#tearing the world apart because odin and frigga are dead his birth father is dead his adopted sister is dead

[like-sands-of-time]

So does sigyn just not exist in the mcu? I know she's in the comics even though I don't read them. Because why are you telling me Loki is completely unloveable and the only person he can love/feel attracted to is himself as a woman that's insane. He's not this demonic guy he's a god of tricks and chaos. He's loved by Thor. By frigga/Freya. By sigyn his canon wife. By his children even if you don't want them to exist here (why I've no idea that's an amazing story)

[angeldarkness95]

Open Wounds

Summary: You and Loki are friends, but one night while drunk both of you open yourselves up to each other about things that nobody else knows about you... Until tonight.

Warning: flying cusswords and talks of abandonment.

This is my first piece on here so please be gentle and enjoy 🙂

m/n: mother’s name

It was 5 years to the day that Loki lost Frigga, the most important woman in his life. Loki often wanted to be left alone all the time, but especially on the anniversary of her death. You’re invited to the Stark tower because Tony knew you could help Loki; he seemed more aggressive and shouty than usual and everybody else was just getting fed up and annoyed; all their attempts for him to snap out of the funk bit the dust and just made him more pissed off and bitter. 

You arrived at the tower with the fixings for bloody Mary’s (including some Asgardian mead, courtesy of Thor)  and your homemade crab Rangoon's you knew Loki loved very much. You called up Tony so he could let you into the building. “you know Y/n you’re here so often maybe I should make you your own badge so you can come in any time you need without me having to buzz you in” “That would be nice, thank you” You smile to him as the door opens.

“Loki still in his room?” Tony just nods, but before you leave up the stairs to his room he gently grabs your arm and you look up at him. “please be careful y/n, I’m still finding it hard to trust him and I don’t want you to get hurt” you smile again gently “I’ll be okay, I promise” he nods, but still has a worried expression on his face.

You approach Loki’s door, you take a deep breath and knock 

“Go away you mewling quim” he spits out, shamelessly turning you on a bit.

“It’s me, y/n, I come with offerings”

He opens the door, eyes bloodshot with a look of pissed off-ness and agony

“What do you want?” he spits out

“I know you want to be left alone, but I wanted to be here for you tonight” 

his expression softened up a little while keeping his guard up. He opens the door more and beckons you in to close the door. He was reading what looked like an old book about vampires, you set everything down on a table in his room.

“What sort of offerings did you bring y/n”

“I brought freshly made crab Rangoon's and the stuff to make bloody Mary’s” 

“mmm two of my favorite Midgard things” he hummed in approval, but still seeming pissed off

You started making the drinks while Loki was eating. 

“So, how’s your week been?” You ask while sitting down next to him, you look at him, undivided attention while trying to get a read on how he’s feeling.

“Fine” he practically growled at you. You nod and things stay quiet for a while. You decide to turn on some funky music to get into a better mood, maybe even dance with him

“Y/n what are you doing”

“I wanna dance, what does it look like?” You grind on him a bit, he forces a smile, but tries to hide it and turns the music off

“y/n maybe a bit later ok?” You nod sad but understandingly

*5 drinks later*

things get quiet again and he seems to have gone back to his silent thoughts

“Listen, Lo if you ever need someone to talk to I’m always here, and..” before you could say any more he lost it.

*he bangs a fist on the table* 

“HERE IT FUCKING COMES, YOU ONLY WANTED TO BUTTER ME UP SO I’D SPILL MY GUTS, MAYBE EVEN MY HEART OUT TO YOUR PATHETIC ASS... I’M PERFECTLY FINE YOU DAMN QUIM! ACTUALLY, YOU WANNA KNOW THE TRUTH? FIIIIIINE! I HAD THE SHITTIEST UPBRINGING I’VE EVER KNOWN, THE ONLY ONE WHO TRULY UNDERSTOOD ME WAS FRIGGA AND SHE’S DEAD BECAUSE OF ME! I DIDN’T EVEN GET TO GO TO HER FUNERAL, I WAS HARSH AND VILE, MY LAST WORDS TO HER HAUNT ME STILL TO THIS DAY! I SAID THINGS THAT I’LL NEVER BE ABLE TO TAKE BACK, I WAS THE WORST SON SHE, OR ANYBODY COULD ASK FOR! AND ANOTHER THING, ODIN WAS RIGHT FOR KEEPING MY IDENTITY HIDDEN OF WHAT I TRULY AM, BECAUSE I AM A FUCKING MONSTER!”

