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đ Thank You for 10k+ Followers!! đ
A big thank you goes out to @cozymochi for this beautiful celebratory commissioned artwork for this major milestone âš It really captures the scope of all the content that had been put out in the last 4+ yearsâboth in terms of official Twst materials and on this blog! I think itâs very fitting that we hit this milestone in the month of Halloween too (I just held off on posting this til the month after); itâs Twstâs biggest holiday of the year, so itâs twice the cause for celebration!!
A lot has happened over the course of my time in this fandom. Iâve written many things of course, but Iâve also had many other exciting opportunities! Iâve been interviewed for a paper, met many cool people from all over the world, attended Twst meetups + events, collaborated with other talented creators, received kind gifts, contributed to various fandom projects, and finished telling the origins of my Twst OC. This blog has been with me through a lot of major changes and difficult hurdles in my life tooâitâs really been an anchor for me, a comforting and safe space for me to be creative or analytical whenever I want to be.
When I first started this blog as a very casual hobby in summer of 2020, I never even considered that it would balloon to this extent. It still doesnât feel totally real to me đ I donât usually fixate on numbers (they make me anxious), but looking back on it, 10k is a LOT, and 4 years is a long time. To put that in perspective, if we were in Twisted Wonderland for 4 years then all of the students weâve come to know and love would have graduated by now. Thatâs crazy to me. Weâve come so far as a group.
I feel that a large part of fandom is the community that comes with it. I would have found it so challenging to stick with Twst had I not had so many great people keeping me engaged with it. Iâd now like to take a moment to thank those folks. Keeping in line with the idea of â4 yearsâ, think of these as little messages scrawled in a yearbook. I also have a blog event planned to celebrate! More on that later.
Please note that Iâve used pseudonyms for most of the following people, as Iâd like to respect their privacy (Iâm very private myself) + not all of them are comfortable with being explicitly named or tagged to a large crowd. Youâll know who you are if you see yourself on here.
Without further ado:
MSS â Thank you for being the first Twst space I felt truly a part of. Itâs still the place I consider my fandom âhomeâ beyond this blog.
April â Thank you for making MSS as a place for us to share! Weâre tsunderes in solidarity.
Drinking Knight â The banners wouldnât exist without your help. Thanks for getting the ball rolling on those; Iâd like to think that Iâm a little more confident in designing new ones myself now, but you were the start of it all. Your endless enthusiasm for the most insane otome boys, drinks, and bullying (positive) others is truly an inspiration.
Q. Opinionated â Canât count the number of times you ran tech support for me đ Thanks so much for being patient and willing to laugh at a stupid situation. I WILL grip you (escape is not an option) đ€Č
Dad with his Printer â Why are you so cheeky My unofficial proofreader and fact checker. Still treasure the teeny J word and coffin magnets you sent, and, even more valuable than those, the bad dad jokes/puns advice and wisdom you give. Wishing you luck on your art adventure.
A. Cider â An unexpected friend I met very late into the fandom and happened to run into irl by total coincidence. Funny how life works. Your shitposts are great, and I appreciate having a like-minded person to talk with about the J words and story critiques. Iâd also like to thank you for the many little doodles youâve made; I know youâre very busy and have a wife to tend to at home but I appreciate that you still make time for friends.
Hana â Extroverted pink-haired magical girl representation. Your bubbly love for Disney, Diasomnia, singing, and (yes) angst lights up the entire room. Maybe youâre not too confident with yourself are right now, but I know youâll find your way.
Swan â For being quick on the uptake and giving me the heads up about various things! We may not talk much one-on-one, but Iâm thinking of you and enjoy seeing you pitch into the conversation. Youâre still banned for L*ona posting though/j
Ly â My secret French twin/j Thanks for being my cultural + equine advisor and a voice of (salty) reason. Never shut up about your hyperfixations! Youâre a real one.
Oys â Enabler + encourager of my Yan!Sil delusions. Sorry for making your blood pressure spike every time we talk about our food takes. But hey, at least we get a good laugh out of it :))
Mac and Bean â For being my inspirations. Bean, you have such atmospheric writing. I hope my writing style can be just as magical as yours. Mac, it was your blog that first got me into starting my own Twst writing. You never stop being so, so funny also I blame you 120% for the L*ona rot.
