#tell the owner im doing a catalog for the field guides museum in ohio of all the orchids i found there before the pandemic

[zatyrlucy]

I feel sorry for your feelings. Don't overwork yourself and overthink what would happened if someone else got this vaccine, your brother got you this one because he most likely really care for your health. You are trully amazing and inspiring person. Also thank you again for asking about my favourite flower. I hope you'll feel better in near future. With love - European fan <3

My dear friend, sorry for answering these beautiful messages until now. I always read them in time, but to respond to them...thats another story.

Just a heads up for those interested in my life: Im doing fine, much better than a month ago. I got a new job! I was working as a freelance scientist since the beginning of 2020 because that way I could stay at home, writing papers, doing statistical calculous, and making maps for different clients (mostly students) but that was sooo annoying. I could spend days without anything to do, just studying, and then boom! a f*ck ton of work with a tight deadline ahead. Now that I have the two doses of the vaccine and can go out, Im gonna work for a company with a schedule (and they pay pretty damn well), maybe that way I will be able to be more organized, confident and resourceful to do my personal projects, including taking care of this blog and my art. Not to mention Im finally gonna be able to go to therapy yay! I've a lot of demons to deal with and they are not as nice as Moxxie xd

My posgraduate is almost over, and unlike the beginning of this year, this time I want it over for good. No matter if I do good or bad I wont study anymore. I either graduate...or quit, because Im so tired and I need to advance with my life. Good news is that my thesis looks much MUCH better than last time. Six professionals checked it out and approved it, so I dont see why the academic jury wont. Plus I spect to write like 3 science papers out of it no matter what.

And thats it, I hope for things to get better from now on, in, and out of the internet. I hope you are doing better too hon, I wish you the best (you can answer this way or PM me, you decide ^^).