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samathekittycat · 3 months ago
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first batch of sfth as ao3 tags be with ye 🫴
more!!
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sunshineandviolets · 2 years ago
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was tagged by @ava-du-mortain & @nerdferatum to make some ocs using @eatingyarn's cute new picrew !!!! thank you <3!!!!!
Aleisha (project hadea) // Safiya (ofna) // Nicola (bodycount/twc)
Mai (infamous) // Reiko (attollo/exile) // AJ (mind blind)
Tagging: @queerdetectiveblue, @maburito, @sosolenoo, @narrativefoiltrope, @griffin-wood, @moderarato & who else would like too!! :D
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thedeadthree · 2 years ago
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coming in remarkably Late to ask for 🎵🎵 + iryna and maybe 🎵 + iryna/raul 😌
AJ YOU DEARIE PIE YOU! the sweethearts of my heart! those two ! iryna the fool in love and her affections for the dearest dear ever raul!
OCS AND SHIPS + SONGS ASKS
🔪 — IRYNA PASTERNAK
ONLY HAPPY WHEN IT RAINS — garbage
i’m only happy when it rains // you know i love it when the news is bad // why it feels so good but feels so sad
WITCHES TALE — jah phnx
such a pretty depression // blood spills cheap thrills make for great art
💀⛏ — IRYNA X RAUL
VIVIEN — ✝️✝️✝️ crosses
i saw you in the water clutching to my hand // falling deep into your dripping heart again
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phantom-provocateur · 2 years ago
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call me an oomfie again and i’ll beat your ass
You want to fuck me so bad it makes you look foolish
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fcntasmas · 2 years ago
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13, 20, 57 <3
13: What kind of phone do you have?
an iphone,,,, 12 pro max? i think that's right. i'd check but i'm lazy ):
20: What’s something you cannot wait for?
ted lasso on wednesday. 911 to come back. getting to see @alsclightwood & @nymika-arts & @ghosthunterbuck later in the year ;u; my babes
57: If you could move away, no questions asked, where would it be ?
norway. ireland. scotland. iceland. somewhere quiet and pretty and peaceful <3
be nosy while i get cozy
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youling-the-ghost · 3 months ago
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sfth as things that me and my friends have said in group chats (I made this because I'm bored and doing my summer homework sounds lame)
Luke: then again the only people who take blood against your will are vampires. and when they do it it’s considered unethical Tom: vampire x human romance books would probably disagree Luke: I said it’s unethical I didn’t say it’s unsexy Tom: if someone asks you for help again after they get an exasperated “fuck off” the first time, whatever happens is on them Sam: every time a teacher says “manage your time” I want to strangle a bitch Sam: y’all tell me to manage my time again and imma make you manage your oxygen
Luke: I'm a very masculine manly man. I'm an alpha, a sigma, even. you could never comprehend how masculine I am. AJ: you all deserve to commit stop breath Luke: aww thx you too <3 Sam: the only thing I’m committing to is a long term sexual relationship with your mother Tom: I’ll pin your corpse to an alleyway
AJ: what's the name of that one animal that's like a fish but big Tom: shark?? whale?? dolphin?? AJ: whale thank you Sam: your fat fucking mother Tom: is lab-grown meat vegan? Sam, searching it up on Bing: our lord and savior Microsoft Bing says no Tom: bro what is wrong with you Tom: bing user Tom: what the fuck Sam: all the fucked up things about me and you choose to criticize the fact that I use bing Tom: yeah it’s the worst one Luke: tag yourself guys. I'm perfume. Tom: glycerin Tom: if you pee on me, I become a hazardous explosive
AJ: qw EW RHW AM AJ: this was meant to be "we are the same" AJ: how did it become that
Luke: fuck you Tom: I'd rather not Luke: agreed AJ: this is the only thing that we can collectively agree on Sam: we are all unfuckable Tom, sleep deprived, trying to spell Roblox: Bob lox Tom: Bobolxis Tom: Boblix Tom: Boblox AJ: ??????????????? Sam: seeing you make this many typos is hilarious cuz you're usually like the one who makes the least typos Tom: yeah I care about being legible Tom: now I'm two tired Tom: ... Luke: TWO TIRED Luke: LMAO
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ranchthoughts · 1 year ago
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The GMMTV Kissing Multiverse, an Update
EDITED: Hey everyone - update posted here! Follow along with all updates at the tag here
Hello everyone! Thank you all for your help with the GMMTV Kissing Multiverse project so far. I thought I would give an update.
The first draft is here.
Rules
Must be lip to lip contact
Must be shown on screen in a GMMTV tv series (no kisses from ads, promotional content, etc.)
Poll Update
I enlisted all of your help deciding if the WaiKorn sorta kiss from the Bad Buddy x ATOTS Our Skyy 2 episodes actually involved lip touching and if the HeartLiMing kiss from Moonlight Chicken should be included.
The results are in: you voted that Jimmy and Drake's lips do NOT touch, therefore their kiss will be NOT be counted in this project. The HeartLiMing poll resulted in an exact tie (!!!) so I am here to be the tie breaker - upon careful review, if we don't see the lips touch, the kiss doesn't count (I think that will be easier for decision-making in the long run). Therefore, the HeartLiMing kiss will NOT be counted in this project. Thanks everyone for participating!
Breakdown by Show
So far, I have looked at 47 individual shows (in brackets is the short-form I've been using):
A Boss and a Babe (ABAAB): Book/Force, Fluke Pusit/Ohm Thipakorn
An Eye for an Eye (AEDAE): Dao Phimthong/Ohm
A Tale of a Thousand Stars (ATOTS): Earth/Mix
Bad Buddy (BB): Nanon/Ohm
Be My Favourite (BMF): Gawin/Krist
'Cause You're My Boy (CYMB): Drake/Frank
Cupid's Last Wish (CLW): Earth/Mix
Dark Blue Kiss (DBK): New/Tay, Gawin/Pod
Dirty Laundry (DL): Film/Nanon
Double Savage (DS): Film/Ohm, Film/Perth
Enchante: Book/Force
Enigma: Prim/Namtan, Prim/Win
F4: Bright/Tu
Friendzone: AJ/Plustor, Nat/Singto, Plustor/Singto, Aye/Apple
Fish Upon the Sky (FUTS): Phuwin/Pond, Louis/Neo
He's Coming to Me (HCTM): Ohm/Singto, Ohm/Gigie
Hidden Agenda (HA): Dunk/Joong
Mama Gogo (MMGG): Drake/Ciize, Joss/Gigie, Lee/Cris
Midnight Museum (MM): Bright/Pat Chayani, Nanon/View
Moonlight Chicken (MLC): Earth/Mix, Earth/Papang, First/Mix
My Dear Loser (MDL): Namtan/Sing
My School President (MSP): Fourth/Gemini, Satang/Winny
Never Let Me Go (NLMG): Chimon/Phuwin, Phuwin/Pond
Not Me (NM): Film/Gun, Film/Mond, First/Gawin, Gun/Off
Only Friends (OF): so far... Drake/Neo, Neo/Mark Pakin, Book/Force [only counting the ones we have seen so far - so this is going to change!!]