Peaches and Cream â To my local Twst friends, thanks for keeping me company even through the hard times. Peaches, happy to be your local Twst dealer anytime. Cream, thanks for hooking me up with new books.
Salt and Flora â I donât know where you vanished to, but the sea brought you back to me on its tides. Iâm so happy we could meet again. Salt, youâre so talented at crochet and design work; get your coin đ Flora, youâre the sweetest person ever. Literally cottagecore personified, even in your art.
Piano â We donât always see eye to eye, but thank you for being my serial debater and showing me new perspectives. Your open-minded theories and analyses are such fun. And, of course, itâs always hilarious to think about how we accidentally (?) swapped oshis đ€Ą Youâre a star.
The Anklebiter â For having the most unhinged jokes and ideas. Seriously, THE most unhinged. I never do any of the crazy things you suggest but Iâm always really entertained from just hearing them.
Te, Mi, and Ro â Thanks for organizing local events and giving me an excuse to touch grass. Itâs a lot of hard work and you guys manage to pull it off every time! Mi, I was flattered to have you reach out to me to help a little with the Tweel cupsleeve event. Happy to help anytime! Te, I remember you were cosplaying as Kalim when we first met and I kept thinking about how perfectly suited you are for the role. You were very friendly and made such an effort to include everyone in the event even when I was Idia-ing in the corner. To this day, you continue to spontaneously introduce me to new people đ Thanks for getting me put of my comfort zone. Ro, I didnât think weâd meet again like this. Small world! Youâre learning and improving the big events. Hereâs hoping to many more!
Vic â For being Ace Trappola when very few others would. Itâs refreshing to have someone tell it like it is. I wish I could be as bold and as honest as you are sometimes. You have such a big heart when it comes to the characters you love; it makes me want to adore them like you do too đ«¶
Kana â For being so sweet and patient. You helped me through so many rough patches and have also contributed a lot to the look of the blog. Itâs so fun gushing with you about magical girls and pretty boys, sharing our favorite shows and movies⊠I feel as though Iâve made a lifelong friend.
Zari â Thank you for charms and art book, big fan of your stuff đ So honored to have worked with you on projects too. I hope to see a lot more of your Yuu and other OCs around, I love following them ^^
Lala â You understand, encourage, and validate my weird tastes in fictional men đ Really admire your sense of fashion and stylish nails too. Whenever I have my shrimp apron on, I think of you.
Arisu â No longer in the Twst fandom but integral in the earliest days. Wherever you are now, I wish you nothing but happiness.
P-san â Youâre a lifesaver!! Thank you so much for helping me find cute little outfits and accessories for my plushies⊠They are forever grateful to be properly clothed.
V, Fa, Fe, Ray, Rea, Sonny, Glimmer Group, and Incognito Crew â Thanks for being so supportive of my hyperfixation on Disney villain anime boys, even if you guys have NO clue what Iâm rambling about half of the time. To V specifically đ«” I am NOT a cat boy kisser
Mango â I didnât know I wanted you in my life until you showed up uninvited one day and chewed your way into my heart.
Azul Ashengrotto â For being the character that first convinced me into giving this game a shot. The Little Mermaid was something I always held so dear to me, so it almost seems like destiny that youâd be the one to drag me down into Twst. Youâll always hold a special place in my heart for that, even if my feelings have changed since then.
Rook Hunt â For being there when I needed to laugh a little. Itâs scary to glance over my shoulder sometimes, but you make it easier to smile as I look back.
Rollo Flamme â For letting me know that having negative feelings is normal and human, even if we donât always cope with them in the healthiest of ways. Letâs reflect and be better together!
