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imaginesomethingrand · 4 months

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1 day between grammas birthday and memorial day and suddenly I start crying out of the blue again when watching a movie about grief (horror ish movie when guy loses his parents) and it's raining I'm lying here w my cat on his fuzzy blanket (vest mom gave me . I don't wear vests) he's staring at me worried bc he hates crying (I'm worried about him too bc he's sick) and doesn't understand it and I'm supposed to (?) go to these graduations and i have lots of reasons not to go now i have another one

#barely saw the end of movie lol #i thought i was done crying #idk what even triggered it exactly #i slept ok last night...#my phoenix seems to feel better but may just be medicine #reasons not to go--#cat is sick #i dont know these ppl #2nd cousins and cousins i barely know #i hate going to social things where i dont know anyone #i havent graduated myself #that is i did but didnt move any further forwars #i have things to do #write #make pie #shower #perhaps other bc cant do anything monday #sister here Tuesday #need to get money i dont have #i only feel like cuddling my cat cozy in the dark #maybe need cry more...

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