P.S. I Hate You (PS IHY): Guy Sivakorn/Papang, Jan/Lee, Jan/Pearwah
Star in my Mind (SIMM): Dunk/Joong, Dunk/Pepper
Sky in your Heart (SIYH): Mek/Mark Jiruntanin
Slam Dunk: Drake/Sing
SOTUS: Krist/Singto
The Eclipse (Eclipse): First/Khaotung, Louis/Neo
The Gifted (Gifted): Namtan/Lee
The Jungle (Jungle): Krist/Lee, Krist/Lookjun, Lee/Mook, Lookjun/Off, Mild/Nanon, Nanon/Punpun
The Player (Player): Chimon/Namtan
The Shipper (Shipper): First/Ohm, First/Prigkhing
Theory of Love (TOL): Gun/Off, Gun/Boom, Nok/Off
Turn Left Turn Right (TLTR): Nanon/Puimek
Tonhon Chonlatee (Tonhon): Khaotung/Pod
UMG: Nanon/Namtam
Vice Versa (VV): Jimmy/Sea
Warp Effect (Warp): Ciize/Sing, Fluke Pusit/Gigie, Fluke Pusit/Thor, Gigie/Guy Sivakorn, Jan/Silvy, Mark Pakin/Best, New/Fah, New/Fluke Pusit, New/Gigie, New/Silvy
Waterboyy: Earth/New
2gether: Bright/Win
Still 2gether: Bright/Win, Mike/Toptap
3 Will Be Free (3WBF): Joss/Tay, Joss/Mild, Mild/Tay
55:15 Never Too Late (55:15): Arm/View, Khaotung/Pawin
10 Year Ticket (10 YT): Ohm/Tu
Breakdown by actor
I currently have 66 actors whose kisses I have recorded (a moment of thought for Aou, Gunsmile, and White who are listed on my spreadsheet but don't actually have any kisses listed yet).
Men
AJ: Plustor (Friendzone)
Arm: View (55:15)
Book: Force (ABAAB, Enchante, OF)
Bright: Tu (F4), Pat Chayani (MM), Win (2gether)
Chimon: Phuwin (NLMG), Namtan (Player)
Drake: Frank (CYMB), Ciize (MMGG), Neo (OF)
Dunk: Joong (HA, SIMM), Pepper (SIMM)
Earth: Mix (ATOTS, CLW, MLC), Papang (MLC), New (Waterboyy)
First: Mix (MLC), Gawin (NM), Khaotung (Eclipse), Ohm (Shipper), Prigkhing (Shipper)
Fluke Gawin: Krist (BMF), Pod (DBK), First (NM)
Fluke Pusit: Ohm Thipakorn (ABAAB), Thor (Warp), Gigie (Warp), New (Warp)
Force: Book (ABAAB, Enchante, OF)
Fourth: Gemini (MSP)
Gemini: Fourth (MSP)
Gun: Film (NM), Off (NM, TOL), Boom (TOL)
Guy Sivakorn: Papang (P.S. IHY), Gigie (Warp)
Jimmy: Sea (VV)
Joong: Dunk (HA, SIMM)
Joss: Gigie (MMGG), Mild (3WBF), Tay (3WBF)
Khaotung: First (Eclipse), Pod (Tonhon), Pawin (55:15)
Krist: Gawin (BMF), Singto (SOTUS), Lee (Jungle), Lookjun (Jungle)
Lee: Cris (MMGG), Jan (P.S. IHY), Namtan (Gifted), Krist (Jungle), Mook (Jungle)
Louis: Neo (FUTS, Eclipse)
Mark Pakin: Neo (OF), Best (Warp)
Mark Jiruntanin: Mek (SIYH)
Mek: Mark Jiruntanin (SIYH)
Mike: Toptap (2gether)
Mix: Earth (ATOTS, CLW, MLC), First (MLC)
Nanon: Ohm (BB), Film (DL), View (MM), Mild (Jungle), Punpun (Jungle), Puimek (TLTR), Namtan (UMG)
Neo: Louis (FUTS, Eclipse), Drake (OF), Mark Pakin (OF)
New: Tay (DBK), Fah (Warp), Fluke Pusit (Warp), Gigie (Warp), Silvy (Warp)
Off: Gun (NM, TOL), Lookjun (Jungle), Nok (TOL)
Ohm Thipakorn: Fluke Pusit (ABAAB)
Ohm: Dao Phimthong (AEFAE), Nanon (BB), Film (DS), Singto (HCTM), Gigie (HCTM), First (Shipper), Tu (10 YT)
Papang: Earth (MLC), Guy Sivakorn (P.S. IHY)
Pawin: Khaotung (55:15)
Pepper: Dunk (SIMM)
Phuwin: Pond (FUTS, NLMG), Chimon (NLMG)
Pod: Gawin (DBK), Khaotung (Tonhon)
Pond: Phuwin (FUTS, NLMG)
Satang: Winny (MSP)
Sea: Jimmy (VV)
Sing: Namtan (MDL), Drake (Slam Dunk), Ciize (Warp)
Singto: Nat (Friendzone), Plustor (Friendzone), Ohm (HCTM), Krist (SOTUS)
Tay: New (DBK), Joss (3WBF), Mild (3WBF)
Thor: Fluke Pusit (Warp)
Toptap: Mike (2gether)
Win: Prim (Enigma), Bright (2gether)
Winny: Satang (MSP)
Women
Aye: Apple (Friendzone)
Best: Mark Pakin (Warp)
Ciize: Drake (MMGG), Sing (Warp)
Cris: Lee (MMGG)
Fah: New (Warp)
Film: Nanon (DL), Ohm (DS), Perth (DS), Gun (NM), Mond (NM)
Gigie: Ohm (HCTM), Joss (MMGG), Fluke Pusit (Warp), Guy Sivakorn (Warp), New (Warp)
Jan: Lee (P.S. IHY), Pearwah (P.S. IHY), Silvy (Warp)
Lookjun: Off (Jungle), Krist (Jungle)
Mild: Nanon (Jungle), Joss (3WBF), Tay (3WBF)
Mook: Lee (Jungle)
Namtan: Prim (Enigma), Sing (MDL), Lee (Gifted), Chimon (Player), Nanon (UMG)
Prigkhing: First (Shipper)
Prim: Namtan (Enigma), Win (Enigma)
Silvy: Jan (Warp), New (Warp)
Tu: Bright (F4), Ohm (10 YT)
View: Nanon (MM), Arm (55:15)
Figures and Discussion Section
Our leaders as of now for "most different pairs kissing in one show" are:
Warp Effect (10 pairs)
The Jungle (5 pairs)
Friendzone and Not Me (4 pairs)
Only Friends (3 pairs [so far 👀])
Mama Gogo, Moonlight Chicken, P.S. I Hate You, and 3 Will Be Free (3 pairs)
2. Jojo has an... outsized impact on the number of kissing pairs. He directed 5 of the top 9 shows with the most different kissing pairs - and roughly 17% of all the shows analyzed - but his shows contain about 30% of kisses present in the data set (note: I am just looking at kissing pair iterations here not at unique kissing pairs, e.g., Phuwin/Pond are a pair in two shows (once in a Jojo show and once in a non-Jojo show), so they are counted twice. Otherwise I would have to think about in what show/under which director a kissing pair first originated, how many different shows/directors they've kissed under... this section is mostly a quick exercise in showing how Jojo has a lot of different kissers in his shows so I'm not trying to be that statistically accurate.)
