in quarantine was starting to become a norm. In the few months until now, I did my best to start writing and drawing more using all the free times that I have.

I wouldn't have expected this blog to grow so much in such a short time. To me, it was really mind blowing, seeing that there's a lot of other great content creators here on Tumblr. Yet, the 300+ people who stumbled upon my blog still decided to follow me.

I was really happy to have made many contents that I'm actually proud of posting. And I still can't believe there are people out there who love them. Seeing every one of your comments and reblogs and likes really, really, squeezed my heart and I couldn't be more thankful for your support.

And during these fun times, I was able to make friends with many amazing, talented, fantastic and all the good words I could find in the dictionary people on here. You all are a real gift to me and I hold you guys close to my heart.

I still can't believe I was able to befriend you guys though, like, y'all are so amazing and I was just here like squeaking my name to you like a shy mice lmao. =///= Anyways, thank you for all the good and fun times. Thank you for being with me and helping me with lots of things. Just, thank you for everything. (I'm writing this at 1am like it's sad hours yall I'm crying :')))

If you are ever feeling down, do not ever forget that, even if it's only me, I'll support you to the end of the world because you're just so amazing and fantastic. I love you and never let any hate that's thrown at you let you down because they aren't worth your time.

The people I'll be mentioning below are my dear friends or just people that I have been interacting with during the times I was online, little or not, I still consider you guys to be my friends (very self-proclaimed here sorry)and I'm still honoured by that fact.

@your-local-bnha-writer -Bean, you and your posts are always so wholesome and cute and I love them. Keep being amazing, and we may not interact much, but I still appreciate every little convos we had. Also, wish you luck on tpn, that shit hurted :')

@identifybby -Liaaaa, omg im so v v grateful we became friends. You've helped me with a tons of things and I can't thank you enough for everything you've done to me. You're just so amazing and thank you for always putting up with me, i love you sm.

@minteasketches -Mintea! You're such an amazing artist and I rlly enjoyed our conversations! You might not see this since you're off socmed but just wanna let u know that thank u for being my friends.

@yandere-of-your-dreams -Heyyy sis,, you're always such a sweet bean to me and showering me w love and i appreciate them, stay amazing and I'm sure you'll become an amazing writer.

@shotobabe -Ren, wifey, ilysm thank u for always being with me. You're such an awesome person and keep on being yourself. You're perfect and talented, don't let others tell you otherwise. AND while I'm gone, don't forget to drink lots of water okay? I won't be able to remind you while I'm on a hiatus, but please always remember to drink water. That'd be the first thing I'll ask you once I'm able to be online. And please try to eat more okay bb? I love u.

@takumipineapplexd -Taku! Amazing writer and amazing editor, yes I'm talking about you. You're amazing and keep on making cursed content and being crackhead, i love them.

@bnhabadass -We might not talk much, but I just want to let you know that you're so amazing and I look up to u v much. Literally had a heart attack when u commented on angel wings lmao.

@tomomoni -Mon, love, soft bean, I LOVE U. You've always been so wholesome and cute to every one of your followers and seeing ur interactions literally heals my heart. Your art is amazing so continue being amazing ilysm thank u for being an amazing advisor and listener, I'm v grateful for that. You have no idea how blessed I am to have you as a friend. Meeting you through turn on your airdrop's fanart was F A T E.

@kamabukokompachiro -First time u asked my permission to read my fanfic, I legit teared up. Thank u sm for asking, I couldn't be happier to know that my fic is worthy to be read over for a yt channel. Keep on being amazing and ily.

@kaminii -Kamiiiii, sweet child, you're always so matured and calm and I really adore and respect that part of you (unlike me im v childish and rash) You're an amazing writer and editor and ur aesthetic? 100/10. Love it. You're so talented despite being so young and I'm just, WOW. Ily and thank u for being friends w me. And please fix your sleeping schedule bb. It's rlly not good for your health, like please? Ily.

@katsucutie -I love you and your writing so v much, and I rlly enjoyed talking to you, discussing about Burn Book was rlly fun. I might not be able to know the ending since im gonna go on a hiatus but I'll be sure to catch up to it once im back. Keep being amazing and awesome.

@isolshi -CHERIE, I LOVE YOU AND YOU'RE AMAZING. Don't be so insecure about your writing. They're amazing. And you're also one of the sweetest and cute person I've met here. I always love teasing you cause your reaction is always so funny and cute. Keep being awesome. And please, please, please get enough sleep and drink LOTS of water. I legit would cry if you don't drink more water cher.

