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whaleofatjme1920 · 2 years ago

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Oh Elsie. I'm sorry. I'm sending my love.

Hope the cat pics make you feel better.

Thank you so much bug. This entire work shift week has felt so odd. I feel like I need a hard reset. Like today, I did 4 assessments but forgot TWO OF THEM. No remediate though bc my deck manager on Mondays is cool and I knew exactly how those kids did but I feel so,,, silly recently.

Like I feel something is wrong with me. Forgetful, procrastinating, I genuinely need something to hit me and put me back in my usual place. Sunday I was late for the first time bc I was crying in the office and the changing stall over a thing, and I don’t know I’m just—sad. I feel like something’s wrong and I can’t fix it.

#conversations with a fish woman #yeahneh :]#tbf I operate on autopilot and they changed my routine #I always mark my assessments with cats #but today there were red dots and for some reason that computed as the only four I needed??#like I finally understood P and J needed to be assessed bc I watched them during the lesson closel #but I just DIDNT FILL THEM OUT #I feel so silly!!! I don’t feel like my normal self!!#I never forget these things and I feel so weird!!#I want to cry and I hate ut

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