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ishades · 5 years ago

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truten hcs 1/?

trunks catches videls bouquet with his face at her and gohans wedding. (she sort of accidentally threw them at him on purpose) goten laughs and picks them up for him

trunks was the first to fall in love. hed liked goten since he was 8 but it was just a crush he didnt actually consciously recognize. he first realizes hes in love with goten after goten goes on his first date at thirteen and comes home broken-hearted.

he comes out as bi to his grandma paunchy first. and she laughs and just says “oh you really do take after your mother.”

he comes out to his mother next and she tells him she figured and that it was fine. she still loved him there was no need to worry about rejection over something like sexuality in this family

he comes out to his father last. hes reassured his father won be mad at him at this point. but that fear of dissapointment hes always carried when it comes to his father persists. vegeta takes is surprisingly well

“its none of my business the nature of your attraction.” and they continue training together. after theyre done and taking a breather, vegeta pats his back and says in his gruff voice “love is what makes a person strong. loving another is the most powerful thing anyone can do. much more powerful than super saiyan 3. im proud of you.” he wont look at trunks but he can see his fathers a little red in the face, eyes misty. he doesnt try to make fun of his father for it.

just hugs him as tight as he can and vegeta makes a big stink about it grumbling at first but letting it happen. he rests an arm around his sons shoulders and they just sit like that together for a minute.

its just like the first time his father hugged him. but different. because this time he really knows his father loves him

vegetas more than a little miffed about trunks being in love with “kakarots spawn” and insists goten “seduced my son”. he gets over it soon enough and becomes on of his sons biggest supporters only rivaled by gohan and paunchy. goku... gokus really up there too tbh

gotens really scared to come out to his mother but chichis really understanding and accepting. “i want you to be happy son. i married an alien and had two children with him. you being in love with a man is small potatoes. love is love.” much like vegeta shes kind of disappointed in his taste in men but gets over it quickly. shes known trunks since he was a baby. life goes on. she gets trunks and goten to join that years couples holiday picture

goten works at a zoo in his teens but later becomes a nurse. if the zoo ever calls him for help hes on it though no questions asked. he loves feeding the baby raptors

also worked at a wcdonalds... can no longer eat food from wcdonalds

their first kiss is in trunks’ room. when theyre 16. theyre listening to a daft punk album while goten vents his dating woes to trunks. “she told me i kiss like a drunk walrus. its not my fault it was my first kiss” trunks asks if hed like some practice, palms sweating.

trunks leans in, heart racing and goten doesnt pull away. instant crush plays in the background. gotens date was right: he does kiss like a drunk walrus.

“have you kissed other boys before?” goten asks when they separate, cheeks red. trunks wipes his mouth with his wrist.

“have i kissed boys before? youre kidding right? im irresistible, and dont you forget it son goten” he strikes a silly pose and all the tension evaporates in the room.

they eat dinner with trunks’ family that evening and they try not to think about the kiss. trunks does pretty well on that department until he gets back to his room after goten leaves and just holds a pillow to his face screaming.

the two fake practices afterwards are really anything but. goten finally admits the third time that he wished they did it more often.

trunks asks him out after like a week of internal and external debate (vegeta keeps telling him to get to it). he ends up blurting it out when theyre playing video games one afternoon

they literally get married the day after goten graduates. goten argues he should get two cakes instead of one. chichi doesnt budge

theyre completely functional apart but hate being separated for long. theyre each others best friend! just being in the same room togethers bliss.

when they argue... boy. trunks yells and then clams up and gets really quiet. goten has a mix of goku and gines temperament so stuff usually... takes awhile to build up for him.

they make up really quick.

trunks is trans bi and gotens cis bi.

trunks springs the question on goten randomly one day. (”hey. do you wanna have a baby? with me.”) and goten really really does he wants a family with a kid.

asks trunks to let him think about it (he goes over their finances and checks out how long they could be on paternity leave for their respective jobs)

then they go see shenron. and ask for a baby of their own who takes after both of them. it takes shenron a day to magic up that baby but then theyre literally holding their own child swaddled up in their arms by the time dinners ready.

they name her son korusetto daikon vegeta-briefs (korusetto like corset and daikon like the radish. vegeta gives her that name) yes shes got liek three last names and she owns it

she has black and purple hair because shes literally a fusion of her fathers.

tfw you and your husband have to perform the fusion dance to get your daughter to stop crying for thirty minutes but vegeta can hold her and shell perk up or calm down immediately.

bras 15 when they make the wish and she launches into aunt / big sister mode immediately.

gohans best uncle hands down

they make uub and marron little daikons godparents and theyre both so excited.