The median number of "different kissing pairs per show" of a Jojo show is 3.38, compared to a median of only 1.69 "different kissing pairs per show" in non-Jojo shows.
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3. There were more same gender kissing pairs than mixed gender kissing pairs, though not by much. This may also reflect the data set used (I know I am more familiar with QLs than het GMMTV shows)
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4. Our leaders for actors with the "most kissing partners" so far are:
Nanon (7 people)
Ohm (6 people)
First, Lee, New, Film, Gigie, and Namtan (5 people each)
Krist, and Fluke Pusit (4 people)
Bright, Drake, Earth, Fluke Gawin, Gun, Joss, Khaotung, Neo, Off, Sing, Tay, Jan, and Mild (3 people each)
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Bonus! Which of the GMMTV boys has kissed the most men?
First and Singto are tied for the win (4 each)
Then Earth, Fluke Gawin, Khaotung, Krist, Neo, and Ohm (3 each)
Then Drake, Dunk, Fluke Pusit, Gun, Mix, New, Papang, Phuwin, and Tay (2 each)
Thanks to all those who contributed!!: @airenyah, @alsoran, @bengiyo, @burnmyself, @catboykacchan, @catsundmaus, @chickenstrangers, @crowie, @dribs-and-drabbles, @jeonghanurl, @kpinhiding, @lurkingshan, @maibpenrai, @nieves-de-sugui, @non-binarypal7, @sollucets, @userneos, @tiistirtipii, @waitmyturtles, @williamrikers, @zeesqueere
and @blmpff asked to be tagged in updates!
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angie-words · 3 months ago
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Writers Guild Presents: Write A Way, Chapter 3
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Now with art by @ines2925 - it's absolutely wonderful, and I was so touched when Ines sent it to me - thank you again, Ines! 💜
CW/tags: self-doubt/esteem issues, past trauma due to being neurodivergent in a neurotypical world, light angst, smut, explicit sex (eventually), slow burn, human AU
Summary: 
Azira Fell and AJ Crowley are both successful authors in their own right, invited to speak at the same national book festival. Despite a falling out a couple of years ago, they've never actually met in person - so this event is going to be excruciatingly awkward for both of them.
Right? 
As it happens, and unbeknownst to them, it seems they share a love of a certain TV show... and being very active parts of its fandom (yep, it's Fanfic Writer Crowley and Fanfic Reader Aziraphale time!)
Excerpt:
Crowley grinned, a frisson of pleasure running down his neck as he finally read a reminder that wasn’t a chore but a joy:
POST THE FIC!!! 😈
Kicking off his shoes, Crowley laid back on the bed, relishing the way it held his tired bones, before navigating to the dashboard on Archive of Our Own. Chapter 12 was in his drafts and he gave it a final onceover, but it was fine; he knew it was because he’d meticulously edited and proofread it several times already.
He tapped “Post”, waited impatiently for the link to become live, then copied it and headed over to Tumblr to add it to his draft there. He’d nearly pressed “post” before noticing he’d forgotten the tags. Crowley tutted at himself (bloody amateur hour) and added, amongst others, #Accurate Prophecies, #Accurate Prophecies fanfic, #Accurate Prophecies fic and, most importantly, #Nuttifer. Satisfied with his work, he sent it off into the fandom and hoped they liked his latest instalment.
As happened every time, a momentary shiver of regret bore down upon his spine. Not about the writing, never that; Crowley had been diligently plucking away at the 24 chapter fic he’d planned out and he knew the outline was good. Wasn’t even like it was his first upload. No, the regret was anticipatory, thinking about what would happen to him if Ana discovered he had, despite her warnings, continued to write fanfic about Accurate Prophecies.
He humphed, letting the phone slide next to him on the mattress, and told himself that it was Ana’s own fault for being too bloody nosy.
“You can’t publish stories where Andrew Nutter is getting ploughed by Thall Pulsifer!” she’d exclaimed, having caught sight of Crowley’s foolishly unlocked laptop screen when he’d been making her a coffee.
“S’a purification ritual,” he’d winked, not fully comprehending at the time that her wide-eyed stare was not one of awe. 
Continue reading on AO3!
Thank you to @sakascal @playdohangel @rofell @azeutreciathewicked and @ines2925 for being my wonderful beta readers over this and forthcoming chapters!
@whickberstreetwriters
@goodomensafterdark
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theangrypomeranian · 1 year ago
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thanks for the tag, Doodler! <3 1) Spell your name in songs. this will be the easier one XD P - Psycho, Maisie Peters O - OMG What's Happening, Ava Max M - Mary On A Cross, Ghost 2) Why did you choose your URL? so i'm actually a dog trainer and one day my irl bestie asked me what kind of dog i thought everyone in our then friend group would be. it was a fun game but when she asked what i was i was stumped. so then she looks at me and goes "you're a pomeranian, an angry little pomeranian." and i told her "stfu, you're right but stfu." XDD then i adopted the title because i thought it was really funny. 3) What is your middle name? ...next question lol. 4) If you could be any mythical creature, what would you be? oh gosh, ummmmm maybe a fairy?? or a pixie! it would also depend on what mythology we’re going by, i tend to naturally think of English/Irish ones. 5) Favorite color? i’m kind of a basic bitch for this one lol my favorite color is blue! but i also love red and like a rich decadent brown (like my hair lol). 6) Song you love right now? so i’m always stuck on Taylor Swift ngl lol. i’ve been trying to take in Evermore, so i’d say Tolerate It and Champagne Problems. both make my cry a lot and think of my favorite girls Tina and Becky. 7) Top four fandoms? okay i really had to think about this one because i’ve had some pretty crappy experiences in fandom over the last few years, but i’ve had some good ones over the past year that i’m grateful for. 1. the Bob’s Burgers fandom. y’all are just absolute angels and have supported me through my fic writing the last year. i’ve met a lot of sweet people here and i’m glad i randomly decided to start watching the show last year (yes, i am like a super late comer to it, sorry lol). 2. so i’m not even in this one, but the Fexi fandom is incredibly talented and a few of y’all have followed me back and i love seeing what you’ve put out. you also took a really hard blow this last year and despite it you haven’t let it bring you down. i’m proud of you guys for looking out for each other and still going with your projects. y’all are the real MVPs. 3. another fandom i’m not officially in but have been lurking on is the Spy X Family fandom! it’s just so wholesome and i love reading the fics and looking at the adorable fanart that comes out of that fandom. 4. the One Piece fandom. i’ve actually loved One Piece since college and seeing the resurgence from the Netflix adaptation has been a lot of fun! especially the Lunami side, the fics are just *chefs kiss*. 8) Tag nine people. i'm just gonna tag a few lol. @littleredruns @lovelyxxxsymone @king-cotton-candy @keepyourhornson-spyro and @thedarkestgreys
Get To Know Me Tag Game
(Thank you, @inevitablemoment!)