@mirakeul -BIANCAAAAA LOVE YOU'RE SO AMAZING AND SWEET LiKE--- please, I love talking to you and thank you so much for always reminding me to eat. Your calligraphy and handwriting are awesome, shshh i don't take criticism. Never stop writing, I love them. And please never forget I love you and you're my best friend okay?

@roxybefab -You've always been the first to ask me to be on my taglist and I'm so v happy because of that. Thank you for everything, and keep on being awesome. You can do this, ily.

@princessofdawn718 -Talking to you about Hamefura has been so fun! I haven't talked w many ppl about isekai so im rlly glad I could talk about them w you. Katarina x nicol ftw! Thanks for talking to me, it was such a pleasure rlly.

@softkodzuken -Maam your writing is A M A Z I N G. I love anon sm and you're rlly so sweet for always replying to every single comment on them. Don't be so insecure about them, they're amazing and i will always stand by that point. Wishing you the best of luck for Undercover!

@lolitsleia -Your art is *chef's kiss* i love them so much, I still can't believe you hadn't had more recognition like why?? Ur oc alex is the cutest thing ever and i love her. Thank you again for drawing Yuki. She looked really beautiful and cute in your drawing.

@samanthaa-leanne -We may not talk much, but when you first followed me back, my heart goes B O O M. You're so amazing and keep being like that. And uh,, good luck with Violet Evergarden if you ever plan to watch it. Prepare a couple of tissue boxes....or dozens.

@miyumtwins -Fellow android users! I first saw you through Bean's post about a tag game and i was like *gasp* another androiders..! I swear that one time i was interacting w you, I didn't actually meant to go off anon,, yes im dumb lmao. Anyways, you're rlly amazing and I'm rlly honoured to be followed by you.

@kawasuno -Your smau? 100/10. Your sense of humour 100/10. They're just so perfect *chef's kiss* I love every one of your updates and they always managed to put a smile on my face, i was like, how did you do that? My sense of humour is nonexistant, teach me your ways sensei. But anyways, you're rlly amazing and awesome. Keep up w that.

@kukusbabe -Tsu, I've never said this, but it's you. It's always been you all along. What i mean is, I've followed you first (i knew u through zara's flopping server yeah!) And when i looked at my dash and saw all your interactions w your moots, despite me haven't legally started haikyuu yet, i decided to follow all of them, soooo if it's not for you, we may not have met each other. Everyone in the kita family, Tsu is the MVP here muah. Also your aesthethic and writing and everything is so kajsjhendnd amazing i LOvE---

@iwaixiumi -King Nami, you're so awesome and amazing,, and I'm really glad to be able to interact w you. All those songs you recommend? Yeah, I'm going to listen and love all of them, thank u so much for the recs. Keep being amazing and to everyone reading this, PLEASE INTERACT WITH KING NAMI MORE SHE DOESN'T BITE---

@shoutodoki -Hello, you're so amazing and talented and im just,,, kekkdjfjdj when you followed me--- and when u figured out i was the anon talking about oboro i was OAKSJEJDDJ please, i was so honoured u know, like ???? Anyways, keep on writing what you love and your art maam? THEY'RE AMAZING LIKE BOTH YOUR ART AND WRITING IS SO KAJSJDJDN pliS im so v honoured to be able to talk to you.

@lisarillia -Please excuse me while I go shout in the corner of how much i LOVE your arts. They're amazing and being able to talk to you was a real pleasure. Keep on doing what you love. They'll be amazing no matter what i swear.

@cutiedrawsbnha -Cutie, honey, you're amazing and your art is so cute! Don't let what haters said get to you. You're going to grow into an amazing artist. If you give in and listen to what they said, you're going to end up like what they said so ignore them honey! I believe in you so keep shipping izuocha, todomomo, and kamijirou and making arts. Lotsa love!

@lilikags -Heeyyyy you sweet cute innocent bean! Don't ever stop writing what you love, you'll grow into a big blog soon enough, before you know it. Just keep making what you love, and as time pass by, I'm sure there will be many people who will find appreciate everything you do. I'm always supporting you.

