#thank u for reading and enjoying my two very very different fics LMAO i'm excited to get them both out there

[ddeongies]

🌼 is back to yap about unfinished business 😁 first of all, i am a sucker for fics based on the entertainment industry bc it gives the characters more room to work around vs the strict nature of pure idol industry. phew the tension is so thick and we don't even know the extent of their baggages 😮‍💨 yeji is so hot here. toxic yeji wow that's a first! i want to say use ur mouth and resolve ur past but that's hard and requires a lot of hurting and going thru the past so yes let's use ur mouth for other purposes aka kissing ur ex (?) i'm excited for this!!! such a contrast from nmau and thank u for that! i trust the angst with a happy ending tag. let the toxic spicy juicy ryeji unfold!

hello my flowery friend! yes please yap away yapping is my love language :)

yeah i feel like if you're writing specifically about the idol industry that's a very specific reality (also there are story reasons for them being in entertainment but not being idols 😉)

my goal with every fic is to make yeji hot (which shouldn't be hard bc actual yeji is the hottest person in the world), so i'm glad it's working with this one too!!

and yeah, we really don't see toxic yeji a lot! but i feel like there's so much potential there (and i swear there's nuance to it that we'll see starting in chapter 2) and also it's so hot. she really did choose to use her mouth for one thing and that thing definitely wasn't having a mature conversation LOL

it's been really funny writing both nmau and unfinished business at the same time like sometimes i hop back and forth between docs and between very different ryejis and it gives me some whiplash :P

[dojunie]

holy i just realised that i have been reading & following Misdial ever since you first posted it back in 2022 so now its almostttt 2 years? AND I LOVE EVERY SINGLE BIT OF IT 🥹

the latest update was Insane. literally stopped breathing reading the last block! so so beautiful. i don't interact much on tumblr but i just want to take my time to let you know that your work is truly amazing and fun. thank you for putting out a literal masterpiece 🩷

if i can write an essay on how much i love it, i would but sadly i am not that good with words & no words can actually describe how i have been enjoying the series >:(

so excited for the next chapter of Misdial! and it's always okay to take your time, i love u!! hope you will have a great day ahead <3

the way literally the other day i was hoping that no one has been here since the very beginning because it is CRAZY to me that it's taken over two years to even get to the halfway point in this fic like im crying LMAO that year long hiatus must've killed u like it killed me

and thank you so very much for messaging me even though you dont usually interact. messages that come from people who are moved enough to comment always stick with me a little differently, because im someone who doesn't usually comment either, so i know when i'm spurred into replying to something that its really because i care that much about it :) thank you. my #1 goal is to write things that are FUN, i love reading fun stories, i love when lil words and sentences make me laugh out loud, so that's kind of become my goal with writing, so you saying that you find misdial fun........... i am sprinkling you with 10000 shakes appreciation glitter.

thank you 🫂

[james-bucky-barnackle]

random story

before anything: i just want to say sorry for not updating any of my fics, i have an explanation and i will post it as soon as im able, as for now thank you to everyone whos read it, reading it, and will read it!

Okay, back to my story. Went on tinder bc hello, then found this cute guy which felt like the male version of me. He felt really okay, and we didn't talk consistently, meaning: reply after reply. Which I honestly didn't mind, but of course it would've been okay if we both responded fast to each other's texts.

He asked me out and I haven't given him a date, because I'm very much slumped in work and school right now. I can't even have 3 hours to myself without being texted by my boss or my schoolmates. We talked on the phone and it was honestly fun, he's a real funny guy. And if you guys haven't been an avid reader of my personal blog, (which if u want to - is linked on my bio) I am such a huge flirt. Mostly because I've had my heart broken before, badly and some family issues I won't dive into this text post. But bottom line is, I'm the toughest girl you can imagine, or at least that's what I think. I never really let anyone in, even when I spend so much time with someone, it never really registers to me as anything.

So when this tinder guy put out a disclaimer about: Hey, I'm not the commitment type of person blablabla, I still want to continue flirting with you but not guarantee exclusivity. I laughed my pants off, honestly. Idk how tinder is on the other parts of the world, but in the Philippines, it's pretty much an automatic that anyone you meet there will ghost you in a few days or weeks if you're lucky to last that long. I mean, I have friends who met their boyfriends there, but it rarely really happens. So when this guy told me this, it sort of ruined the vibe for me. I know he was trying to be nice and put a disclaimer out, but I've been through so much that I basically invented ghosting (im not proud of it, but its true).

I joked and told him, if u want to leave u can honestly just ghost me, and I'd appreciate that. I felt our age gaps suddenly form. This is funny because I'm just one year older than him, but back in my day, there wasn't a Senior High school curriculum, we just had high school and that's it. He had two more years of that shit. I started college at 15 and am now soon going to graduate (thank God!) and he's a freshman now. With the age, there's not much of a difference, but with the emotional growth of having to be forced to mature at an early age made me feel older than him.

It was his fresh out of high school self that thought oh this might be cool to tell her, cos I don't want to hurt her, but it ended up just making things funny and petty. This was honestly me when he told me that

I was livid, and I get mean sometimes, but I just didn't HAHAHAHA IM SORRY FUCK. I just was like??? Just enjoy it while it lasts boo, you don't have to say anything. Just do you, mama's a big girl, for all I know, I could be the one to ghost him.

Ghosting is never a good thing, I want to let that out. But I just didn't like the fact that he even thought there was a need to tell me that. And now he pleaded for us to be normal again, and I'm like?

I don't want to be a bad person, but I told him I'd be free on Wednesday, and ladies - we bout to be what we in the PH call "TOTGA" or the one that got away. And I'm excited, I tbh really liked him, but the audacity. I'm bout to give him the best date of his life and make him regret he even bothered to say it.

ANY DATE IDEAS??? LMAO ILYALL

Post note: there's alot more that happened when he told me to like beware of me blablabla but it would take years to finish this post so... Sigh, boys who think theyre such fuckboys. I think this one falls into the category of the Nice Fuckboy (do look it up).