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verytendou · 4 years ago

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I think ive been broken im some way bc today a kid in class was obviously unsure about her answer and added “this might be a reach” in front of it and another kid didnt even hesitate when she finished to go “i dont think that was a reach at all. I think that was a really thoughtful insight and it’s impressive you noticed it” and i almost died then and there over how intimate that felt. I wasn’t even the person being validated and hearing that still took me out. Kindness is real huh

#HELLO #THAT GUY MURDERED ME?#idk why my brain was like ‘dude. this is the height of intimacy. youre intruding on a moment.’ BUT IT DID #i was so shocked that i couldnt even talk for a minute after I WAS GOING TO REASSURE THE FIRST PERSON #BC I AGREED WITH HER #but Instead. INSTEAD.....#i spend 18 years trying to have emotions right and this kid nailed it first try i cannot imagine being the girl there i wouldve cried probs #im not. i cant. that was so nice of him to say #he said it so reassuringly. and softly. and calmly. he really meant it. he said it without a second thought #get yourself a man who does THAT i am never getting over this geez #later another kid pmed me and was like ‘do you want to study together’ and i just went ‘lol sure’ instead of replying like a normal person #bc i was STILL THINKING ABOUT IT #different kid: pms me during the zoom call #me. even though this was 20 minutes later: CANT YOU SEE THEYRE HAVING A MOMENT #that one kid rendered my group speechless like all the work on the doc paused and no one said anything until we just started working again #and silently added what she said #im not recovering #v.txt

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