#thank you @ my entire situationship of a friendgroup for doing this all Again . Its not like i tried to push past it for you all or anyt | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

synthetic-sonata · 2 months ago

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well since i now am effectively back to square one and am yet again alone and isolated due to pure circumstantial bullshit ig ill do what i did before and be insanely self indulgent and autistic about shit again . if i. have the energy to draw lol

#aria talkz #vent #i am not talking about it but this past week has been endless circumstantial bullshit. alikening it to collateral damage that im just a par #of simply by breathing its fucking stupid #thank you @ my entire situationship of a friendgroup for doing this all Again . Its not like i tried to push past it for you all or anyt #ing what nooooo Its not like im the one you fucked over and partially traumatized. whatever #havent been able to properly do anything bc of it and the people i talk to are leaving more and more and only talk to me ab this shit.#i love having repetitive thematic trauma and bullshit happen to me circumstantially. isnt it awesome.#like wow it is the third time i have been miraculously kicked out of a friendgroup twice by this very same group #this time bc They literally cant be around me bc they feel so guilty ab what they did to me like Okay man and then repeat all of the shit #you did but softer??? ok. Okay. Sure. Im so sure you care about me.#why do i even try to give people the benefit of the doubt

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