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a collection of all my works in the STREAMER!GOJO AU. ordered chronologically from oldest to latest. started the series 10/30/23. here's the old masterlist banner.
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⩠⧠Ë. FICS + DRABBLES
yes, she's real â wait, gojo has a girlfriend? [â
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beginner's luck â you beat gojo at his own game
kiss it better â you take care of a kid together
the cutest couple â you flirt with gojo's rival
finders keepers â a fan's obsessed with gojo [â
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show you off â gojo wants to spoil you
16th avenue â you fluster gojo
caught us â you kiss on cam
he watches edits of himself
you take over his stream for a bit
is it over now? â you break up and make up [â
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kiss and make up â makeup sex [âČ]
he takes care of you when you're sick
you and me â you two have a "sweet" makeout
⩠⧠Ë. OTHER
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#đâč navigation.#streamer!gojo#thank you for all the love đ€#edit: i hate how this mlist looks#i'll reformat it one day
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#sza#twitter#tweets#hopecore#hope#đ€#affirmations#tumblr#motivation#self love#personal#mantras#solana rowe#music#reminders <3#thank you all sm hello#love you all sm please take care!!#dailyprompt#mantra#learning to love myself#reminder#reminders#life#thoughts
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đąđąđą. đ°đąđ„đđđ„đšđ°đđ«đŹ đđšđ«đđŻđđ«
synop: (this is the final part to this series) ; you somehow manage to take on both viktor and jayce inside the lab.
wc: 2k
includes: smĂŒt(ns//fw), fem!reader, threĂ«some, fĂŻngering, Ă«dging, v penetrĂ€tion, double v penetrĂ€tion, semi-public sĂ«x, dirty talk
extra: make sure to read part 1 & 2 as well!! thank you all for the love and support on this <33
âshit.â jayce groans at the sight of you. neither he nor viktor could argue against your wishes when you looked so damn good like that, begging for them both. you watch as both of them blush a soft red before both nodded in agreement. âitâll take someâŠtime.â jayce adds with a slight gesture to his own twitching cöck; pride and worry in his tone.
but none of that mattered. you said what you said and youâd live up to it. âdonât care. i want you both.â
and he wasnât kidding when he said it would take some time.
after what feels like an eternity of jayce fingering you, stretching you out, drawing you closer and closer to a second orgasm only to rip his fingers away from you, youâre beginning to fear you might lose your mind. you sit in his lap, as heâs returned to sitting on top of the desk, with your legs spread open wide for all to see. and if you were in any other state of mind, you might have been a little embarrassed about being so exposed. but not now, now you were simply dumbed down with pleasure as jayceâs hand sneaks its way back to your aching pussy.
âno more.â you weep, tensing up as his fingers press back into your core. he easily slides three fingers clean up until the second knuckle inside of you.
âsorry pretty, gotta make sure you can take us both.â jayce mumbles softly into your hair, almost apologetically but heâs not really that sorry. heâs not sorry at all, especially when his fingers slip oh-so-easily inside of you and the noises he forces out of you and your soaking cunt. listening to you moan while your core makes the most embarrassing, wet noises; oh no it turned him and viktor on extremely.
viktor stands between your thighs then, kissing the top of your head as he presses two of his own fingers inside you, sliding right up against jayceâs fingers and stretching you even further. âyou were the one who begged for both of us, werenât you?â vik hums in a teasing tone, a smile on his face. he flexes his fingers inside of you, just about the same time jayce does and it would have pissed you off how in sync they were but the mind numbing pleasure shut you up far too quickly.
âjust a little more.â jayce encourages sweetly, placing a kiss against your head.
you whine in response to both of them, panting heavily as their fingers begin to work faster inside of you. they both finger you in turn, matching each otherâs pace effortlessly, as they stretch you more and more. jayceâs fingers push deep, viktorâs pulls out, jayce slips his fingers out, viktor pushes his right back in. back and forth they work on your cunt until youâre growing hotter. lava burns in your lower abdomen and in your thighs and it makes you fidget against jayceâs lap. you whine at the tight feeling at your core, begging for any kind of release. and as the tightness grows closer and closer, you get louder and louder with each press of the fingers inside of you. the threat of coming again makes your toes curl, back arching, fingers gripping into the closest arm you can grab onto as your orgasm burns in your lower half.
but just like the several times before, the two men remove their fingers just at the last second. your orgasm threatens to break open the floodgates but is quickly retreating at the loss of stimulation and the edging leaves you gasping while tears cling to your eyelashes. ââts enough! i canât take it anymore!â you plead.
jayce returns to placing soft kisses wherever he can reach while his hands smooth along your arms and the rest of your body. âyou did amazing.â he praises, adjusting your body as he speaks, so now you can fully lean your weight back against him. hands sliding under your thighs and keeping your legs open for the next part to come. âviktor, give her what she wants.â
you could almost weep at his words but instead you nod as quickly as you can. âplease.â
âmhm darling.â viktor softly hums in response to your begging. one of his hands presses against jayceâs knee as he angles himself right up against your core. his other hand wraps around his overly aching cock, giving it a swift tug with a low groan, before heâs pressing forward. the tip of his pink head slides easily against your wet cunt; and he slides even easier inside of your waiting body.