He was so mad his Jotun form temporarily came out for a moment, the sudden outburst shakes you to your core, the usually soft man yelled at you, you knew he would often yell at other people, but never you, until tonight. You’re shaken and your eyes want to tear up because you know that pain all too well.

You stand up to look the man before you, shaking, scared but understanding, your heart breaks after hearing Loki’s last words he had yelled out. You tried to bring your hand to his face, but he dodged the gesture.

“Loki, you are not the only one with a fucked up upbringing”

“Y/n is that supposed to make me feel better?!” he seethed

“No, it’s the goddamn truth” you said, trying to fight back tears and flashbacks as hard as possible, but to no avail. “at least you had a mother that gave a flying fuck about you! I don’t even have that!”

He takes a sharp inhale “then lets see who had a more fucked up upbringing, shall we?” still fuming mad, just more quiet than his yelling a few minutes ago. At this point the drinks starting to wear off for him.

“My birth was a mistake, my own mother didn’t want me, she didn’t even want my dad to know she was in labor so she could lie to him and say that I died or just to be able to leave me to be someone else’s problem, luckily my grandmother, my dad’s mother was notified as soon as m/n was at the hospital in labor, about to give birth to their only child. My dad couldn’t initially be there for my birth because he was about fifty or more miles away, he hauled ass to the point where he got a speeding ticket but was able to be there sometime after.

“Oh boo hoo you you were a mistake, big whoop”

“that’s not even close to the whole story Loki, sit your ass down” you roll your eyes to him. 

“My dad talks m/n into keeping me, despite how she feels towards me, everything is fine for a while, until around the age of three to five years old she decided she’d had enough of me and/ or my father and she snapped. It was late at night, she turned to me and my dad and essentially said she couldn’t do “this” anymore, even I'm not too sure what she meant, but she asked me a question you should never have to ask a child. She asked me if I wanted to stay with my dad or go with her, I chose to stay with my dad and she walked out the front door right in front of us, just left like I didn’t mean a goddamn thing to her.” You could tell Loki was about to interject but you put a finger up to his lips.

“I’m almost done, I promise” you pleaded to him, sorrow coating his expressions.

“years later me, m/n and my dad started working things out, m/n actually wanted to be apart of my life, things were looking up, things were actually ok...” you looked up to pause and see Loki’s expression, for a moment there was hope on his face, but sadly it was gone as quick as it came. “until I turned 9, for some reason m/n stopped wanting to see me, wouldn’t even talk to me or my dad, everybody was puzzled, until the winter came. I had gotten a letter from m/n” you take a shaky breath as you recall what the letter said.

“y/n this will be the last time you ever hear from me. I’m letting you go, you were and continue to be the biggest mistake of my life, I should never have had you, much less taken you home the night you were born, I wish you died so I wouldn’t have had the burden of being your mother. 

“that part always hurt the worst, after my grandma telling me that I did actually almost die the night I was brought into this world." "P.s. leave me the hell alone, I do not wish to be found, especially not by you." "I ripped that letter to shreds, but I still remember every word, every thought and emotion that raced in my head and in my heart, from that day forward I knew I would never be loved, because if my own mother couldn’t even love me, then how could I expect anybody to love me?”

You closed your eyes at the buildup of tears and every emotion that still haunted you from that damned letter, you start to fall when you feel strong hands catch you, you look up to see those gorgeous light blue oceanic eyes that were Loki’s. All the rage that was originally in his eyes had been replaced by sorrow. 

“y/n I had no idea anybody could go through this amount of pain, much less a Midgardian for Odin’s sake! No offense but I thought you Midgardians were so weak but my gods I have no idea how you’ve survived for so long”

“No offense taken” you force a soft smile.

Loki gave you a strong hug, you were probably hugging for a while but it only felt like a minute, you were holding onto each other for as long as either of you needed the other person. a few more minutes and he finally breaks the hug. He proceeded to write, no, scribble something down on a piece of paper “what’re you doing?” You asked with curiousness. 

“I’m giving you my number, any time you need to talk I’m here for you, ok?” He said as he was tearing up. “I don’t care what hour, any time you need me don’t hesitate to call” 

“I will” you say while giving him a sheepish smile as you start heading out of his room.

