#thank u for reading and enjoying my two very very different fics LMAO i'm excited to get them both out there

[ddeongies]

🌼 is back to yap about unfinished business 😁 first of all, i am a sucker for fics based on the entertainment industry bc it gives the characters more room to work around vs the strict nature of pure idol industry. phew the tension is so thick and we don't even know the extent of their baggages 😮‍💨 yeji is so hot here. toxic yeji wow that's a first! i want to say use ur mouth and resolve ur past but that's hard and requires a lot of hurting and going thru the past so yes let's use ur mouth for other purposes aka kissing ur ex (?) i'm excited for this!!! such a contrast from nmau and thank u for that! i trust the angst with a happy ending tag. let the toxic spicy juicy ryeji unfold!

hello my flowery friend! yes please yap away yapping is my love language :)

yeah i feel like if you're writing specifically about the idol industry that's a very specific reality (also there are story reasons for them being in entertainment but not being idols 😉)

my goal with every fic is to make yeji hot (which shouldn't be hard bc actual yeji is the hottest person in the world), so i'm glad it's working with this one too!!

and yeah, we really don't see toxic yeji a lot! but i feel like there's so much potential there (and i swear there's nuance to it that we'll see starting in chapter 2) and also it's so hot. she really did choose to use her mouth for one thing and that thing definitely wasn't having a mature conversation LOL

it's been really funny writing both nmau and unfinished business at the same time like sometimes i hop back and forth between docs and between very different ryejis and it gives me some whiplash :P

[whisperwritingstuff]

HIIIII hello thank you so much for the third addition. Like so much. Its awakened things in me again I think. I am so very excited to give it my second read through soon but ohhhh dear youve absolutely nailed it again. I adore how well you treated grub, the gradualness of it, how Grian eventually got it thru to him- very very nice.

Its just so incredibly sensual u did such a good job writing it its so so yummy. I adoreee how deeply intimate these three are in ways that are not "normal"- i eats it up

Its also just so funny u did so well capturing them just bein funky dudes. Esp the ongoing scar bits lmao "sea ate my shirt" "scar making the food everytime even tho he'll prolly add poison"

Grian cuppin the scitties made me crylaugh each time I loved that too

Even the little things- grian always saying flock while scar pov has it being pack- add so much to the fic:)

I am so so ready to hear any and every other thought u have about these guys. You mentioned shapeshifting?? If this includes shifting into other ppl- wonder if cub+scar shifting to each other would fool grian even for a second, really. I'd assume they could fool some of the other hermits though

Thank you very very much for the fic as always it was incredibly stellar to read and I loved it very much

Thank you! I'm glad you enjoyed it.

The grub really does end up strong in threequel, slowly building up their tensions was very fun. Guys who would rather be waterboarded than have one (1) normal and open conversation about their relationship with one another, trying to get on the same page through a whole mess of assumptions and communication mismatches. Too stubborn and devoted to let that stop them from continuing to try until getting through to one another, though.

Writing scenes that are sensual and intimate in non-standard ways is absolutely my jam. Thinking about how each of them express those and want those expressed to them, and fitting it all together. How intimacy expresses itself in little casual moments throughout the day

Threequel also gave me a lot of breathing room to pull little threads and references back in from the previous two fics, throughlines on Scar's redstone torches bit, or the other two you mentioned.

Grian knows what he likes and he likes them scitties. : 3

Yesssss, thank you, the difference in terminology in convex pov vs grian's pov is dear to me. pack/flock and den/nest in particular, but a few other slight shifts in vocabulary to refer to the same sounds too, depending on who's the one interpreting it for the narration.

I did mention shapeshifting! technically going between their vex/human forms is a kind of shapeshifting for them. the base of the idea of how vex shapeshifting works in untamed beasts verse is similar to a comic i liked describing shapeshifting for a character as them only being able to transform into forms that they feel like is them. so it could even vary from day to day, what they can and can't do, in terms of shapeshifting. (this covers things like scar's elf era, and also cub's old man era. shapeshifted forms that felt right to them at the time.)

but! your specific question about scar and cub shapeshifting into one another? that's a special case. they're actually fully able to shapeshift into one another at will! they have for sure used this to test what it's like to make out with themselves

it'd be difficult for them to fool grian at this point, because their magic bonds to grian feel different to grian so the jig is up if he thinks to check that, or if grian or scar take any damage at any point in the charade it'd be hard to hide they might stand a chance somewhere with a high enough concentration of magic that it's hard to feel right away, or if grian is distracted, but usually the thing falls apart when they open their mouths if they manage to get that far with grian one particularly fun time cub definitely managed to pull off scar for a while but grian figured him out b/c he 'remembered' events scar was present for too well and frankly scar would Not have

absolutely they could fool a nonzero number of other hermits though yes they're competing to see who can fool more of their friends

scar can lean pretty heavily on having a handful of cub's common phrases properly practiced, and the notion that cub will just sometimes say something that doesn't match what was said to him as if it's perfect sense, or not say anything at all, do something mysterious and inscrutable, and leave. and people will be like. yea. that's our cub all right. tbh some days it'd be harder for him to get people to believe he isn't cub.