1) Spell your name in songs (Taking these songs from my "Smile Guaranteed" playlist - AKA songs that immediately make me go "Ooo!" and turn it up)
Everything is AWESOME!!! (feat. The Lonely Island) by Tegan and Sara
Real Gone by Sheryl Crow
I Don't Wanna Miss a Thing by Aerosmith
Captain Hampton and the Midget Pirates! by The Aquabats
Ain't No Easy Way by Black Rebel Motorcycle Club
2) Why did you choose your URL?
It has been my fanfic pen name since 2004. The first published fanfic I wrote was for the Pirates of the Caribbean fandom, and it was a ridiculous crackfic about Jack, Will, and Elizabeth running around the 21st century with me and my two best friends. When they said goodbye at the end, they each gave us a pirate name. Jack gave me the name Black Grace, so "BG Sparrow" I be! I could never part ways with it at this point.
3) What is your middle name?
Dawn. And I don't like it. Makes me feel like some braided pigtail 12-year-old in Little House on the Prairie, and that's just not my vibe. My sister won the middle name game with "Linette".
4) If you could be any mythical creature, what would you be?
A mythical creature... I must admit, I have never been asked this. I'm boring in this way, but something humanoid. Powerful. Maybe immortal. Fairy? Yeah, let's go with fairy. I've always loved the message of how powerful belief is in Peter Pan.
5) Favorite color?
Brown. I know, right? Five-year-old me is screwing up her face screaming, "You could pick any of the gorgeous colors in the entire universe, and you picked brown?" Yeah, I did. Blues/teals/aquas have always drawn me in and still do, but brown wins out by a small margin.
6) Song you love right now?
The most recent additions to my Annual Awesome: 2023 playlist include Death Drive by junodream (My No Pines Marty anthem) and Dancing With Your Ghost by Sasha Alex Sloan. Also listening to the score for Lawmen: Bass Reeves by Chanda Dancy right now because for some reason, the scores from these Tyler Sheridan shows fuel my 1885 BttF stories like none other, and I need a new one to attach to Once Upon a Time in the North as I write it. So far so good!
7) Top four fandoms?
Back to the Future
Pirates of the Caribbean
Iron Man
National Treasure (back in the day)
8) Tag nine people
@odddelorean
@brinkle-brackle
@bri-to-the-future
@synthsays
@fiddlstyx
@marielle-heller
@additionaladdams
@mythical-bookworm
@professorsaber
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danishprince · 1 year ago
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👻 gotnospleengene
Guys help i think my hbo stopped working...does anyone have an episode link/torrent?? Thank uuuuuu
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🧑‍🦯 corradoslittlemeowmeow 🔁 itsthree-o-cock Follow
pictured: david chase when you ask him what the FUCK that was supposed to mean
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#WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENINGGGGGGGG
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👰‍♀️ chrisdriananation
ok AJ kind of slayed this ep. i'll say it
#[forcibly distracting myself from the ending] haha my baby is growing up :') #the sopranos
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⚰️ soprano-home-movies 🔁 adrianaaaaaaa
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🗣 journeythebandhater
WHAT. WHAT NO THAT
THAT CAN'T BE IT
WHAT
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🧸 gabaghouls35
just got back from dinner with my stupid fucking FAMILY...time to watch the sopranos finale yay :)
#ough so fucking annoying. nothing i hate more than family dinner
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🎆 cunninglinguistpsychiatrist 🔁 thebesttisoverr
Meadow walking inside after successfully parallel parking
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🕺🏼 silviocunte
david chase i am IN YOUR WALLS!!!
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👺 penisarycontactvalvos 🔁 imperiolimicheal Follow
#ALIVEGANG WE RISE!!!
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🐱 beeonyoufurio
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🕴varstittyathlete
No that was sooooo perfect though. Regardless of "what happened" right there he's on edge and he's going to be on edge for the rest of his life and——bam. Girl the themes and motifs
#the sopranos
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👾sixteeeendeadczechs
my tv just?? turned black???? well i hope everyone who actually got to see the ending enjoyed it.
#sopranos liveblog temporarily paused until i figure this shit out LMAO #if my roommate forgot to pay for wifi again it is ON SIGHT
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runningincircl3s · 1 month ago
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Nothing Ever After
Noah Sebastian x Reader x Vinny Mauro
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Chapter 4
no chapter warnings! also i’m aware i’m missing a lottt of the guys out such as aj and logan and the other miw guys we see in rick's vlogs AND IM SORRY i just don’t know them well enough to include in the story :) just pretend they’re there in the background somewhere doing something stupid
i rewrote this chapter three times :/ also i'm trying to figure out a posting schedule... i'm thinking fridays and mondays :)
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“Jeez, it was only three hours but my ass really hurts!” Folio moaned, as everyone was stood waiting to collect their luggage. 
The flight here was nowhere near as bad as the guys’ London flight which you were grateful for. You were sat on an end next to Jolly, who was almost left behind by Matt on the way to the airport. In the end, Ash couldn’t come, to which Noah seemed quite upset by, but he had a family emergency so everybody understood. So it was just you, Bryan, Matt, Nick, Nicholas, Jolly and Noah in the end.
“I’m so tired.” You groaned, leaning against Folio, “I would’ve fallen asleep on the plane if it wasn’t for Jolly humming to some songs the whole way here.” 
“Hey, is that yours?” Matt asked and reached out for your suitcase, checking the name tag. 
“Dad Omens are back,” Bryan chuckled, “oh there’s Ruffilo’s!” 
You were stood around for about half an hour collecting your suitcases, and of course Matt’s came out last. When you finally passed security and made it out of the airport, Noah got a call. 
“Guys, it’s Chris,” he said before answering, “Hello?”
“Hey, I just got your text! Where are you guys?”