“Stay for the night?”

You stop in your tracks

“p- pardon?”

He laughs and takes your hands so you're facing him

“Pease, stay the night with me?”

[mirkwoodshewolf]

Child of Ragnarok; Loki x baby reader

Hey guys well here is another Loki fanfic for all of you out there. This one came as a Wattpad request yet again but after watching the Thor: Ragnarok trailer over 100 times I couldn’t help myself but based the request off of that plus one of my favorite movies “Kubo and the two strings” which I highly recommend watching if you haven’t already. Anyways I hope you all enjoy this request and all the fluffiness I have in store for upcoming fanfics in the next while :) Be weary of swear words.

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@evyiione

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A child was born with the ultimate magic. Raised right and she would be bring about life and eternal light forever, but raised in the wrong hands and the child’s heart would become as black as night and bring about nothing but fear, despair and death to all that she knew.

The father, Loki knew of his daughter’s magic the moment she was born, he could feel it surging through her but that did not sway him nor treat her like a fragile china doll like Odin did for him. He loved his daughter with all his heart if not even more so.  Her mother died giving birth to such a powerful child and though he grieved for the loss of his wife, he saved himself and vowed that he would do whatever it took to raise his daughter right and keep her on the light.

But it was all too soon when Thor saw right through his façade as Odin and both he and Thor had to search for the real Odin because Thor had an inkling that something bad would soon fall upon Asgard. It was then he knew of a wizard, a sorcerer who could help track the All-father down but he also needed Loki with him because he alone knew of Odin’s condition.

In his room where a whole section was built like a nursery, Loki held his baby girl in his arms singing an ancient Asgardian lullaby Frigga once sang to him when he was a babe.  As he felt her doze off, he then saw Thor standing by the door and whispered as quietly as he could.

“It’s time Loki”. Loki narrowed his eyes at Thor but softened when he looked down at his sleeping angel.  He kissed her head and whispered.

“I love you as the stars shine in the sky” he then gently set her down in her crib as Lady Sif and the Warriors three came to defend the sleeping princess while the two Princes went to retrieve the All-father and restore peace to Asgard.

“We’ll keep an eye on the Princess my Prince, no harm shall come to her” stated Fandral.

“Thank you my friends” said Thor.  The four of them placed their right arm over their chests in a bow then before Loki left, he stopped and said.

“If I do find out that someone or something has laid even one hair on her head, you will all be stripped of your titles and banished into the most horrifying realm that not even Jotunheim can compare too”. 

When the Asgardian gods came to Midgard and sought help from the sorcerer known as Stephen Strange, they all walked the streets of New York hoping to find Odin, but neither of them were aware of who would find them first.

Eventually they did find him but he was almost unrecognizable plus his memory had been erased of who he was or who Thor and Loki were, Stephen offered the mortal All-father a place to rest in the NY Sanctum but before Thor and Loki joined them, Loki felt something.  He felt a dark power nearby.

“What is it Loki?”

“I feel like we are not alone Odinson, I feel a dark power nearby”.

“Who is it?”

“I don’t know”. The two of them soon turned at an alleyway and suddenly they heard the sound of a portal opening behind them. They turned and saw someone coming out from it.  A woman wearing black with hints of green armor, she had long black hair and around her eyes they looked shadowed with death.

“Asgardians. You will soon fall” she said in a haunting voice.  Thor without warning threw his hammer towards her but what struck fear into both their hearts was that this woman actually stopped Mjolnir right in its path.  

She smirked wickedly at Thor’s horrified face then actually crushed his hammer into pieces sending a large amount of lightning everywhere knocking down the two Gods and destroying everything else in its path.

“The end has come, for the child I seek has been born”. And just like that the woman disappeared leaving behind two shocked Asgardians.

Loki’s eyes were horror stricken as he thought back on the woman’s words and knew exactly what she was talking about. Using his magic, he opened a portal to Asgard and Thor exclaimed out.

“Loki! Where are you going!?”

“Don’t you see? She’s after my daughter! She’s found out about her magic! I won’t abandon her for a bastard who never even cared for me! You can do what you want with the All-father but (y/n) needs me!” He then ran into his portal which then disappeared.

