#thanks so much for showing me my beloved 🥺🫶🏼

[rottiens]

hi beloved i come with some gifts 🤲🏽 🤭

I NEVER SAVED ANYTHING SO FAST IN MY LIFE LSKDDKLDLDLDLD

[forjongseong]

knock, knock!

nanaaa, its been so long ahh 🥹 i’ve seen that you’ve updated your carmesí series and GODDD it was that good?! beforehand, i know i’ve missed out on a lot so i had to backtrack and read from where i was up to before 😭😭✋🏼 (didn’t remember what ep but then i remembered i wrote it down in my notes and i’m sooo glad i did ssjdhsis) i just wanted to start off with how are youu? i hope you’re doing well, eating well, drinking well, taking care of yourself well! i’ve been offline n online here and there and i miss a lot of my favourite people on here, including you </3 i’ve missed my v v talented tante sm :(( i hope we can talk again 🫶🏼 (in fact, jays been hitting different lately and the recent ep made it sm WORSE. its raining heavily down there girl, let me breathe lord have mercy)

OKAY SO,— ouh the butterflies the fucking butterflies. who doesn’t want husband! secretary jay hello??? the way hes so incredibly ARGHHGGHH i can’t even describe how hubby he is like i want him like this is so bad for me pls. and the way hes always comforting his beloved wife and just genuinely loving her, taking care of her throughout the ep got me GIGGLING KICKING MY FEET i had to put my phone down to calm MYSELF down. god when can i have a man like him. “You look very fuckable, husband.” PLEASE. WHEN DOES HE NOT???? you always devour w the spicy scenes it got me.. ykwim.. and don’t even get me started w that little present he got her like i had so much fun reading that part bye.

the way he shows his love for her— the way they show it to each other through everything i might cry (i did) my heart instantly melted, i love everything about them 🥺🥺 and the ending omg!! 😭✋🏼 i was so excited for them ☹️ (although i already knew it was bound to happen i was so happy) i’m horrendously downbad for this man 🧎🏻‍♀️ its insane how talented you are and the amount of hard work you put into the series i could never??

eh tau ga, pas mereka di jakarta buat gda, yk i was supposed to be in indo at that time but pasporku abis bodooooo 😭 i need to renew it asap sihdjwhdjsvm i wanted to cry like i watched the live & videos and everything and all i thought to myself was I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THERE ughrugrjugu theres still a next time, (maybe LMAO) but we should go together and meet up one day 🥹🫶🏼

ahh i know this feedback (its honestly just me yapping and ranting ab how much i love the seriesjanishaid) doesn’t seem like a lot but i hope yk i’m still a sucker for the carmesí series forever n ever ‼️ i’ll keep rereading every ep if i have to (i will bae dw) i’m proud of you nana!! i’ll be cheering for you from afar always <3 🤍

who's there? BOYNEXTDOOR--

so glad to see YOU in my inbox after experiencing a major loss of moots going on hiatus and never ever coming back coughORIcough anyways!

I don't blame you if you had to backtrack because it took ME a long time to reread everything because I literally forgot where I left it?? and then I didn't wanna repeat or write similar smut scenes so I'm like... what...?? BUT I'M SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO UPDATE

props to YOU for having it written in notes omg notes app is superior I use it for everything! but you making notes of my fanfic just makes me feel important 🙏 I hope you're doing well too! still in Brisbane I assume?

GLAD YOU LIKE THE PRESENT! that TOY is based on a real life device I have seen and I am considering buying BHAHAHA but I don't have a partner to use it on me so I am sadddddd when is Jay gonna be my partner irl you know what I'm sayin

it's okay, I didn't watch GDA either, and I went to PS in the afternoon only to find out Jake and Jungwon went later in the evening lol definisi ga jodoh, but glad Jay didn't make an appearance anywhere otherwise I will be jumping into Sungai Ciliwung

I don't mind ANY type of feedback even if it's just you yapping! thank you so much for being such a loyal reader of carmesi a.k.a carmesimp since day 1. your support means A LOT to me! and don't hesitate to drop by my ask box any time you want.

[onlyswan]

Woooaaahhhh I have no words for the new drabble. For me this part is so different from the other ones. It's so hard to explain my emotions but I love it 😭 I love the way JK is working on his boxing skills, for me it's a way to show that he will protect oc cause he feels guilty. I can image the whole situation is something that keeps him awake at night... also I think that he felt nauseous hearing 'stop you're scaring me'. I want to cry 😭😭😭😭😭😭 and to know how their love turns out, the development is so special🥹 they are growing and learning together <3 Apart from the fact that this is important for their story like how their base of trust came about, I think you gave us a situation that's happening to a lot of people and giving them a good example how you're partner should react is also a 10/10 from you! A little message to oc: not only JK, we love you too🫶🏼At the end I want to mention jimin being a cute big brother I can't 🫠 I wanted oc or jk but also can't separate them sooooo can I kidnap Jimin?

And how could you live with this drabble alone? You are insane...