trunks and videl have lunch dates like once a month and just kind of bond. videls the older sister he never had and now that hes older shes not the gross girl dating his best friends brother. shes a cool woman with a wicked sense of humor he can vent about what a hassle it is to date a son with.

they renew their vows ten years after they get married and its mushy. they terrorize the party goers

theres more but thats just a little bit

#long post #Truten #otp; I thought that I was dreaming #*#digital digital i wanna get digital

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chasholidays · 7 years ago

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Fill for @reblogginhood and @fadingdefendorlight, both of whom prompted a variation on “Bellamy tries to flirt, Clarke doesn’t realize he’s serious, and their friends laugh at them”

Group: tfw your friends' sexual tension is ruining your lives

Jasper: ok I know I've been warned about this BUT I think something is actually happening w Clarke and Bellamy for real

Raven named the conversation "Bellarke fanfiction by Jasper Jordan"

Monty: I don't approve of "Bellarke" for the ship name I don't like portmanteaus I think we can do better Maybe something with occupations The sky's the limit

Jasper: we are getting off topic also it's not fanfiction if it's REAL Raven I'm talking about real events I witnessed

Nate: I hate to say this like it's physically painful but I think Jasper's right

Jasper: VINDICATION seriously tho Miller should have insight I think Bellamy's getting his head out of his ass

Nate: yeah no let's not get carried away Bellamy's head is still firmly in his ass but I saw him googling "how to flirt" so it's like facing the right direction in his ass

Monty: Wait, he's googling flirting? Doesn't he already know? I feel like we've seen him successfully flirt Raven? Thoughts?

Raven: yeah his face does like 90% of the work for him also I made the first move when we slept together he was honestly pretty confused about the whole thing don't get me wrong, I've seen him flirt but it's not like he's good at it

Monty: But his face

Raven: p much anyway tbh I bet he has no clue how to flirt with CLARKE and it's not like the internet's going to help him

Nate: yeah honestly what was he doing, Jasper?

Jasper: pickup lines and, like bad ones

Raven: YOU think they're bad?

Jasper: yup we are through the looking glass here people Bellamy is flirting with Clarke and he sucks at it on a level we never anticipated

Raven: come on there's no way him actually flirting with her is going to be worse than him failing to flirt

Monty: If this was a TV show This is when they'd play the dramatic music and smash cut to how bad Bellamy's bad flirting is

Jasper: it's bad heed my warnings I know from bad flirting he asked if she came here often at the store she owns that was his angle

Monty: What did she say?

Jasper: that's the other thing Clarke's not good at this either remember when Lexa was flirting with her??? and it was excruciating because Clarke just didn't notice??? she was just like, yes, Bellamy, I'm here all the time stop being a dick I know I work a lot so let's all be prepared here the actual flirting might somehow be worse than the sexual tension

Nate named the conversation "be careful what you wish for"

Jasper: yeah sounds right

No one believes Bellamy when he says he's been trying to flirt with Clarke since he met her. Or, more accurately, that he tried to flirt with her the first time he met her, and there was no denial or angst or uncertainty involved. She was working at the same coffee shop his sister was working, she was cute, and he didn't see any harm in trying to get her number.

And he did get it, of course, but instead of that turning into a date, she became his best friend. Which he isn't upset about, obviously; now that he knows her, he has no idea how it would have gone if they'd actually tried a romance back then. They needed time to get used to each other.

Miller calls this making excuses, but Miller is an asshole.

The point is this: Clarke considers lowkey flirtation to be a background part of their relationship. That's how it's always been for them, which means that upgrading from their regular flirting to real flirting is, well, complicated.

"You know what would be easy?" Octavia asks, once he's finished telling her about his first spectacular failure to give Clarke serious flirtingsignals. He's not sure why he told her about it, except that they call once a week and he sometimes has trouble keeping her on the phone. Making fun of him is a good tactic. "Asking her out."

"I decided I don't believe in that anymore."

"Wow. That's a new excuse for being single."

He huffs. "Not how you're thinking. Just--I don't think that doing this as some formal dating thing is ever going to work. This is Clarke. We're not like that."

"I still can't believe you actually fell in love with one of my coworkers from my part-time job in college," she says. He can practically see her shaking her head. "I'm not in touch with anyone from that job except as Facebook friends. I wouldn't ever think about her, except for you."

"You can't tell who's going to be important to you," he says.

"I guess not, Hallmark card." She sighs, like the conversation is a great burden. "So, you aren't going to formally date. That means you can't just tell her you're into her? Direct and to the point seems safest to me. Don't make her guess what you're going for."

For a few seconds, he tries to come up with a real excuse, but it's hopeless. "Too scary," he admits. "I'm trying to make it organic."

"So, your plan is to treat your dating life like you treat your hair? Take half an hour every morning to make it look like you put no effort into it even though you're really fucking vain?"