When Loki arrived in Asgard, he saw most of the Asgardian army, the best known fighters all lying dead around the palace, he quickly ran towards his room and saw Lady Sif and the warriors three all lying down wounded badly.  Sif groaned and looked up to see Loki standing before her.

“Where did she go!?” sneered Loki.

“She came out of nowhere, ahh—I’m so sorry Loki, we tried. But she’s far stronger than any of us”.

“Not my rage”.  Loki then raced back outside when suddenly he was tangled up in chains and brought down to his knees as a haunting chuckle was heard from above.

“Look at this, I come fishing for a babe and all I reel in as a Frost Giant runt”. Loki glared hatefully at the woman seeing her holding his daughter in her arms as she continued to mock him “how pathetic that this Puny God is what bared such a powerful child”.

“This Puny god will TEAR YOU APART!!!” Loki ripped the chain off him and leaped at the woman with his daggers in hand.  The woman then side-kicked Loki in his ribs sending him skidding across the floor.

“Any man who’s willing to attack a woman with a child in her arms must be such a brute. What do you say little one?” The woman said to (y/n) who only stared back with confusion and tears forming in her eyes.  Painfully Loki sat back up and snarled out.

“Who are you?”

“How quickly they forget, after all it was Asgardians who imprisoned me but it has been a few millennia’s and no one likes to remember a figure of Hel. My name Frost giant is Hela, and with your child I shall bring bout the end of your world for what they have done to me. Asgard is dead”. With that last remark she disappeared as Loki cried out his daughter’s name and just lay there in shock of how he failed to protect his little girl.

Back on Earth, Doctor Strange had just returned cleaning up the mess from the alleyway that Hela destroyed and continuing some research on this woman when a knock was heard at the front door.

When he opened it, Loki stood there but he was surprised to see that the God of Mischief that had once brought an entire alien army to Earth a few years back was now standing before him a broken God, a father who had just lost his child.

“I need your help Doctor” he said.

In the library, Stephen picked up his book and said.

“So you said this woman’s name is Hela and she wishes to bring bout the end of the Gods”.

“She means to start Ragnarok, and my daughter’s magic could help her make it a reality, but first she has to convert her in her realm of Helheim”.

“You do realize killing her won’t be easy because according to you she’s already pissed off that you’re people imprisoned her for over 3000 years”.

“But I did come across something in your vault that could put a stop to her, the Blade of Valor, an Elven weapon made by the Light elves of Álfheimr. It’s said to be so strong, it’s blade is completely unbreakable and with its power it can kill anything even a god”.

“So that’s what that thing is, I always wondered why a random sword was chosen to be a relic. I mean swords can do a lot on their own I just never heard of a one being a relic”.

“Can I have the sword or not!?” Loki demanded.

“Only problem there Loki, the relics choose their wielder, and they will choose you when they know you’re ready. Wong once told me that the last time a person chose a relic early, their powers were drained so badly that they were nothing but dust in the end. I was fortunate that my relic didn’t do that to me, but it does sometimes have anger issues at times”. The collar of his cape slapped Stephen’s cheek making him cry out. “It’s true!” He then turned back to Loki and said, “You sure you wanna do this?”

“I’m not doing it for Asgard, I’m doing it for my daughter”. The two sorcerers then went to the relic vault and there in one of the glass containers stood a mighty sword.  A nice curved blade with a long decorative elvish vine design from the fuller to the rain guard, the grips’ color was brown with golden engravings on it and actually written on the blade itself was in the language of the Light elves that read.

‘Let evil die and the Light endure, for the Blade of Valor shall not deter’.  Loki turned to Strange and Strange opened the case and nodded for Loki to take it. Loki reached out for it and grabbed the grip and took it out of the case.

The words began to glow green like Loki’s magic and he could feel the sword trying to accept him then the light died down and Loki felt the one thing he never had with Mjolnir.

He was worthy.

“Allow me to help you”.

“This doesn’t concern you, you’ll only get yourself killed”.

“Try me Beyoncé”. Loki looked at Strange confused then he continued, “Besides you let this Hela come to my world and I won’t take that lying down so I’m helping whether you like it or not”.

“Fine, but you are to do everything I say, no questions asked, understood?” said Loki as he now had the sword tied to his back.

“I’m not really a follower but I will help your daughter”.

“Then let’s go, Doctor Strange”.  It was then the two men disappeared in green light and were now standing in Helheim.

