#tbf my online friendships and writing and all that are like one of the main focuses of MY obsessions lately which is. probably not good but | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

cha1cedony · 10 months ago

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I hate feeling like I’ve written something inaccurately, or not AS accurate to the idea in my head, or in a way that doesn’t feel accurate to every single reader (even if it does for me), etc etc. BUT I also can’t go back and edit things bc that’s just the nature of publishing fanfic 😭 The fic is already done and people have already read it. Oh well

#idk I always worry that I’m writing OCD inaccurately which is. ironic #but anyway #idk I just base it off my own experience #and my own experience is that it’s cyclical #and also has phases… like different obsessions that take over your life for a while #and then they’re gone and you’ve moved onto worrying about something else #idk I was just worried that some Darryl stuff in Silver Linings does not feel accurate to his character #but it was like.. a discussion of what he WAS like 20-ish years ago #so I think it’s fair to assume he had slightly different priorities and worries but idk #I HATE not being character accurate 😭 arughhrhgh #this is the most pointless thing to be self-deprecating about but whatever #I saw Tumblr discourse (lmao) that reminded me of it #SO fucking online of me I know HAHHA #tbf my online friendships and writing and all that are like one of the main focuses of MY obsessions lately which is. probably not good but #shrug #chalcy stuff #delete later #perhaps #I need to go work on an essay now blegh

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