#thank god for my bestie fr. i have no faith in any of the relationships in my life except hers. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

imakle · 1 year ago

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so hard to fight the "my friends all say they love me but they're lying. they secretly hate me so so much" thoughts when it has been proven true on 2 seperate occasions. but god I am trying and I will continue to try

#is it something about me #i literally asked them and i dont even think they know #one of them changed their mind after telling me and was like #huh yeah its kinda weird how i suddenly just disliked you as person so much and kept it secret. gone now rhat ive talked about it aha #<- after a year of ghosting me #like cool ig. what am i supposed to do now #most ppl would take this as a sign to change themselves but what do i fucking change. they dont even know whst they dislike #i want to just confidently be like huh that was fucked up of them! means nothing about me personally. but man thats hard!#thank god for my bestie fr. i have no faith in any of the relationships in my life except hers.#even then ofc im like. what if she secretly hates me. but i can believe in us enough to fight that thought yk #love my wife <3 #started out this post so depressed and now im like <33333 peace and love on earth my bestie is everything to me #rambles

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