@baeshijima -SOPHHHHH YOU SWEET CUTE CINNAMON ROLL WAKATOSHI'S WIFE EYE--- You have NO idea how much i love you,, you're so sweet and I honestly don't know what did i do to deserve you. Srsly you're a blessing to me. Thank you for the sweet daily reminder in my inbox, i love each and every one of them. Keep being so cute and wholesome, love you.

@shinsuque -ANAAAAA Thanks again for the Bakugou's memes! I may not be able to do it before i go on a hiatus though *sobbing* Keep being so awesome! I love seeing all your interactions and you're so amazing i honestly don't know why you followed me----

@semiluvr -LYDIA *SOBBING* THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR INVITING ME TO THE KITA FAMILY. Even though we've known each other in less than a week, it already felt like I had known you guys for so long like whotttt. Keep being an amazing and sweet person ily muah

@dumbass-lev -MOMMY, MUI, ILY THANK U FOR ALWAYS BEING SO SWEET YOU'RE AMAZING,,, u have no idea how happy (and also flustered) I am when i saw you asking you want to adopt me like,,, whot I've never been asked to be adopted online b4 so you asking that was a big surprise to me and just,,, remember that i love you and you're an amazing mommy. Hope i wasn't too much too handle as your child lol and thank u, for asking to invite me to the server. It has been a real pleasure to me to be there.

@pudding-head-kenma -DANIE!! We haven't talked much and I've only known you for a short time but I really love your detailed analysis. They're amazing and you're amazing. Thank you for being so sweet and cute. Ily.

@/🦋 nonoi -🦋 NONOIIII!!! IF YOU'RE SEEING THIS, I JUST WANNA TELL YOU THANK YOU FOR BEING MY EMOJI ANON! I love you you're so sweet and bb please please please don't forget me id cry,,,

@astereim -Rein!!! I know we just talked and all but you seem to be a reaally cool and amazing person,, we might not be able to interact much since I need to go prepare things b4 i go on my hiatus though, but just wanna let u know that ily!

@tokoyamis-luv -please don't come for my neck i haven't been active on the server Lol but anyways, zara, you're amazing and your simping for Kurapika is always fun to watxh. Also all the lin manuel edits are *chef's kiss* we may not talk much but i was rlly honoured to be able to interact w you, even a little bit.

@engel-hageshii - YOU, MAAM are a literal angel, and your comments on my fics always managed to make me smile so much. I love you, please never stop being such a sweetheart.

@laylahoran -I've always loved and appreciate every comments you make. I'm v happy I was able to create a content that you can love. You and engel has been some of my firsts followers and I'm really blessed to have you two.

@oyasenpai -Diemmy! You're so sweet and cute and seeing your interaction w my moots (kami) was what made me follow you. Don't let what others said bring you down, okay? Just do what you want because there're always many people supporting you for it.

Special message to the kita family server;

Meanwhile while you guys were talking about me there, I was just innocently scrolling through Tumblr, not knowing what kind of fate I'll be receiving 👁👄👁 No wonder I was sneezing so much 🤧🤧🤧

So, I was just scrolling through the pinned messages and I saw tsu said "mui: can we invite hikari? Everyone here: kakskejdjdjdn" and i was just like,,, ??????? I wasn't expecting u guys to have that kind of reaction i--- yall have no idea how much i was grinning while I scroll through those messages. Thank you so much for inviting and accepting me, it's really fun to be with you guys and your crackhead energy 🥰🥰 Thank you to mui for suggesting you had no idea I was really really happy. 😭 Y'all are so amazing and sweet and cute and beautiful kakjdjdd

To all of my dear friends that I've mentioned above, I LOVE YOU LOTS YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW GRATEFUL I AM TO MET YOU GUYS. Quarantine time has been stressful for a lot of people, and Tumblr can sometimes (a lot of times) be kinda whack but I was really happy to met you guys during my time here. Our time together may have been short, but i feel like we've known each other for more than a year, no caps. I love you all very very much. Thank you for talking to me and befriending me. Remember to get enough sleep, drink lots of water, stay safe and healthy, eat enough meals and, take care of yourself. I love you guys.

And lastly, to everyone reading this, whether i know you or not, or interacted with you or not, or follow you or not, or you follow me or not, just REMEMBER that you are worth it and I love you. Keep on being awesome, and always remember to smile, laugh and live. Don't forget to always DRINK LOTS OF WATER, GET ENOUGH SLEEP, and EAT ENOUGH MEALS.

Signing off,

Hikari.