"Pretty much exactly that, yeah."

"And your plan for that is to flirt with her more."

"Until I come up with something better, yeah."

"I'm not holding my breath," says his sister, and he sighs.

"Yeah, I wouldn't recommend it."

Clarke: Oh my god I'm so bored This is so boring I just want to go to sleep

Bellamy: Yeah? You like sleeping?

Clarke: ??? It's a biological necessity That's like asking if I like breathing

Bellamy: We should try doing it together sometime

Clarke: That was so much setup for such a bad line It sounds like you want us to breathe together But A for effort And thanks for the laugh Appreciated My mom heard it and looked at me like I was shaming the whole family for laughing at a serious event

Bellamy: Yeah Any time

"You noticed Bellamy acting weird?"

Clarke has to consider the question carefully, finally settles on, "Weird for a normal person or weird for Bellamy?"

Raven snorts. "So, yes?"

"Not that weird."

"Uh huh."

"You know you could just tell me what you're worried about, right? I might not have noticed."

"Yeah, that sounds right."

Clarke sighs. She's used to everyone being kind of dicks about her and Bellamy. She even gets it, honestly. The two of them getting together is one of those things that feels right. Clarke would like to say it's just societal programming, but given she'd be completely and totally down if Bellamy ever indicated romantic interest, it's hard to argue their friends are just seeing what they want to see.

At least on her side. Bellamy is one of those people who has sexual tension with everything, though, so it's hard for Clarke to feel special. He could probably seduce a dishtowel, if he wanted to.

"Seriously, this conversation would suck a lot less if you just told me what it was about."

Her tone is just sharp enough for Raven to catch the genuine hurt there, and she winces. It's not exactly a victory, but it's probably necessary. She doesn't like guilting people, but no one seems to get how annoying the whole thing is for her. It's not fun, being hopelessly in love with her best friend. Everyone acting like they're ridiculous for not being together doesn't help.

"Jasper thinks he's hitting on you."

"Jasper always thinks he's hitting on me."

"I know, but this one sounded more legit. Which is why I was asking you. But you never think he's hitting on you."

"I did, once," she protests. "I tried it, and he wasn't interested. He just likes flirting."

"He doesn't," says Raven, to her surprise. "Seriously, he's terrible at flirting."

"He still likes it. And he does fine."

"When he wants to. When's the last time he hooked up with anyone?"

"It's been a while. That doesn't mean it has anything to do with me," she adds, and Raven shrugs one shoulder.

"Yeah. It doesn't mean it doesn't, either."

"So, your question is do I think Bellamy is hitting on me."

"No, I know you don't think that. You never think that. But maybe keep an eye open."

"Based on Jasper's testimony? Really?"

She shrugs again. "And, you know, all the other stuff I've ever said about how I think he's into you. Why do you think he's not, again?"

"Because I asked him out and he said no."

"Like--two years ago, right?"

"Something like that. And don't tell me he could have changed his mind, I know he could have. But he knows I'm interested."

"I guess," says Raven, not sounding convinced. "Just--don't give up on it, okay? Maybe it's not what you think."

It's the least necessary advice of all time; if she knew how to give up on Bellamy, she already would have. If she could be done with it, she would.

"Don't worry," she says. "I'm pretty sure the feelings aren't going anywhere.

Group: are those moon pants? because your ass is out of this world

Raven: okay not to be a buzzkill but I think Clarke's actually upset about the whole Bellamy thing

Nate: she doesn't want him to hit on her? should I try to talk him out of it?

Raven: did he admit he's doing it?

Nate: no but I could still try to talk him out of it

Raven: I think maybe just leave her alone I tried to ask and she got prickly she's convinced she made a move years ago and he shot her down which I always forget about because it sounds so fake

Nate: if he did, he doesn't know about it

Monty named the conversation "#otp: incompetence kink"

Raven: someday they're going to find out about this group and murder us

Nate: not if they're getting laid endorphins reduce homicidal urges

Monty: citation needed

Nate: come over and we can test it

Monty: [kissy face emoji] very smooth

Jasper: FLIRTING IN PRIVATE MESSAGES ONLY

Raven: yeah, slide into those DMs, Miller

Nate: way ahead of you

The thing about being in love with your best friend is that it's simultaneously very easy and very hard to feel comfortable with it. Bellamy already gets almost everything he wants out of his relationship with Clarke, if he's honest. It's just the sex that's missing, and while sex is something, it's not everything.

It's why he doesn't want to risk losing her, but also why he can't just let the whole thing go. It would be so good, if she felt the same way he does, and it's finally gotten to the point where he needs to know if he could have that, or if he needs to move on already.

But he still doesn't know how to just ask.