Leona Kingscholar â For showing me that change and personal growth is, in fact, possible. Th-This doesnât mean I like you or anything though, so get off your high horseâ
Jade Leech â For taking my hand and guiding me back on the path when I got lost in the dark. Whatever crimes you may commit in your free time, I forgive you/j
Miss Raven Crowley â The little black bird who could, the blog muse. I made you on a whim and look at where you are now⊠You went from a background character to the main character of your own story. So proud of you, my child đ
Asset compilers, fan artists, fanfic writers, fan translators, cosplayers, merch makers, editors, plushie pic takers, video essayists, theorizers, etc. â Youâre all so important to keeping the fandom alive, especially during periods of official content drought. It wouldnât be feasible for me to list out all of the content creators I enjoy (chjsbsksks and it honestly might be awkward since I havenât directly interacted with most of them), but I hope that this message still reaches you and finds you well. Keep doing your thing; I love seeing the work you put out ^^
Anyone and everyone that Iâve ever commissioned and/or received fan works from â I appreciate that you took time and energy out of your day to create something for me. Thereâs so much talent in the Twst fandom and Iâm honored that you would dedicate some of that to a silly little birb.
You, the Readers â For supporting this blog and and what I do here! Youâre an important part of my journey too.
Thank you!! Hereâs to a future unknown and a page unwritten.
- The Writing Raven
#twisted wonderland#twst#disney twisted wonderland#disney twst#notes from the writing raven#milestone#twst oc#twisted wonderland oc#Raven Crowley#not my work#Leona Kingscholar#Jade Leech#commissioned art#Azul Ashengrotto#Rook Hunt
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THE PRINCE OF WALES HAS GIVEN AN INTERVIEW AT THE END OF HIS OFFICIAL VISIT TO SOUTH AFRICA.
During the candid and emotional interview he admitted how the past few months had been âbrutalâ due to the health scares The Princess of Wales and King Charles went through :
âHonestly? Itâs been dreadful. Itâs probably been the hardest year in my life. So, trying to get through everything else and keep everything on track has been really difficult. But Iâm so proud of my wife, Iâm proud of my father, for handling the things that they have done. But from a personal family point of view, itâs been, yeah, itâs been brutal.â
Speaking about the Princess of Wales he said that :
âSheâs doing well. Doing well.â
Speaking about what it meant to host the awards in Africa, a continent he connects very deeply to as he spent time there following his mother's passing and it is the place he proposed to The Princess of Wales as well, he said :
'Hearing the Circle of Life. I donât know about everyone else, but hearing the Lion King and things like that gets me quite emotional, So, when they started singing and I saw the clips from the top of Table Mountain and we were all there and itâs happened. I did feel quite emotional.'
He then spoke about his children watching the awards saying :
'I donât know yet. I havenât clocked in with them yet but I hope they did.'
William added of his relaxed demeanour in Cape Town this week :
'Itâs interesting you say that âcause I couldnât be less relaxed this year, so itâs very interesting youâre all seeing that. But itâs more a case of just crack on and youâve got to keep going. I enjoy my work and I enjoy pacing myself and keeping sure I have got time for my family too.'
He also spoke about his family's opinions on his beard :
'Well Charlotte didnât like it the first time. I got floods of tears the first time I grew a beard, so I had to shave it off. And then I grew it back. I thought, hang on a second and I convinced her it was going to be okay'
He also spoke about his new role as the Prince of Wales and how he intends to 'royal' in a different way than his grandmother and father before him :
âYou mention the added responsibility and the freedom in the same sentence,â he laughed. Itâs a tricky one. Do I like more responsibility? No. Do I like the freedom that I can build something like Earthshot then yes. And thatâs the future for me. Itâs very important with my role and my platform, that Iâm doing something for good. That Iâm helping peopleâs lives and Iâm doing something that is genuinely meaningful.â
William spoke about the BTS work that goes into setting up huge events like Earthshot successfully :
âSo, the Earthshot is a culmination if you like of all that put together. But it takes a lot of work, and thereâs a lot of unseen stuff that goes on, a lot of meetings, a lot of people coming in, a lot of chatting and phone calls, letters, all trying to sort of make the Earthshot get to being the best possible entity it can be'
He talked about his frustrations over reluctance as well as more involvement from buisness & governments saying :
âIâd like it to be more a team sport. And so, when you go and approach people...business...or even government...and say, listen, weâre building this incredible thing. Please come on board. Some people are extremely fast and keen to it. Others take a little bit longer and itâs those people who take a little bit longer, Iâm like, guys, we just donât have the time.'