“We’re outside now, waiting for the cab to take us to the hotel. Where are you?”
“We’re on the bus on the way to the hotel, hey why don’t I ask if we can come and get you?”
“Are you sure?” Noah raised his eyebrows.  
“Of course! We should have room for you guys, you won't have to worry about trying to fit all your things in a cab!” 
“You have a point there… We don't have a bus until tomorrow because we changed our flight at such short notice, so if you don’t mind...” 
“Of course not! We’ll be there in no time.”
“Thanks, man.” Noah said with a smile, hanging up. “Chris is organising for them to pick us up so that should only be about 20 minutes.” 
“Only?!” You frowned. 
“The time will pass, we’ll be in our rooms in no time.” Noah smiled as he stretched his arms.
“Oh shit the rooms!” Matt’s eyes almost bulged out of his head, rushing to reach into his pocket for his phone. “Noah why the fuck did you change the flight. This has messed everything up!” 
“Why is it my fault? I didn’t think you guys would’ve wanted to rush around tomorrow when we landed and have to set everything up in one day without a break. I was prioritising us for once, now that we’ve got the money to do so.” 
“Yeah but we’re not made of cash, Noah! We’ve budgeted for this whole tour and just about made it so we don’t lose any money-”
“Matt…” Noah tried to interject. 
“So I’m sorry if I was actually being realistic!” 
“Matt-” He tried again. 
“I’m just sick of this shit every time we go on tour! There’s always something that goes wrong and-”
“Matt, if you'd shut your mouth for two seconds I was going to tell you I called the hotel the other night and extended our stay. Our rooms are booked for tonight too.” 
Suddenly, Matt was silent. Everyone else stood around in silence as Noah ran his fingers through his hair in frustration. 
“So I hope you got the fucking numbers right this time.” Noah said before sitting down on the ground by the edge of the road, stretching his legs out. 
Matt looks on his phone to check the booking, but makes a puzzled face. 
“Wait…” He frowns, “there’s… 7 of us, that can’t be…”
“What?” You ask, your tone coming across more harsh than you intended. 
“I cancelled Ash’s room when he called… but he was supposed to share with Noah- Fuck!”
“What does that mean?” Nicholas asked. 
“I have 3 rooms booked.” Matt explained, “one of them has three smaller beds- that was for me, Jolly and Bryan. Then there was 2 with 2 double beds, which was for Nicholas and Folio and the other one for y/n as it was all they had available”
Unbeknownst to you, Folio gave Nicholas a smirk as he suggested, 
“So if theres no other way, Noah could either share a bed with Ruffilo again or stay with y/n?” 
"Just when I thought our bed sharing days are over," Nicholas chuckled, "it would make sense to share the room with y/n though, wouldn't it?"
“I guess that works,” Matt said, “But only if you’re happy to do that, y/n? Otherwise I’ll ask the motionless guys, I don’t think Justin's sharing with anyone?” 
“Is that okay?” Noah asked, looking up at you.
“I guess,” you smiled, “It should be okay, it’s only for two nights, right?”
“That’s right, tonight and tomorrow, then the night after that we’re on the bus, baby!” Matt clapped, earning a groan from Folio. 
Noah’s phone vibrates on the ground, and as he picks it up he realises it’s from Chris. 
“Hey, Chris just said they’re a couple minutes away, we better start walking down.”
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“It’s so great to see you again! I've been counting down the days to this tour.” Chris grinned as he helped load the bus with the suitcases and bags. “How are you guys?” 
“Tired,” Matt says, handing him another bag, “our flight got delayed by a couple hours so we should’ve been here sooner.” 
“That’s the joys of travelling, my friend.” Chris smiles, and you wheel your suitcase over to him, “oh, I don’t think we’ve met before, I’m Chris,” he says, extending a heavily tattooed hand towards you, “I shout and sing for Motionless in White.” 
“Great to meet you!” You grinned, “I’m y/n, I’m a photographer. I guess you could say I’m Bryan’s apprentice for the next few months, I’ve never toured before so I’m here to get some experience and learn some things.”
“No way! Wait…” Chris looked at Bryan and Matt and then back to you, “Our photographer can’t join us until the third date of tour, so if you’re available I’d love to steal you, or even Bryan if you don’t feel ready yet?” 
“Really?” You looked between all the guys, as if to ask for permission, “I’d love to! Once I know what I’m doing, of course!” 
Everyone began to get on the bus, greeting the other guys who were currently either playing a game or on their phones, except for two guys near the back who were talking to a camera. 
“Guys I have solved our photographer dilemma!” Chris proudly announced as he got onto the bus, “Y/n’s filling in for the first three days!”
“Hi.” You smile awkwardly as you follow behind Chris, the first guy you spotted had bright green hair and was tall! Perhaps even taller than Noah. 
“I’m Justin, great to meet you.” He says as he sits down with a bright smile, “how was the flight?”
“It was bearable,” you said, sitting down opposite him, “are you the… bassist?”
“Yep!” He nodded. You wanted to say you recognised him from another band, but you felt rather embarrassed that you couldn't remember the bands name...
“Cool! I don’t really know much about your band, I’ve heard a few songs and they’re sick! I know there’s also a Ricky…” 
“That’s him! The one with the camera.” Justin pointed to a guy with short black hair, the one who had the camera which he was now pointing at a guy with brown hair with red streaks, who somewhat resembled Timothee Chalamet. “Rick thinks he’s a youtuber, he vlogs our tours and posts them if he can be arsed to edit it. If he asks you for an update, say no and get away as soon as you can!” He laughed.
“Okay,” you smile, “thanks.”
“There’s also… you've met Chris, that’s Ryan over there! The handsome one talking to Noah, he plays guitar. And then there’s Vinny, the one sat with Rick, he’s our drummer boy, aren’t you Vin?!” 
Vinny looked over and when you thought he was about to say something, he held up his middle finger instead. 
“I should also mention Ricky plays guitar, he does vocals on some songs too, and so do I occasionally.” Justin adds, and so far you were growing quite fond of him, “So you're a photographer?”
“I guess-”
“You guess?” Bryan laughed as he sat down beside you. “You wouldn’t be here if you ‘guessed’ you were, you’re sick, y/n. Give yourself some credit!” 
You smiled, looking down at your hands in your lap. 
“Guys, I’ve accidentally gotten us invited to this party at a club tomorrow night,” Chris announced to the bus, “Does anyone even want to go? I don’t think I’ll go but-”
“Hell yeah,” Vin nodded, “can I DJ again?”
“I mean you could ask. They might not approve of your DJ name though.” Rick laughed, putting his camera down. “I’ll probably sit this one out, I have shit to do.” 
“I’ll go,” you smile, “it’s been some time since I’ve had a night out. Bryan, you'll come too, right?” 
"Yeah why not!"