Part of it is, like he told his sister, cowardice, but the other problem is how intimate they already are. It's two weeks since he stepped up his flirting game, and Clarke doesn't seem to have noticed, but she's coming over for dinner and a movie, just the two of them. The only difference between their typical Friday night and a date is that they are not, officially, romantic.

It's a difference he'd like to just get rid of, which is why he opens the door shirtless this week.

"Hey, you're early."

Clarke's eyes flick up and down his body, dispassionate. "I'm on time. Did you just get out of the shower?"

"I just don't put on a shirt if I'm not going to see people. My apartment is warm."

She pokes his nipple with her pinkie finger. "Is it?"

"Fine, I'll go put a shirt on. I thought you might enjoy that," he adds. "I'm very desirable."

"Uh huh," she says. "I'm not saying I'm not enjoying it. Just that I'm not really buying your excuse."

"Yeah, I definitely wanted you to be overcome with lust and jump me."

"Tempting, but I want dinner first. Can I do anything to help?"

And that's how it goes. He cooks and she helps, and they end up on the couch side-by-side with plates of food, the best relationship he's ever been in that involves absolutely no overt romance.

"Raven asked me if you were acting weird," she admits, soft, like she's not sure she should be saying it.

"And?"

"And I think you kind of are. Everything okay?"

This is his opening to say the right thing, to tell her that he's in love with her and he's kind of failing to express it well.

But if he could say that, he wouldn't be failing so much. So instead he kicks his legs up on the coffee table with a shrug. "Yeah, everything's fine. How about you?"

She nods, but there's something a little odd in it. "I'm good."

Bellamy: Are you thirsty?

Me: Actually yeah Myles called in sick so I've been on the register forever

Bellamy: I have water And a dick I don't know if you meant you're thirsty for dick or water, but I have both

Me: I think you didn't actually care about the answer to that question Also your pickup lines need work

Bellamy: If you'd said no I would have been in bad shape I can bring you coffee

Me: And your dick, I assume

Bellamy: It comes with me most places, yeah See you in ten

"I think you might have been right about Bellamy," Clarke admits to Raven. It feels like surrendering, but for once, she actually wants advice. "I think he might be hitting on me."

Raven frowns. "Okay, so--why aren't you happy about it?"

"I guess I'm not--you know how I feel about him, right?"

"Everyone knows, yeah. You guys are pretty obvious."

"That's what everyone keeps telling me, but--" She sighs. "Look, I thought about it, after what you said, and I realized he's not. In love with me."

"So, you thought it over and decided Bellamy's hitting on you, but he's not in love with you."

"He thinks we should fuck," she says, flat. "And it's not even--I get it. If I wasn't into him, I'd think it was a great idea, but--"

But you're into him, and you think he's not into you. Look, Clarke, I get that this is--big. For you guys. Years of pining finally maybe going official. But seriously, it's mutual. There's no fucking way he doesn't feel the same way."

"I thought about it. I checked our texts. He definitely wants to fuck me."

"Yeah, no one's denying that he wants to fuck you. We're all on the same page with that. But if he thinks he's just interested in sex, it's because he's in denial too."

Clarke has to smile. "I know you think that, but--"

"I will bet you real, actual money. Seriously."

"Then why isn't he just saying that?" she asks. "Why would he be using--shitty pickup lines?"

"Why aren't you telling him you're in love with him?"

"Because I tried--"

"Remind me what you did last time," says Raven. "Humor me."

Clarke wets her lips. "I asked if he wanted to go out to dinner, and he said no, because he already had a date. And when I asked how it went the next day, he said they weren't going out again. So I asked again, and he said he was busy. So--not interested. I gave him plenty of chances, but he's just not."

"How many times has Bellamy hit on you in the last, what, two weeks?"

"I haven't been keeping count."

"Ballpark."

"Five to ten."

"And you've shot him down every time, right?"

"I haven't shot him down. I've just--I figured he was joking. I'm pretty sure I didn't notice some of them. I wasn't like, I never want to fuck you or anything."

"He didn't tell you he never wanted to date you either. Yeah, okay, maybe he was letting you down easy, or maybe he didn't figure out that you were trying to ask him out. Honestly, I might not have. So--maybe he's trying to make the same move you were, except he's going bad pickup instead of ambiguous dinner."

"It wasn't ambiguous!" she protests. "If he'd wanted to go out again--"

"How many times have you guys had dinner together? No offense, but I'm just not convinced he would have thought it was that special."

There's an argument to be made for that one, Clarke has to admit. When she'd asked, it felt monumental, like she was really putting herself out there, making the big move, but she'd also been careful to not give away too much. To give Bellamy an out, and herself. To preserve their friendship if it didn't work out.

That, at least, happened. But if Bellamy didn't know, and if he wants the same out now, she could believe that he's going with kind of ridiculous and over the top, for deniability.

