#that interacts with me automatically hates me. i wont say ppl hate me but i can say they always want to

[robotpussy]

one of these days i'm going to kill myself

[hanorganaas]

i ship kylux too! ppl dont hate it b/c of the ship itself just b/c racism is what made it so popular, as long as u like acknowledge that then you wont upset anyone

I completely understand. My first fandom SGA has a popular white m/m ship. It over dominates the fandom. And litterally scrolling on AO3 in that fandom for another ship is like finding a needle in a haystack.I wonder why This ship which has an unequal power dynamic is popular and not with not ship John Sheppard with the loyal bffl played by Jason Mamoa or his caring female friends, nope it had to be with the narcissist (I love Rodney but hes a fucking narcissist). And its obvious...they are both white and have dicks.Anyway basically i get the frustration. Do I wish people were like me the first time I saw Finn and Rey and were like Holy Fucking shit they need to kiss....yes. Do I get were the racism is yes. But just as long as finnrey shippers dont automatically assume I hate Finn (when hes my son) when i say oh I think Kylo and Hux need to get married as much as finn and Rey do were good. I want to be able to interact with the Finnrey fandom when Finn and Rey kiss in the Last Jedi and not have people be put off by me for shipping preferences you know. So when i see anti Kylux post from finnrey stans i get a little nervous I will be alienated