#that au btw <3333 beloved <333

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

aww bby i’m doing well thank u sm for asking. my day’s been a lil busy cs i was finishing off some uni assignments (total bore if you ask me 🥱) nd i got a unexpected call from work bc they had an available shift but it’s a sunday so extra pay yay!! 😍😍 how’s ur day been lovely? hope you’ve had a great day so far. remember to take care of urself bb! 💞

BUT OMG ARI UR SO RIGHT ABT TOJI PULLING OFF READING GLASSES HSJSJSJ. i also feel like he’d pull off sunnies REALLY well especially in the summer. god i miss summer sm!! :(

AND AWWW UR SO INCREDIBLY SWEET BBY 🫶🏻🫶🏻 kid you not, i was shooting heart eyes at ur picrew of u nd geto cs it was soo adorable ahhh. AND OMG SUGU W GLASSES IN A NON CURSE AU WLD BE A DREAM 😻 hshshsh i love geto’s style so so much like hello?? got me droolin nd everything w those piercings nd tattoos n allat 🤤 AND OMIGOSH I CANT WAIT TO READ UR GETO DRABBLE AHH. i ❤️ tooth rotting fluff sm esp w sugu. cult leader geto is such a dream gahshsjs.

also can i just say that i LOVE interacting with you?? like ur so sweet and i always look forward to hearing ur responses. AHHH YOU JS MAKE MY HEART SWELL 🥹🥹 ++ to answer ur question btw, it changes from time to time and it’s never consistent but my current favourite is toji 😍 gojo’s a VEEERY close second tho but toji’s just so 😻😻😻 hsjsj i have no words. he’s so pretty boy coded rahhh like dilf! toji come my way 🙏 like ik he ain’t good f’me but i keep running back to him every time 😭 it’s a never ending cycle :’)

HI THERE MY BELOVED UKI <3333 aaaa the uni assignments….. Felt 😞😞 WHAT DO U STUDY IF U DON’T MIND ME ASKING i’m a lit major hehe :333

ANDDD I HOPE WORK WENT SUPER WELL!! i’ve been writing all day so i’m answering this late 💔 BUT PLS TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF TOO don’t let uni and work burn you out !! make sure to drink water n eat and rest properly !!! <333

AND YOU’RE SO REALLL toji w the sunnies 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 in the middle of summer….. wearing a tank top….. sweating and it’s sticking to his skin……… our dilf of all time you’re so real for having him as ur fave uki!!! toji is so good he was my absolute favorite for a longgg time when i started reading the manga (and he’s still in my top five !! >:3) HE COULD BE GOOD FOR YOU i think you could fix him <333 he just needs some good ol tlc and he’ll go back to being a teddy bear…. i’m rooting for u!!!

aaa and i’m so happy that you see the sugu vision too.. i’m constantly thinking abt college/uni bf sugu w glasses and piercings and cozy turtlenecks 😵‍💫😵‍💫 and a tattoo or two.. (he’ll get a lot more later in life dw >:3 ever since i read ur hcs i haven’t been able to stop thinking abt tattoo artist sugu either…) he’s the most bf coded jjk man imo but ofc i love them all <33 toru will always be my favorite along w sugu… the loves of our lives fr!!

AND PLS UKI you’re the sweetest ever… 🥺🥺😥 I LOVE INTERACTING W YOU SM TOO <333 you’re just sooo sweet and funny and lovely !!! here’s a silly lil gojo meme for u as a treat <333 i hope your day or night is going great, whenever you see this :3

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

I’M HEREEEEEE I’M HERE

you know i HAD to cook up a lil letter for this one…… dipping my pen in ink and tracing the crinkled paper in front of me rn <333 MICKEYYYYY YOUR TASTE IS UNPARALLELED AS ALWAYS i had to go hunt down my own collection immediately pls bare w me :’3 i’m so excited rn i’m shaking like a scared dog

FIRST OF ALLLLLLLL portrait of fryderyk in shifting light my absolute BELOVED i think that’s my favorite in the whole collection but there’s some competition…. THE LINES YOU MARKED DOWNNNNN I’M BARKING WILDLY they’re so good ………. what can you know about a person? they shift in the light. what if i cried and exploded and also threw up. it always makes me think sm of geto/kenny too…. the dichotomy there. the life of the body is a nightmare. you get the vibes. my hand over his face, which isn’t his face anymore, revising….