And then the rest of the implications of that sink in.

"You think he might really like me," she says.

"Seriously, I already have money on this, if you want me to put more money on it I will. Gina is actually tired of hearing about how you guys are going to date. Not because she used to have a thing for Bellamy," Raven adds, before Clarke can ask. "Because it's just boring now. Unless I have better updates, she's not interested. It's just boring and sad if nothing ever happens."

"I should probably talk to him, huh?"

"Understatement."

"Would Gina be cool with it if you stayed at her place tonight?"

"Planning on getting laid?" she teases.

"He's made it pretty clear that's an option, yeah."

Raven smirks. "Then yeah, I think I can find somewhere else to be."

Group: are we creepy? no, it's the children who are wrong

Raven: RED ALERT RED ALERT I swear to god Clarke is texting Bellamy to ask him to come over so they can actually talk about their shit RIGHT NOW This is happening this is not a drill I'm on the train to Gina's now because Clarke is planning to have sex

Nate: what

Raven: Scout's honor, Miller

Nate: you're not a scout

Raven: And I'm pretty dishonorable But fucking seriously I think she's really going to do it

Jasper: !!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jasper named the conversation "!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Jasper: WHERE IS MONTY WHY IS HE NOT HERE this is an historic event a historic event? I don't care this is going to be like when JFK got shot in the sense that we'll remember where we were when it happened not in any other ways seriously where is he

Nate: dentist don't worry, he'll freak out soon btw Bellamy just texted me that he's "hanging out with Clarke" tonight guessing he has no clue

Raven: I feel like Jasper shouldn't have changed the chat name We're so fucking creepy

Nate: did you do this when me and Monty were getting together?

Raven: We didn't need to You guys took like three weeks Not 84 years

Nate: man here's hoping after tonight, we never have to use this group chat again

Jasper: it's been an honor serving with you guys let's all go do other stuff and try not to wonder if our friends are having sex

Raven named the conversation "we're fucking creepy, but at least bellamy and clarke are on a date"

Nate: tbh

Depending on what happens tonight, Bellamy thinks it's probably about time to switch his seduction tactics, because whatever he's doing now isn't working.

His sister might be right; he might have to actually tell Clarke what he wants, directly and unambiguously. It's still possible she won't want the same thing, but--he kind of needs to know. He needs to be sure.

Or, she could be inviting him over to seduce him. It's not likely, but he lives in hope. Even Miller admitted he was being really, really fucking obvious. It feels like she's got to notice eventually.

It's not a serious thought, not really, but when he knocks on the door, she calls, "It's open!" which is definitely a deviation from the norm.

"Are you actually cooking?" he asks, suspicious. "Is this a special occasion I didn't know about? Is it our anniversary?"

"I hope it's going to be," she says, coming out of her bedroom in, well--

Not a lot of clothing. Like, at all.

"Um," he says, trying not to stare, even though he's pretty sure the whole point of coming out of a bedroom in lingerie is to get stared at. "Hi," he manages. "You look--wow."

"Thanks." She bites her lip, nerves coming through. "I was getting the impression you were into me. You've been dropping some hints."

"Yeah, I--" His self control breaks and he crosses the living room in a few long strides, cups her face in his hands and kisses her. Her fingers come up to fist in the material of his t-shirt, holding him close, and it's relief and happiness all at once, more emotion than he knows what to do with.

"Yeah," she says. "Me too."

He lets his arms slide around her, grinning. "Was it the dick thirst pickup line that did it? Did that actually work?"

She laughs, tucks her face against his neck. “No, definitely not. I decided you wanted to be friends with benefits and Raven had to talk me down from that one. But I thought you just wanted to fuck me.”

He barks a laugh. “Fuck, I didn’t even—I guess that is kind of how I was thinking about it, but just—“ He kisses her hair. “Our relationship is basically perfect, I just want to be able to kiss you whenever I want. But it’s not like—“

“I love you too,” she says, and he’s never heard anything better.

But then she adds, “So, bedroom?”

And that comes close.

Nate: Are you ever coming home or do you live in Clarke’s bed now?

Bellamy: Good question I’ll let you know when I figure it out

Nate: I like having the whole apartment to myself Definitely stay there forever And congrats on finally making that whole thing work

Bellamy: Thanks I’ll never see you again

“Do you remember when I asked you out?” Clarke asks, sounding curious.

It's an odd question; he's as curious what the answer is supposed to be as she is. “Last night?”

“That was asking you in, not asking you out.”

He frowns. “There was another time? When? What—“

She laughs, resting her face against his back as he makes breakfast. She and Raven didn’t have a lot to work with, so he might have to go shopping soon. If he’s going to be around more. Their fridge needs help.

