#that man really is my soulmate... 😖💕

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31 Jan u ary 2023 Tuesday mar test 1:10 am pdt

My head is hot 🥵 can’t breathe 🧘🏻‍♀️

n 2011? Maybe 🤔 it was then, I thought 💭 that if I improved my relationship with my mom and became friends that psychologically I would have the part of me that I felt I was lacking to be? A complete person? Was it? And that that would help me find real friends and a real love 💕. (In 2012 (1:42 am pdt)) There was a palm ✋ reader in the Philippines 🇵🇭, now passed away I heard 👂 in 2018 (I came back too late 1:43 am pdt), she told me that there was something in my way of being with my soulmate? Was it? And there’s a magic 🪄 spelll? I guess (diarrhea? Cramps? Aches 😖😭 1:16 am 🐒💨lil) that can b carried out but only a specific time of the month and so I would need to come back at that time. Ph is way too hot 🥵 for me. And since incubus is roasting me I feel I cannot stand it anymore. I feel that I am dying from the heat. Live to die rejected 🙅‍♀️ and alone 🎶🎼🎵🎤🎤1:20 am pdt very direct dry heat burning 🔥 me. This is not love 💗. Cinderella. Was I the only one to see and hear 👂 that calirosa story on his Instagram yesterday/day b4 yesterday???? Calli = Greek root = beautiful. To kill me = tequila. My name means rose 🌹, lily, beautiful, shoulders?, etc.

is it a con to sell Twitter for a lot of money 💰? Is it’s value based mostly on “goodwill”? I am not feeling like investigating. 1:25 am pdt draft saved automatically x2. 1:26 am pdt

I suspect he the incubus brings his kids around me to harvest my bones 🦴 from me and transfer to his kids. 1:27 am pdt

2:10 am pdt I can probably sing 🎤 this song 🎵 about the incubus: it’s from mgm movie 🎥 Gigi: someone has set her on fire 🔥... someone is turning her furnace up hire ... she’s hot 🥵 but it’s NOT for Gaston! ⛽️ 2:13 am pdt he’s all over every woman he comes in contact with. If he ever touched me it’s bcz he doesn’t care and he intends to deceive to steal from you. And he already has everything. 2:14 am pdt go and get it yourself straight from the earth 🌍 incubus, don’t make me your middle man. I think he intends to discard me soon 🔜 with the ways he has been burning 🔥 me the last 5 years. 2:16 am pdt

10:54 am pdt now I feel like & think that it’s my fault 🤦‍♀️ she’s , my cousin is prediabetic. Bcz of, I might have been greedy about the pizza 🍕. For the past hour I think I am to blame and got prediabetic karma bcz I didn’t stop 🛑 & explain diarrhea stuff to her. I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ why it became my responsibility but I guess that was the test bestowed upon me. Why it slipped my mind at the time, I’m not sure. I only recently became prediabetic, & I wasn’t even eating 🍽 that much when it happened. It had became difficult for me to stay awake after eating 🍽 so I changed my diet. And then I felt pain in my side and I suddenly put on a lot of weight that I didn’t before. And this was after I went through an acid reflux phase that was difficult and lost a lot of weight. I weighed ≈95 lbs with clothing on. 11:02 am pdt now I have allergies 🤧 to foods I never had b4 & prediabetes. Why did it slip my mind about the diarrhea? 11:04 am pdt anyways I felt really bad about it for the last hour. I feel like I’m a horrible person and no one would want 2 b married 2 me. 11:05 am pdt I’m greedy. I’m too greedy. 11:05 am pdt

[self-shipyard]

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-selfshippery

Hey selfshippery! Thank you for the asks!

💍: What’s your dream wedding?

Oh gosh, this one makes me think about our wedding back in August. I think it was perfect the way it happened; a little chapel in the Italian country-side with our reception at the nearby ruins, the places all decorated with flowers of the blue and pink variety, our friends and coworkers in attendance... Him waiting for me at the end of the aisle... Eyes all soft and ready to start crying...

Has it really been seven months already...?

💋: Where are your favorite places to kiss your f/o/where are their favorite places to kiss you?

For me, I love kissing his lips and the back of his neck! Those lips are just so soft and sweet to taste... So kissable, you know? And as for the back of the neck, he's really sensitive around there. I am the ONLY one he lets touch that spot, and I love to show him that he's safe in my arms by pressing a kiss against there. Every time I do, he just seems to melt, and I think it's lovely.

For Gh.ia, he loves kissing my lips and my shoulders! He says he feels so close to me whenever we kiss on the lips, and it shows because he loves caressing my face when we do. As for the shoulder, his face will often be buried into my shoulder, whether it's when we cuddle or when I'm working on something, and he hugs me from behind. It's become his way of saying "Hello my dear, I'm here and I love you!"

🎡: What are your favorite activities to do together?

Quite a few things, actually! We love going out for car rides together, especially when it's late at night and the city is all aglow... He looks so pretty in the dim lights... I'm getting ahead of myself. We'll go all over our city and just admire each other the view. (Although, I would say the best view sits in the driver's seat...) It's really nice when it's a clear night and he can retract the car hood and let the wind rush through our hair. We have to be careful, though - we both have curly hair and oh boy, can we both get all fluffy... He is really cute with his hair all puffed out though...