#thankies dorko

[guardian-ofchaos-blog]

!!!!!! R A C H E L!!!!!! do it andy! the name thing!

[ R. FAVOURITE SONG AT THE MOMENT.

Oh gosh so many eugh

A. WHY MY LAST RELATIONSHIP ENDED.

We didn’t talk much, and I just felt that it lost its spark in the end. We still cool tho

C. WHO I LIKE AND WHY I LIKE THEM.

Mmkay so there’s this person and she’s a major dork and she’s lovely and just seeing her happy and smiling makes me light up and I love how she uses my preferred stuff in front of my parents and even corrects them too and eugh she’s a damn nerd

H. DO I SMOKE/DRINK?

Oh god no ew. The closest I’ve ever gotten/will ever get to real drinking is the blessed wine at church when I was an alter server lmao

E. MY BEST FRIEND.

I have like 2 friends???? So pretty much all of them are best friends lmao

L. ONE OF MY INSECURITIES.

Oh gosh okay so I always feel sorry for saying this but I can’t trust anyone with anything. Like. I always feel like everyone is out to get me eventually and no one really likes me or cares about me and they do it because they feel like they have to for my sake. But of course I can’t bring this up to my parents because they’ll get mad at me for not trusting them, and I can’t bring it up to anyone else because I don’t want to face the “You don’t trust me??????” And, I can’t stop wondering if people use my pronouns/gender/name when I’m not there. Like I always think “do they use my pronouns even when I’m not there?????” when I am with someone who knows my stuff. I just don’t trust anyone with anything. ]