“I asked you out like two years ago and you turned me down because you had another date.”

“Jesus, really? I definitely missed that. I don’t even remember.”

“Yeah, that’s what Raven figured. She thought you must have just not known.”

“I was trying to pick you up the first time we met,” he says. “So I’m not the only one who missed shit.”

“Oh, no, I knew that.” He turns to frown at her, and she grins. “Lots of guys hit on me at the coffee shop, I just ignored it. But then you were Octavia’s brother, so I figured we could at least hang out. That’s why I tried to ask you on the date. I knew you used to like me. It seemed like you might—“

He catches her mouth for another kiss. “I never stopped liking you,” he tells her. “If I’d known, I would have canceled the other date in half a second. Sorry I didn’t—“

“Don’t worry about it,” she says, smiling. “We got here, right?”

“Finally,” he teases. But he can’t stop smiling. “Took us long enough.”

Monty named the conversation "tfw your otp becomes canon"

Raven deleted the group

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mango-dolphin · 2 years ago

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EHEHEHE @shieldherostuffs that's a really fun post!! i've always felt that motoyasu (at least for a good while) was the type of person who'd get really good at obfuscating his true feelings from himself. not so much lying to himself—akin to how you started off your queer motoyasu post: he knows [he's queer, at least in this context]. i think you did a great job representing that particular vibe with your prompt, and it was really touching and interesting to see how motoyasu found safety in coming out to someone he knew he had hurt. (ALSO HELL YEAH NAOFUMI x L'ARC x THERESE MOMENT KJFNSEJKFNSEK)

i will admit though. i have , a wildly, different take entirely wrt how motoyasu approaches sexuality, much less his own

i think. it'd be Incredibly funny. if, through accident and happenstance, motoyasu gave constant mixed signals on whether or not he was queer or just a strangely supportive / knowledgeable ally. absolutely the schrodinger's cat of pansexuality here. the vibe i'm trying to articulate here has a difficult balance to maintain but it's like... how do i describe it...

i tried to allude in the tags of the original post that motoyasu would have to know what a bear is in order to claim it'd be his friend kenichi's type. not only that, but he'd have to be comfortable enough in 1.) knowing the terminology and 2.) his friends knowing he knows the terminology to mention such a thing so casually. and yet, he claims he never thought about his taste in guys...? (which. knowing motoyasu. lends a lot of plausible deniability. this man truly has brain empty syndrome sometimes... so perhaps he could even find ways to invoke that assumption of him)

he could conveniently always have an out if you confront him on the gay question just by playing into being obtuse. but he's always been loyal/supportive enough as a person where it just so happens that people's preferences in love aren't that big of a factor to him. not in the sense that it "doesn't matter to him," but rather he can conceptualize it as part of someone rather than a disparate trait of theirs.

he sees an elderly lesbian couple and he's like "aw, how sweet! they must be such great friends!" and it's very tempting to point out to him that those women are, in fact, married and in love. and then they kiss. and motoyasu coos and is like "i hope i find someone like that!" like! okay buddy! either you're that stupid, are trying to be an ally in the weirdest way possible, or you want to kiss your best friend.

that is the vibe i'm trying to strike here: while motoyasu's knowledge of the LGBT community is not in question, his intentions and self-actualization are. is he a clumsy ally? is he knowingly in the closet but trying to toe his way out? does he just not know he's gay? or has he actually been out to everyone except myne and naofumi this entire time and has been trying to suss out if naofumi was bi or not through these unbelievable charades—

iiiiii could also get into my family headcanon for him and how it relates to this but i am sleepy . so please know that i'd like to imagine he has a supportive uncle but also idk the older sister headcanon Alex has is tempting me a bit. (i know that she wasn't supportive in the prompt shhhh i'm not making her supportive tfw the agony prevails etc etc)

EDIT: agreeing with @bluelovestoship 's tags though

motoyasu has totally googled "am i gay" quizzes before. several times in fact, on several different occasions

@small-spark-of-light what i meant to allude to w/my last post but. kenichi was trying so hard man. he was trying so hard and yet.

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2x05, 2x06

halt & watch everyone plays themselves & others, except it’s mr. robot & i’m in pain & i wish we never trusted ray but we got to FULL HOUSE BURNING DOWN THE HOUSE for a hot minute & that was cool actually no i thought i was having a mental break

gideon as the cop is my fucking sexuality, whereas bound up whimpering tyrell is the mood for 2k17

Logic Bomb:

oh god that loser ex returns? steel mountain?