“Are you sure this is a good idea? We play our first show the next day?” Noah asked, a hint of annoyance in his voice.  
“No one’s making you go,” you tell him, “I think it'll be fun... You’ll come too, won’t you, Folio?” 
“Yeah, sure!” He grinned. 
Eventually, it was settled that Ryan, Vinny, Folio, Bryan and you would all be going to this party. You couldn’t help but notice that Noah seemed quite pissed on the way back to the hotel, he didn’t look up from his phone once, and didn’t even bother to join in the conversations everyone was having. 
Once you got to the hotel and got off the bus, Noah handed you one of your bags, but he took both his and your suitcases and you both began to walk up to the entrance.
“Are you sure you’re alright to share a room with me?” You asked, breaking the silence and Noah furrowed his eyebrows. 
“Yeah I guess, why are you asking?” 
“You just seem a bit pissed off, that's all. It better not be because I’m going out with the guys tomorrow night.” 
“It’s not, that doesn’t bother me. I’m just tired, we have a lot going on in the next few days, well months even. I've been around people all day and I just want to go to sleep.” He sighed, following your lead into the hotel. 
Once you got checked in and made it to your room, you immediately took off your shoes and threw yourself down onto the bed you would claim as yours.
The first thing Noah did was take a shower, and as he came back out of the bathroom- wet hair, bare chest, nothing but his chain and a towel wrapped around his hips- he reached for his phone, before plugging his charger in and sitting down on his bed. 
“Hey, I should add you to our group chat,” he says, replying to a message that was sent, “if that’s okay with you?” 
“Yeah, that’ll be great, I’ll have all the guys' numbers then.” You said, getting up from the bed and heading to the bathroom to wash your face, brush your teeth and get changed. 
Whilst you brushed your teeth, you got a notification which you assumed was a text from Chris, judging by the profile picture. You went into see who was in the group chat, you guessed Justin was the guy in the picture with his wife and daughter, yet you were still unsure about the others as their pictures weren't of them and seemed quite confusing- especially the one of shadow the hedgehog?
As you walked back to your bed, you noticed Noah had changed into a pair of sweatpants and a black top. You quickly averted your gaze ang got under the covers, all of a sudden feeling quite cold. 
“Are you going to sleep? Do you want me to turn off the light?” He asked, looking over at you. 
“Yeah, please.” You mumbled, trying to get comfy.
Noah reached over and switched the lights off, whispering a ‘goodnight’ as he did so. 
After what felt like almost half an hour, you still couldn’t sleep. Your mind just wouldn’t shut off and it was starting to become too overwhelming. 
“Noah… are you still awake?” You whispered, not wanting to wake him if he was asleep.  
“Yeah, what’s up?” 
“I can’t sleep, I can’t stop overthinking,” your voice started to crack, feeling tears begin to fill your eyes, “could you… lay with me, maybe?” 
He didn’t answer, but you heard him get up. He climbed under the covers with you and put his arm out. You cuddled up to him, listening to the gentle pat of his heartbeat as you rested your head on his chest. 
“What have you been thinking about?” He asked softly, playing with your hair. 
“Everything, I don’t feel like I should be doing this, Noah. I don’t feel like I deserve this. People work their asses off and get nothing, and I’ve just been handed this all of a sudden!”
“Hey, hey, don’t start to doubt yourself." He whispers, "How many years have you been doing photography for? From what I’ve heard you’ve worked your ass off too! Just because something like this has been given to you doesn’t mean you haven’t worked for it. You deserve it as much as anyone else, okay? You wouldn’t be here right now if the guys and I didn’t like your work or saw potential in you.” He says, comfortingly rubbing your back as your bottom lip quivered once more, but you tried your hardest to hold your tears back. 
“I know,” you whispered, “it just… I don’t know, it doesn’t feel real. This is all I’ve ever wanted and now it’s within my reach.” 
“I know, angel,” he sighed, “But things can go as quickly as they come, so stop doubting yourself before I send you home!” You could practically hear the smirk on his face, and you gently smacked him as you moved your head so you could look at him.
“Could you... maybe stay here with me tonight- you haven’t got to hold me or anything... I just haven’t stayed so far away from home for like 10 years and-”
“Of course, but only if you actually shut up and let me sleep.” He said, rolling on to his side to hide his smile. 
“Noah!”
“Goodnight, y/n.” 
You rolled your eyes as you turned to your side, no longer trying to conceal the smile on your face. Maybe he was right, maybe you did deserve this.
As you let your eyes fall shut, you imagined what tomorrow would bring. You imagined what it would be like to get to know the guys from the other band, you imagined what it would be like to get out on the stage...
And before you knew it, you were fast asleep.
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i’m SO excited for the next chapter! :)
@rumoured-whispers @collisionofyourkissmakesitsohard @lma1986 @thisbicc @dominuslunae @miss570 @miamore0570 @jilliemiw86
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nieded · 9 months ago
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0-60 in 3.5
🏁🌈🏁 new #RAINBOWROAD is here!
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply Category: M/M Fandom: Good Omens (TV) Relationship: Aziraphale/Crowley (Good Omens) Characters: Aziraphale (Good Omens), Crowley (Good Omens), OCs Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Sports, outsider pov, Multimedia, Screenplay/Script Format, Tumblr Ask Box Fic
Summary: In which Crowley and Ezira Phale do a victory lap. For @tut557.
Huge thank you to The_Bentley for the beta! This is a multi-part story that will be 100% outsider POV. Please have creator work skins enabled, or else none of this will make sense. I will be updating weekly. This will include a variety of different interviews and media about AJ and Ezira. I would also like to announce that pre-orders for the #RAINBOWROAD for Rainbow Railroad Charity Drive Redux have opened today! Please take a peek at my Tumblr post for more information, including an FAQ and available items. I am so excited to share this with you and have been working on formatting the books since November. <3
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drewsbuzzcut · 1 year ago
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Forever Doesn’t Measure
mat barzal x model!fem!reader
a visceral in doses fic
Part 3 here
warnings: angst, crying, pregnancy, small argument, and I think that’s all
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You sit at the island bar, basking in the sweet sounds of Nolan laughing along with Mat. He’s laid out on the rug, the boy playing with cars and using Mat as a racing track. All while AJ is sleeping peacefully in the pack and play. It transports you back to certain moments of happiness, moments you wish you could always live in.
You make eye contact with Mat and it’s like he takes a skinny dip inside your mind, because he gives you a longing smile. You can see it in his eyes that he knows what you’re thinking about.
The peace doesn’t last too long when AJ wakes up in tears; it’s his feeding time. You’re quick to settle on the couch, your baby boy nestled in your arms under a blanket, happily sucking away. It’s your last month of breastfeeding before weaning him off, knowing that he can’t just not visit with Mat during his allotted time.
