#that karaoke scene too was something else 😭😂😂😂

[handkinkbis]

This show is just pure crack but I'm just vibing and enjoying the fluff 😂😂😭

[applesfallingfromblondehair]

Before the new chapter, I desperately still need to get my thoughts out!! You know life has been busy, but I feel like a lot of people (me included) need a little reminder of what happened, so I’m gonna yap awayyyy

“He sees himself again, a little older, a little more handsome and confident, sitting on a couch next to Matty and holding his hand while someone asks them a series of really boring questions until they finally get to the good part. And are you two… you know. Together? “Yes,”[…]”… Damn. Even while reading it a second time, this is a true punch in the gut. George </3. They all just want a happy ever after, don’t they? 😭

I think with this chapter you are slowly pulling me out of the extreme hate I have for Jack. I still don’t love him (sorry mate, and another opportunity to say Fuck You Ross for the beginner’s luck thing. Still not over it!) buuut it’s getting better! I might have even started rooting for the troublemakers after that little (probably super confusing) dream George had. 🌚 All the fucking tension!! You just know how to do it. “I also seem to recall Matty saying something about sucking Ross off in a church confessional.”… has anyone said something about this yet? If not, we should talk about that.👁️👄👁️ Ever since reading the chapter for the first time, my mind went back to that quite a few times to be completely honest. Make that happen, pretty please?

Now to George’s birthday- I *love* the theme so much (little fun fact: Edge Of Seventeen is my go-to karaoke song lmao). The whole conversation between Matty and George while getting ready made me smile ear to ear. I love them SO much. I might be as confused as the baby gays by now- who am I even rooting for at this point? They are all not perfect in any way and somehow, they work SO well together, no matter the pairing. If I was them, I’d probably do the same dumb shit as them, while yearning for something similar to what Carly and Adam have, but it’s just not that simple, eh?

KISS ME, IT’S MY BIRTHDAY…. Jack, you evil mastermind 😂

Thanks to you introducing me to the Blossoms lads, I loved their guest star appearance so so so much. More teenage troublemakers 🌚

“I quite like that he turns a bit gay after a couple of drinks, actually.” Carly is officially one of us, she’s just a girl. 🤷🏻‍♀️ Well, she might be The Girl ever, actually.

Off to some spicy stuff now- erm, George? Excuse you? Who gave you permission to be so fucking hot? “Reckon I can find someone else who’ll do it.” Tell him, George! This had me on edge the first time I read the chapter and certainly still has me on edge while re-reading it. Then so shortly after that the soft bit with Leeds? You know exactly how to make a girl cry 🥲 “Is fighting for Matty like this really worth risking it all?” damn. It isn’t, is it? IS IT? 🥲🥲🥲🥲

(Ross x George is also something I didn’t know I desperately needed, thanks)

Okay NOW. Tilly. When I first read the chapter, I was like ‘Has George gone full mental and imagined her?’, but then again, other people saw her too. Wouldn’t put it past him at this point though lol

Then the end of the chapter… Holy fucking shit. I don’t know how many times I re-read it before actually leaving AO3 that night. As someone who rooted for Ross in the beginning, then switched teams at one point, this is kind of everything I had been waiting for forever, isn’t it? The whole ‘I’m in love with you’ thing and Matty not being able to grasp it at first touched something incredibly tender in me and made me super soft, but I feel so so so bad for Ross now. (Weird coming from me, isn’t it 😂)

I’ll always admire your way of writing. You’re seriously the only writer who manages to not make me cringe during sex scenes. It’s just *chef’s kiss* through and through. But holy fuck, George, you’re playing a dangerous (and very hot) game with the ‘Will you break up with him?’. I’m not even mad at George. I get it. But Matty… Well.

So much happened in this chapter, and again, I loved every single second of reading it. UGH. Thank you for this incredible story <3

yapping is my fave as you know so this is very welcome 💖

they all want a happily ever after, yes, which is why I'm very happy that you're warming to Jack. despite his and George's methods being far from orthodox, they are both after the same thing as everyone else 😭

George's birthday is a complete slut-fest (affectionate), and while they all want what Carly and Hann have I think they're secretly enjoying their slut days way more than they care to admit. the kissing game was a random idea I had and I can't believe what it turned into. writing that bit was not as easy as I'd hoped but a LOT of fun 🌚

the Blossoms boys are as wholesome as they were necessary, and the idea of Matty being jealous of their moderate local success and pretending he doesn't like their music was too funny not to incorporate ✨

I am happy to confirm that Tilly is indeed real and not a manifestation of George's extremely bisexual subconscious, and also I'm pretty sure they're very non-binary. a truly magical person for George on his special night, alongside femme Matty who was on his absolute worst behaviour that night, and also the next morning.

I feel incredibly conflicted about that First Time but I also love it in a way. how to completely heal a person and utterly destroy another in one smooth stroke 😅 much more on that to come, as you know 👀

thank you for this, I'm glad you're still enjoying the ride and I'm very grateful to have you along 💖💖