WHITEROSE AGAIN

/ restart

EVERYTHING IN ORDER?

identify target & flaws

build malware

i live for this shit

THE SONG BACK AGAIN

#infalable

LOGIC BOMB

script

SERVING PAYLOAD

launch attack

EVERYTHING

THE GREATEST RUSH

GOD ACCESS

old IT guy

ok GO GO GO GO GO

in the zone

THERE THEY ARE

ALL THE PHONES

lord

THERE SHE IS IN THE FUCKING STEEL VALLEY

there’s the temp gauge

hi angela

HI DARLENE

FBI ALLSAFE

/ covered your ass

/ doesn’t say anything

/ help him

music PICKIN UP

this is simple

suppress that instinct

SIMPLE

HERE IT COMES

THAT GUT INSTINCT

all the evidence GONE

someone else knows

others know

hi dude

not ask any questions

protecting elliot????

... she gunna kill him or

here she is

tfw no dreams

TYRELL’S WIFE IN THE TABLOIDS LOL

tfw hard to track people in NY

tfw no she-devil

IT’S ANGELA

#FORTRESS

“you do yours”

“make this happen”

hi, WHITEROSE

HOW IMPORTANT IS WHITEROSE HOLY FUCKING CHRIST

THE DARK ARMY

whiterose is like: the fuck is this broad

whiterose: THAT’S THE BROAD I HAVE TO GET RID OF HER

... what is that

open it

Sorta The Best

“i wouldn’t ask if there were another way”

is maxime ok

thx, dude

he’s dead :/

://////////////////////////////////

he looked

he has no time to process his final moments

we let him die with answers

otherwise... we’re nothing but ruthless murderers

a queen

SAME SEX MARRIAGE LEGAL - that dates this lol

hi, asshole ex

i’m over it too, angela

/ resume

him & gideon

THAT CD

/ phone into the beer

HONESTLY RIGHT NOW

DID YOU TALK TO THE FBI

YES

NOTHING

you gotta do it, angela

that’s The Place

lol f u dude

BATHROOM... U GUNNA DIE

... clock room

OH GOD NOW YOU’RE RLY SEE WHITEROSE

this clock yes

DOMINIQUE / DOM

/ OUTS HERSELF

i love whiterose

MUCH WORK TO DO AS EACH SECOND PASSES

#contradiction

oh wow

why you joined

I HOPE SHE’S PEED

an old flame

gorgeous dresses

“my sister”

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

how the world would look right now had 5/9 never happened

OTHER PEOPLE THAT WE’VE BECOME

OTHER GENDERS PERHAPS

12am

... whiterose what was that flair of emotion

HI ANGELA

/ get involved

“i miss you” :(

“no”

“can i just know why”

... he IS trying to take care of himself

HIM

MY UNDEAD FATHER’S STANDING BEHIND YOU RIGHT NOW

“i can be a friend” :( thx angela

pls care

& stop the evil corp charade

FAT QWERTY

/ promotes him

I LOVE THE GENERAL JACKET DARLENE I LOVE IT SO MUCH

“ok what happened” he happened

“just stare”

HE KNOWS SHIT WHY DID RAY COME TO ME

... what is he

uh oh

FINISH THE JOB

UH OH

OH GOD

... um

LOGIC BOMB DETONATES

IF / THEN MOMENT

midland city

ohmygod

nonononnoonnonononononoon

this is awful

this is fucking awful

... ray wtf

ray what in the entire fuck

RAY WHAT IN THE ENTIRE FUCK

I DON’T TRUST

WHICH SIDE OF HIM IS STRONGER

“i wanna know”

“you know”

/ ignore it

... i’m thinkin about the people in those pictures too

“i could help them”

“we have other battles to fight”

“what else is new”

RAY’S BLACK MARKET OF EVIL

I CAN’T EITHER

... what’s happening

hi angela

2 taxis aite

subway aite

GO ANGELA GO

NO BULLSHIT FR HERE ON

this is the place

THE 3

NO SISTER

... holy shit open fire

holy fucking christ

the whole squad dead but you holy fuck

SHIT SHIESHIIHSHTIHISHTHSIHISHISHITHISHITHISTHI

fukc you ray

fuck you ray

FUCK OFF

... you should destroy them when you get the chance, elliot

oh god

Master Slave:

so much... happening

USA RETRO SHIT

WHERE ARE WE WHEN ARE WE

ELLIOT IN THE FUCKING SITCOM THIS EPISODE IS NOW

I LOVE DARLENE IN THIS

1st cousins

#surprise

DARLENE’S LOOK I CANNOT

SOMEONE IN THE TRUNK

THAT GIRL

“will they / won’t they”