you tighten at the intrusion but quickly welcome it as viktor bottoms out. his hips press against your own as he slips his cock all the way inside you, reaching deeper than their fingers could have and it makes you cry with relief. âyes! god, yes.â you groan as you take all of viktor with ease.
who in turn mimics your groan at the warmth wrapped around him. he braces himself completely down onto jayceâs thighs now, forcing himself to still for a moment. âshit...â viktor comments with a whine before he slowly pulls out, his pretty eyes never leaving where the two of you connect, staring as he disappears once again inside of you. and he whimpers when he bottoms out for the second time.
you canât help but chuckle a little at his fixation on your bodies meshing together. you reach with a gentle hand and caress the side of his face and he melts into your touch, glancing up at you while his hips begin to move ever so slightly. âyou ok?â you ask sweetly, thumb rubbing across the high of his cheekbone.
âi am better than okay.â viktor replies with a small smile. the pupils of his eyes are wide upon looking up at your mutually red face and you manage a weak smile right back at him.
âcâmere. youâre making me feel so good.â you hum and your words make his hips stutter. he moves just a little faster, leaning forward with your guiding hand to allow both of you to kiss. and you kiss him oh so sweetly. your tongue running across his bottom lip and he gladly matches your movement while he keeps his pace thrusting inside of you.
jayce bites down on your shoulder, not to hurt you or anything, just to get your attention as you and viktor share a heated kiss. âdonât forget about meâŠâ he mutters, pouting as he shifts his hips to press his own angry red head against your body.
you gasp softly at the thick of his tip pressing into your skin, causing you to briefly break the kiss with viktor to glance over your shoulder at the pouting man. âwell, come on then. make me feel good too.â you tell jayce and itâs all he needs to hear before his hand slips from the back of your thigh to wrap around his thick cock, pressing the head right up against where viktor steadily fucks into you. you return to kissing viktor, eating up every whimper and groan the other man lets loose into your mouth.
jayce times everything else perfectly. as viktor pulls out, jayce rushes inside. his thick cock spears you deeper than vikâs had and you hate to say it but thank fuck for all the prepping jayce had insisted on. he slips deep inside and before you can fully adjust to his size alone, viktor is slipping himself right back inside of you; right next to jayce.
to say youâre stuffed full is an understatement. they both sit deep inside of you, moving just enough to continue to stretch you further now that theyâve managed to fit inside. you canât help but cry into vikâs mouth, and itâs his turn to eat up every noise you make. and just like with their fingers before, the two fall into a perfect rhythm. viktor dives in, jayce slips out, viktor presses back inside; the combo leaves you breathless.
jayceâs hands return to your thighs as he ruts inside of you, messy but he makes up for it with his girth while viktor places perfectly angled thrusts into every sensitive bit inside your throbbing pussy. you break the kiss with a sharp cry as the two continue, hearing vik whimper at how much tighter you must feel now. meanwhile jay is in your ear grunting harshly with each thrust. âfuck.â he groans, hips never faltering as pleasure takes hold of him while he slips and slides right up against viktor. his nose digs into the crook of your neck and he practically pants against you, fingers tightening on your thighs.
you canât even respond. words are nonexistent to you anymore as youâre split in half with both men fucking you; and all you can do is weep with pleasure. your orgasm is quick to build up again, it doesnât take much now anyway, as the burn returns inside of your lower half. viktor presses his head against your other shoulder and somehow the two know to turn and place kisses against your throat. you were definitely going to be sore tomorrow but would need a damn turtleneck at this point tooâŠyou canât complain though.
âgoing toâŠâ viktor whispers against your neck and you nod in agreement. you were also getting closer and closer to the edge of your orgasm too.
doesnât help when jayce suddenly ups his speed and deepens his thrusts, throwing both you and viktor into a spiraling mess. âj-jayce!â you cry, his fingers tightening again against your thighs as he practically piledrives inside of you, wildly thrusting against viktor as well.
âcanât last.â jayce grunts, burying his nose as deep as he can into your neck once more. âfinish together.â he adds with a deep groan.
viktor is the first to lose himself. he slips out, whimpering, thrusting into his hand to finish himself off across your hip. you, mere seconds after vik, finish with jayce still pounding into you. he fucks you through your orgasm as it crashes down on you like a wave. you try to form any semblance of words but nothing slips past your lips besides pathetic whines. and with you squeezing tight around jayce through your much needed orgasm, it brings him into his own. his hips stutter harshly a few more times inside your spent pussy before heâs slipping out of you, quickly fucking the rest of his climax out against his hand, roping every last drop out onto your thigh and hip.
after his finish, all three of you return to mostly silence then, the lab being filled with nothing but your shared heavy breaths in the wake of your orgasms. you slump against jayce as viktor leans against you, running a hand to smooth through viktorâs hair as you all try and collect yourselves. and to think this all happened because you were too impatient to wait for nightfall. the thought put a small smile on your lips.
