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abatina, edelweiss, gladiolus, holly for Iz and Mark?
abatina: is there anything in life your muse has changed their mind about over time (due to becoming more educated on the topic, certain experiences, etc.), or that they would change their mind about under certain circumstances? Â
ISABEL â Having children. Itâs a topic that is so, so touchy for her, and her thoughts on it change more times than she can count. She loves kids. Sheâd be a good mom. Sheâs relatable and patient and endlessly loving, and being able to watch a little person grow up would be a delight for her. Any time her friends have kids, she is more than happy to hang out with them and look after them.
In her original MCU verse, though, she struggles. Sheâs constantly conflicted about whether or not to take the chance and have a kid when itâs very highly likely they too would be a mutant too. Itâs not that she doesnât want a mutant child at all â itâs that she doesnât want them to go through what she went through. She doesnât want them to hurt someone accidentally with powers they canât yet control and have to live with that for the rest of their life the way she has to. The longer she thinks like that, though, she starts to feel like sheâs her mother; like sheâs looking at the future and the possibility of it being abnormal and trying to âfix itâ, like she would be doing the world a favor by not bringing another abnormal child into it.
And Isabel hates that.
MARK â Love. Commitment. âLadykiller in Loveâ is one of his tropes for a reason, and itâs because heâs never the settling down type â until he gets knocked on his ass by genuine, real love that he doesnât want to lose.
Itâs not even that he was a bad partner before then, either. He was fine. But a lifetime of moving and uprooting and being afraid to get attached to someone lest he have to leave them in a year turned him into the kind of guy that bolts at the first sign of commitment. Once he meets Lily, though? She sends his brain cells scrambling, and suddenly commitment isnât so scary anymore.
edelweiss: what was the bravest moment in your museâs life? are they known to be courageous from then on? Â
ISABEL â Answered here!
MARK â I honestly donât think heâs actually had this moment yet, which is to say that his bravest moment is something silly like âgot out of bed on time without hitting snoozeâ. Spoiler alert, but Mark was originally meant to die in the first installment of my original project. His survival means that heâs not yet gotten to any critical moment Iâd classify as his bravest.
That said, in the original version, his bravest moment would be the defiance with which he faced his death. He knew it was coming, and he knew there was no way out, and he still managed to face it head on and with one last joke.
gladiolus:Â describe a moment from your museâs life that they will never forget.
ISABEL â Killing the people she killed. I talked about it a little here, but sheâs directly responsible for the deaths of two people, and she never forgets the moment she realized exactly what had happened. Itâs the strangest mix of horror, confusion, and hopelessness, and it completely altered the trajectory of her life. Itâs always there in the back of her mind.
MARK â Probably his dadâs death. His dad got sick and declined very quickly, and while it wasnât a sudden, shocking, traumatic death â his family knew it was imminent and they all had a chance to say goodbye â he often has a hard time not dwelling on those goodbyes. Mark knows that logically, there would have been pain and grief either way, but sometimes he almost wishes it had been unexpected to save him the conscious reminder of how hard saying goodbye was.
holly: how strong is your museâs sense of intuition? are they aware of it? do they ever fear that it is only paranoia? Â
ISABEL â Fairly strong, but not bordering on paranoia or anything. In a handful of her verses, I have her working as a private detective, and I think it works because sheâs actually quite good at reading people. Was she also massively betrayed by her best friend and didnât really notice anything wrong at all leading up to it? Sure. We all have our blind spots.
MARK â Well. I wanted to say good, since heâs a detective. But he also gets abducted by a serial killer because he got out of his car to inspect something strange. So.
Jokes aside, heâs pretty intuitive for the most part. He has moments where he completely misses the vibe or canât read the room (see: the tension in the room between his best friend and his sister and his complete inability to detect that they were sleeping together), but for the most part heâs right on the money.
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Caught Up in Your Trap
Pairing: dark!Andy Barber x f!reader
Word Count: 5.4k
Summary: You spend your first day in your new home. Part of the Trapped AU.
Warnings: Dark elements, kidnapping, human trafficking, drugging, training, punishment, isolation, injury, forced intimacy - Just trust me when I say that this is dark. All of my work is 18+ - Minors DNI
Dividers by @saradika-graphics
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A/N: Oh my god, you guys. Uh, happy sin day, I guess?? đ€Ł Because I am apparently incapable of just leaving a one-shot alone, this is a prequel to I Don't Want a Lot for Christmas spurred by some unhinged 4 AM thots. It is definitely the darkest thing I've written so far. Whoops.
