#tbh i get so anxious too reciting during class but i have a lot to say usually and the teacher often says exactly the same idea or aka
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astrxealis · 2 years ago
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OH MY FUCKING GOD I AM. very happy. my speech i had to give that i crammed on bcs i was really anxious about even just thinking it and i had to deliver it memorized and in front of the whole class for the first time in years? i only got. minus 1.25
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#i was really anxious uhh even like. now. a whole month after? egeshbgjh like damn what if i get a bunch of mistakes#but nah apparently i did really well !! proud of myself oh my god#i'm much better at speaking than i probably seem often irl. i'm just shy and anxious and need a proper environment#me at home i can talk with an incredibly loud voice for hours. unfortunately lune knows this very well LMFAO#my dad also has a loud voice but sometimes i even speak louder than him. so. yeah. really loud voice#i'm good at speaking aaa idk i keep putting myself down sometimes even if i am confident and i know what i can do!#anyways i also think i am more. less confused on course choices :] i want bs psych fr aaa i want to help people a lot in that regard#i'm going to look up more on it tho! compsci i'm good actually as a 2nd choice. i'm more feeling > thinking but i am a huge thinker lol#hashtag i love math LMFAO i just haven't been putting in as much effort but i do believe in myself! so. yeah#miss ty for the comments LOL i agree a lot. too much unnecessary movements. i always speak like that eee oops#i have my next speech uhh... next tues actually! also really anxious and stressed but less so. i'll just need to work on it asap and prepar#.75 minus for delivery makes sense! uhh .5 minus on content. i think i get it but i'll just keep it in mind as i make my next script#tbh i get so anxious too reciting during class but i have a lot to say usually and the teacher often says exactly the same idea or aka#i'm correct. so. raghhhhh i will recite more !!! almost end of the sy but it's never too late to improve. even if i recite wrong its still#added to my grades. so yeah. anyway uhh !! idk i love speaking a lot actually lol i'll try my best to be diligent productive etc#raghh i will do my best ... i am very smart ive just been slacking a bit since the pandemic bcs constant state of Tired. + anxiety#okay i don't really get the minus on content uhh is it bcs i didn't really have sources LMFAO it was a personal speech anyway but#im good at writing and good at speaking i will just do my best and uh. goodbye. not cramming#I ALSO EXERCISED TODAY. like. yeah. i should exercise a lot daily. also i did finger exercises hashtag guitarist era <3#my fingers and hands are already very flexible lol i'm double-jointed and always played w my hands even now! but i forgor warmups existed#the amount of mistakes i got for my speech really make sense lol i should really prepare more in advance! procrastination is my enemy
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americasferrera · 8 years ago
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1-100???
danggggg okay !!
1. Name? Leeanne!!
2. Age? almost 15 yaaaa
3. City that you live in? not city but i live in texas
4. What do most people not know about you? i’m emo af lol
5. What do most people know you for? idk im boring ):
6. Hobbies? singing, acting, and writing !!
7. What are your passions? same as above
8. What do you search for in a significant other? i mean i havent been with u kno,,, a significant amount of ppl so im not sure. but someone who cares about me and wants me to be happy but also knows when to tell me if i need to tone it down.
7. What are you most proud of? my growth as a person !
8. When was the last time you had a significant conversation with someone you love? today.
9. Have you ever collected anything? What was it? i collected rocks when i was younger 
10. List 10 things off of your bucket list. 1. meet at least one of my favorite celebrities. 2. write a full book. 3. go to a pride event. 4. perform an original song. 5. direct a feature. 6. attend a broadway show. 7. dye my full head of hair. 8. come out. 9. travel the world. 10. learn yoga.
11. What was the last thing you learned? lips are soft and super nice especially when they are pressed against your own lips
12. How many relationships have you been in? 2.
13. Turn ons? im not gonna do like sexual ones bc im fuckin 9 but i find girls with dark hair and tatoos and theyre like tough but super sweet too attractive
14. Turn offs? people who are just over the top obnoxious and rude
15. Favorite food cheese omg
16. Favorite drink literally water
17. What is the best birthday gift you have ever received? idk ):
18. Are you optimistic or pessimistic? internally pessimistic, externally optimistic
19. Do you sleep during class? no!!!
20. What is the most expensive thing you own? myself, i cost so much to maintain smh
21. What is the cheapest yet most useful thing you own? uhh 
22. How many times a day on average do you check your phone? too many im a slut for attention
23. Text or call? depends on who it is ! 
24. Opinion on long distance? do whatever makes you happy.
25. What is your definition of success? being happy.
26. Favorite song? feeling good by nina simone.
27. Favorite artist? red hot chili peppers.
28. Celebrity crush/crushes? katie stevens, laura prepon, elise bauman
29. When was the last time you read for fun? today
30. Favorite flower? tiger lily!!!
31. What is the best gift you could receive right now? idk
32. Any guilty pleasures? fuckingfd twilight kmskskmskms
33. What is one thing you would like to change about yourself? to be more physically attractive and healthy also mentally too 
34. What do you search for in a friend? memes.
35. How many times have you said “I love you” in the past month? a lot, i say it a lot.
36. Where did you last go other than your room/home? school ew
37. Why do bad things happen to good people? if only good things happened to good people then they wouldn’t be good anymore.