âgods. i need a shower.â you cut through the silence, smiling fondly as both jayce and viktor manage weak laughs. âbut i donât think iâll be walking for a little while.â you add as you semi stretch out along jayceâs strong lap, soreness already settling into your hips.
as if sudden dots are connected, both men realize that theyâve completelyâfor lack of better wordsâsoiled you; covered in their sticky mess during the midst of their highs. viktor scrambles to find something to clean you up with as jayce shifts and adjusts you onto the desk he previously had been sitting on to help in the search with viktor. shamefully, they come up with nothing besides jayceâs large shirt and he tries cleaning you up the best he can with it.
meanwhile, you try your best not to laugh as he forfeits up his clothes, staining his shirt with the mess he and viktor shared. you watch with soft eyes as jayce cleans you up while vik dresses himself, handing you jayceâs jacket to semi cover yourself with. ânext timeâŠletâs use a bed. and be closer to a proper bath.â you hum âinnocentlyâ.
with both men staring at you with shocked faces, youâre unable to hold back anymore; you break out into laughter as viktor and jayce both chirp a surprise; ânext time?â

#zevrra zevrra!#spicy zev!!#18+ mdni#arcane#jayvik#jayvik x fem!reader#jayvik x reader#jayce talis#jayce x fem!reader#jayce x reader#viktor arcane#viktor x f!reader#viktor x reader#jayce smut#viktor smut#arcane smut#arcane fic#did not proofread this </3#i love them your honor#this is the final part as of rn! perhaps a friendly beneficiary series will come around hmmmmmm#anyway i hope you enjoy!!#thanks for all the love đ€
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#stray kids#changbin#seo changbin#bystay#staydaily#skzco#usersun#userbeepls#usersa#userlau#jennalook#majatual#userbinsuns#mimotag#usersemily#mel.psd#m: stray kids#flashing tw#ems đ€#hiiiii my dearest ems đ«đ«¶#so this is the little something i've been working on!#u already knew it was gonna be changbin even if u didn't know What the theme would be! but it's love :') <3#thank you for being such an amazing person in my life!#i love you so much and all the silly little convos we have mean the world to me <3#thank you for sharing your love for cats with me which have ultimately made me into even more of a cat person!#i hope we keep being friends for a long long time đ„čđ«đ§Ąđ€
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my sweet, sweet babyboy đđđđđđ
#â ai rambles#look at his munching face look how cute and innocent#oh i want to smother him with kisses#the cutest munchkin ever#[ ⥠] â satoru#side note and very off topic but once again i am sorry for being slow with ask replies đ„Č i will try to get to all of them (or most of them)#during the weekend. i love you guys sooo much đ€ thank you for always being so kind to me and so supportive đ„č
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if you donât mind me â i want to show @twilightakiishiâs valentineâs day gift for me !! teeny moevie with teeny wings and oh i love venus so very much đ„ș she is the sweetest most awesome person ILYSM !!!
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áŽÂ venus!#moevie.#i did not scream ENOUGH about it in your dms i am so sorry !!! >:( i have seen the others and they are SO CUTE gosh i love you so much sob#you are so sweet for drawing these for your friends â i am on my way to kiss you a thousand times !!! ):#and if itâs okay ehenejdjd can i talk about mine for a second because venus you gave him his little hood and there he is !! flying over#there and HE IS SO SMALL ! AND I AM SO SMALL !!!#i will defeat boss! moze with this smooch and then my next target đŻ will be you venus !!! đïž#THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS SOB ): i have your birthday gift for me as a widget as well as this one !! i put them side by side :>#and keep staring at it skemekdkdk THANK you from the bottom of my heart i love you so much! đ„čđ€âš#days have past and i still find myself staring and getting all đ„ș over it akamamekxkxe VENUS ):
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i have been feeling actually miserable this week but! i did get a free coffee today <33
#i hope february is kind to all of you!! and filled with so much love!!! đ€#idk when iâll come back to tumblr but miss you all and just wanted to drop in to say hello :)#i hope u all are having a wonderful week!!!#and thank u loads to anyone that has checked up on me or left a nice comment / message#it means a lot to me to know that even just one person cares#i really and truly appreciate it
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if ever iâm genuinely humble about anything, itâs my love for the human form. not much comes close to what it does to me emotionally and spiritually to see those elegant lines, the ways skin can move against itself, how one chooses their pose, their way of presentation - getting to witness true and innocent beauty. the naked form. the bare and unapologetic self. the body that feeds the soul, and certainly feeds mine ~
#thank u all for these incredible years of tumbling with u#to the moots Iâve known since I started#to the moots Iâve made along the way#to those Iâve lost over petty things#I love you all I appreciate you and all you share đ€#thoughts#bunni speaks#body appreciation#body positive
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the day the earth stood still is the day i felt your presence leave it, and then every day after that.