You focus on Angel’s blond hair and soft cheeks, distracting yourself from thinking about how you were once a married mom, but now a single one.
Mat’s body sitting beside you on the couch makes you look away from the baby. He peers at you with a softness that you’ve almost forgotten.
“Hey, thanks for inviting me. It really means a lot to be here with the boys and you,” he says, knowing that spending the Christmas holiday together is important.
You honestly didn’t want to because almost 2 weeks ago you were tagged in pictures of him and a girl together, who you assumed was his friend from home. However, the thought of your boys not seeing their father took away all your anger. You didn’t need to ruin their lives even more.
“The boys miss you a lot, and it isn’t fair to them for you not to be here.”
“I miss them, too, everyday. I miss being on morning duty. Believe it or not, it’s one of my favorite parts of being a parent,” he admits. You faintly smile, thinking about all the times Mat would come back to bed with either one of his twins or both.
“You still have morning duty,” you point out, your free hands brushing AJ’s hair to avoid reaching out for Mat.
“Yeah, for like every other week. It’s not the same. Especially because you’re not there with me,” your heart hurts at his words.
“Is this your way of saying you miss me?” You tease, desire taking over when your hand reaches out to brush his hair away from his forehead.
“Of course I miss you,” he says simply, holding your hand in his. The way his thumb sweeps over your knuckles is pure bliss.
You tilt your head towards him while letting it rest back against the couch, eyelashes fluttering and eyes glued on him. Your innocent looks breaks him down into mush.
“I miss you, too,” you say, growing shy and looking down to avoid his stare. He only guides your face to his, lips connecting in a blurring passion. You try to lean into him, but with your baby pressed to your chest, it’s kind of hard. Mat does the job, though, scooting close to you to the point you’re practically wrapped in his arms.
Your tongue seeks entrance to his mouth, prodding the seam of his lips to make its way to dance with his tongue. You have the innate need to explore his mouth as you haven’t done so in a while. He feels the same way.
“Daddy! Daddy, look!” Nolan’s shouts make the both of you jump away from each other, in a state of shock at what just happened.
“Wow, little man! That’s so cool,” Mat clears his throat before complimenting Nolan’s favorite toy that he’s showing off.
“Um… I need to burp Angel and put him down for a nap. I’ll be back,” you mutter before scurrying upstairs.
The second you’re gone, Mat notices your phone going off, and without thinking about it, he picks it up to see who messaged you.
Tito: Happy holidays! I’m so glad we finally got to see you and the boys. Angel is perfect. I miss you guys. Hopefully we can have another visit soon.
Mat frowns at the message, not aware that you flew to Vancouver to visit Anthony.
“AJ went to sleep right away. I swear I can just watch him sleep all the time,” you gush, not knowing what you’re walking into.
“You went to Vancouver?” He asks immediately, catching you off guard.
Your mouth opens and closes, truly not knowing what to say.
“Um… yeah. I took the boys to go visit Tito and Emma. It was only for a few days,” you say softly.
“How could you?” Mat asks incredulously.
“What’s the big deal?”
“We were supposed to introduce Angel to them together,” he reminds you of the detail you stupidly ignored.
“Well, we aren’t together anymore, so it shouldn’t matter,” your voice is in a whisper, hoping that Mat will get the hint to not yell.
“It does matter. He’s my best friend, not yours,” he spits out.
You fight the tears willing to slip down your cheeks.
“I’m tired of you saying hurtful things to me! I’m tired of you breaking my heart,” he tells you.
“Breaking your heart? What about the girl you went on a date with? Huh? That friend from home? Yeah, I saw those pictures of you two together,” you inform him.
“It wasn’t a date! She is a friend from home, one that has a girlfriend, but I guess you didn’t see her in those pictures. And what does it matter if I was on a date, we’re not together anymore,” he throws your words in your face.
Your hands gravitate to your stomach out of instinct, holding on to the soon to be last piece of Mat that you’ll ever have. You can feel your heart cracking, knowing that most of this is your fault. You’re the one to blame.
“You’re right. It doesn’t matter. You’re free to date whoever you want. I’m sorry for saying hurtful things to you. I don’t hate you, I hate myself. Excuse me, but I think I’m going to take a nap. I’ll be down in time for dinner, just please watch Nols and keep an ear out for Angel,” you whisper, voice hoarse and ego crumbled.
You drag yourself upstairs, heading to your closet to pull on a large hoodie that you sneakily took from Mat before you moved out. Undressing out of your outfit, you put your hair up in a messy bun, and cuddle into your bed. Sleep takes over your body in less than a second. You hope you have dreams of your family being all together again.
Mat’s upset with himself for making you cry. To keep the picture of you heartbroken out of his mind, he starts completing miscellaneous tasks around the house, something he knows you’d appreciate. He’s lucky to get Nolan down for a nap even if it’s for 20 minutes. He takes a load of laundry upstairs to fold and put away. As he’s putting some of your clothes in your drawer he finds your paperwork confirming your pregnancy. To say he’s shocked is an understatement. A flurry of thoughts rush through his mind, tears starting to cloud his eyes at the secret you’ve been keeping. He’s not upset with you for not telling him, but at the fact that he has been missing out on the journey so far.
He exits your walk-in closet, coming face to face with your sleeping form. No one can stop him as he strides over to what would be your side of the bed- you’re asleep on his side -and lets his body sink next to yours. You’re on your side, facing away from him, so once he settles he nudges your body to turn into his hold. Your face connects with his chest, an arm holding onto him while one of your legs tangles with his. Eventually you end up on top of him, the natural instinct taking over. Besides, his warmth is to die for.
He allows his fingers to card through your mess bun; the urge to comfort you, strong. He watches your features as they are contorted into something resembling peace. You never see it, but Angel and Nolan look like you when you’re asleep. Both boys share that same blissful smile with you when sleep takes over. Mat first noticed it when Nolan was around one year old, and now he sees it all the time.
Light, pounding footsteps alert Mat, Nolan is making his way to the room.
“Mommy?”
“Mommy is sleeping, buddy. What’s up?”
“I hungry!”
“I know. We’ll start dinner in a little bit. Why don’t you lay with me for a bit,” Mat makes enough room for Nolan to cuddle with you both, you ending back on Mat’s side, facing him while your arms are still around him.
His eyes start to sting, thinking about another baby with you. He is so excited. His hand travels to your stomach, alerting you in the process. Your eyes pop open and you stare into his beautiful eyes. You know he knows. It’s as if anything but you touched your stomach, you immediately go into protective mode.
“Another baby, eh?”
“Another baby,” you confirm. He just smiles, eyes closed and lips closed, but the smile is so happy and a little smug.
Your one arm falls to rest around his waist, relishing in the small contact you have with his bare skin from where his shirt rides up.
