#tbh im sorry i feel bad taggin like this but.. the people im talking about need to see it

[guillotinedream]

NOT to be controversial or anything but some of y’all should really just take a second to evaluate yourselves and do some deep thinking. Some of you are really juvenile and it shows.

It would do the fandom a HUGE favor if you could just, not. Not be so immature. Yeah. Literally nobody wants to deal with this drama, but some of you thrive off of it and you can tell. If y’all behaved and stopped acting like two year olds this fandom would be more fun to be in.

Ive had friends literally leave the fandom alltogether because they cant stand dealing with the drama.

I know people who have literally wanted to harm themselves because some people decided to claw their way from the depths of the sewer they were concieved in and send the most awful anon hate. They were too cowardly to say that shit to their faces because the filth they were spewing was so disgusting.

And honestly some others of you just need to relax. Not everyone who disagrees with you needs to be covered in pitch, feathered, and thrown off the grand canyon or crucified. It really aint that deep y’all need to chill. Go see a therapist or take anger management classes or something because some of your behavior is teally toxic. Its not okay or healthy behavior to anonymously attack someone over differing opinions, dislike of blog content, or weeks old drama.

It doesnt take a genius to be able to talk things out. If you have beef with someone, talk it out. Be mature and see if you can come to a conclusion. If you cant end up figuring anything out, just block them and ignore their existence alltogether. The block button is right there. Use it, and dont talk shit afterwards. Move on from unsavory experiences instead of brooding on them for an unhealthily long time. (Ive seen this happen multiple times actually)

And honestly? It costs you 0 dollars to behave and stop harassing people. Unless the person has done unforgivable shit, linking their user to send your followers after them is not okay. “but miss skeleton!!” I hear you cry. “We didnt KNOW linking their user would send my followers to attack that person! I didnt ask them to so im not at fault!” Shut up. Yes you are. You knew what you were doing. If you link anyone’s name over personal beef you have with them and make a public post about PERSONAL BEEF. You are sending your audience to attack them and its really unnecessary and cruel.

Please talk things out like that over DMS or shit. Dont put personal beef in the public. I think some of you forget that your followers are real life people and that your posts arent going to have any influence on other people because its the internet. Take a moment to remember that this is real life. Even if you cant see their face you are still speaking to or about a human being. Its really immature to act otherwise.

Im not gonna lie. The stress y’all put yourselves and others through over this is really mindblowing and should frankly just stop. Relax and grow up. The stress of this fandom is going to give me a fucking stroke.

SPEAK TO PEOPLE IF YOU HAVE AN ISSUE. IF NOTHING CAN BE RESOLVED, BLOCK THEM. THERE IS NO USE BEATING A DEAD HORSE. FORGET ABOUT THEIR EXISTENCE. MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIVES.

Im not even an rdr blog. Im not a fandom blog at all. Im just some chick who wanted a place to have fun, talk about my favorite characters, and enjoy content. I dont think thats asking for much right? Now dont get me wrong, some of you are amazing and i absolutely love your blogs. A lot of people who are in the fandom are nice. But that doesnt excuse the incredibly toxic behavior ive witnessed. Something has to be said by SOMEONE, because i havent seen jack shit so far and this shit happens a lot.

If you still dont get my point.

It aint that deep

Anyways. TLDR; Dont harass people over anon. Dont harass people in general. Dont be a dick, these are real human beings you are dealing with. We all want to have a good time, so be mature and lets have a good time.

edit: sorry for formatting. Tumblr is dumb and refuses to allow anything that makes it easier to read.

[thewheezingbubbledragon]

It has occurred to me that Tumblr can be a void with friends so my problems arent unheard, but they are out I my head

Hey howdy poodle, it's me, snickerdoodle.

What's good my fellows.

Compadres.

Amigos.

Frendos.

Frens.

Howdy.

I am very glad you exist.

Thank you for existing and caring for me.

I love you so much.

Bless you.