#tw grief#sigh sigh sigh.#apologies in advance as this is not the happiest yap ! i would just like to write out some of my feelings on this day#the heaviest heart weighs under an insurmountable amount of grief â the ghost of love#days like today are a twisted reminder that has every emotion flooding through your soul#longing . guilt . anger . an indescribable melancholy that could only be consoled through the sands of time#a year ago i lost my best guy friend and itâs never really gotten easier . but ive heard it never does#all i can do is bundle up the love i have for him and search for him in the clouds that take up the sky#the circumstances around his passing will never not haunt me and rather than go into it all iâd like to say is this#if you have a loved one or a relationship or a friendship you cherish .. then never ever stop fighting for it - for them.#as time never really seems to be on our side#each day iâll live as he intended . to greet the world with kindness and a smile and passion for positivity#in his wisest words (or rather after every phone call weâd have hehe) iâll try my best to stay awesome & encourage you all to do so as well#if youâve read this then iâm taking your hand and thanking you#it didnât feel right not acknowledging him at all on this blog . heâs the one that introduced me to anime + more importantly : one piece#i wish i could talk to him about it all so he could see how far down this rabbit hole i fell just as he had done#will be spending the day enjoying his favorite episodes and being gentle with the world that surrounds us#this is not like my usual yaps & i feel vulnerable posting it but i wanted to carve out a space for him on this blog#forever missing the connie to my sasha . maybe in another universe weâll get it right#have a wonderful sunday my sweet friendz and if you can â hug your loved ones & blow a kiss up to the sky đ€đ«#thank you for being here & helping me make this a safe place .#âËâč á° xoxo aims
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I am quietly decorating this space with things that sparkle âšïž little lights twinkling in the room, setting little snacks đŹđof all sorts on the table to lure any of you spend time here. There's a chair there *points* or colorful cushions with glittered stitching on the floor there *points*
I'm going to turn on some soft music đ» and grab some tea for anyone who would like some, and we can sit in the soft glow & comforting vibrations of each other's laughter until the new year rings in. Being thankful to have each other, hand in hand, pulling each other into another year of "I'm grateful for you", "I don't know what I'd do if we weren't friends" & "What if I hadn't met you". To "I'm here for you always, no matter the time or distance." To the most important, "We are connected always. From the stars in the sky or the moon at night. To every sunset we watch together, but apart."
You all are always with me. Carried safely, tucked away in the softest parts of my heart and in my pocket. Thank you for another year of sharing this life with me. đ«âšïžđ«§đ€
#đ«§đ€đ«#this feels like a grab bag of emotions thrown into my hands /shaken up/ and set loose#time has felt strange for sometime now for various reasons#but im always happy to be here with all of you#happy to have you take up space in my life especially on the days when its a needed distraction :sword in my heart ty sleep token:#how can one use that word now and not associate it accordingly#anyways#if I havent spoke much to you / know that i still see you#some days i feel lack luster in myself vs years past and it a little jarring#but not a day or month or year that goes by am i not thankful to have the longstanding friends ive made here#and the new ones that have taken me under their wing#or i beneath theirs#we all hold each other up in ways we could never imagine#thank you for helping keep me afloat in this sea of life#i love you i love you i love you âĄâ„ïžâĄâ„ïžâĄâ„ïžâĄâĄ
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"You've certainly come a long way, Mr. Fuddy-Duddy." "Oh, darling, who knows how much longer we'll all be together? A road trip could be fun." JOHN LARROQUETTE as Carl Sack BOSTON LEGAL 5.13 "Last Call"
#đ€đ€#I forgot how bad shirley pisses me off in this episode LMAO but ohhh man đ„č#sweet patient handsome (and frum) carl my love!!!! the mensch of all time!!!#also john getting to fake marry his actual boyhood crush GO WHITE BOY GO!!!! their irl friendship <3333#cs*#john larroquette#boston legal#I've been working on this gif series all year :') thank u everyone who stuck it out and interacted and indulged my rambling tags etc <3#it's a little thing but I don't think I've ever actually finished an editing project like this lolll I usually abandon them halfway through#after the year I've had sticking with anything is a win ! I love you carl boychik sack â€ïžâđ©č
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i donât know about you guys but i started the day with cake and wine and now i am snacking on a cupcake itâs like my birthday still continues i am being spoiled at work and i think i donât mind those type of mondays at all đ„č
#â ai rambles#i am pleasantly surprised bc i thought i was going to be blasted with pressure and drama đ#but everyone is so nice to me đ„č i will cry đ„č#i have a few more messages from yesterday that i didnât get to respond to but i will in the evening!#i appreciate and love you all so much!!!!!! thank you for making my day even more beautiful đ„čđ€
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My 2024 Samhain Alter
#I gave apples almomds cashews & cranberries as offerings to my ancestors and the fae but especially to the fae on my spirit team#thank you for all you all do for me I am humbled by it so please feel my love & adoration blessed Spirits đ€đ©¶đ€#witch aesthetic#witchcore#witchblr#witches of tumblr#witch community#witchcraft#witch#witches#samhain alter#my photography#my content
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when louies meet up irl â€ïž @lioftb
#ahhhhhhh#absolutely LOVED meeting you today doga đ€#hope we get to meet again soon! x#canât thank#louis tomlinson#enough for connecting me to some of the best humans on earth all over the world#louies#mutuals my beloved#walls#fitf#the louie experience#also yay for unofficial merch! đ
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Yaaay writing requests ^^. Do you think we could get the old mondstadt gang (everyone lives) reacting to venti after ascending do godhood? đ. I think it'd be interesting >.<
As beings of Anemo, there is little reason for wind wisps to partake in the act of breathing. Why would they, those made of that same air as the one whirling around them, need to? This remains true for Venti, even after they had taken a form alike to Cecilâs own.
