#thanks for letting me ramble and be gay fkjnfgdfkng

[the-rxven-king]

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153: How did you meet your spouse/girlfriend/boyfriend/partner? [If you have one.]

i started rambling cause im love boyf so putting it under a cut rhdfkngkjdfng

it was like.... 2 1/2 to 3 years ago ish now??? its somewhere in between there but i cant tell Exactly, i just know it was about that long ago. january february of 2018 technically, but we didnt fully start talking until march 2018. 

if you followed me in the past, before all the shit with it happened, you would know i was pretty into the arc*na! very much so! i wanted to try and be more social and find people i had related interests with, but i was also incredibly anxious, so i didnt want to join a big already made server for it. instead, i made my own discord server for it, and i had it as a first come first served 10 people only chat so that none of us would get too overwhelmed and feel afraid to talk in there. 

my now boyfriend felix was one of the people who asked for an invite!

so we were in the group chat together and he was even more anxious than i was so he didnt post too often, but when he did, i always thought he was really nice and cool and responded accordingly. it wasnt until the group chat started bringing up dnd (i cannot remember who started that, maybe it was me, maybe it wasnt, idk) and talking about that that me and my bf really actually ended up Talking

and that only really happened because one of the other people in the group id become somewhat good friends with (ive now kinda fallen out of contact with them i hope theyre doing well) had asked me to be in a campaign with them that they werent dming and i had agreeed and decided to play my character despair, who i had recently made to go alongside my character atlas who was New at the time (wild thinking about the fact that atlas is a 2 1/2 year old oc, god) and i had mentioned that there was something i really wanted to tell them about him but i couldnt because i was hoping it would come up in campaign at some point. i said this In The Group Chat because thats where we had been talking, and felix noticed and was like “you could tell Me about it” and i was very excited about this concept so i was like “ok ill dm you!!!” and i Did! Clearly!

so i told him the thing and he asked me a question about it, and then he brought up a post i had made some time earlier where i had just thrown out into the void that i thought the character he had talked about in the chat, davy, was really cute and i kinda liked the idea of one of my characters being with them. we started talking about that because of him mentioning it, and we just...... Never, Stopped Talking To Each Other,

like i pulled up the discord messages just to see and like. genuinely. we just did not stop talking to each other for a good bit that day. and he asked me about despair again the next day, and i had drawn art of davy and atlas that day (of which you could probably find on my blog if you looked hard enough) and from there it was history

i was going through a really hard time when we first really started talking so i will forever be grateful for his company and his friendship and companionship and i adore him to pieces, hes just the sweetest and most amazing person i could ever ask to know even in a non-romantic sense hes just. so Incredible. im the luckiest man in the world to so much as know him let alone be able to call him my love