Big thanks as always to @paperweight91 who was not only the fantastic sounding board she always is, and let me ramble on about all my research into furnaces of all things but also helped me figure out the title for both this fic and the greater AU it's now a part of (đ€Šđ»ââïž Seriously, Kris, just stop!). Hat tip to Bruce Springsteen for both, as well. I'm sure he'd be thrilled. đ
Any comment, reblog, or ask to let me know what you think will be greatly appreciated. Even if it's just screeching at me. As always, thank you so much for reading! đ
Andy pulled up at the address heâd been given, more surprised than he should have been that it was an abandoned warehouse. Of course, this sort of deal would be completed there. He should have known from the sorts of channels heâd had to go through to set it up. Connections left over from his days in the DAâs office. Well, that wasnât the side of the law he was on anymore.Â
He walked into the large open space that made up most of the building to find a man standing in the middle of a few folding chairs. He had a neatly trimmed mustache and was wearing sharp but tight clothing. He wasnât who caught Andyâs attention, though. No, that was you, slumped over in one of the chairs, wearing the clothes you must have been taken in. Even like this, he could tell your pictures hadnât done you justice. You were absolutely perfect. Or you would be, once he was done.
âBarber!â the man called out, a satisfied smirk raising his mustache. âHow nice of you to join us!â
âHansen,â Andy answered evenly. He nodded at you, âShe ok?â
âOh, sheâs fine. Just on enough horse tranqs to move her across the country without her realizing it. Sheâll only be out for another day or so.â
Andy walked over to you. âIâm sure you donât mind if I check for myself. With the amount of money Iâm paying you.â Hansen gestured for him to go ahead, so he placed a gentle hand on the pulse in your neck, pleased to feel that it was strong and steady. He took a step back and opened the untraceable banking app on his phone. He clicked the transfer button, moving an ungodly amount of money from his numbered account in the Caymans to the account Lloyd had given him. âAlright,â he said, âthe moneyâs in your account.â
The other man snapped his fingers and someone appeared out of the shadows, holding a tablet. âAnd Iâm sure you donât mind,â Hansen said as the new man tapped his screen, âif I check for myself. With the amount of work Iâve done for you.â
They all waited in tense silence for the confirmation of the transfer to come through. Andy couldnât take his eyes off you, eager to finally get you home. After everything heâd been through, this was what he deserved. The perfect wife, the perfect family, the perfect life. And he was going to do it right this time, taking full control until he had exactly what he wanted. Nothing left to chance. It was costing him a pretty penny, but it was worth it.
The man with the tablet nodded at Hansen, who clapped his hands together. âAlright!â he said. âLetâs get this done. My men will get her settled in your car while we finish up.â Two more men came out from the edge of the room and started to put their hands on you. Andy couldnât help the growl that came out of him. Hansen laughed. âDonât worry, Mr. ADA, they wonât hurt your precious new wife. You have my word.âÂ
Andy gave a hesitant nod, as they carried you out of the warehouse, clicking the unlock button on his car fob so that they could get you settled. He didnât take his eyes off you until you were gone.
Hansen reached down and picked up a thick folder. âEverything youâll need is in here. Everything for her new identity, all in order, all immaculate. Marriage license. Anything from her old life you might need. Although Iâd get what you need from those quickly and then burn them.âÂ
Andy took the folder and briefly paged through it. New birth certificate, social security card, IDs, passport. Everything heâd need to start your new life. He put the folder in his briefcase. âThank you. Anything else?â
Hansen smirked again. âEager to get started?â He leered in the direction youâd disappeared. âCanât say I blame you.â
Andy cleared his throat, not appreciating the way Hansen was talking about what was his. âYes, I would like to get us both home. Are we done here?â
âSure sure. You have a good time now,â he smirked.
Andy gave him a curt nod and then exited in the direction Hansenâs men had taken you. There was no sign of them by his car, but you were laid out across the backseat. He opened the door and leaned in to brush a gentle finger across your cheek. He wouldnât be able to relax until you were secured inside his home. It was so close now.