If. If only Venti did not take a liking to breathing, pretendingâfor a momentâthat they have lungs to use, the subtle up and down of their chest, at first a conscious choice that you could see being made, moving towards one they do without thought. Something human. Something mortal. It makes them happy, to be able to mimic such abilities, such mundanity.
This is, to say, that he is impressed they have learned how to do it whilst they sleep (their wings twitching intermittently); as he feels the occasional soft breaths (he countsâa full minute of complete stillness, followed by a shuttering, jagged exhale, repeat) being blown across the hand that they rest beside, having used his left arm and waist as a pillow during the night.
He does not mind, not at all. Had sat up to place his right hand atop their head once he was not blinking sleep from his eyes, playing with the strands.
Briefly, he entertains the thought of humming them a lullaby, or perhaps, a tune to celebrate this moment, that they are all here, together, still. He dismisses it the moment he begins to toss the idea around, knowing that those same people included in that âthey are all here, together, stillâ in the room with him (Amos, in her own makeshift bed beside himâCecil âborrowedâ the one he is using, truth be told, he should be in the room one downâwith Valentina besides her sat in a chair, and Felix standing at the entrance) would kick a fit if he even dared to strain his voice further (orders from the healers.) How elated he had been when they told him he could still talk, simply had to be quiet, low.
ââŠhow asleep, are they?â
Aha, speaking of his dear companions.
Cecil inclines his head towards Felix, though his eyes never stray from Venti. âI do not believe they will be waking up, for a long while.â (Thank the winds for that, they deserve itâhe had heard that whilst he and Amosâ injuries were being attended to, the rest of them had been running themselves particularly ragged dealing with the everything.)
He hears Felix sigh heavily in response, and the shifting of fabric. Shoulders, presumably, fell? He brings his eyes up to scrutinizeâthe man looks one awful sway away from collapsing.
âGood, that means we can have this discussion in peace.â
That ⊠particular phrasing does not inspire a good feeling. He forces himself not to show outward unease at the words, instead, curling the hand in Ventiâs hair to touch at their forehead, and lightly gripping what he can of the sheets with the other.
âAre you sure we should be having any discussion? Both you and Valentina should get rest, tooâyou look a dead man walking, Felix.â
Andâthere, Felixâs relaxed shoulders seem to tense, his jaw clamping and working in a gritted motion subtly. Cecil is waved off, both in tone and by the fluttering of his hand, âI will rest easier after this.â
He chances a glance over, to where Valentina has scooted to the very edge of her seat, clutching at her knees in a white-knuckled grip, with furrowed brows. Amos, meanwhile, is propped against pillows, slightly slouching, her bangs and unbraided strands casting a shadow over her eyes, as she burns her gaze into Felix.
The first to speak of them is Valentina, leaning forwards: âWhich discussion have we not already taken care of?â
Felix does not look away from Venti, but a grimace overtakes his face, angling his head in a way to hide himself behind both his hair and the large fur of his cape. He seems rather⊠uncomfortable, nowâhis crossed arms pulling further into his chest, one hand flexing. It continues to stay this way, even when gesturing to where Cecilâs wisp cuddles against him, and speaking the words, âWhat do we do about them?â
Her eyes harden, back straightening in an instant. âWhat is it that you mean.â
(Cecil is quick, to check on Amos. Her bangs have now completely covered her eyes, and he cannot truly gauge a reaction. He worries the sheets between his fingers.)
That discomfort shines, in the floundering of Felixâs limbsâhis arms flinging outwards, his hand waving about as he grasps for words. âThe whole point of this was that we did not want a God to rule over us, the way they had! And then, whatever it is of thatâŠ. those heavens, has decided we were wrong in that thinking, that they sent us another God to deal with, not a momentâs peace from the previous? Are we to never escape from the divine?â
Valentina stands, her mouth twisted into a tight-lipped frown, both her fists raised to her sides and clenching. She is stopped from going farther by Amos raising an arm in front of her.
A brief spark of irritation whisks throughout Cecilâs chest, and he wishes Felix had chosen a better moment to do thisâAmos, as well, is not supposed to talk above a quiet voice, or for long periods of time. âI fear we would have encountered divinity whether we wanted to or notâtell me, why is it that many had told us of a frozen land, yet when the storm vanished, the snow was fading?â Her arm shakes imperceptibly, âHad it not been for ⊠what decision it was, that transpired before we succeeded, we would have come to face the God responsible for declaring the war.â
(That is, to say nothing of their neighboring nation and Boreasâ wolvesâŠ.)