IT ISSSSS SUPER DUPER IHTCTAOT CODED!!!!!!! :3 reading through the poem rn and i think these lines are soooo knight!reader/prince!toru coded too…….

+ some other general siken poem lines that remind me of ihtctaot :3333 (the green+pink annotations are from his other collection crush!!)

(mickey i need to know if you also lost your mind at the and this means your life is over anyway line bc i was literally flipping through crush looking for knight!reader in every poem and when i got to that one i fucking Exploded)

ANDDDDD THE WORM KING’S LULLABY MY BELOVED EVER that one makes me think of stsg too 😥😥😥 IT’S SO GOODDDDD also while we’re on the topic of stsg . pls know that every single poem from crush is stsg coded . siken wrote it just for them i’m convinced….

aaaa but !!!! i’m so happy the ones i sent you way back then r still your favorites !!!!!! T_T getting a good grade in Mickey…….. normal to want and possible to achieve…… self-portrait against red wallpaper reminds me SO much of knight!reader and ohhhhh the lines you pointed out. the apocalypse au … that’s so good ….. i think that’s what interests me most about an au like that. not the question of survival but the question of what happens after, yk? or between the gaps. even if you survive, what will you do? can you go back to the way things were? will you be able to love anyone anymore? and then ofc also just . the question of love and light and how much it really matters in a world that punishes you for it (it matters more than anything but these silly little emotionally repressed popsicles haven’t realized that yet)…. i’m sososo excited to jump into that world w you <3333

but ok back to siken… it rlly is The Poem ever i’m never not thinking abt it. never not thinking abt my blorbos as i read it. the final couple lines get me EVERY time and imo they’re very gumi coded…… i hate my friends. and when i hate my friends i’ve failed myself, failed to share my compassion. (…) i mean, maybe it’s better if my opponent wins. <- that’s Him. don’t even get me started on i clawed my way into the light but the light is just as scary. (…) it’s too much work. bc in context of the current megumi? in the manga??? yeah. sick and twisted.

AND TOJI TOJIIIII WE NEEEDDDD TO TALK ABT TOJI i’m gonna be honest mickey war of the foxes as a whole reminds me of the jjk villains more than the good guys . sukuna and toji and geto and kenny. etcetc. emphasis on toji. the lines you picked out makes me think of him sosomuch but also??? landscape with a blur of conquerors. the whole poem. every time i read it i think of him

ALSO this specific part of a primer for the small weird loves …. in crush ……. instantly thought of him the first time i read it like three years ago (normal abt him btw)

ANYWAYYYYY I THINK THAT’S IT …… i’m so happy you enjoyed the collection <3333 atp my goal in life is just to make my mutuals read it …. i’ve alr succeeded w you and io + kairo bought it a while back i think …….. mr siken everything i do is for you

i am back from the Outside. back from the Book.

anyway portrait of fryderyk in shifting light is very very very ihtctaot coded and it's making me sick i love them so fucking much

"he is looking at the wall and i am looking at his looking. difficult thing to be scrutinized for so long." // "my shadow falls across him and it doesn't go away." // "see me, not through me." // there wasn't much left but it felt like him, wild and scared."

+ and this part from the worm king's lullaby made me think of stsg i'm fine btw i'm so fine

@twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat hihi my sweet little iris i am holding your hand and tugging you over here to tell you that remember when you showed me siken's poems like a million years ago? the ones you picked out are still my favourite ones.

self-portrait against red wallpaper is my favourite favourite from the whole collection though. i just wanna thank you for showing me this one in the first place, life-changing honestly. i'm pretty sure i saw you post a snippet from it some days ago too i'm glad it's on both of our minds

"shame means you're guilty, like the rest of us, but you think you're better than we are. maybe you are?" // "disheartening? obviously. i hope it's love. i'm trying really hard to make it love."