This wasnât your room. Youâd woken up some time ago (you couldnât say how long ago exactly. There were no clocks, no windows) in the most comfortable bed youâd ever felt. You thought it might swallow you up, it was so soft. Luxurious. The whole room was that way. Beautiful. Rich. You were dressed in a satin nightgown that wasnât at all like anything you owned. You tried very hard not to think about the fact that someone must have changed you. The door was locked from the outside, a small keypad right under the doorknob. You tried banging on the door. Yelling for someone. Nothing. A quick exploration of the room hadnât yielded anything either â the two other doors were also locked, a dresser held only menâs clothing. So youâd spent the last who knows how long just laying in the bed, trying not to panic or cry. You werenât very successful at either.
The most disturbing thing youâd discovered since youâd woken up here was the set of rings on your left hand. One featured a large diamond, the other was a simpler band filled with comparatively tiny diamonds. The bands were fused together like you remembered your momâs engagement and wedding rings being. It took a long time to normalize your breathing after that discovery.
Just as you were about to drift asleep again, for want of anything else to do, you heard a few soft beeps, the lock click, and the doorknob move. You leaped up and huddled in the far corner of the room between the wall and the bed, holding a pillow in front of you. There was nothing else in the room to use to defend yourself. Even the lamps were bolted down â youâd checked.Â
The door slowly opened and a man walked in. He was tall, over 6 feet, and broad. He had dark, soft-looking hair, and a well-kept beard. He wore a gray cotton tee and jeans. If your adrenaline hadnât been spiking, you would have found him so handsome. But as it was, you pushed yourself further into the corner.
He was carrying a tray, which he set down on one of the nightstands. From your vantage point, you could see a glass of water and a bowl. You werenât feeling inclined to take anything from this man.
Your eyes cautiously tracked him as he came around to the foot of the bed. âHow are you feeling?â he asked, his voice deep but gentle.
You didnât say anything, just kept watching him. He leveled you with a stern look that sent a chill down your spine. His voice was much more rigid when he said, âI expect an answer when I ask a question, sweetheart.âÂ
You ignored him again, instead asking, âWho are you?â
He took a deep breath, flexing both hands. Extreme irritation passed over his face before it was replaced with a practiced calm. He sat at the foot of the bed and patted the space next to him. âCome sit,â he said. You didnât move. âNow,â he growled. Something in his tone made it clear, not only that he would move you himself if he had to, but even more so, that you didnât want it to come to that. You got up and sat on the far edge of the bed. He reached over and grabbed your arm hard, dragging you into his side. You cried out but he shushed you. âAlright,â he said, âI will answer your question once you answer mine. How are you feeling?â
This was the most scared youâd ever been. You had to take a few deep breaths before you were able to say. âI have a headache and Iâm a little nauseous. And Iâm very scared.â
He gently took your hand in his and cooed at you. âThatâd be the drugs they used to knock you out. Youâll feel better when theyâre completely out of your system. Eating will help. You can have some soup once weâre done talking.â He paused, for what you didnât know. You didnât say anything. He smiled. âYou can ask your question now. Good girl waiting for permission.âÂ
Your head swung to look at him. That hadnât been what you were doing. Had it? You were woozy and scared and just trying to figure out what the fuck was going on. That was most important, so you let his comment go and repeated your question. âWho are you?â
He squeezed your hand. âIâm your husband, sweetheart. My name is Andy.â
That was the answer youâd been terrified of since youâd seen the rings on your finger. He was fucking crazy. He had to be. The best you could do right now was to get as much information out of him as you could. âAnd where are we? Is this your house?â You were trying to keep your voice steady, but you could hear the tremor in it.
âThis is our house, sweetheart. Just outside Boston.â
Your eyes widened and your heart rate picked up in panic. âBoston?? Noâ Thatâsâ How did I get here?!â This was even worse than you thought. You were nowhere near home, nowhere near anything familiar.
He just looked at you for a moment with narrowed eyes. Then he nodded and said, âOk, Iâm going to be honest and explain it to you, because I think it will help you understand your place here. But in the future, you need to know that I donât appreciate having to explain myself. Good wives donât question their husband's actions. Now, since Iâm going out of my way to make this clear for you, I expect you to sit quietly and listen. Can you do that for me?â
You clenched your hands into fists, wanting to rage at him for how he was speaking to you like a child, but you knew you needed this information. You needed everything you could get if you were going to get out of here, so you tried to control your breathing and nodded.
