#tbh i wouldnt even care if ppl used my art of their ocs id rather it not go to waste but i respect why they wouldnt & vice versa | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

themindelectricdemo4 · 1 year

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yeah sorry um i dont wanna commit to drawing your ocs because i just cant stop thinking about how all relationships will die someday and it might end badly and i might spend so much time drawing you gifts that would just go to waste and get thrown into a theoretical trash can! sorry about tha

#]]H0K0 #QUEUE #06/18/23 #i feel bad when i dont do this #but now im looking at stuff i drew for friends and groups i was apart of that are now just! nothing #tbh i wouldnt even care if ppl used my art of their ocs id rather it not go to waste but i respect why they wouldnt & vice versa #drawing can be a bit of a chore for me sometimes so it sucks when it feels like its all for naught at the end of the day #then i feel selfish for drawing only my ocs #yeah i guess im going into my selfish arc cuz i spent way too much time drawing stuff that isnt used anymore and #i dont even feel comfortable using it cuz im not bothering people who arent interested in talking to me if i can show a group of people #a picture that happens to feature their oc #when im more proud of like. the composition or the style or my oc being there etc etc #so all these stuff i couldve used for like commission info & shit im just trapped staring @ forever #i was actually gonna take requests for commission examples at one point but im glad i didnt #ill just do my own stinky ocs .................the stinkers..........#me looking at this picture where i doodled 19 HEADSHOTS...one being my oc #even tho i feel like i remember posting it at the time & not many people cared anyways #oh well it was fun trying to diversify faces #i am not immune to changing......eyelashes and face shape....OH YEAH!!!#now i need to actually reflect that onto my own ocs. HELP #its hard for me to change an old design of mine unless its like excruciatingly bad cuz i get all nostalgic.#sometimes ill redesign them and then wanna make the old design into a separate oc PLSSSS #NO!!!!!!! JUST!!!!!! REDESIGN THEM & MOVE ON #oh the emocional attachment #ITS OK! my ocs will never leave me hashtag bpd core

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