#thankfully i have a whole library and resources and nice grad students and a professor <3< /div>
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who would win: me thinking i don't work hard vs every single person who's ever met me apparently
#bluebird.txt#i work hard but i don't think i work as hard as people think but also i can never perceive myself objectively so maybe the closest i can get#is what other people say about me and the average from them is i work hard#and i used to kill myself feeling terrible about not being able to do everything perfectly even though thats like humanly impossible for me#but also what if i worked harder#and not for the work's sake fuck no#i just want to learn so much and i'm realizing that school si great and ive learned a lot but some classes go by too fast#so i think i will just have to be my own teacher for some of this#so im. hmmm.#thankfully i have a whole library and resources and nice grad students and a professor <3#and friends :]#one of my friends wants us two to start doing sight reading together more regularly for fun and i've literally never been more down#she's ridiculously good at it everything ive heard her sight read sounds like she's actively been working on it#but she's so kind and helpful and just an amazing person#my sight reading is pretty ass but lowkey it's gotten so much better#anyways#violaposting
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