He looked at you like he wanted to scold you for something, but then visibly changed his mind and began. âIâve had a hard life, the last few years especially, Iâve been through a lot. Things havenât turned out the way they were supposed to. I wanted a family. I thought I had one, butâ It wasnât how it was supposed to be, and then I lost even that. I wanted to try again, but I couldnât put in all that effort without a guarantee that I wouldnât wind up with nothing again.
âIâm a lawyer. I used to work as an ADA and now Iâm in defense. In both jobs, Iâve made a lot of connections with people from different walks of life. Through that, I found a man who provides a service â if you let him know what youâre looking for, heâll find you a person who fills those needs. So I told him that I was looking for someone to build a family with, a good wife. He presented me with a few options, and I chose you. For a hefty price, his men picked you up and brought you here. They also put together all new paperwork for you, a whole new identity. The old you doesnât exist anymore, do you understand? Youâre Mrs. Barber now, property of your husband. I bought and paid for you. I own you, every part of you.â
You saw his hand start to move toward your thigh and you jumped up, quickly pressing yourself against the wall. You just stared at him for a moment and then the panic truly hit you, but this time, it was accompanied by blinding anger. âThatâs human trafficking, you complete fucking psycho! The fuck is wrong with you?!â Once youâd started screaming, you couldnât stop. âYou canât just buy a wife, you fucking cuck! Iâm a person! People are going to look for me!â He stood up and came at you and you swung out with your fists, your nails, your knees, whatever you fucking could. You connected a few times, drew a grunt from him before he somehow pinned your wrists behind your back. You screamed as loud as you could, but it did nothing.Â
He frog-marched you out of the room as he said, âI was hoping we wouldnât have to do this so soon, but you need a timeout, honey. Some time to calm down in the quiet room, and then we can try again and go over the rules. You just need some time to think by yourself.â
You tried to pay attention as he pushed you through what looked like a little apartment: a living room, a kitchenette. He stopped at an innocuous-looking door with a keypad on it, just like the one in the bedroom. He turned you away so you couldnât see as he entered the code, one hand still keeping your wrists in a bruising grip. Before youâd even realized heâd opened the door, he was shoving you into the room so hard you briefly left the ground. The door slammed shut behind you. You hit the floor hard and groaned. You stumbled up onto your hands and knees. You heard another beep, then the grinding of a lock. Then nothing.
The room was pitch black. You werenât even sure where the door was now, as there wasnât any light coming through the cracks. You crawled around, trying to get an idea of the space. It was small and empty as far as you could tell. But there was a low rumbling noise that seemed to fill the room. You couldnât pinpoint the source just from listening, it felt like it was coming from everywhere. The floor under your hands was bare, concrete. Your hands brushed through cobwebs and other detritus you couldnât see. You cautiously held a hand out as you continued to try to map out the room, terrified youâd smack your face right into the wall. It made contact with something hot and sharp. You pulled it back with a hiss, pain radiating through your palm. You felt the first few wet drops. Shit. You were bleeding. Youâd cut yourself. Fuck. âHey!â you called out as loud as you could. There was no answer. âHey!â you tried again, âIâm hurt! Iâm bleeding!â No response. âWHAT THE FUCK?â You were screaming now. âYOU FUCKING ASSHOLE! LET ME OUT!â Nothing. God, this room was already lightproof, maybe it was soundproof, too. He wouldnât be able to hear you, wouldnât know you were hurt. You couldnât tell how badly youâd cut your hand so you raised it above your head, hoping that might at least slow down the bleeding. It was dirty you were sure. God, how long did it take for cuts to get infected? You hoped you wouldnât find out. You didnât even know what youâd cut it on. What if it was rusty? Shit, when was your last tetanus booster? You couldnât remember exactly. Fuck. You really didnât want to die from tetanus in some random basement in Massachusetts. A tear rolled down your cheek. He couldnât leave you in here too long, could he? No. He would come get you soon.