She turns, and, he notes, that for the first time since Ventiâs presence had made itself known (when they had near silently glided into the room, the door creaking shut just so, with Anemo slowly dissipating from their form, and playfully tousled Cecilâs bangs in a light breeze) Amos looks directly at the God, who has huddled closerâthey seem to be trying to lay themselves over all of himâwhilst the conversation had gone on.
Her eyes seem to soften, staring a few seconds longer, then dropping her attention to the end of the bed. She turns away, her arm falling to her lap, hands lacing together and nails gently clinking against each other.
âPerhaps we should count ourselves fortunate, that of all beings to ascend, it was the Elf.â
Felix scowls and presses his back against the wall, the sound of his cape sliding across it echoing, nearly drowning out the even quieter grumblings of his, âFortunate is not the word I would use.â
How terrible for him, that for as far as he is from Cecil, his words still ring clearâwords that cause that spark of irritation to flare into a burst of small flames, flames that have to be forcefully smothered out. Over the little time that the bard has not been able to walk the grassy lands, has he forgotten? Nothing, not a single noise, escapes from those who always listen, who keep their ears pinned to the striking chords of the winds.
His eyes narrow, bordering on a glare. And this is not quite shaping to be a âdiscussionâ; would it be a proper one, they would actually be going somewhere, and not talking in practically circles.
âWhy unfortunate?â Felixâs head snaps to him, and Cecil (pushes the flames) risks skimming his hand to where Ventiâs right ear is, holding his palm there (a useless gesture, really, yet he does it anyhow). âYou would not start anything if there was no value to be had of itâso, please, what is it you wish to truly say?â
The man opens his mouth, pauses. Cecil continues to stare, lowering his chin, his brows drawing together, upward, and the edges of his mouth threatening to fall.
Boots scuff against the floor, when Felix titters side to side, considering. A breath rushes out of him, harsh. Then, as if it were a leaf fallen onto still waters and sending ripples across the surface, he utters: âIf they turn against usâwhat are we to do?â
Try as he might not to (flames slipping between the gaps of his fingers), Cecil lurches forward, and halts himself rather awkwardly halfway through it hearing Venti make an indescribable noise. He looks to them, seeing them curl inward, their brows knitted, wings dazedly moving to shield their body. A wince pulls at him, as he adjusts back to where he was (almost to, he should sayâpositioning himself to hide them from Felixâs view, his torso bent over them), and the hand covering their ear runs to their hair, massaging; they start to relax from it, wings spreading, and nestling their face into his waist.
(A splendid sight, yet⊠a bitter feeling forms, coating his mouth.)
Scratching at where two strandsâresembling the ones they had as a wispâsprout, he presses, a hiss to it, âTurn against us..?â
He holds his hands in the air, by his chest. âI know. I know, I have seen them.â
If the emotion of âincredulousâ could be humanized, Cecil would be the perfect role, right then. Has he? Has he??
Admittedly, for most of the time he has been awake, he can count on one hand and two extra fingers how much he was fully lucid during it. When the pain constricting in his chest was not clouding his vision, when there was no fog laid over his mind, his surroundings dizzy, his limbs feeling inexplicably heavy. Shoving this all aside, howeverâduring those lucid moments, and finding Venti waiting for him, their entire demeanor brightening at their locking of eyes; he noticed how terror and apprehension threaded through their being.
He does not think they have a capacity to harmânot for those they love, not for those they have a branch of trust toâby the fact that they cannot bring themself to hold his wrist in a firm grip without panicking of potentially âbreaking him.â
(Or that they, wind now trapped in a bottle, a shell for them to be tied to, try next to everything to compact themselves to the size they once were. From curling into a ball on the wooden chair, from using their wings to hide themself away, from bowing and crumbling in the cradle of his palms.
How they are bigger and powerful, certainly, yet the world around them still remains so much more than they are.)
Felix slumps. âIt would only be as a precaution. We should be preparedââ
There is a clanging of armor, signaling Valentinaâs steps inching towards Felix. When she speaks, her voice is stern, tinged slightly by bafflement.
âNo, you are aware, just as I, to what they are capable of! They are listening to the people, and doing what they can for them!â Her hand clenches, metal shuddering. âAnd even⊠they have been this way, they stopped at nothing to keep my clan safe, out in the frozen barrens. We should have seen a sign by now if they were to change, the winds are simple creatures. There is no reason for this precaution!â
âAre we to lay all our trust in what was? Their knowledge is more! They are not such a simple creature! They know intimately the hopes and dreams of mere humansâwhat that does. They have become privy to how far mortality can go, to how much a human can take before their life is snuffed from them, and now they have the ability to do something about it.â
He sweeps a hand, jerkily, to the two in bed, during the last words.