"i clawed my way into the light but the light is just as scary. i'd rather quit. i'd rather be sad. it's too much work. admirable? not really. i hate my friends. and when i hate my friends i've failed myself, failed to share my compassion. i shine a light on them of my own making: septic, ugly, the wrong yellow. i mean, maybe it's better if my opponent wins."

i feel like this is also very fitting for ihtctaot but but but but also... for the toji apocalypse au i'm working on. ok this is just me rambling bc i haven't even really talked about it that much so u guys don't know anything lmao (u will u will)

the whole second part just makes me think about how hard it would be living in an apocalypse you know.. you'd want to try to make it work, to make it love, to be in the light but it would be so fucking hard, wouldn't it? and so much work. think about all the heartbreak and the pain, wouldn't it be easier to quit?

and the "shame means your're guilty, like the rest of us, but you think you're better than we are. maybe you are?" is toji. this is for toji. he's acting cocky and he's acting smug, like he knows everything about the world, like he's some immortal creature. like he knows better.

he doesn't. he is filled with shame and everything alike, he's as guilty as the rest of them. he's as bad as the rest of them, he's as good as the rest of them.

[waybrights]

sats au

this is kinda inspired by @tr0yb0lt0n0ffici4l social media au

so basically sasha was craving thai food

anne didn’t want to cook

so logically sash contacted anne’s parents

cause what else would she do ? she wants thai food DUHH

and they…just..came ?? and started cooking ??

(with sash and marcy helping around the kitchen of course ! )

marcy : don’t forget to add seasoning lol

sasha : don’t forget to burn the kitchen down

marcy :

they also kinda neglected anne lol

it didn’t bother anne tho cause why would she care that her two lov-BEST FRIENDS

would rather hang out with her parents or that her OWN parents like to talk to her friends more

she’s not jealous !!! she’s NOT !! seriously !!

not. totally. jealous. 

i just think those two would really love anne’s parents

given their (not so very good ) relationship with their own

anyways the boonchuys ended up spending the whole day there

and later that night while they’re all chilling in the living room sash just,,,brought a guitar ?? out of no where ??? and started singing ???? to anne’s parents??? (marcy joined in too lol )

anne internally: wtf is going on,,,y’all seein-what the f- huh??

basically sasha (and marcy ) kinda dedicated a song to them

titled : boonchuy (yeah not the most creative)

with lyrics like :

i didn’t like being 13

but i’d be 13 again

if it means

i’d get to hang out

at your restaurant

each day after school

you cooked my favorite food

you knew all of my interests

you asked about me

and not all the other stuff

you hugged me so tight

i think this is what love is ?

it wasn’t a totally finished song ( more so a demo)

they ended up refining it later

even preformed it on stage !!

specifically the show her parents attended

and obviously anne knows about the song and it’s lyrics

she heard them practice it ton , for frog sake !

she however wasn’t aware of one specific lyric

they only included on their live performance

one that caught her off guard

“thanks for giving us anne ( boonchuy) “

the idea came to me a week ago and

i kinda wrote it while half asleep

if i didn’t stop myself i would’ve wrote a whole ass song LMAOSJSJSJ

anon... anon omg im a Wreck... this is such a cute hc!!!!

i 100% feel like sasha and marcy are super close to anne's parents because their parents both Suck. and writing a song for them is definitely a way for them to thank them for everything they've done!!!

and they only perform it live fully once for anne's parents... omg thats so sweet <333 i feel like it would be one of their more emotional songs, and sasha does cry when singing it (it's like one of the only times the fans have seen her cry).

anne being so confused through the whole saga, but going a long with it anyway >>>>>

(she also got choked up when sasha and marcy sung that line, like i feel like that's when she realised that even after everything, they love her sm and she loves them just as much)

[darling-bibliophile]

(This is Hy, btw) what was that about clingy duo soul bond hero/villain au? 👀 Please tell!!!!!! I'm going insane

AHH <333 beloved

okay so lukhygdtjku this is going to be a long one.