With lots of love 🖤

-k

🥺🩵 thank you so much my beloved! hehe i really tried my best so i’m glad i was able to give you something different for the first one this year ^_^ it’s probably really unexpected? so i’m still nervous about it and anticipating y’alls thoughtshehsjehejhftj (LOL i feel like oc how did they live w this) but i think i did what i hoped to do so maybe that’s enough 🥲

oh my goodddd jungkook definitely made me want to cry a bunch times in this drabble too 😭😭😭 it must’ve been so overwhelming for him as well but his love for oc is above it all always :(

and to know how their love turns out, the development is so special🥹 they are growing and learning together <3

waah yesyesyes i think this might be my favorite part about not doing this chronologically 🥹 it’s probably just me but the way the puzzle pieces come together when you read everything feels so satisfying? hehe

i’m stealing jimin first get in line pls I WANT HIM TOO

i don’t know either HONESTLY i’m relieved it’s finally out there 😮‍💨

love you!!! 🥺🥺🥺

[catdadeddie]

confession!! hi beloved ❤️‍🔥

I think ur speed, efficiency, and dedication to running the bts blog as professionally as possible are unparalleled and should be acknowledged more often

like it’ll just periodically hit me again that we have this fantastic resource and it’s instrumental in the way so many of us experience the show. and u legitimately promote it better than the official accounts cuz how many times have I checked notifs from 911onfox instagram only to be like 🙄 girl nova posted this hours ago keep up

but mostly it’s your generosity to share all of this with everyone that kinda floors me. you could’ve chosen to just seek this info out for u and maybe share it with a few close friends, spare urself the hassle of trolls and ppl who complain and nitpick. but u were kind enough to leave it open for all to access!!

and, once again, you do this for free and in ur own personal time while balancing a whole life and job simultaneously like???? no joke I think u could easily run a company with ur insane ability to multitask. you are truly the mvp of this fandom and I adore u 🫶🏼

(also still think ur voice is hot hihihi 🤭)

Oh this is super sweet, thank you 🥺

I'm glad it's a resource that people love and use. People's reactions to what is posted one of my favorite parts of the blog tbh so I'm very happy to share content on there.

And the official Instagram is like dead ig so 😅 I'm hoping it's not actually dead but it's going on 6 days without them posting besides boosting dramaclubfox...

It's a choice, but whatever. I'm just gonna keep doing my thing.

The business major in me appreciates the running a company comment ❤️ (though I've not stuck to that life plan much at all 😂)

(I'm not a fan of my voice personally, but I'm VERY glad you think it's hot 👀❤️)

confess something you've thought about me on anon

[sebsxphia]

It’s one of the first nights of the season where it truly gets cold. Not brisk, not chilly. Cold. The frost hangs heavy on the grass and trees. The migrating birds are gone until spring. Of course the gate had to break when the evening work was just about done. Unfortunately it wasn’t a problem that could wake to be solved in the morning. Rhett wasn’t due back until very late In the evening or very early morning. So you traded your pajamas to your overalls, a large hoodie and a thick jacket. You shivered at the cold wind that ate through the layers so matter what. The work lights blinded the field as you worked into the night. Exhaustion evident in taking over your face and limbs. You were so focused on getting the job done without loosing any of the cattle that you didn’t realize Rhett pull into the driveway or stand on the porch calling out your name when he didn’t find you curled up in bed. With the gate fixed, at least till morning, you turned with a shiver and made your way back to the house. The porch light guilting you in the right direction. Stepping into the house you leaned against the door. Getting used to not seeing your own breath in front of you. You close your eyes and try to catch your breath. Tossing the gloves on the ground trying to warm your hands up quickly. You jump at the warm hands that clasp over yours and then more to remove the now very cold and stiff jacket off of your shoulders.

“Hey baby. Let’s get you warm again”

You open your eyes to your husband holding jacket and looking at you with eyes full of admiration. You sigh and nod. Letting him guide you to the bedroom. He replaces the hoodie with one of his oversized ones. Letting you get into bed first, he pulls the covers over you and his rough hands find your hips and pull you close. Your body shivers until Rhett’s own body heat warms up yours. He mumbles and I love you into your hair as you almost instantly begin to doze off.

- @sandbarbirdie

@sandbarbirdie birdie!!!! please!!!!!!! the domestic rhett drabbles you’ve been sending me recently have got me down so bad and crying into my coffee 🥺🥺

rhett knows when you go on auto pilot sometimes. rhett can tell when you’re in so deep with fixing up the ranch and your work that you all but forget to take care of yourself. there’s been times when he has to come out to the pasture and drag you back home so you can eat a warm home cooked meal. sometimes he leaves gloves and a scarf out for you and reminds you to wear them when you’re out in the winter so you don’t get cold.

rhett worries when he has to go away for a rodeo show and can’t be there to look after you. he trusts you and he doesn’t want to be overbearing, but he’ll leave you a frozen lasagne in the fridge and will always call you at night to check in with you.

he knows when you’re on auto pilot, talking about it isn’t on the cards. you shut down completely and his minimal, yet soft words are all you need to guide you to a place that’s warm and safe with him.