Cecil bristles. Their injuries are not to be used for matters like this. No one should have expected that death would not be nipping at their heels during the revolt, that they would not have to grab on to the world of living and dig. A retort readies on his lips, lips pulled back, only toâstill.
(Oh. There is no air being blown across.
Oh.)
Valentina side-steps to the other side of Amosâ bed, hackles fully raised, a righteous glare upon her face. âYou truly know nothing of the wind, then, if you believe they would willingly go back to those restrainingâ!â
âEnough.â
They both startle. Cape, whipping. Armor, clanking.
âEnough,â Amos repeats, the words sounding as though they were scraped from her throat. âThe both of you⊠shall we have someone watch over, when you are outside here? You have swung knives.â
In unison, their shoulders hunch. She draws a soft breath, half-watching Valentina stride over to grab the canteen of water from the side table, offering it to herâwhile Felix seems to attempt to meld into his cape. She takes it into a tight grip, the tips of her fingers trembling, but does not bring it to her lips. Opting to swish the water inside, instead.
âA godhood is delicate,â taps at the canteen, the sound reverberating, âEspecially one at ⊠at the very beginning, of their divinity. A sign of change would not be in mortal lifetimesâit drips, one by one, slow.â
She turns to face them, once more. Trailing from where Ventiâs wings flutter, the sleeves of their robe half splayed over the bed, to where Cecil is furled around them, a few pieces of hair strands falling over his eyes as he bows further at her stare. Eyes meet, hers, tinged in an old pain and weighted by exhaustion; his, bordering on guarded, cracked with pleading.
Underlying all of that is an understanding.
(You can never quite understand a Godâs thinking, will only get to see the glimpses of what layers that sit just underneath the surface, a scratch of it, but loveâ
A Godâs love, their eyes and arms locked around you, is something all encompassing.)
âWe should continue to offer them the kindness they gave us.â Another tap, another tink. âWhatever path they follow down, whatever they choose to do, hundreds or thousands of years after thisâat the least, they will remember having us by their side. Should they give an inkling, now, howeverââ
âAll these what-ifs,â Cecil murmurs bitterly, withholding a sneer. âCould we, say, let them take their own steps first? They hardly have a proper footing!â
The puff of air that escapes her is almost amused. Her gaze drifts downwards, where the water of the canteen sloshes as it is tipped to her mouth. She sets it gently into her lap, after, a chorus of clinking coming from the repetitive thumping of her fingers.
âOf course.â She hands the canteen to Valentina, and the trembling of her limbs seems to have worsened. The blunt ends of her nails press into the palm of her hands, briefly, and she goes to pull the bedâs cover up to her chest, hiding her arms by tucking it over her fists. Then, âI have not seen you receive any medical care, these past days. Have you been shirking?â
Ventiâs wings puff, a minute flinch going throughout their body. He pets at their hair, twirling it between the gaps of fingersâhe had been checked on the day before his wisp had visited, and watched as they checked Amosâ health, too, quietly asking if the soreness had lessened, after the healer left, and her reply of rolling her shoulders and commenting that it does not feel like she is being crushed.
âHee, I was hoping you would not catch thatâŠâ He nuzzles into their head. Backs a bit away, nary an inch or so, and brings his hand to their jaw, stroking his thumb along their cheeks. Venti tenses, brows scrunching. He continues, mock whispering, âPsst, Miss Amos revealed one of my secrets, can you believeâŠ? Quite mean of her, hmpf! You would be my knight and defend my honor, would you not, Venti? My dearest?â
There is a pause, where he can see them debate with whether they should âawakenâ or not. He waits, humming lowlyâand is rewarded when two glittering green-blue teal jewels blink up at him.
âKnight..?â
âYes! I shall gather you a shield, so that we can deflect her peddlingââ
âMy deepest apologies for not wishing your wounds to infect.â
Cecil leans to stick his tongue at her (she wrinkles her nose in jest), feeling more than seeing Venti sit taller, their hands moving to grasp at his wrist. A perturbed expression greets him when he turns back to them, searching him for anything critical. His heart squeezes, flips, squeezes.
He reaches out to brush his hand against a braid, tracing the poof part that is held together by a band. Hopes that the twinkling in his stare is enough to convey Do not worry, a âgo along.â The ruffled feathers of their wings start to smooth out, fluttering about, as they squint at himâmessage received. âHow many missed?â
âOnly one session, I promise. My bandages⊠may need replacing, a little,â ducks his head, bonking against their forehead, and offers up a gentle, crooked smile. âWalk me back?â
They graze their own hand over his, holding it loosely. Nods, and lets go, standing from the chair, using their foot to push it away farther. Cecil shakes off his arm as he yanks the cover down to the end of the bed, throwing his legs over the side, the soles of his feet hitting the floor. Venti holds their hand out for him to take, pulling him up (though, he notes, they keep their fingers intertwined tightly with his.)
âYou will be going?â Felix questions, uncrossing his arms.
âMmm. I believe Amos has had enough of my shenanigans.â He waves his hand, stepping in front of Venti, having them still out of Felixâs view.