cub gets pretty tired easily if he's putting effort into doing a proper scar impression, b/c scar is usually pretty high energy when he's around his friends but he also thinks it's funny to wear scar's face and be extremely un-scar-like, just to see how people react

thank you again, i'm always so ready to ramble about these dorks

[dojunie]

holy i just realised that i have been reading & following Misdial ever since you first posted it back in 2022 so now its almostttt 2 years? AND I LOVE EVERY SINGLE BIT OF IT 🥹

the latest update was Insane. literally stopped breathing reading the last block! so so beautiful. i don't interact much on tumblr but i just want to take my time to let you know that your work is truly amazing and fun. thank you for putting out a literal masterpiece 🩷

if i can write an essay on how much i love it, i would but sadly i am not that good with words & no words can actually describe how i have been enjoying the series >:(

so excited for the next chapter of Misdial! and it's always okay to take your time, i love u!! hope you will have a great day ahead <3

the way literally the other day i was hoping that no one has been here since the very beginning because it is CRAZY to me that it's taken over two years to even get to the halfway point in this fic like im crying LMAO that year long hiatus must've killed u like it killed me

and thank you so very much for messaging me even though you dont usually interact. messages that come from people who are moved enough to comment always stick with me a little differently, because im someone who doesn't usually comment either, so i know when i'm spurred into replying to something that its really because i care that much about it :) thank you. my #1 goal is to write things that are FUN, i love reading fun stories, i love when lil words and sentences make me laugh out loud, so that's kind of become my goal with writing, so you saying that you find misdial fun........... i am sprinkling you with 10000 shakes appreciation glitter.

thank you 🫂

[james-bucky-barnackle]

random story

before anything: i just want to say sorry for not updating any of my fics, i have an explanation and i will post it as soon as im able, as for now thank you to everyone whos read it, reading it, and will read it!

Okay, back to my story. Went on tinder bc hello, then found this cute guy which felt like the male version of me. He felt really okay, and we didn't talk consistently, meaning: reply after reply. Which I honestly didn't mind, but of course it would've been okay if we both responded fast to each other's texts.

He asked me out and I haven't given him a date, because I'm very much slumped in work and school right now. I can't even have 3 hours to myself without being texted by my boss or my schoolmates. We talked on the phone and it was honestly fun, he's a real funny guy. And if you guys haven't been an avid reader of my personal blog, (which if u want to - is linked on my bio) I am such a huge flirt. Mostly because I've had my heart broken before, badly and some family issues I won't dive into this text post. But bottom line is, I'm the toughest girl you can imagine, or at least that's what I think. I never really let anyone in, even when I spend so much time with someone, it never really registers to me as anything.

So when this tinder guy put out a disclaimer about: Hey, I'm not the commitment type of person blablabla, I still want to continue flirting with you but not guarantee exclusivity. I laughed my pants off, honestly. Idk how tinder is on the other parts of the world, but in the Philippines, it's pretty much an automatic that anyone you meet there will ghost you in a few days or weeks if you're lucky to last that long. I mean, I have friends who met their boyfriends there, but it rarely really happens. So when this guy told me this, it sort of ruined the vibe for me. I know he was trying to be nice and put a disclaimer out, but I've been through so much that I basically invented ghosting (im not proud of it, but its true).

I joked and told him, if u want to leave u can honestly just ghost me, and I'd appreciate that. I felt our age gaps suddenly form. This is funny because I'm just one year older than him, but back in my day, there wasn't a Senior High school curriculum, we just had high school and that's it. He had two more years of that shit. I started college at 15 and am now soon going to graduate (thank God!) and he's a freshman now. With the age, there's not much of a difference, but with the emotional growth of having to be forced to mature at an early age made me feel older than him.

It was his fresh out of high school self that thought oh this might be cool to tell her, cos I don't want to hurt her, but it ended up just making things funny and petty. This was honestly me when he told me that

I was livid, and I get mean sometimes, but I just didn't HAHAHAHA IM SORRY FUCK. I just was like??? Just enjoy it while it lasts boo, you don't have to say anything. Just do you, mama's a big girl, for all I know, I could be the one to ghost him.

Ghosting is never a good thing, I want to let that out. But I just didn't like the fact that he even thought there was a need to tell me that. And now he pleaded for us to be normal again, and I'm like?

I don't want to be a bad person, but I told him I'd be free on Wednesday, and ladies - we bout to be what we in the PH call "TOTGA" or the one that got away. And I'm excited, I tbh really liked him, but the audacity. I'm bout to give him the best date of his life and make him regret he even bothered to say it.

ANY DATE IDEAS??? LMAO ILYALL

Post note: there's alot more that happened when he told me to like beware of me blablabla but it would take years to finish this post so... Sigh, boys who think theyre such fuckboys. I think this one falls into the category of the Nice Fuckboy (do look it up).