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[lady--revan]

OC Profile Meme

Tagged by @reverienne​ and @etoilebinaire​!!!! I love talking about my gremlin daughter, thank you!!!!

PHYSICAL

Name: Revan Kestrel Varik

Nickname: She was pretty much always known as Revan, her other names were simply on papers stored away in the Jedi Temple. When she lost her memory, she became the soldier Kestrel.

Age: 28 (KOTOR 1)

Species: Human

Morality: Chaotic good. But she’s like, one dark side point away from being chaotic neutral. During her time as a Sith she was Neutral Evil.

PERSONAL

Religion: Um, does Jedi-turned-Sith-turned-Jedi-turned Gray Jedi count?

Sins: greed/gluttony/sloth/lust/pride/envy/wrath

Virtues: chastity/charity/diligence/humility/kindness/patience/justice

Known languages: Galactic Basic, and some alien languages she drew out of people’s heads using Force Comprehension

Build: scrawny/bony/slender/fit/athletic/curvy/herculean/pudgy/plus size/average

Height: She’s like 5’5

Scars/Birthmarks: some scarring on her back from when Malak tried to kill her

Abilities/Powers:

Telekinesis is her favorite thing ever. It’s like having as many arms as you want, and she frequently uses it without having to think about it. Like she’ll be talking with Carth in their apartment and then the caf maker will start by itself, making drinks for both of them. (He thinks she’s showing off and well, he’s not completely wrong) After many years of memorizing the correct switches on the Ebon Hawk, Revan can turn it on using only her mind. (She still prefers doing it manually in case she misses something)

No one can sneak up on her. She always knows if someone is behind her, though she sometimes can’t tell who it is

Force lightning can sometimes prove useful in desperate situations. When a ship loses power due to deactivation, a pulse from her fingertip can spark it on again. She keeps getting lectured about it bc it’s a Dark Side power

Restrictions:

She can be reckless, and always takes the difficult part of missions, sometimes alone. During the attack on the Star Forge, she slipped away from the others because she thought they would only slow her down. Even though she’s pretty much a one-woman army, this sometimes blows up in her face. She thought she could face the threat in the Unknown Regions alone, but quickly learned she would need help. (That help eventually turned out to be the Exile.)

This also ties in with the last part- She’s biased and keeps the ones she loves the most in the safest parts of the battle when she can. Revan would rather risk a random soldier’s life than Carth’s, for example.

Revan, unfortunately, takes after Kreia. She often has a master plan, and isn’t above subtly manipulating people with the Force. She wouldn’t dare try it with her loved ones, but she doesn’t see anything wrong with giving someone a little “suggestion” through the Force

FAVOURITES:

Food: eating emergency rations at 3 AM (gone wrong) Revan isn’t very picky. She’s even eaten questionable food before, mainly because of the resistance to poison that comes with Jedi training.

Pizza topping: She doesn’t have a favorite? As I said before she’ll eat pretty much anything.

Colour: Maroon

Music genre: Rock, but she has a soft spot for upbeat jazz.

Movie genre: Action/Adventure

Curse words: Just some Mando’a words, and never in front of Mission or Bastila

Scents: She doesn’t really smell like anything. 

FUN STUFF:

Bottom or top: this question makes me uncomfortable so I won’t answer it

Sings in the shower: yes and it’s this song (epilepsy warning!!!) for 30 minutes straight

Likes puns: She despises them much more than she should lol

tagging ummmm @lesbianvisas​ @theebonhawke​ @jediisapphic​ (if you want to of course)

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SPN Questionnaire

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1. When did you start watching Supernatural?

Great question. I think about a year before I made Nick’s blog. And Nick’s blog is roughly 8 years old now. So I guess when I was about 16? I watched it because a friend from facebook RP played either Dean or Cas, I don’t remember which. And all I knew was that I wanted to understand. So I started watching it. And at the time I really fucking liked it. 

2. Who is your favorite in TFW?

Hands down the answer is Sam Fucking Winchester. I love his character. Cas is a very close second. But Sam has my heart. It’s what it is.

3. Who is your least favorite in TFW?

Dean. That’s too easy for me to answer. It’s not that I hate Dean, because I don’t. But I’m very critical of his character past like season 7. And even season 7 is on thin fucking ice.

4. Tag your top 5 Supernatural blogs

@sunsymbols (listen, I think at this point Marci has to know I’m slightly platonically in love. And if Marci doesn’t know that, well what up. Now u do. <3) @heavensuffered (I haven’t RP’d with this person as of yet, but I truly love seeing them on my dash, and their interactions from various blogs of theirs that I follow. One day I’ll get the nerve to try to interact with ‘em.) @siilverbulleted (Bandit counts as a supernatural character right? Because too bad I’m counting them. I love Bandit, I love Mimikyu. 10/10 quality OC and person.) @compatiissante (Technically Maya is fandomless, but they do interact with SPN blogs enough that I’m still fuckin’ counting it. Salem is lovely, Maya is lovely. Also a 10/10 quality OC and person.) @soxgetxthis​ (Sam mun, and Sam muse. Double Sam. Wonderful as hell. I love. I stan. Chef’s kiss. I’m so glad to know them!)

Bonus:

@bevvitching​ (Honestly what a lovely OC, and a lovely person. I love Katie’s character. Brilliant. Sassy. Cute. Yes. Also mun is a nice fucking person.)

5. Who is your favorite character (not including TFW)?

Claire, Ruby, or Eileen. 

6. Who is your favorite woman in Supernatural?

Claire, Ruby, or Eileen.