'So, yes, I get a bit frustrated that it takes a long time to convince people that this is worthy of their attention. But I guess thatâs the nature of a global environment prize, you start from scratch and itâs going to take a bit of time.'
On his hope for the solutions & the impact and his message to those who can invest, he said :
'So you guys have seen for yourselves the scale of the solutions. I mean, they cover all sectors in all walks of life. Brilliant people, some barely started, some been a bit more established and have a bit more money. But overall all doing fantastic work in the same direction. I think the key thing for us is how do we translate that into more impact, more scale, and ultimately, greater progress in tackling environmental challenges.â
On his hope for more involvement, âI definitely think so. Weâre giving this amazing platform to all of them. And really itâs an amazing platform for business to come in and poach what they want. But if we keep waiting....weâre going to keep eating into time that we just donât have. And so my message to business really is: hurry up and be courageous. Invest faster because we just donât have that time.â
#prince of wales#the prince of wales#prince william#william prince of wales#british royal family#british royals#royalty#brf#royals#royal#british royalty#kate middleton#princess of wales#the princess of wales#princess catherine#catherine princess of wales#about catherine#about the waleses#by william#SA24#Earthshot24#InterviewEarthshotSA24#quotes#8112024#princess charlotte of wales#princess charlotte#king charles iii
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Fair enough
But Iâve also been damaged since I was 3 or 4 and talking was never my strong suit
#I forgot to mention#the grim reaper appeared once telling me to keep it a secret till it was ready#I was the only human to save the humans from the apocalypse last time and god felt it was unfair#the apocalypse is apparently an instant game over if die?#apparently I helped to much last time and now the grim reaper is holding me hostage#something about how I completed all the trials of the horseman but died and everyone else died in that universe#the Christian god thing said something about how in order to stop a grave future im not supposed to die#but im still as hollow as the day I fell and hit my chin on the side of the bath tub and cracked my chin open#I died last time but I died happy because I thought I saved everyone#now we are all here and Iâm left hollow and like my soul evaporating by the gentlest breeze#maybe it was the blood loss but Iâve always been close to death and eating was horrible. growth spurts were the worst because as I grewâŠ#the stitches wouldnât feel stretchy so my chin was in constant pain growing up#talking and singing were very difficult too#I would sacrifice everything to save the world#I would sacrifice my existence if it meant keeping a certain person alive and happy#forgetting me is much more wanted on my part to return to the shadows#where no one will notice Iâm gone#and I hope people understand I meant close to death not dying#ghosts demons angels and the like have all tried to get my attention some form or another#Iâd rather be unbothered tho#and live my remaining days in unnoticeable melonacholic content#grim reaper said Iâll live half as long as a regular human and thatâs fine#if Iâm lucky someone will save me in this universe#Iâm hopeful but having hopes leads to heartbreak#I doubt any human out there would care enough to find a way to heal a damaged soul
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sweet 'n easy
Art thought dating you would be enough. He's content to have your heart, wait until marriage to have your body, too. But it's proving really difficult when you look like that.
tags: art donaldson x fem! reader, open relationship, guided masterbation, reader's kind of messy in this one (corruption), religious themes/corruption of religious themes. nsfw. minors DNI.
a/n: this is part of what im referring to as the open relationship au and im more than expecting to write more about this dynamic! im also very open to suggestions about it
Art Donaldson is a Good Christian Boy. He's a good, smart young man. He wears his thin silver purity ring on his left ring finger. He wears a delicate silver cross on a chain around his neck. He used to sing in the church choir, and now he spends his Sundays volunteering with the children's sector and frequenting church picnics. If it wasn't for tennis, he'd probably be a priest.
You're not right for him, and he knows it. Guys like him aren't made to marry girls like you - girls with low-cut tops that show off the top hem of your lacy electric purple bra. Girls who wear low, low-cut jeans with your matching purple thong hanging out the back. Girls with butterfly-shaped tattoos hovering on your lower back. Girls who spend weekends drinking and clubbing and dancing with absolutely no room for Jesus.
