#thank you for coming to my late night (in my timezone) tedtalk where I yap abt something that sure did happen

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any of y'all ever accidentally make yourself cry with a fanfic you made in your head? cus like, sometime 2021 I made up a fic where Bluestar (warriors) gets isekaied into post season 3 kataowb Timbercat forest? as a mute, meets the cast, y'know, baseline crossever stuff. then in comes a scene where Bluestar sleeps and, through some bs I pulled together for plot convenience, meets Yumyan who is existing in a memory purgatory place after getting cured. they talk a bit, and Bluestar asks something along the lines of (paraphrasing cus I can't remember (even though this was 90% my words and not hers😭)) "Why live the life you've lived? As a mute? You're sure you wouldn't be happier as a cat?" and then Yumyan hits back with the "Life is beautiful and I'm happy I could experience it", keep in mind that this was sometime 2021 so I was in a "everything is terrible and so is sapience" state of mind (I'm good now dw) and when that line went through my head it just kept going for a hot minute before I had to take a second to cry and think abt it, It was like if Yumyan himself told me "having self awareness is good, actually" cus I have no idea where any of that came from