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isekyaaa · 2 years ago

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Tbh I just really hate people that make me care for them and then turn around and make me suffer by watching themselves willingly put themselves through hell. They think they don’t deserve love. They think they don’t deserve to exist. They think they don’t deserve to be happy. They take my love for them and just throw it back in my face. They take the time and effort I put into them and basically say it means nothing. Their addiction to their misery means more to them than me.

My sympathy can only go so far. I only can care so much. Why should I save someone that repeatedly throws themselves into the fire?

But I will because I love them. And because of that, I hate them.

#rambles #self #DO YOU GET IT? DO YOU GET WHAT I MEAN???#it’s so complicated #i love them #i adore them #i think the world of them #but i also hate them #i think they’re pathetic #i find them to be cruelly selfish #the hardest thing is that i feel like i’m being judged for not trying to help them more actively #i feel people think i’m a bad and cruel person for judging them the way i do #i’ve been told i lack understanding and that i’ve’always been confident and headstrong’#unlike alh*itham though i am not a strong person #i am sensitive and not very resolute #i get guilty easily for feeling the way i do #i admire and envy people like him #th*ma and alh*itham are opposites #enfj and istp #but they share the trait of being able to see the truth without feeling guilty about it #but dom-judgers are all like that haha

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