#that dinner party was INFAMOUS in my cohort but EYE think it was funny that I went through all that feeling like my head was halfway through

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Prev post IS making me think of the time only a few weeks into grad school my advisor had my cohort over to her house for a dinner party and I was still learning that wine gives me immediate migraines and Buddy there was a lot of wine and I had like half a glass and got a wretched headache and spent the next 4 hours acting my ass off to not let on that I was half blind from agony and that I was normal and capable and would not fall in her esteem and my advisor was deep in her own cups and kept talking to us until 2 am and like truly an infamous dinner party and a testament to my ability to hide my own suffering