Thank you.

I am coming down from a 12 hour panic attack/mental shutdown/depressive episode where I was nonverbal for 8.5 hours, and when I finally started calming down I had to speak with people and stand up and walk and make food for 2 hours. So all in all. Not great.

But better.

Anywho, so There Is A Reason for my inactivity.

I mean, there are several, but theyre all highly personal and meh.

So my fam and I spent the last.. 2 months? Or more? Moving 1800 miles across the country. We have 99% of all our stuff in one (1) storage unit that is still at our old town. (We took 1 suitcase and several bags of our stuff. That is it. For months or maybe even a year. Clothes and stuff included.) I had to leave my desktop BUT I have a laptop.

I mean it's literally held together by tape and can't be unplugged and overheats faster than Satan's flambe kitchen in high summer, but it works and I can write so it's mostly good I guess?

And I have my (bad and outofservice) phone, AND ALSO AN AMAZING TABLET SOME FRIENDS COLLABORATED AND BOUGHT FOR ME AND I CAN DRAW ON IT AND I ALREADY HAVE SO MANY PICTURES I CANNOT WAIT TO POST THEM RKSLDNNFJSLSMJFKSLSKDBJDJSKSNDJPAMAJEK

But.

We... Kinda have been living in a hotel for... What, 9? Days? Bc my parents cant find a place to move to in the city we're in, and the fact I am basically Tiny Tim with art skills and a good leg doesnt help...

Anyways.

Tumblr is a silly fun way to escape reality but I dont have the energy or mental capacity or time to respond to people if they tag me (unless it's 1 sentence or less but that is still pushing it) or write or anything or even post.

I havent been sleeping well, (lol thanks asthma, allergies, depression, anxiety, insomnia, and altitude y'all are doin amazing) and I had to leave my entire irl friendgroup back home. A lot of them dont have Instagram or ways for me to contact them aside from texting.

We moved to my previous home when I was very small, but it took me almost 12 years to finally feel like I was home. And that was because of the people I met and cherished and loved. I finally had a support network.

And then I got the news we were moving 1800 miles away.

I have left the life i've spent 12 years rebuilding. Heyhey, depression when did you get here? 16 years ago? Dandy.

Long story short, i've been through all the stages of grief already but I'm still on shakey ground. (The anger stage was the fastest? Bc I dont get angry? Except at people who are genuinely bad or disrespectful towards their audience for no reason other than petty revenge or ego. I'm talking about Thomas Austruc, in case it wasnt obvious. Friggin Miraculous...) I accepted what happened, and have accepted it since about 2 weeks after I heard. I accept and adjust to things quickly and easily. Doesnt mean I like it, but I can and do adjust my mindset and lifestyle to the winds of life.

Kinda sucks at times tbh.

Bc my brain shoves the whole messy business of 'processing' side to acknowledge and move on.

Anyways, that's not the point.

Point is, I am mentally royally screwed atm. I am not medicated for any I my issues, (ADD, major depression, multiple severe anxiety issues, to name just a few of the 'nom-physical' issues) which means life is about a billion times harder to exist in. So in short: my online status will be steady but my posts? Only time will tell.

I would like to apologize for everyone who follows me @un-romancible-npc for my Chance Maribat MariDami/Daminette AU, I am working on it, but I'm also aware of my own issues right now. And I can get about... 500 words a week at the most? Because we're so busy and I'm studying for my driver's test (several years late sadly but when you can barely afford food every month it isnt as much of a concern. Dont worry, we're better off now but it's still a struggle.) and organizin everything at home, and looking after my 2 younger siblings and my big bro, who is currently practically bed-ridden and puking his guts out. Basically... I am very sorry but I cant work on it. I CAN get a snippet out once I finish the freaking 'Mari meets everyone in the lobby' scene. I havr almost 3k words for that and some stuff that follows but the friggin LOBBY SCENE I SWEAR TO PASTA--

Anyways.

