#thank u sm for this beautifully written ask wth i’m crying 😭😭😭😭😭

[maiverie]

and just like that triage!heeseung is out the door, stumbling through the people and almost falling multiple times cuz he can barely see with his eyes full of tears… so he runs and runs… his mind is chaos, thoughts running around so fast he thinks he’s brain is about to explode… no stop u idiot that is literally scientific imposible..oh my but why does it feel like that… god, thats how im gonna die like a true loser..spoken like a true loser.. gosh miss sunset..why?

the whole evening replaying in his mind  but also everything they did but all of that just gets muffled, fucking thrown away like a garabge by what ryujin said… and so the tears start to fall down his red cheeks..and just like that he comes home to only person who is gonna make this feeling in his chest go away even just for a second.. the door slams, sound of footsteps follow by

“is everything all right, honey?

and just like that he breaks down again, but this time feeling the smoothing and warm embrace of his mom and soft whispers of “shh, it's gonna be okay,sweetie, i promise”

is the last thing remembers before falling asleep out of exhsitng, dreaming that he all of this was just a stupid, horrible nightmare 

im so sad :(((( hee deserves the world :((((

☹️☹️ NAURR STOPP ANON THIS IS TOO CUTEEE 😭⁉️ yes bc for sure the first person he’s running to is his mom!! his best friend!! his rock!! his #1 fan!! i think heeseung and his mom were both really excited by his new friendship with yn so i think it’s going to be really heartbreaking to write this next chapter :( u can imagine their disappointment :<

IM SORRY FOR WHAT HAPPENED IN THE LAST CHAPTER JAKDJS 😭😭 it had to happen 😭😭💔 on a positive note though, heeseung is definitely going to learn his worth & the fact that the only reason why everybody is “out of his league” is because nobody deserves someone as amazing as him :((

YES triage!heeseung definitely deserves the world :( i’m determined to give it to him!!! :D