7. John or Mary?

Mary. She is flawed for sure. But she tried to leave the life and do the best she could before getting killed. And I don’t know much about when she came back in the later seasons, but I genuinely believe that she would have had to be super disoriented and unsure what to be doing. So whatever choices she made make sense enough to me to be forgivable. John is complicated.

8. What were your first opinions of Sam, Dean, Cas, and Jack?

Sam: My first impression was that I really liked him. I thought he was hilarious. My current impression is that I’d die for him, personally. I would go to bat for that boy instantly even though he’s a fictional character lmao.

Dean: Similar first impression as Sam. I think I had a more immediate connection to Dean specifically because I was one of those dumb asses who read a lot of destiel despite not having watched the show yet lol. So I had that going for me. The current impression of him is extremely different. Like a full 180 switch of how I feel about Dean.

Cas: Another one of those things where I was biased because of reading fic lmaooooo. But I still like him now. I think he’s a beautifully done character.

Jack: So admittedly Jack’s character became a thing a few years after I’d stopped watching SPN. But based on anything I know of him, I do think he’s a sweet little bean.

9. What’s your favorite season?

Honestly don’t know. But favorite set of seasons would be 1-5. With 6-parts of 8 as a second.

10. What’s your least favorite season?

Anything from season 9 onward can eat me.

11. Opinions on Destiel?

So I came to this fandom because of RP and because of Destiel fic. So I’m not against a good destiel fic. However, because of my changed, critical views, of Dean... Destiel isn’t something I’d want for Castiel. I think Cas deserves more than someone who’s going to treat him like ass. And I do think Dean treats him like ass. I don’t care if Dean cried over his trenchcoat, and I don’t care that he went to purgatory and looked for him. Because at the end of the day? Dean does not treat Castiel very well for being friends with him. Dean needs to work on himself first.

Now Sastiel,,,,

12. Do you believe Supernatural queerbaits?

I 100% do believe Supernatural queerbaited. Part of that is showrunners. Part of it is the actors, actually. Who would in the past claim things, or tweet things... and it would get hopes up. So yes. I think Supernatural queerbaited. They knew what fans thought, and acknowledged it. And then continued to put in content that would read like something was going to happen but didn’t.

Also multiple instances of bury your gays: Charlie? Kaia? Cas? It doesn’t matter whether or not Dean returned those feelings, it really doesn’t. But Cas was an unquestionably queer character and they had him die for his unrequited love of Dean. 

So yes. They queerbaited.

13. Seasons 1-7 or 8-14?

1-7, without even a second thought.

14. Favorite villain (plot wise)?

Either Azazel. (Who was a baller villain. Spooky fucker). Or season 5 Lucifer, surprisingly. But like,,,, only season 5 Lucifer. Other seasons Lucifer was a No From Me Dawg. He was written so well that he literally had some of the audience believing he was the one who was wronged. He had the audience believing he was the most considerate angel. The one who wanted “real consent” (spoiler alert: he didn’t.) And I think that was interesting.

15. Do you think they should end the Lucifer plot line?

They should have left Lucifer in the cage after season 5, haha. 

16. Who do you think has gone through more trauma (Sam, Dean, or Cas)?

Sam, easily. Sam’s traumas started even before he was fucking born, y’all. Like what? No consent from day one? Baby sam getting demon blood? Nice. Sam getting possessed by Meg? Getting shit on by John and sometimes Dean? Losing Jess the same way he lost his mom? All the monster hunting? Years in hell with The Literal Devil? Forced to deal with his brother dying in that loop with Gabriel. Point or no point, Gabriel still did that shit. And I can’t imagine anything other than it being a trauma point. And I love Gabriel. Getting romantically roofied by Becky? And with a horrific implication when he becomes aware and is like, “where are my pants?” as if that’s supposed to be a funny joke?

Soulless Sam was actually more than a little bit tragic even if you put aside the fact his soul was in hell for about five seconds. Because he wanted to be there, and was kind of upset, in his own way, that people preferred Sam with a soul. Even though he was there and never asked to be soulless.

Then there’s the arc of Sam going through the trials. And admitting at the end that he feels unclean, and terrible because he just didn’t want to let anyone down.

FOLLOWED BY DEAN MAKING HIM APOLOGIZE FOR BEING UPSET THAT HIS AUTONOMY WAS TAKEN FROM HIM AGAIN. BY A FUCKING ANGEL. WHO WAS LYING. WHICH HE ALREADY HAS TRAUMA FROM. BECAUSE DEAN COULDN’T HANDLE BEING ALONE!

Endless Lucifer retraumatization. Endless Dean being an edgelord.

So yeah. It’s Sam.

17. What’s your favorite Supernatural episode?

Honestly the first episode that comes to mind is that one episode where Dean gradually gets more scared of things as the episode goes on. Or the episode where wishes come true, but slightly off, and they have to try and deal with the teddy bear lmao.

18. Do you like case episodes?

Yep!

19. Who do you relate most to in TFW?

You’d be surprised to hear this, as you might assume I’d say Sam because of how much I could talk about him. But it’s actually Cas. I can’t fully explain why. A lot of it is the awkwardness, the difficulties with interacting normally. It’s the sense of just wanting to help people even if sometimes the way things go aren’t completely right. But also I’m gay as shit and probably asexual. And Big Fucking Same on my end.

20. Why do you like Supernatural?

Oh at this point I don’t. I like Supernatural for the RP fandom that I personally associate with lmao. But I liked it before season 8-9 and onward because it was pretty entertaining and yeah.

21. If you could bring back one character and kill off another who would they be?

I’d bring back Jo, Kaia, and a more confirmed Eileen. I’d keep Lucifer in the cage for good after season 5 lmao.