I have a thing where I'm not particularly fond of soulmate AUs bc my favorite part of love whether it's /p or /r is people choosing eachother instead of it being ordained in the stars or some shit.

Instead, I came up with these things called soul bonds, they'd usually be done at a wedding or something or in a really serious relationship or with a trusted family member. The crux of them is that you share the pain of the person you choose to bond to. Theres a mental link so that all discomfort, anxiety, and physical pain is split between the two people, both people agreeing to carry the others burdens. They can be /r or /p, they aren't inhearently one or the other.

So, clingy duo are small kids in a crappy foster situation and they are best friends/foster brothers and want to be able to help each other more when then end up getting hurt so they look up on the internet how to do a soul bond and they do one. The system seperates them and soul bonds can fade/go dormant if the two are seperated by distance or if one side shuts it down.

NOW THE HERO/VILLAIN PART COMES INTO PLAY

Tubbo grew up manifested powers and was adopted by Superhero Phil. He's a hero alongside his family having put his past behind him.

Tommy is a villain under Dreams thumb. Dream can do mind shit and blocks Tommys (already weak) soul bond when he first finds the powered child and goes "omg someone to manipulate!"

Its years later, both are settled into their roles, havent seen each other in years. And then one day they're fighting each other and they're in such close proximity and both are in so much pain that it reactivates but neither notices until later.

Eret uncoveres Tubbo's soul bond when Phil is freaked the fuck out by why Tubbo just starts feeling like he's being beaten up by a ghost. Tubbo remembers the boy he once saw as a brother and becomes determined to save him. Whoever or wherever he is.

For angst, Dream eventually discovers hurting Tommy hurts Tubbo's hero persona. Neat.

I have written a few scenes but idk if I'd ever get around to making a full fic about it but it is genuinely one of my favorite AUs to rotate around in my head so thank you for letting me share it!!!! <3333

Scene below cut!

Eret jerked back in surprise. “Tubbo, you have a soul bond.”

“Huh?” Tubbo said.

Ranboo looked utterly perplexed.

Phil looked surprised, “I knew you and Ranboo got married for tax reasons, I didn’t think it was that serious.”

“We didn’t though!” Tubbo exclaimed, looking to Ranboo who nodded in agreement. 

Eret reached back out, placing their hand on Tubbo’s forehead again, “Hmm, it’s definitely a soul bond. Have you ever done one?”

Tubbo looks bewildered “No! Not that I can think of- because, well- oh, wait. I have. Oh god.”

“You don’t seem certain.”

“No, no, I am, it just took me a second, it’s Tommy.”

“Who’s Tommy?” Phil asked

“Your old foster brother?” Ranboo offered

“Yeah, yeah him. We promised to look out for each other and, well one night one of the older kids roughed me up kinda bad and he got bruises all the time. We just decided we wanted to help each other, you know? So we found out how to do one online and just did it.”

“I can close it off and let it go dormant again Tubbo.” Eret suggests gently.

Tubbo’s face went ashen, “So, what I was feeling, Tommy was feeling that? He was getting hurt?” 

Everyone in the room looked uneasy.

“It’s the only thing we can assume, I suppose.”

“And if I close it, he’ll hurt worse. Because I’m only feeling half of his pain.”

“I know it’s hard to make a choice like this, but you don’t have to martyr yourself Tubbo. You already put yourself on the line to help people. I can’t even imagine what would happen if an incident occured while you were in a fight. The link goes two ways, any pain from injuries you recieve on duty would be sent through to- uh”

“Tommy. His name is Tommy.”

“Right. I promise we’ll try to find Tommy through the proper channels and make sure he’s okay. But I don’t want you to feel obligated either way.”

“Do- do I have to choose right now?” Tubbo says weakly, tucking his knees under his chin. Ranboo slips his hand in Tubbo’s and squeezes lightly.

Phil’s the one who speaks next, clearing his throat, “Are you sure Tubbo?”

Tubbo nods and thanks Eret before walking his way back to his room to change out of his pajamas. Phil looks at Ranboo slightly pleadingly and Ranboo goes to follow after him.

<333