But there's just something about you. Maybe it's your attitude, the way your hand flies up in class whenever you know the answer to a question, the way you speak, with such clarity, such conviction. Maybe it's the way you walk with your friends across campus, beautiful and assertive, a pack of wild hounds. You're terrifying to him. A force of nature, a thunderstorm. Art's managed to get caught up in your jet stream, but it doesn't mean he's any less scared of falling out. You and all your hot, brash, party-girl friends. You and the 'bitch pack', as some of his friends have taken to calling you and yours. The sorority girl, frat party, dim clubs, bitch pack. Girls like you don't give guys like him the time of day: you're too pretty, too powerful, far too high up on an entirely different social ladder.
But you're different. You're sweet. He's watched you stop to pet stray kittens. He's seen you volunteering to donate blood at the campus blood drives. He's seen you stop to help a girl pick up her books even though you were already late to class. He's seen your notes in his biology lecture, your cute, bubbled handwriting and your array of gel pens. He's seen you buy an extra coffee at the campus cafe for a friend. People contain multitudes, or whatever, right?
So maybe it's no surprise when you end up paired up on an assignment and you bring him back to your dorm room. Maybe he shouldn't have been so stunned by the boy band posters and the stacks of fantasy novels and the stuffed bear sitting on your bed. Maybe he shouldn't have been thrown off by your framed pictures - family, friends - and your collection of Beatles CDs. Just a girl. A normal, nice girl. Who lays out all her notes for him, glances up with a sweet smile, and asks,
"Where d'you wanna start?"
He didn't mean for it to go any further than that. For the study visits to start happening at night, after dinner. For you to start blowing off club nights to curl up on your plush blue shag carpet next to art, pointing out lines of text and highlighting things with a bright pink marker. For you to start eating with him at lunch, talking about your lecture, laughing over some stupid thing your professor said or did. For him to start seeing you, really seeing you, and liking that you saw him, too. It happened before he even registered it. Somewhere, somehow, Art Donaldson fell in love.
It's different than how he felt with Tashi. This isn't that painful, all-consuming desire to please, to have her notice him, the obsession with the idea of her and her tennis. This feels sweeter, kinder. This feels like what he used to read about: fireworks in his heartbeat, butterflies in his stomach, the giddy thrill of First Love. A slower, ennobling sort of love.
If he had it his way, he'd date you. Flowers. Expensive dinners by candlelight. Picnics. The works. Court you for the four years you were at Stanford together, then propose once you graduated. Spend a few years engaged so he could do his tennis, make a good amount of his own money. Save until he could plan a dream wedding. Honeymoon somewhere pretty and exotic, like Bali or Punta Cana. Then the country house and the kids, the white picket fence. Except, Art doesn't really ever get things his way, does he?
"I... I don't know," you say slowly, digging your heels into your carpet. You can't meet his sad blue eyes. You can't bear to. Girlfriend. Boyfriend. It feels alien, even in your head.
He stares at you, crestfallen. Your heart plummets and you race for an explanation, for some way to explain this without blaming him. Because it's not Art at fault, it's his Faith.
"It's not that I don't like you!" you scramble. "I do, really, Art, I do. I just... a girl has... needs, you know? There are things I'd want that I can't ask you to give me. Things I can't take from you."
You both know what it is. You'd never ask him to give up on or waver in his faith for you. Never. You like Art how he is. But you know you'd be wanting. You know you can't wait until your wedding night.
"I... I'm just not the dating type, Art," you explain mournfully. "And you don't want to date a girl like me, anyway, trust me. You deserve someone nice."
"But... you are nice," Art says, and he really does look like you've just torn his heart out and stomped on it. It's horrible. It's awful. And you feel like a monster for doing it, but what can you do?
He doesn't have a solution until a full week later. He pretends (to you, and himself) that he came up with it all on his own, when in reality it was Patrick's idea. Patrick's suggestion, murmured over the phone in cloying low tones, luring him in like sailor to siren, bee to honey, moth to flame. Art, for all his cleverness, for all his ability to read Patrick like a book, could not see it. He trusted Patrick. He should have, he's sent Patrick some of your pictures, talked about you endlessly. But Patrick was on tour, far, far away, where he could do no harm. And Patrick was taken, as he was so keen to remind Art all the time.
"She doesn't have to fuck you, man," Patrick muses. "Date her. Be her good boy, be her fuckin' sweetheart. She can get dicked down with someone else."