â⊠if you need any heââ
âFret not, I have the most wonderful guiding wind!â He leans into Venti, as subtly he can, beaming. They are besides the man, now, and he tugs them closer to the doorway. âWe should be on our way now, might be able to catch a healer along our journey.â
He waves to Amos and Valentina, receiving waves back (though, on Valentinaâs part, seem slightly reluctant to see the both of them go.) They both skirt around the doorway and down the hall, where Cecil exhales, his shoulders sagging.
If they wish to still discuss such a topic, fine, if that is what will bring them ease in this environment. Everyone is on edge and wary, equally they are relieved and excited. He has seen how some shuffle around the new God, confused how to interact with the wisp. But if they wish to do it while the person they discuss is there, unaware, they are welcome to be his guest to explain to Venti why that topic involved which of the best ways to stab them in the back wasâespecially when there are more important issues that should be focused on! That warrior, in particularâŠ.
Urgh.
He squeezes Ventiâs hand, placing his head upon their shoulder.
âMy darling knight, I love you no matter what.â
âŠthey squeeze his hand, ears flicking, and wings puffing once more.
#sorry for any typos posting this at 3am đ#anyways#amos is recovering from asphyxiation and being. slammed on the ground#nb from the arrows to chest#also double . sorry . i tried to convey their feelings for the matter but im not sure how well it got across#gunnhildr is blind trusting this. rhw is experiencing next levels of im back in the fucking building again. amos is âŠ. processing still.#a god who she knew before they became âŠâŠ#nb just wants !! to be their for his friend before ANYTHING else#nb voice can we talk about the grief i think we should talk about the grief. can we talk about the grief#rhw âŠ. i think. is just. majorly uncomfortable with this all#not to mention. whatever issues he may have with the whole form taking !! still#they are just all. going through it still#TRIPLE sorry actually for taking this prompt and running off with what if they had a plan for killing ven#âi love you no matter what.â (whispers) this is a surprise tool thatll help us later#not pictured. bc i wasnât sure how to go abt it. ven supports rhw decision. nb does not like that !#they dont wanna slip up âŠ. they dont want to be a tyrant.#lantern replies#mutuals !#lanternâs writing corner#genshin impact#old mondstadt#sm of this. was indeed inspired by the old mond convos !!! :]#OH FUCK ABD MOST IMPORTANTLY#why is nb in amos room -> he fought tooth and nail to be there for her after being told she made it out too#oh. and#gunnhildr and rhw were mortified seeing ven awaken#ANYWAYS THANK YOUUU đ€
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I don't think anyone will actually understand just how much I love Ninjago
I love everything about it
The funny moments, the sentimental moments, the straight up sad moments or moments that make me angry
I love it all
I can't truly hate any character from it, everyone has their flaws but at the same time everyone has something to genuinely love about them
I physically cannot hate ANYONE from the show
No matter who it is
I will always find something to love about them
I don't think I can actually hate anyone...never had it in my heart to do that
But everything about it, the show(s), the movie, the fandom, the books, the good and the bad I'm here for it all
I will still stand by it and I will always respect everyone's opinions on their aspects of the show
But Ninjago always held a special place, it's always been there and it always will be
The stupid smiles on their faces, the stupid angst the stupid dumb celebratory moments the ninja get only for it to be ruined moments late, I love it all
The edits people make, the funny, the angsty, the nostalgic, the happy, the silly, the sad, and the angry, it always gets me
Everything about this show reminds me how much it means to me, how much it has *always* meant to me.
Words aren't even enough to describe this feeling, I don't know what it's called but whatever it is I'm so damned glad I've stuck around long enough to feel it
Maybe there's a ton of people out there who feel the exact same as I do and just don't know how to describe it well, and maybe there isn't
After all...it's just a silly kids show, right? A stupid, fun, silly kids show that I will never stop watching, that I will always love no matter what happens
I will forever be greatful that my 8 year old self found this damned lego show back in 2016 and watched it from beginning to end and loved every single aspect of it, every single moment of every minute of that show
I love Ninjago so much it makes me feel sick(In a way) but I don't even care because it is that special to me
Thank you Ninjago for just existing and feeding my fixations for all these years, and continuing to do so<33
Thank you Ninjago fandom for making all the silly shit you do and for the love of the fsm don't ever stop, y'all mean so much and you make everything so interesting with your silly creative minds<33
I hope someone can kind of connect with me on this but ykw if I'm on my own in this aspect of certain things that's okay too
And thank you to those who have put up with my excited fixation on this silly little show, and maybe even joined in on my excitement, hope you enjoyed it if you have!
Ninjago, I love you, and always will, thank you for literally just existing<33
Anyways sentimental rant over gonna go write or draw haven't decided yet<33
#I love everything about this show so fucking much you have no idea#I literally cannot hate anyone#not fully at least#I love them all in their own special ways#<33#ninjago#lego ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#yes DR is counted in this too#I love it just as much as the original show#Thank you Ninjago!!<333#đ§Ąđ€đâ„ïžđđ©”#<- Ninja colours
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