38. In your opinion, what hurts more? Being left out or being stabbed in the eye? both fuckin hurt man.
39. How many green shirts do you own? 0 lmao
40. Do you like anime? only sailor moon (and corey in the house obvi)
41. What do you invest the most time in? school u g h
42. What was the name of the last book you read? milk and honey
43. What’s the difference between loving and liking someone? liking someone is enjoying their company. love is a want, a need, an ache. this goes for platonic and romantic.
44. Where are you most productive? when i’m inspired
45. List 3 things you enjoy doing with friends. idk watching movies, hanging out, and just being memes.
46. List 3 things you enjoy doing alone. lots of things lol, but watching tv, reading, and singing.
47. Do you believe world peace will ever exist? i hope
48. Do you have any allergies? im not allergic to anything
49. When was the last time you cussed at someone? at someone? idk
50. What was the last promise you made? to be there.
51. What was your last dream about? idk it was wild i cant explain
52. If you won a trip to Hawaii and you could take 5 people with you, who would those 5 people be? my best friends and my mom
53. How many countries have you visited? t h i s  o n e 
54. What is your favorite medium of art? (Music, dance, painting, etc.) music for sure!!! but i do love them all tbh (:
56. When was the last time somebody complimented you? earlier today
56. If you switched bodies with someone, how would you recognize yourself? i mean. ive looked ina fucking mirror.
57. Do you consider yourself mature? idk
58. How many days in your life do you think you have wasted on tumblr? ew probably a lot
59. What is your favorite quote? one i read today in milk and honey was “an alcoholic parent does not exist, simply an alcoholic who could not stay sober long enough to raise their kids” and it hit too close to home lmaooo
60. If you started a new religion and you had to create 3 rules or commandments for your new followers to live by, what would those 3 rules be? i wouldnt.
61. What is your greatest accomplishment? i was once ranked first out of like 100 girls for choir so that was cool!!!
62. Do you believe in the death penalty? i have mixed feelings on it.
63. What are your goals for life? to be truly happy with who i am.
64. What do you think your soulmate is doing right now? idk man
65. If you could live anywhere, where would you live? The place can be in an imaginary, fantasy, or the real world. hogwarts!! or in the tardis with the doctor idk. in the real world probably new york city !
66. What were you like in 2013? oh my lord i was like obsessed with unicorns god bless my soul
67. Do you have a job? nooooo just school smh
68. Tell us a story about your childhood best friend. okay not my childhood best friend but her sister. we would play “boyfriend/girlfriend” and i’d pretend to be the boyfriend and “drive” her places and kiss her on the cheek like what kina gay ass shit…
If you could change one thing about society,what would it be? one?? idk if i could pick just one
How many all-nighters have you pulled before? a lot probs 
71. Is tumblr your favorite website? If not, then what is your favorite website? tumblr or youtube idk
72. What is the craziest thing you would do for a million dollars? the real question is what w o u l d n t i do
73. Does money equal happiness? no but money can make u happy
74. How many times have you experienced true happiness in your lifetime? idk im happy a lot so probably a lot!!!
75. How many times have you experienced true sadness in your lifetime? a lot too lmao
76. What is the funniest joke you have ever been told? my life
77. When was the last time you looked at the news? today
78. If you could say one thing to the world, what would you say? hi
79. What is your favorite animal? c a t s
80. If you could earn a million dollars by pretending to be dead for 3 years, would you do it? wtf yes actually idk would my family know i was pretending
81. What is one thing that everyone is bad at? idk everone is different but mostly like public speaking
82. What time do you normally sleep? How many hours of sleep do you usually get? like 9:30-10:30 n like 8-9 hours 
83. Does age necessarily equal maturity? no
84. What is your favorite clothing store? maurice’s
85. In the winter- beanies or gloves? gloves
86. Would you rather have wings or a fish tail? wings
87. If you had the power to erase one person from the world so that nobody remembered him or her except you, would you do it? idk
88. What do you fear the most? failure, sponsored by mental illness^tm
89. How many digits of pi can you recite? only like 10 smh how sad ):
90. If you could travel back to one year and relive it again, which year would it be? probably my 8th grade year
91. Describe yourself in one word. anxious
92. Describe your last victory. fun and scary but also awesome
93. What is the weirdest thing you have ever seen? AHHH
94. What is something you will never forget? her
95. Would you rather forget all of the past or remember everything in vivid detail? second one i guess.
96. Have you ever broken a bone before? surprisingly, no
97. Is it harder to love or to hate somebody? hate imo
98. Coffee or tea? tea obvi
99. What are some little things that you do that have changed your life in a positive way? music, cats, writing
100. How many hours have you spend on tumblr today? i spent like fuckin 2 just trying to write this thing smh
this thing took me 5evr somebody better have actually read it i s2g
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