Yeah.

That's why I've been gone...

HEY HOWDY HEY NOW IT'S TIME TO TAG EVERYONE I LOVE VERY MUCH AND CANNOT COMMUNICATE WITH PROPERLY BC I'VE BEEN BUSY BUT I READ ALL YOUR POSTS AND LOVE YOU VERY MUCH THANK YOU FOR TAGGIN ME IN ALL THE STUFF I LOVE YOU AND YOU'RE ALL GORGEOUS / HANDSOME / STUNNING AND I LOVE YOU

@rogueinkglitch

@im-here-for-the-content

@kceedraws

@da-tasuky

@lady-charinette

@hetalia-lover-is-here

IF I'VE FORGOTTEN YOUR BLOG NAME I SINCERELY APOLOGIZE KNOW I STILL LOVE YOU I JUST CANNOT REMEMBER NAMES

I WOULD FORGET MY OWN NAME IF PEOPLE DIDNT CALL ME BY IT ALL THE TIME

[ot5]

✨💖✨Tag game✨💖✨

Rules: Tag 10 mutuals you want to know better.

I was tagged by my platonic canadian wife @sparklepinkharry thank ilu

1. Name?

rianne

2. Star sign?

aries sun, libra moon, taurus venus n capricorn rising (mabel i still cant believe we’re sun & rising twins! the universe’s MIND)

3. Height?

173cm which is 5′8 for the imperial fools

4. Put your iTunes (or spotify) on shuffle. What are the first 4 songs that popped up?

Lana del rey - terrence loves you

Felix jaehn - aint nobody

Paul anka - put you head on my shoulder remix

Arctic monkeys - do i wanna know

5. Ever had a poem or a song written about you?

NO who’s gonna take one for the team and write me one:)

6. When was the last time you played guitar?

i dont think ive ever even touched a real guitar rip

7. Who’s your celebrity crush?

tbh i cant think of anyone EDIT: SHAWN SWEETIE IM SO SORRY A UGLY ASS BITCH LIKE ME WOULD FORGET ABOUT YOU

8. What’s the sound you hate, and what sound do you love the most?

i hate anything thats loud™ and i cant Stand the sound (and sight) of my family eating wraps lmao i had to eat my dinner outside alone the other day. imma get specific but i love tapping on vinyl plastic and the sound of a plastic wrap over a windshield also same mabel @ the underwater sound

9. Do you believe in ghosts?

after watching horror movies i sure do!

10. How about aliens?

*insert cheesy i believe in harry styles joke*

11. Do you drive?

In Theory......I Am Legally Allowed

12. What was the last book you read?

13. Do you like the smell of gasoline?

hmm im impartial

14. What’s the worst injury you’ve had?

ugh i love talking about this, i almost accidentally killed myself when i was like 5 bc i ran thru the glass of the front door, slit my wrists n almost bled to death lmao my guardian angel made sure it just missed my artery tho so! im still here bitch! also shout out to the man standing at the front door that like, held my wrists closed i see him sometimes n i always hope i didnt traumatize him nslkdnfds

15. Do you have any obsessions right now?

crafts & sending mail🌼✨💌💌

16. Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

depends on how Bad the thing they did was bc my memory is shit so im most likely to just forget abt it lmao but then again i also have lots of people where i cant rmr Why but i feel :/ about them also there was this one girl i had (mostly one-sided) beef with lskdns and if i were to run into her today id still hope she would, like, step on a lego

17. In a relationship?

with mySELF but we’re going thru a rough patch rn

im taggin @roseguccisuit @tllthesundies @u-flower-u-feast @theasstour @theleavesoflorien @harryz @cloudshl @lirrysbitch @prettyinsoulpunk and @heliosfleur (i have faith in u jewls!) 💞💖💕💗💝💖💘

[starrykids-remade]

Get to know me tag!