You had no idea how long youâd been sitting in the dark, your knees pulled up to your chest, one arm wrapped around them, the other still held in the air. Your shoulder was so sore, but you were too worried to lower your hand. You wished you could see the cut, know exactly how bad it was. You wished you knew how much time had passed. With no frame of reference, no external indicators, you were afraid youâd lost the ability to tell the difference between hours and minutes. Itâd been hours. It had to have been hours. How long was he going to leave you here? He had to come back soon. He had to. You took some perverse comfort in the fact that heâd spent a lot of money on you. That had to mean that he wouldnât just leave you here. Heâd want a return on his investment. You tried to ignore the chills that thought gave you.
Youâd been crying on and off. It made you feel pathetic but what else were you supposed to do? The panic, too, ebbed and flowed. Youâd been trying to keep your breathing even, trying to ignore how small the space was, how dirty, how dark. Deep breaths in through your nose and out through your mouth. It wasnât doing much to calm you, but at least it gave you something to focus on.Â
Just as a fresh wave of tears overtook you, a blinding light came in, directly opposite you. You squinted and raised your uninjured hand in front of your eyes, but that didnât do much to help.
âOh sweetheart,â Andyâs voice cooed, before gently lifting you by your arms and herding you out. He half-carried you through the finished part of the basement while your eyes continued to adjust. Before you knew it, you were back in the bedroom youâd started in. He gently sat you down on the edge of the bed and crouched in front of you. You felt dazed. The room was too bright. You didnât know how you could keep breaking the record for the most scared youâd ever been. There had to be a ceiling, a limit. Youâd hit it soon, wouldnât you?Â
You still had your hand raised and cradled to your chest. Andy touched your wrist and you flinched. He raised an eyebrow in question and you whispered, âI got hurt.â He sighed and gently tugged at your wrist again. This time you let him guide your arm down, moving your hand so you both could see it. It was a little grimy and definitely red, slightly swollen maybe. There was a little dried blood, but not much. The cut was so much more shallow than youâd imagined when you were trapped in that room alone. You felt incredibly foolish. Youâd thought you were going to lose your hand over a glorified paper cut.Â
Andy carefully moved his thumb over a raised patch under the cut that you now realized was a minor burn. âDid you touch the furnace?â The furnace â thatâs whatâd been making that noise. Thatâs what youâd cut yourself on. Thatâs where heâd thrown you. What the fuck? You were lucky you hadnât hurt yourself even worse. You looked up from your hand to see him frowning at you. âWhy would you do that? Sweetheart, you have to be more careful. That was a very stupid thing to do.â He got up and walked into the ensuite, opening a cabinet under the sink.
Was he seriously scolding you for getting hurt in a dangerous room heâd locked you in?? The rage from earlier was starting to return, but it was still tempered by your fear. You did your best to keep your voice even when you replied, âIt was completely dark in there. I couldnât see anything.â A little growl came through your words, but it wasnât anything compared to what you were actually feeling.
He came back holding a small first-aid kit. âWell then thatâs a good reason to keep your hands to yourself, isnât it?â He sat down and opened the kit, pulling out a few wipes and beginning to somewhat roughly clean your hand. âSweetheart, Iâm here to take care of you. Thatâs my job as your husband. But I need you to be a good girl and not put yourself in harmâs way.â
âYou threw me in there!â you said, your voice starting to get louder, despite your best efforts to keep calm.
âBecause you were bad and needed a time-out!â he yelled back at you. He threw the dirty wipes into the trashcan beside the bed and took a deep breath, visibly calming himself. He grabbed an ointment from the kit and began applying it to your hand. âThatâs why weâre going to talk about rules now. Theyâre there to keep you safe and both of us happy. When you donât follow them, something like this can happen.â
You didnât say anything. You had to be smart if you were ever going to get out of here and antagonizing him wasnât smart. He didnât seem to expect a response anyway as he just silently placed a bandage on your hand and then got up and put the kit away. He came back and sat right next to you, turning so he could look into your eyes. You tried to turn your head away, but he grabbed your chin and forced eye contact.Â
âAlright,â he said, his tone already so fucking patronizing. âA good thing that came out of your little tantrum is that now we know the areas we need to focus on most for improvement â manners, respect, and attitude. I did some thinking during your quiet time too, and Iâve adjusted your training schedule to focus on these things. Itâll be good for both of us.â
What the actual fucking fuck? âTraining schedule?â was all you managed to get out.