“So I guess the saying Hell freezes over is true then” stated Strange as Helheim was a frost covered realm instead of the typical fiery pit that movies and TV always make it seem.

“Her palace is ahead, but it won’t be easy to get in without being seen”.

“Leave that to me, I know you just want your daughter so leave the zombies to me, you just find your daughter”.

“Are you sure you’re up for this Strange?”

“Totally, it’s gonna be fun, plus I can brag to Wong how I’m living out Walking Dead and he is not”.  The two of them treaded on through the harsh winter winds until they stood before Hela’s palace.  “So you know where your daughter’s being kept at exactly?”

“She was born with a powerful aura, I’ll be able to track that. I just hope I get to her in time before I lose my baby forever”.

“I’ll buy you as much time as I can, so you better put your magic to good use Trickster”.  Stephen then flew down towards the palace and using his sorcery he caused an explosion of magic to draw out the guards so that they would move away from their posts giving Loki the chance to get inside.

When Loki saw the guards all following Strange, he faded in green light and soon teleported himself from the ridge to the main floor of the palace.  He could hear the sounds of a baby crying and muttered his daughter’s name and took off running towards it.

He turned down a corridor and opened up the main door and there at the center of the room his baby girl still wrapped in her blanket was placed on a transmutation circle that would drain her light magic and turn it into dark magic and with that power, Hela would claim it for herself and bring bout the end of the Gods.

“(Y/n)”. He ran towards his daughter only to be once again wrapped up in chains.  He then saw that his daughter was nothing but an illusion as she vanished into thin air and he was now being lifted into the air as Hela’s voice echoed throughout the room.

“I have crushed being that could fit all nine realms in the palm of their hand,” as Loki was brought right up to Hela (she now has the full badass headdress on) she placed her sword at his neck lifting his head up as she continued, “Fighting you will bring me no honor”.

It was then Loki spinned himself around and used both of his feet to kick Hela in the stomach freeing him from his bounds and landed skillfully on the ground and he snarled as he withdrew the Blade of Valor.

“Imagine how you’re going to feel when you lose!” He then charged at Hela and their two swords collided with each other as the two of them fought.

Using her second weapon The Reaper of Souls, (A/N: basically imagine a Kusarigama with a kama on one end and an iron claw-hand on the other) she shot the iron claw at Loki who managed to block it sending right back to Hela but she took back control of it and spun it around with her sword at her other hand.

“Seems to me you’ve already lost! Your child is now mine” Loki’s eyes widened in horror but then turned to pure hatred as he charged at Hela roaring at her.  As the two continued to battle it out, Hela continued to torment Loki. “You abandoned her when you left her on your quest to save the All-father. You’re no better than when your own Father Laufey abandoned you!” Loki used a wall as leverage as he flew in the air roaring angrily ready to strike down Hela but she suddenly disappeared.

Loki took the sword in hand cautiously looking around as he walked forward and sneered.

“Who’s the coward now you bitch!?” Unaware that she had blended into the shadows but he suddenly caught a sense of her magic and growled and managed to turn around and block Hela from striking her sword on him in the nick of time.

Loki glared at Hela with hateful eyes and she returned with bloodlust wanting to end this fight so that she could get what she wanted. Loki kicked her in the gut and Hela returned the favor with a flying roundhouse sending Loki into a pillar and cracking it in the process.  He slowly got up and took the sword again and charged at Hela.

Now using her reaper chain, she shot the Iron claw at Loki who blocked it with the Blade of Valor but he was shocked to see the claws actually grab the blade and take it out of his grasp sending it flying to the other side of the room.  Loki was defenseless.  Hela sent out the Kama end towards him but Loki vanished into green light.

Hela was baffled when suddenly a chain was wrapped around her throat, Loki had all this time given a clone of himself fighting Hela while he waited for the right moment to sneak attack her.  Using all his strength he swung the chain towards another pillar and Hela slammed face first into it before falling down to the ground.

Loki got on top of her and wound the chain further around her neck and pulled backwards hoping to choke her but one of the points of her headdress spurted out a blade point and slashed Loki across his eye forcing him to release Hela.  He held his eye on pain as Hela levitated into the air with her Reaper weapon out once more as she said.

“It never fails to amaze me how creatures like you fight so hard just to die another day”.