i was tagged by @hoshimybabe thanks for that sorry this is late

1ST RULE: Tag 9 people you want to get to know better: lol no . if u wanna do this thats cool tag me but im not taggin anybody jsgsvjbfnff

2ND RULE: Fill in the categories

APPEARANCE: im 5'5 uhh..... small hands. like. ive never met anyone past the age of 10 w bigger hands than me . what the ffuck. short nd fluffy hair that Was pink like a month ago but now its just a really bad bleach job djsgekfhdvs its . not good. not the fatest but i have pretty big thighs and my face is. very squishy. idk id say im cute-ish . and humble too if you cant tell skahvrjrvesn i wear p plain clothes nd im not too colorful

PERSONALITY: im pretty quiet when left to my own devices and can even go full on mute for days at a time, but i am also.... very loud and extroverted.... depends on how i feel. i curse. a lot. people tell me that im really friendly and kind and that they can talk to me about shit w/o feelin judged so i guess. that . im p chill and lax but internally im that scene in spongebob where hes having a meltdown in the fancy restaurant episode. im a bit of a mixed bag of nuts bc i have social anxiety but im also a natural extrovert so. take that as what you will. i also have self image issues nd am self deprecating so Thats A Fun Fact :^) whatever hdhwvdkrhevbs

ABILITY: im pretty confident in my drawing abilities tbh . i also like to think im pretty funny bc if im not funny then what am i

HOBBIES: im an artsy fucker i draw, write, and play the cello. i might take up singing lessons at one point. uhhhhh im learning asl does that count

EXPERIENCES: ....what does this mean . i havent kissed anyone or sucked a dick or anything skavfjufgsbns ive done Nothing

MY LIFE: half of my life is Therapist And Close Friends Confidential Only svbqjdvrnejsbs but uhhhhh idk my dude rn im just tryin to live

RELATIONSHIPS: im. in one

RANDOM STUFF: UUuhhhh . hm.

[lhassinu]

I got tagged by @brewka like eons ago and for once this is not a meme that just got buried in my likes but i..i honestly had such a hard time choosing?? and im still not completely happy with it but oh well it was so interesting to think about it and so much fun to do tho! thank you very much for taggin me!!!! <333

Me in 3 characters:

Todd Chavez (Bojack Horseman) aka of fuckin course 

Miyako Inoue (Digimon Adventure 02) aka ‘are you still relating to frikin digimon from your childhood?!’ no! ..maybe.. ......yes....... yes i am.

Yvan (L’Art) aka the one for which holioc severs all ties with me because she shares one of the masterpieces of the French drama with me and i make it into a meme.......................... imsorry pls dont leave me

some explanation and honorable mentions under the cut cuz this is just ShameTM but before that i tag @ghostspies @holioc @imaginesharks @mouthface @serpuns-a-lot @trinuska @nomadicplanets @vanishshi @velvetbaguette @aseriesofgayevents and anyone who wants to! (((im sorry for tagging so many people you dont have to read/like my shitty post i just really love this meme and wanna see what people do with it! and make it more or less fandomy thrash as you feel it!!! you dont have to do it if ya dont want to obviously!)))

okay so lets get this trainwreck rolling! everyone managed to explain it in few lines, not me, i just want to share personal info with strangers on the internet! :D

>>>Todd oh my god Todd, this goofball was the first one i came up with and the only one who actually stayed there until the end. i didnt relate to him THAT much in the first two seasons, i mean i did but im Very against drugs so i didnt really think about it but the 3rd one oh myyy it all just clicked... 

ok so almost the same age and obviously the childish side, that goes without sayin -_-

i try my best to be upbeat and excited (i have way too much love in my heart and i just cant contain it like a frikin 5 year old gddamnt)

pretty friendly too? and tryin to avoid conflict so much im unable to decide anything

WELL MEANING but fuckin up in the end ah ha ha.. yea.. 

