#that makes less than 300 a week as a surprise piggybank while you make god knows how much | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

springboggle · 1 month

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I had to pay the light bill despite my check being a measly 250, and I also had to buy meat, which is fine, but like. The light bill was a surprise expense. So now I have no money to get my hair done, which I planned to do this week. Like. I have the funds but it just isn't smart to do after buying meat and paying the light bill, which wasn't even the real fucking amount, it was a late fee or something. I just wish someone in my life could make it easier, not harder, but whenever I pick new friends shit gets so much worse, when I pick a partner things get worse...I really am alone in this and I'm trying to get a houseshare but I won't make enough money until after academy so I have to really hang in there :/ I'm just really stressed and I really could use a vacation or something but I'm just so fucking poor and on the verge if a mental breakdown over this shit

#legit I feel so fucking ugly and its like I could use my credit card but I just paid off a good chunk of it #like idk this shit really isn't fair and I'm going to discuss it soon because it is so ridiculous to rely on someone-#that makes less than 300 a week as a surprise piggybank while you make god knows how much #I think I'm still going to get my hair done but it's going to be a tight week :/ it also sucks to see my tip money just kinda go down-#the drain :/#idk. I'm just really lonely it sucks. it sucks to work hard just for half of your money to fly out of your pocket #because basic necessities are too much for her to handle #I'm trying to sleep but I'm in too much anguish over everything to sleep+I took a nap #I've been binge playing fields of mistria to distract myself from the flashbacks and the fact that I'm literally broke #but all it does is reminds me of how shit everything is

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