THAT CANCER’S ACTING UP AGAIN ON MY HAND

WHAT ELSE IS NEW

THE LAUGH TRACK

WHILE I’M ALIVE

NOT FOR LOOOOOOONG OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH

watching him being beaten up on the gameboy omg

GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD THE EVIL CORP

MR ROBOT WITH THE FUCKIN FULL HOUSE THEME

lol darlene

THE FALLING OUT THE WINDOW

ANGELA PLEASE

GIDEON GODDARD DEAD OH NO I MISS YOU BUDDY

MAN IN THE TRUNK

the family photo at the end

OH GOD E-EVERYTHING

GODDDDDDDDDDDDD

/ cigarette on her

/ slapped

/ elliot watches sister get abused O.O

“sack of potato slims”

??????? IS THAT FUCKIN TYRELL

TYRELL = BAGGAGE

UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

IS HE RLY IN A CAR

IS HE DEAD

HI ALF

... angela: IT ALMOST MAKES UP FOR THEM KILLING MY MOM

his mom is hardcore

“one of them”

“there are other fish in the sea”

DON’T BE ANYTHING LIKE YOUR OLD MAN

ALDERSON FOR ONE

... goddamnit elliot’s mom

yikees... in the mirror

on the side of the road

BAGGAGE

ENOUGH OF THIS SHIT - OOOOOOOH

omg the USA LOGO

STAY TUNED FOR MORE MR. ROBOT

OH MY GOD THE ECORP FUCKING COMMERCIAL WHAT THE FUCK ARE THESE

THIS IS HEINOUS

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS BEER SHIT

WATHT EHTHE FUCK

USA UP ALL NIGHT - THE COMMERCIAL WITH THE MOVIE WITH DARLENE

ANOTHER ONE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH STOP

GIDEON YAAAAAAAAAAAAAS

/ kills gideon

wow

... fuck ... the music is ... killing me

IT’S BEEN 12 SECONDS

take me back

LOL TYRELL RUNS OUT OF THERE

I’M A BUSINESS MAN A VERY IMPORTANT BUSINESS MAN

i love this tyrell holy fuck

/ thud

WHERE DID HE TAKE HIM

HE’S RIGHT IN FRONT OF US

WE’RE STARING AT HIM

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

OMG TYRELL

lies can be useful~

SOMETIMES THEY HELP YOU GET AWAY W MURDER

... DID YOU KILL TYRELL

EVERYTHING ELSE HAS BEEN TRUE

I THINK... YOU KILLED TYRELL

HOH MY GOD

OH MY GDOD

... i’m not trusting

“you’ve won”

“that’s what this is”

t e m p o r a r y

HOSPITAL

TIME TO WAKE UP

tfw no one wins

BACK

he’s so fucked up

I HOPE YOUR DOG IS DEAD YOU PIECE OF SHIT

... devil

... do not

“someone else allowed it”

“she had a master”

... goddamnit he owns you

ELLIOT YOU GOTTA GET THE FUCK OUT

hi alf

tfw u gotta learn to hack

plop it in

WAX ON, WAX OFF

hi bf

i hope his stuff is legit

SHIT

oh no oh no oh n o ho no oh no

4 weeks psych leave

tfw dark army

/ erases history

/ leave nothing behind

/ shits a shitter

HI CUTE GUY

hi protesters

... nypd

MY SUCCESS IS ASSURED

/ programs herself

are you ok dude

hi i’m the dude

:(((((((((((((((( that’s it for ahmed

OMG DARLENE PLS WHO ARE YOU FOOLING

DAMN

Kali: the quieter you become, the more you are able to hear

hi angela

GO ANGELA

DON’T SAY SHIT

JEEEEEEEEEEEZUS END THIS BEFORE I HURL LMAOOOO

weird amount

ANGELA, YAAAAAAAS

GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

/ wipes

not a great wipe but oh well it’ll do... for tv

YAAAAAAAAAAS GO CELEBRATE

wait whtat is that

GET TO YOUR CUBICLE

oh god

godmy girl cannot type to save her life lordd

OH GOD NOT NOW FBI LADY

OH GODDDDDDDDD

... damnit elliot’s arm was just broken

this is horrific you should’ve never helped oh my fuckinggod

HOW DID THEY LET HIM OUT IN THAT CONDITION WTFFF]

WE GOTTA GET OUT OF HERE

/ take those punches for you

/ hug

THANK YOU

/ hugggggggg

hi childhood elliot

/ share your side of things

/ i’m here to listen

/ always will be

:(((((((((((((((((((

share, embarrassed about

MR. FITCH

/// terminated

“what were the dates”

/ appointments w the doctor

“i’m sick, elliot”

mom, darlene, work, you

“kiddo”

“i’m never gunna leave you” “i promise”

THE FUTURE

computer store

A NAME

THE FIRST THING

.... god the backstory

/ awesome

DON’T TELL YOUR MOTHER

/ gasp

/ it ends

THE TRUTH

oh god oh god oh god oh god

#mr robot #logic bomb #master slave

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