lazy slacker too (though not yet to the point of living on a stranger’s couch for 5+ years welp we never know what future brings right) and im more than able to fuck up all my progress just cuz i got addicted to tumblr a videogame haha another thing that totally didnt happen to me right

and!!! the asexual part!!!!!!!!!!!!! i’ve binge watched the last two BH seasons and i planned to do the same for the 3rd one.. and then todd acted like he did and it was just hitting so close to home (lmao bonus points for sad irl stuff happening that got me waaaay more sensitive to ace stuff n generally realizing im ace) and i just Related so much but at the same time?? why would he be actually ace lol kao dont be stupid they would either play it off for laughs or just forget to deal with it.. I literally had to stop watching for a few weeks because i was just so sure he wont be ace but i didnt want to be heartbroken by one of my fav shows. AND THEN THEY DIDNT FORGET AND PUT THAT BEAUTIFUL DIALOGUE IN THE *FINALE*  ALL RESPECTFUL AND NOT AT ALL JUST A JOKE just.. validation ;u; 

>>>welp that got emo although i tried not to, lets focus on not spilling every detail about my personal life in the next one~ Miyako! 

she is so!!!! Excite!!!!! :D and always ready to cheer up her friends (tho she cant actually deal with anything worse than “im feeling a little unmotivated today :c”) 

she cant hide her emotions AT ALL!!  and so expressive!! is she sad? you bet your ass she will complain! but also she is always okay with the others doing the same although she is pretty jealous of people who CAN pretend everything is okay (at this point i could start using the ‘I’ pronoun instead of she/her lmao) 

all these random english catchphrases lmaooo i’ve managed to chill now but i still use some french/english ones in the irl talk you can pry ‘bref’ from my dead cold hands

not the Worst Fashion Disaster but close.. especially when left to her own devices in the digital world................. oh and glasses!

when stressed she tends to overreact and do the opposite of what she should be doing 

her ideal future was eating lotta cake, if this isnt relatable! (okay there was some deeper meaning but shoosh)

crushes...on everyone.... so easily..... also Painfully obvious :’’’D

my digisona is also this Intense girl with a serious digimon keeping her outta trouble 

>>> and Yvan! again im so sorry to every French person (see? i used a capital F that shows i mean it!) reading this cuz im probably just horribly disrespecting everything about this play... 

but just the way he introduced himself i was like “if this isnt me” from the start!  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯  

stressed desperately lookin for somethin he JUST HAD A SECOND AGO and “je suis un garçon.....uhmmmmmmm...sympatique?” 

Conclusion: Yvan is relatable

tbh i feel v much like 80% his lines (”Si cela lui fait plaisiiiiiiiir” or “Calme-toi est la pire chose que tu puisses dire à quelqu’un qui a perdu son calme” hONESTLY)

and his self esteem and the way he talks about himself :’)

trying his best to stay neutral and help calm both sides, failing miserably

white lies are good for your health (spoilers: they are not and we never learn)

generally has no idea how to deal with bullshit (press A to run away press B to try more useless talking) 

pls dont leave the decision on me pls i dont want to have an Opinion

he forgives every bad treatment in a span of going down the stairs

im worried ill relate to his professional situation :’D

oh and hypochondriac 

OversharesTM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cries all the time which is abnormal for a boy of his age

Honorable mention goes to!!! some more digimons because apparently i mostly relate to stuff im currently being hyped about

Emil Nekola (YOI) because of his ~~Czech~~ nationality, fondness of hugs, positive friendly attitude and the fact that this boy has not a single clue whats going on my dude he has not a slightest idea my guy he is just confused 24/7 (and doesnt understand there is drama going on or drama in general) 

Joe (Digimon Tri) lmao i wish, he is more like goals tbh but still, that dialogue with Mimi hit waaaaayyyy too close to home for comfort...

Gazimon (Digimon) because i, too, am a lazy furry who is hecka supportive of her friends and just wants to spend all her time sunbathing/ fucking on computer/eating

i had some more but i didnt write them down and forgot..