“We creatures have purposes that are worth fighting for”.  Loki released his hand from his eye revealing his new scar that with from the top of his eyebrow straight down to his sharp cheekbone.  He then took notice that just a few feet behind Hela was the Blade embedded into the ground.

“There is nothing in any realm worth anything!” She shot out the iron claw end towards Loki who leaped out of the way, went up the chain before flipping over Hela’s head and reached out his hand for the Blade but he was suddenly the iron claw of Hela’s weapon deeply gauged itself into Loki’s side.  

He cried out in pain as Hela gave her chain a yank pulling Loki further away from the sword until he fell to the ground in pain just barely a foot from the blade. He could feel its powerful magic beginning to drain his life. Weakly Loki crawled like a wounded dog towards the sword as best as he could as Hela stated.

“You have become a nuisance to me Loki of Jotunheim, had you not had your daughter you could’ve defeated me. But love has made you weak!”

“No!” Hela then pulled on the chain bring Loki up towards her but he wielded his sword proudly as he snarled “IT MADE ME STRONGER!!” And with a skillfully swipe with the Blade of Valor, Hela was defeated.

Loki now lay there wounded and his life draining from him.  It was then Strange came in with something in his arms.

“Loki!” He saw the God of Mischief laying there on the ground and ran towards him holding his cloak of Levitation tightly in his arms.  Loki weakly opened his eyes to see Stephen kneeling down beside him.  “What happened?”

“It is finished” he whispered.

“You mean you really—”

“Yes. She is dead, I finished her with the Blade of Valor, but it’s still too late, I’ve lost my daughter forever”.

“Ohhh I wouldn’t say that,” Stephen then revealed from his cloak Loki’s daughter happily babbling.  “I found her just before they were doing the ceremony, not a trace of dark magic is in her. In fact I found a way to expulse it from her forever, she’s safe and sound”.  Loki looked up in shock to see his baby girl alive and with no more trace of dark magic within her.

Suddenly he groaned as his wound was becoming too agonizing and Stephen finally took notice of it.

“Oh God you’re hurt, hold on I can fix—”

“You can’t do anything Strange, no one can”.

“What do you mean?”

“Her weapon, the Reaper of Souls, its magic is irreversible. As we speak my soul is being drained and soon I’ll be gone. There is no hope for me now. I may have been able to fool Thor of my death many times but for my daughter there is no trickery involved. I vowed to always protect her even if it meant dying so that she could live”.  His daughter sensing her father was in pain, reached out to him whimpering with tears in her eyes.  Loki smiled and reached out for her and brought her close and said to her. “My (y/n), my darling baby girl. Do not weep for me, you must be strong now, I want you to promise me that you’ll be strong and be brave in all that you do. Be a better person than your father was”.  (Y/n) babbled sadly as she touched his face with her hands making Loki smile a pained smile.

“Loki—”

“Stephen Strange, I am giving you the most precious thing I have to offer. Please watch over her, keep her safe, no matter what”. Stephen knew he couldn’t save Loki, he was still learning himself and couldn’t risk having his own child watch her own father die in front of her nodded at Loki and vowed.

“I promise Master Loki” calling him that Loki knew that he had been accepted as a brother to Stephen in the ways of sorcery and magic. Loki took in one last breath of life before finally slipping into darkness.

(Y/n) reached out for her father and touched her father’s wound with her hand before she was picked up by Stephen and tears fell down her face as she cried.  He held little (y/n) close to him and turned away trying to hold back his tears when suddenly something happened.

A Light shined through the room and there stood a woman with long blond hair and gentle blue eyes.  She wore a royal blue Asgardian dress with golden armor around her. She walked towards Loki and knelt down beside him and touched his wound and it began to glow.

Once the Light dimmed down, his wound was healed and light came back to his skin as he suddenly gasped in air and panted heavily startling Stephen as he saw the God of Mischief waking up.

“Loki? You alright?”

“I—I saw,” he then turned around and saw the woman smiling down at him.  His eyes widened and he muttered, “Mother”.

She nodded as she smiled lovingly and touched her son’s cheek gingerly.

“But—how is this possible?” Frigga then looked to her granddaughter and Stephen said.

“No it—it can’t be, that’s impossible”.