Andy nodded. âIâm sure youâve figured out that weâre in the basement right now. I have a beautiful big house upstairs that I canât wait to show you. But youâre going to have to earn it first, prove to me that you know how to be good, that I can trust you before we can go upstairs. Thatâs what the training will do. Iâm going to teach you exactly how to be perfect for me, everything I want, and in return Iâm going to give you a perfect life, so much better than what you had before. Weâre going to be so happy together, sweetheart. I promise.
âNow, itâs going to take time. I understand that. And Iâm going to be patient with you. I know what your life was like before. I know that you probably never expected that youâd ever get to have this. Change can be scary. Dreams coming true, itâs scary. But Iâll be here to guide you through it all. Iâm going to give you everything and all I ask of you in return is that you be good for me. Thatâs all.â
You wanted to scream. You wanted to sob. What the hell was this? How could this man, this stranger, be so completely deranged? Be smart, you chanted to yourself. Be smart be smart be smart. And if you opened your mouth now, you knew exactly what would come out. So you kept it shut and let him continue. Â
âSo first, letâs talk about your tantrum. I donât appreciate being spoken to that way. The language and the names, itâs unacceptable. So, no swearing going forward. And I think a good rule for you while weâre downstairs will be for you to address me as Sir. Once weâve moved upstairs, youâll be allowed to call me Andy, but whenever weâre down here, itâs Sir. Do you understand?â He looked at you expectantly. You clenched your jaw and nodded. âI expect a verbal response when I speak to you, sweetheart.â
âYes,â you gritted out. He raised an eyebrow at you and his gaze hardened. It took you a moment to realize your mistake. âYes, sir,â you corrected yourself.
âVery good. As your husband, I expect you to give me the respect I deserve. Thatâs something weâll work on. Itâs very important that you donât question me. I know whatâs best for you and you need to trust that I will give you whatever information you need to have. If I havenât told you something, itâs because you donât need to know, ok?â
He paused again. What kind of Stepford hell was this? What had you done to deserve this? You took a deep breath. Then another. And another. Then, finally, you were able to force out a âYes, sir.â
He smiled. âYouâre so smart, sweetheart. Youâll be upstairs in no time. Now, youâll start learning your routine tomorrow. Iâve taken some time off work for our honeymoon, so Iâll have plenty of time to get you settled and acclimated. Weâll go over wardrobe and makeup requirements in the morning too. Now,â he slapped his thighs and stood up, âyour soup from earlier went cold, so how about I go get you a fresh bowl while you take a quick shower and get all that dust and grime from the Quiet Room off you?â
You held back a grimace at him calling that room that, as he walked over to one of the other doors and unlocked it. He talked to you like you were a child. All of this was so fucked up. But a shower sounded incredible. You had no idea how long itâd been since youâd had one. So you just nodded and let out a quiet, âYes, sir.â
He beamed at you. âEverything youâll need is in the bathroom. Iâll be back in just a few minutes.â
You stood and waited til he was out the door, listening to the beeps and grinding locks once he was gone. Shit. You were really fucked. You went into the bathroom and closed the door behind you. There was no lock on the inside. Of course, there wasnât.Â
You didnât waste much time in the bathroom, desperate for a hot shower. You vaguely registered that the counter was stocked with all sorts of beauty aids â expensive lotions and serums like heâd bought out a department store beauty counter. The shower too, was equally well stocked. So much fancier than the Target sale items you usually stocked your bathroom with. But the shower felt incredible and thatâs what you chose to focus on.Â
When you were finished, you came out of the shower to see that the bathroom door was open. You could hear Andy moving around in the bedroom. You shuddered and quickly wrapped a plush towel around yourself. There was a fresh nightgown waiting for you, soft pink, all silk and lace. You grimaced and wondered what youâd need to do to get a pair of sleep shorts and an old T-shirt to sleep in. Probably more than you were willing to do, if it was even possible. You dried off quickly and slipped the nightgown on.Â
When you exited the bathroom, he was sitting on the bed, the tray of food sitting next to him. There was a bowl of soup and a cup of water, along with a small plate with a few crackers. The dishes and utensils were all plastic. Nothing you could hurt him with. You sat down and watched him carefully as you lifted the tray onto your lap. He didnât say anything so it must have been allowed. Your hand shook as you brought the first spoonful up to your lips. The soup was warm, not hot, certainly not scalding. Another hope dashed. Throwing it at him would only result in him getting wet. And angry. Not worth it.Â
As you ate, you realized just how hungry you actually were. The nausea from whatever drugs youâd had had covered it up, but you were starving. You barely even tasted the soup, you just needed to eat. God, how long had it been since youâd had food? You wouldnât bother asking Andy. You knew he wouldnât give you an answer.