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“I couldn’t,” you shake your head fast and repeatedly, swearing away the thoughts of telling him before this moment. “I just couldn’t tell you. We had just broken up, and I was so shocked about the news. I just didn’t want to disappoint you even more. Even Tito said I should wait,” you say rushing through your words.
Mat’s face falls and for a minute you’re confused until you realize why. You told Tito before Mat.
No no no.
“You told Tito before me?” He asks surprised and hurt, immediately getting up and your hand latches into his waist to keep him close to you, but he’s stronger and upset. He rips himself out of your hold, disturbing Nolan in the process.
He stands, pacing a bit, one hand through the hair and the other rubbing at his neck. Those actions stop when he realizes Nolan is watching his every move, so he picks up Nolan as if he’s a protective blanket, constantly playing with his hair and kissing his head.
“Don’t be mad at Tito, please. It was word vomit. I didn’t mean to actually tell him,” you explain.
“But you still did,” Mat finishes, walking downstairs and leaving you alone with more guilt than you can handle.
You stay in bed for no more than 10 minutes, forcing yourself to get up and attend to Angel. Once he’s all changed and settled, you make your way downstairs. The air is tense beyond measure. Mat is prepping the kitchen, but takes over with AJ to let you cook as he isn’t the best.
From the time of cooking and preparing to eating, everything is silent except for the scrapes of the utensils against the plates and chewing.
Mat sits across from you, holding Angel in his lap. He’s so small compared to Mat’s arms. You start to think about just how much time Angel is missing out with him and vice versa. That’s how it’ll most likely be with the new baby, too. You don’t even realize your tears are falling until Mat is seating himself next to you to comfort you. You can only push yourself away from him. You don’t deserve his affection.
“I love you. Don’t push me away,” he whispers in your ear.
You only shake your head in response, and for the rest of dinner, you’re both silent, just watching the boys.
As you and Mat clean up around each other, you ponder how things should go from here. How will it work with you being pregnant? At the sink, you feel his arms cage you in. His tall, strong frame surrounds you. His breath flows out his mouth and down the back of your neck. You ward off the chills that sensation brings you. His head leans down, forehead resting on your shoulder. His hands move to rest on your stomach. It’s at that moment when you break down completely. Your body goes limp as your silent cries take over, but his body flows seamlessly with yours, so he has you in his hold before you hit the ground.
“Don’t do this, Mat,” you say.
“Don’t do what?” His face frowns in confusion, eyes searching desperately for yours for a clue.
“Don’t forgive me or love me just because I’m pregnant. I don’t want you to be with me for the sake of the kids,” you sob out.
“What about wanting to be together for the sake of us? I love you and I will never stop loving you,” he says so sure.
You turn to look at him when you feel droplets hitting your blouse and soaking your skin through the fabric.
“You’re breaking my heart. Please don’t,” he mutters.
“I love you,” you say for the first time in what feels like forever.
“I love you.”
“I want to be with you. Please. I want you. I want our family. I fucked up so badly. I don’t hate you. I love you. I overreacted about the whole nanny situation and I’m a fucking mess, but I need you. I want you,” you practically chant as you break through your stubborn walls.
“You didn’t overreact. I was being an asshole. I’m sorry. I love you. I want you. I want our family,” he says, sealing his lips to yours. It’s a kiss that can bring you back to life. A kiss that only gives you that fleeting emotion. A kiss that only Mat can give you.
“Mommy?” You hear Nolan calling out for you, so you break away from Mat.
He looks at you with a hint of worry, but more loving than anything.
“You ‘kay?” He forces himself between you and Mat, your face held in between his little hands. He looks at you with a look that you’ve only ever see on Mat when he’s making sure everything is good.
“Yes, baby. Mommy is okay. Mommy is happy,” you breathe a sigh of relief, knowing that you aren’t lying anymore. Pulling yourself off the ground with help from Mat and your little man, you bring all your boys into your arms on the couch. You feel like you can finally breathe again.
You and Mat make eye contact once more, fighting and breaking through each other’s walls- even though yours are more of a struggle to get through. You hate the way you treated him over the few months of separation, but there is nothing more healing than love being shared, love being felt, and love being created.
a/n: I’m so sorry this took long, but I hope you all love it! Thank you all for all the love and kind words<3
taglist: @literatureluster
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aevallare · 3 months ago
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OC Insight / What kind of love are you?
Rules: take this uquiz as your OC and share the result.
thank you @amoremagnificentbastard for the tag :inlove:
for auri:
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art by @mutualcombat i love you aj i love you
Love as a Choice
You choose to love. Love does not come to you easily, but every day you wake up and choose it. It would be so easy, wouldn't it, to grow cold and callous and grim. But you rise to greet the world, making the conscious effort to find something, anything to love. When you fall for someone, you do not kid yourself of their flaws. Instead, you resolve to see them for who they are, mistakes and all and you love them all the same. Your love is work, and it does not come easy. Your love sweats and toils. It is calloused and sunburned; it bears scars and comes with stories. Your love is worn, but it is no less valuable for it. Being loved by you is like being loved by a gardener, a mother, a teacher. Your love may not always be the simplest, but it is worth the effort.
yeah. that sounds like her.
i'll tag @mutualcombat @dwarfsized @raccooncrimes @again-please @deltatime @theemptyislost should they so wish. <3
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freyafrida · 9 days ago
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tagged by @gogandmagog, thank you! ❤️ was passingly familiar with most of your artists but hadn't given any of them a proper listen, so am having fun doing that :D they're on my 'to listen' playlist which i loop while playing the sims
tagging @cherryblossomsatsea @asymphonyofstarlight @casualoddities @librarylexicon and whoever else would like to! <3
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hartigays · 2 months ago
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WIP Word Game
tagged by: @tragedy-machine MWAH thank you bestie 🥰
Rules: You will be given a word. Share one sentence/excerpt from your wip(s) that starts with each letter of that word.
the word from AJ was WHALE! 🐳 most of these are just slices cut from excerpts that i’ve spit out into my notes app when im laying in bed trying to sleep. no idea what’s going on here, truly
W - “Well, fuck his moral obligation, honestly.”
H - His eyes narrow, and for a moment he indulges in a rather detailed fantasy of grabbing him by the neck and throttling him. “Oh, fuck you. You’re not my destiny, you’re just some guy.”
A - And yet there’s always that underlying toward. Toward the next fix, the next fight, the next hurt. It’s buried beneath the surface, but nevertheless deeply engrained and ever-present.
L - “Look, ain’t it ever occur to you that I’m sick of all this shit?”
Rafe’s head tilts to the side just so. “You’re sick of me?”
E - Even now, he can’t help but wonder if maybe they’d fit better in some other life, some other universe. Someplace where the blade doesn’t drive so deep and the blood doesn’t flow so freely.
my word is STORY, and im tagging: @ithappensoffstage @bitterdesert @agentearthling @buckbiddick <3
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