“But it is, she called my mother’s spirit from Valhalla to heal me, didn’t you?” (Y/n) reached out for her father laughing and gurgling happily.  Loki smiled then Stephen handed Loki back his daughter and he held her tightly as he said, “you saved me baby girl, thank you” Loki kissed his daughter multiple times before turning to his mother’s spirit and just couldn’t find the words to say.

Before he could speak, she placed her hand over his lips and looked at him with a face that said she forgave him.  She then leaned forward and kissed the top portion of where his new scar was then smiled down at her granddaughter and kissed her as well before disappearing and her spirit headed back to Valhalla.

A tear ran down Loki’s face as he finally got to see his mother forgive him after everything he had done and said to her. He smiled down at his daughter and said.

“You truly are a gift from Valhalla my little one”.

[ladyloki83]

Family Drama (The Truth)

Part 1, Part 2, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11

The Present:

Upon waking up you noticed your father is not with you and remember what was said about your mother. Jumping out of bed you run out of your room looking for Jane and find her seating at her computer.

“You slapped me you, evil witch.”

Jane looks up at you and shakes her head.

“If my mother were here alive you would be dead. You have no right to touch me in any way. Let this be a warning you lay a hand on me again and we will see if you ever see the light of day again. My father may care for you now but in the end, it will be my mother over you. My parents would have been married if it wasn’t for you. Before he was banished here and meet you the plan was for them to be married after his return you ruined my life, my family, you destroyed it all.”

Thor choose that moment to enter the apartment with food and drinks “Helga enough! Go to your room I’ll be there in a bit.”

You glance at Jane one last time before storming back to your room and slam the door behind you. You lean against the wall to the right of the door and try to hear your father and Jane talk.

“Is she right about you and Loki? It seems her memories are coming back slowly. The words she said Thor are a daughter that saw her mothers pain. You never told me you had someone back home in Asgard or that you had a daughter.”

“You never asked and I never showed you any feeling that I want you other than just a friend. Both you and Loki thought other wise neither of you allowed me to speak of my feeling granted I’ve never been good at speaking. Loki was best at talking and negotiations to keep the peace. I miss Loki, Jane we should have never left Loki’s body behind.”

“Thor, I’m sorry I wasn’t thinking very much when we meet the first time. But when you came back two years later and introduced me to your mother. You let me kiss you after I slapped you twice.”

“Jane think back to that day when you slapped me. Did I return the kiss? Do I return any kiss you take from me?”

You hear Jane gasp before she speaks “Thor you need to tell me and your daughter what we are doing here. We don’t share anything between us other than me raising your daughter by the way she can’t go to classes for three weeks for the prank she pulled at school.”

“I’ll speak to her and tonight we will talk.”

“Thor, I hope you can forgive me for never letting make things clear between us. I’m sorry that you will not get to make things better between you and Loki but you should at least make it clear with Helga.”

You hear a knock at your door and run to your bed and pretend that you had been there the whole time.

“Come in.” whipping your tears away.

“Helga talk to me please.”

You look at your father with a sad smile. “Why did grandmother send me here to sleep until your return to Midgard?”

“You remember? How much do you remember?” Thor asked as he sat by you on the bed.

“Everything and the arrival of Lady Jane in Asgard than grandmother calling me to her chambers. Her explaining that she was going to cast a spell on me that would not come off me until one word was said.”

“What word was that? Helga.” Thor asked as he pulled you into a hug.

“It was my mother’s name and when Lady Jane said it last night in my room I got it all back. Father, I want to go see grandmother can we please go see her she must be hurting a lot since my mother is no longer here.”

“Helga I’m sorry but you won’t be able to see my mother she died to protect Lady Jane.”

You get even more upset because Jane was the reason that you didn’t have two important women in your life anymore. You remove yourself from your fathers embrace walk out of your room slowly. You find who you were looking for in the kitchen with Darcy she sees you raise your hand then sees Jane rising from the floor and turning to face you unable to speak. You hear Darcy calling for Thor and ignore them both as you begin to yell at Jane.

“WHY THEM? WHAT MAKES YOU SO SPECIAL? YOU TOOK MY MOTHER AND MY GRANDMOTHER FROM ME. YOU ARE TAKING MY FATHERS LOVE AS WELL. WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE ME DEAD AS WELL LADY JANE?”

You allow her to speak “Helga, please listen to me. You are a strong beautiful young lady I would never take your father away from you. If I could bring back your grandmother and mother back I would. Will you let me tell how brave your mother was that day she died.”