After he watched you eat for a few minutes, he said, âWhat do you say, sweetheart?â
God, he used that word like it was your name. It made you want to scream. You swallowed down all your anger and a spoonful of soup before you said, âThank you, sir.âÂ
He gave you a satisfied smile. âSee,â he said, âI knew you had good manners.â
You shoved the spoon into your mouth to prevent any sort of comeback. This fucking asshole. Luckily he let you eat the rest of your meal in peace. But he never took his eyes off you.
Once you were done, Andy put the tray on the dresser and then declared it bedtime. You watched him cautiously, as he went to the dresser and took out a pair of boxers and a cotton tee. He changed right in the middle of the room and you turned your head away. You caught flashes of skin, that if heâd been anyone else, in any other circumstances, would have had you drooling. It was becoming hard to breathe again. What else would he demand from you tonight?
You chanced a glance back up at him to find him changed and staring at you. You swallowed nervously. âCome here,â he said firmly, holding his hand out to you. You slowly, so slowly, made your way to him. As soon as you were in reach, he grabbed your elbow and pulled you the rest of the way in so that you were nestled into his chest. âI know,â he said, stroking one hand down your back, âthat weâre both thinking about our first time together, but Iâd like to wait.â He ran the fingers of his other hand down the strap of your nightgown, slipping onto your bare skin. âGive you a chance to get fully adjusted. Give us both a chance to get to know each other.â His voice slipped down an octave as his fingers traveled across your chest. Your body bowed to get away from him, but he didnât seem to notice or care. âGive us a chance to enjoy each other.â His breath hitched as his hand traveled down to your breast, the other hand on your back had stilled, holding you close, stopping you from getting away. He moved his head as close as he could to yours and whispered, âI want it to be special.â Then, before you could try to back away, he was kissing you. It was firm and demanding, giving you no option but to let it happen. He angled his growing erection into your thigh, and with the way he was holding you, you couldnât lean away from it. His tongue forced its way into your mouth and you couldnât help the way you whimpered. It felt like it might go on forever, when he finally pulled back, resting his forehead against yours. âIâm so happy youâre mine,â he whispered.Â
And then he was out of your space, leaving you trying to breathe again, alone in the middle of the room, as he climbed into the bed. You just stood there, unsure of what to do, your lips still tingling. Once he was settled on the side of the bed closest to the door, he called your name. âCome to bed now,â he said, and there was no mistaking it for anything other than an order. You ducked your head and climbed onto the bed, terrified of what might come next, but also desperate for sleep. This day had left you exhausted and confused and scared and so angry. It was all too much.
You tried to lie down as close to the edge as you could, but he pulled you in close so that your back was flush to his front, his arm thrown over your waist. âI'm so proud of you,â he whispered into your hair, âgetting through your first day without having to go to the punishment room.â
Your mouth went completely dry. A room you hadnât been to. Somewhere worse than the quiet room. âWhat'sââ your tongue struggled to form the words. You took a breath and tried again. âWhat's the punishment room?â You caught yourself at the last minute and added a quiet âSir.â
His hand caressed your side. âYou keep being my good girl and you won't have to find out.â
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Happiest of birthdays to you, Macy!!!! I hope your day is as full of light and love as you are đ thanks for being you and sharing all of your enormous talent with us all on here. This wretched existence is made more bearable with you in the world đđđ
CAYMAN this made me all teary wtf đđ iâm so glad that i can call you a friend. thank you so much. đ„č
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happy birthday cayman! i know its not an ideal day re: your cunty tooth, but i hope youâre able to find some enjoyment and fun despite it. you are so very loved and appreciated and my goofy little tumblr experience wouldnât be the same without you around! đđ
Macy đđđ thank you so much!! It definitely isnât ideal, but itâs been bearable because of the love and support Iâve gotten. My experience on this webbed of site wouldnât be the same without you either đ
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OMG HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAYMAN!! đ€đđ„ł I hope you're having a wonderful day đđ€
MARI THANK YOU SO MUCH đđđđ
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