"You're suggesting my girlfriend cheat on me?" Art laughs, and even saying it, my girlfriend, even in hypothetical, makes his heart do a flip.
He can practically picture Patrick's face, screwed up with a mixture of pity and disdain. Poor Art. "Nah, man. I'm suggesting an open relationship, you know? Let her fuck who she wants, she's gonna come home to you."
The conviction in Patrick's voice makes Art's heart somersault. Because there's something about that idea that makes his pulse quicken. Patrick's right. You'll come home to him, your heart - the thing that really matters - will be his. He doesn't like the possessive thing that curls up in his chest and purrs at the idea. But he doesn't fight it.
"What if you didn't have to wait with me?" Art asks.
He's twirling a highlighter over his fingers. Cross-legged on your plush duvet, working at a piece of spearmint chewing gum. Gum you'd offered him, gum that you now kept a small stash of in your desk drawer for evenings just like this. The project you'd been paired up on was long over, the proud 96% sitting in your Stanford grading inbox. Now you're just regular homework buddies. Art sought you out for homework he missed because he was at practice and lecture notes he didn't get. You don't mind. You enjoy it, actually. You just wish you could give him more. Hate that you couldn't be what he deserved. It almost feels like leading him on, when he sits with you until the wee hours, sharing diagrams and passing your textbook back and forth. When he brings you your morning coffee before class, or you bring sandwiches and Gatorade to his practices.
Except now, apparently, he has a solution.
"What?" you ask, blinking at him. "What d'you mean?"
Art flushes. Soft pink. Mostly around the ears, you've noticed, red against the gentle gold of his curls. Evening rose.
"I mean, what if..." he looks away. "You know. You went out with me. Dated me. But you could... 'hook up' with other people when you needed to."
You stare at him. Dumbfounded. Art Donaldson. Is sitting on your bed, asking you for an open relationship? Are you dreaming? Has the world suddenly gone mad? Did you go to bed last night and wake up in an alternate dimesion?
"You... are you suggesting... what I think you're suggesting?" you ask faintly.
He nods, ears burning a truly impressive shade of crimson. You suppose you should be flattered, really, the lengths he's going to date you. Most guys would have given up by now, egos bruised, feelings hurt, hearts shattered. And with most guys, you would have been firmer, clearer, colder. Meaner. But Art isn't most guys. Art is sweet.
"I-- shit, Art, wouldn't you rather just date some other girl like you?" you say helplessly.
"I don't want another girl, I want you," he replies plainly. Like it's the most obvious thing in the world. Like there's no other answer.
And that's all it takes for you to agree. It's impossible to say no to those baby doll eyes. The two of you set ground rules - you don't tell him who or where or how, just that it happened. He doesn't ask you any questions. No one leaves you any marks. Immediate friends, such as Art's tennis circle and his church friends, are off limits. And that's that. He's your boyfriend now.
Art thought it would suffice. He likes being with you. Holding your hand while you walk to class. Seeing you in the stands when he plays a match. Chaste little pecks here and there. But you're like a pit of quicksand, a hurricane. You draw him in quicker than he thought possible, and now he can't breathe, can't think, can't move. The corruption is slow, certain, and inescapable.
He starts to find himself wanting more.
A kiss in his dorm room that deepens instead of stops, one hand cupping your jaw, the other floating to rest on the small of your back, above the waist of your low jeans, on the warm, bare skin there. A glance that feels more than affectionate, his eyes roving over your collarbone, the glint of your skin in the sun, the line of your bra beneath your sheer, tight shirt. He sees you smile at another guy and a hot flash of jealousy surges through him as he wonders if this is one of the guys you're fucking, if that guy, that random piece of shit, gets to touch you, see you, feel you. He tamps it down, and it feels too little, too late.
You'd be a fool not to notice. Stupid, not to feel the press of his hard-on when he hugs you from behind. Not to sense the shift in the way he kisses you, tongue slipping past your lips, hands sliding down further than they usually do. He plays it off, always. An accident. The heat of the moment. But you know. And because you're weak, because you're a terrible person, because ruining Art Donaldson is the most beautiful thing to ever happen to you, you let him.
"Art, do you ever touch yourself?"