You bring her down and feel arms wrap around you. You turn to see that it was Darcy she whispers to you “I’m trying to warm you up so that you don’t freeze everyone.” You look down at yourself and see that your skin is blue. Pulling away from Darcy you walk to the living room to stand in front of a mirror you see that your eyes are blood red and not the green eyes that everyone told you got from your mother.

“Father what is wrong with me?” you asked as you notice him behind you.

“Nothing Helga. You get that from your mother and we were all lied to about your mothers birth. Odin’s rules kept my mother from telling us the truth about Loki. But Jane is right you are beautiful. Are you ready for Jane to tell you about that day?”

You nod and let him walk you to the couch he sits you in his lap.

“Father I’m not a little girl anymore.” you say as you try to move off him.

“Humor me today I saw everything that happened and I don’t think I’m ready to hear it said. But I won’t let hear it alone.”

You can tell how much it pains him so you stay in his lap and Darcy sits next to you guys and places your legs on her own. You look at Jane that remained standing and nod letting her know that you were ready to hear. Jane told her everything that Loki had done to avenge his mother’s death. How both Thor and Loki trick the bad guys all the way to how Loki saved Thor. How she ran to them and heard Loki’s last word of saying that ‘I didn’t do it for him.’

“Loki was talking about Odin and admitting that it was done it for you and mother. Helga, I’ve been trying to find Loki’s body to have a true funeral. You’re not alone in missing your mother Helga but I promise that I will not give up until I find Loki’s body.”

You look at your father and kiss his forehead with tears in your eyes you tell him. “I’m sorry you had to be alone in that pain father. Having the love of your life die in your arms had to hurt a lot and worst to not be able to tell your daughter because you had no clue how to remove the spell from her.”

You look to Jane “I’m sorry that I took my anger out on you. Forgive me for I have both my parents genes in me and anger tends to come out first before any other emotion does. She was beautiful in her female form Jane and if my father wasn’t such an idiot when it comes to speaking to females maybe my mother would have liked you.”

You see her smile as she says. “When I saw your mother after your father release her so that we could save the world together. Forgive me but I slap her across the face for what she did in New York. Her reply was 'I like her.’ so I believe you are right your mother might have liked me.”

You begin to laugh a simple slap across the face made her mother like the woman in front of her. “Lady Jane that takes a lot of courage to slap my mother and live to speak of it. But you must have slap her in a way that showed her that you were worth saving.” you swallow before continuing “I saw the pain in my mothers eyes when you kissed my father just before his return to Asgard. It killed her that day to know that a mere mortal could steal my fathers heart from her. So if my mother could find it in her heart to like you. Then I will try to control my temper and will to better in class when they allow me to return.”

Jane looks at you and smiles “That’s all I ask from you, we don’t need to bond. I don’t want to replace your mother. A friend is all I can be if that is what you want since Darcy in your best friend.”

You look at Darcy and smile because she has that face that says 'hell yeah I am’. You turn to Thor and ask “Father, was mother allowed to say goodbye and attend grandmothers send off to the stars?” You were already upset with Odin for not allowing you to see your mother upon her return. It looked like Thor didn’t want to answer you so Jane did.

“No Loki was told all about Frigga after everything was done. The guards that were sent to inform Loki stalled to the last moment and was punished for the delay of the news.”

You smile and get up from your father’s lap “I’m going to wash my face. Jane sorry that I stopped you from cooking dinner please continue. Father why don’t you help Darcy choose a movie that we can watch til dinner is done.”

Every got up and did just as you said should be done. You are in the bathroom looking into the mirror wishing that your mother was alive or your grandmother. Without realizing it you had summoned an illusion of your grandmother. You look at her and cry in her arms as she holds you. You don’t know how long you were there but you had somehow ended up on the floor still being held by your illusion with your father shaking you awake.

Slowly allowing yourself to wake you look around seeing your grandmother and a sad face upon your fathers face. “Father I’m sorry I didn’t mean to have her here.”

He takes out of her arms cause her to vanish and carries you to the couch “Shush you are lucky to have that gift like that you have no idea how much I wish I could do that just to be able to speak to again.”

You cuddle closer into and allow yourself to sleep in his arms again. Hoping to be able to see your mother in your dreams telling everything will be fine.