i absolutely adore this my beloved birdie, i will never tire of how beautifully you write for rhett and capture the softer and quieter moments in your relationship. thank you so, so much for this!! 💌🫶🏼💖

[rhettabbotts]

for your celly if that’s okay please my beloved?? 🥺 <33

❝ i know this is really vulnerable for you, so we can take this as slow as you need. you’re in control here okay? ❞

this one from the smut prompt list with rhett made me tear up, it felt so personal and i just know it would be so special 🥺🥺 free therapy too

thank you so much my sweet!! ilysm!! 💖

seb thank you my beloved 🫶🏼 i hope i do this justice, it’s what my mind first went to

tw: mentions of self image issues (you’re all beautiful okay? okay.)

you had been struggling recently with how you looked. it was hard for you to even look in the mirror some days. stretch marks and cellulite looking like flashing neon signs every time you caught a glimpse of them. you had a force out a smile every time rhett complimented you. he could see something was going on inside your head and he wanted to do whatever he could to help.

you were sitting on the bed crying one evening when he came in from work. he was immediately at your side, pulling you into him.

“talk to me, sweetheart,” his voice was laced with concern as he rubbed his hand up and down your back, trying his best to calm you.

“i just don’t like the way i look, rhett.” you said between sobs.

“oh, baby. you are so beautiful. inside and out. i wish i could show you what i see, because you take my breath away every damn second i see you. can i do something for you, to show you how i see you?” he was cradling your face in his hands, leaning in to kiss you softly. you nodded slightly and he laid you back on the bed.

“can i take your shirt off?” he asked, pressing a small kiss to your lips. you nodded again, running your hands through his hair to ground yourself some.

“i know this is really vulnerable for you,” he said placing a kiss to your neck, “so we can take this as slow as you need. you’re in control here okay?” he looked you in the eyes at that.

he spent the entire night kissing all over your body, muttering words of praise against your skin. he told you how much he loved you, how beautiful he thought you were, how your imperfections made you more perfect in his eyes.

“rhett, please,” you whispered out.

“what do you need, baby?” he said, placing feather light kisses to your thighs.

“need you,” you said, grabbing him by the shoulders and pulling him up to your face, kissing him deeply.

that night he made slow love to you, taking his time. he held your hands tightly, whispering in your ear every little thing he loved about you. you felt so overwhelmed with praise and love you couldn’t help but let a few tears fall.

he kissed them away, holding you so close to him.

“my beautiful baby,” he said against your lips.

[onlyswan]

hi sweetheART :)

your latest drabble is still occupying a significant amount of my brain space and i read it the second you posted it hehe

i just adore how detail oriented you are and how there are reoccurring themes throughout your drabbles - one of my personal favorites is when you mention oc‘s clothing! and i wanted to ask if you could maybe explain their style and fashion sense and how you maybe come up with it? (if you haven’t already) like do you have a pinterest board or do you come up with it on the spot? is their style similar or identical to yours bc you mentioned that you love fashion and thrifting like oc <3 i would just really love to hear you talk about it, i am so excited already while i am typing this!!

From what i‘ve gathered so far oc likes to wear crop tops and shorts around the house, they love mini skirts (same) and own cargo (and corduroy?)pants and they have an affinity for fabulous shoes (i guess a good mix of heeled shoes and sneakers?) sorry if i missed anything!!

anyways, i would love love love your opinions and answer to this topic and i really hope i am not bothering you with this long message or asking for too much, i know you are really busy right now xx

i hope you’re having a wonderful day❤️

HIIII BELOVED 🥰 you have no idea how much i’m absolutely geeking rn LOL thank you thank you for noticing the tiny little details. my writer heart is very happy with this information 🫶🏼

i do come up with oc’s outfits on the spot considering the weather, location, scenario and all that jazz :] we areeee kinda similar but still very different. oc’s fashion sense is more matured and experimental ? they like showing skin and is veryyy chic !! <3 🥺 outside they’re always wearing a skirt or a dress but if it’s a more chill day / they need or want to move a lot, they’d wear pants !! oc owns quite a lot of pants too but they’re almost all baggy (hence the cargo too) bcs tight fitting bottoms make them uncomfy (as you can tell) 😭 imagine jungkook’s style but minus the oversized shirts hehe. their closet is very colorful mainly bcs of the tops and dresses !! they just naturally don’t gravitate towards basics so a big chunk of oc’s mind just works hard to match specific pieces of clothing into outfits and have them memorized 🗯️ they love cute hair accessories!! and earrings!! and yesss ur right def have an affinity for fabulous shoes 🥺 those +++ boots!!! their one true love :P

AND PLS I LOOOOVE how you’ve observed these things and took note of them 🥲🫶🏼 and you’re not bothering me at all bcs i enjoy talking abt the in which couple and hearing you guys talk about them too more than anything 🥹 thank you for sending this ask you made my day !!! <333

edit: i got so carried i forgot to mention the sweetheART 😭 the cutest nickname i’ve ever gotten? ANON ILY