music game! if you receive this, list what song is currently stuck in your head, your favorite song you've discovered this year, and a song that's been recommended to you that you like! send this to your favorite mutuals on or off anon if you want 💜
HI 🥰 how’s it going my lovely moot? Thank you sm Cedar for visiting me with this ask, made me all warm and fuzzy 🫶🏻💜
Currently stuck:
There’s so many good new discoveries this year that i don’t have a definitive fav but here’s one of those:
This was a rec, ofc i knew about them but only lately started to listen:
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
6. I'm gonna say the weekend at this point, mostly cause I'm ready to relax. I'd say d&d specifically but I may have to start that group over so that's more of like a worry
20. Hmmm I could think of a couple things. Been doin some thinkin bout stuff and peoples :P
28. A very silly YouTube video
56. A writer, or a poet which I guess is also a writer. Pretty much wanted to be that till I stopped doin school actually
What would your younger self be proud of you for today?
honestly, so much i think: I'm unconditionally and so loved, I have a really good relationship with my mom, I live on my own in a big city, I'm working in a field I'm passionate about
It literally doesn't matter that it was even worse when you were a child. That's not an extenuating circumstance. In fact, it's pretty horrifying to hear that you were getting beaten and choked as a child. That you're grown now and your mother doesn't dare to do anything but threaten you doesn't change any of it, and it doesn't change that she's being horrible to you right now. It's fucked up that she's threatening you for ruining the mood. You have every right to be upset and I'm so sorry that you have to deal with that 🫂
it was actually my dad that would beat and choke me as a kid and that's not even the worst part of my childhood but we won't get into that 🥰 tbh idk maybe i am being dramatic like i could- nevermind they got a dessert and i said i didn't want any and everyone all at once groaned and was like of course she doesn't gd what a bitch and now they aren't even looking at me.
god I want you to overstimulate me while I'm half asleep, fuck me, play with my boytits, suck on my clit, anything and when I'm finally awake enough, I'll fuck you with my tentacle strap for being such a good boy for me ♡
(I'd like to send anons regularly, can I steal 🦷?)
~🦷
fuck, please, that sounds amazing... i've never taken a tentacle dildo before but i think i'd fucking love it <3 i'd work on you with my hands and mouth, edging you in your sleep but not letting you cum. when you finally jolt awake, overwhelmed by pleasure, i'd want you to pin me down and rail me with your strap until im crying <333
(and yes, you can have that one. please do send anons regularly, this turned me on so much 😵💫)
your art is the best. Can I eat it please. I think it tastes like peach soda. Pls pls pls. Especially ur Fyodor I bet he’s sharp and would cut my tongue but tasty art nom nom
i'll let you nibble on it for a bit. or take a sip. whatever flies your plane
🎀give yourself a compliment about your own writing
I'm much better at writing smut than I thought I would be.
🪄what is your post-writing/sharing aftercare? How do you take care of yourself or celebrate yourself when you've finished a fic?
For longer fics, I try to forget the story and focus on anything else for a couple of days after I finish writing it and before I start editing. I usually post right before I go to bed so my post-sharing aftercare is sleep, and then I often wake up to the nicest comments!!
🎙️which one of your fics would you like someone to make a pod-fic of?
Someone once made a multi-voice podfic with music and singing out of probably the only fic of mine that could ever even remotely deserve a podfic and I still can't quite believe it. I'm never opposed to it but I don't have any special fic in mind at this point.
💌share something with us about an up-and-coming work (WIP) that has you excited!
Ugh, this is hard, but there are a few things I want to keep a secret (especially from you!) a while longer so here, have some of the smut that I'm excited about but that has been fighting me for ages: Hangster having phone sex
The sounds Jake makes are music to Bradley’s ears. Bradley quickly talks Jake through three of his fingers, while also reassuring him that he wouldn’t do anything that hurt Jake. The background noise of Jake’s steady stream of whines and moans helps Bradley along as he jerks himself faster and faster.
He’s going to come like this. He’s going to come with a tight fist on his cock as Jake stretches himself wide open for something he won’t get tonight. It’s a powerful thought, one that makes his hips buck up uncontrollably.
“Can you touch your sweet spot for me, baby? Make yourself feel good?” Bradley wants it so bad, wants to know what sounds Jake makes at the height of his pleasure, wants to hear him come like this.
Bradley hears a rustling of sheets, Jake clearly shifting around, a low moan as he presumably shoves his three fingers back inside in search for his prostate and then-
“Daddy.”