He falls off his chair in his hurry to spin around and look at you. From the floor of your dorm, he stares with wide blue eyes and pink cheeks. "Wha--"
You shrug. "You know. Do you ever..." you make a crude gesture with your hand, and he buries his face up to his nose in his collar.
"No," he says, muffled into his tee shirt. "It's sinful."
It takes every fibre of your being not to laugh. He's so precious, so pure, sometimes you wonder why a guy like him could ever be interested in you at all. Your looks are one thing - you know you're hot. But Art likes you. He likes you even when he can't fuck you. He liked you even when you told him you wouldn't date him. He likes you because you're you. Which makes you feel a little shitty about what you do next, but you can't help it.
"So, what, when you're hard, what do you do?" you press casually. "Send up a Hail Mary and wait?"
Art's ears, which peek out over his shirt collar, are so red they could have been on fire. He shakes his head, a little frantically. He flushes easily, you notice, blood flowing quickly whenever he's even mildly embarrassed. It conjures images of his cock, whatever it might look like, red and aching with need. And you feel a lot less bad, the mental image of Art's dick fuelling the way you lean over, sliding off your chair to join him on the floor. You kneel, hands resting on your knees, and you know he's getting an eyeful of your tits. You keep your eyes on his face.
"Show me," you murmur. "I won't touch you. I won't even touch myself. I just wanna see."
He stares at you like you've asked him for his social security number and all his credit card info. Which, honestly, he probably would have given up a little easier. And you're an awful person, because you know the effect you've had on him, especially these days, you know that Art will probably do anything you ask of him, just for the pleasure of pleasing you.
"Please?" you wheedle, cocking your head to one side lightly, staring up at him through your lashes.
And, really, how could he say no to that?
"I-- okay," he says, and he tries to pretend like he's relenting a lot more than he actually is. Pretends like he's doing you a huge favour, as if his cock isn't straining at the mere idea.
Art doesn't jerk off often. He's only ever used his hand once - the single time Patrick showed him. After that, he'd cried in the bathroom and washed his hands so many times he got a contact allergy. But he's figured out an alternative. One that doesn't involve him touching himself at all. So he slides off his sweats, all too aware of your steady eyes on him. You look at him like you've never seen legs before, as if you haven't seen him at a thousand practices. You look at him like you want to eat him.
He tries to tell himself that's not what's making his cock throb in his boxers. He keeps those on, more for his sake than yours.
"You can lie on my bed," you offer innocently.
Art almost moans. Because it's your bed. Because it's yours, and when he lies down it's almost like lying with you. When he buries his face in the pillow, he can smell you, your vanilla and roses body wash, and, beneath it, the gentle smell of you. It's your sheets he starts to cant into, hips rolling in a familiar motion as he starts to work away the desperate pressure in his cock. It's your pillow he bites in a futile attempt to muffle his moans. And when he looks up, eyes half-lidded, he can see you watching him. You're biting your lip, looking flustered, and it's the cutest he's ever seen you, and he moans your name without meaning you.
You keep your promise, hands folded neatly in you lap as you watch Art rut into your bed like a wild animal, like he's in fucking heat, like your sheets are a person and he's fucking it. Like your sheets are you, you realise, as his eyes meet yours and he whines your name. He's pretending he's fucking you. It's hard not to give up and shove one hand into your panties, but for his sake, you try. Art's moans are almost musical, and with a sharp slap of embarrassment, you're reminded of the sounds he makes when he hits the ball at practice. The same whining grunts of exertion, except now they're fuelled by pleasure, spurred on by the desperate grind of his hips into your sheets, not a fucking tennis ball.
"Oh, oh, fuck," Art's voice gets a little higher. "Oh, fuck, it's so good--"
You can feel yourself soaking through your panties, and you shift slightly. His movements grow a little more erratic, hands balling up into white-knuckled fists into the soft fabric of your sheets. You drink it all in while you can - his ears are red, his cheeks are pink. You follow the curve of his ass in his boxers. You stare at the muscles in his thighs. The bones of his hips.
Art gets breathy when he's about to cum. Breathy, very whiny, almost crying if you're being honest. You file that information away for later.
"Please, please, can I?" he gasps, staring up at you with pupils blown wide with lust. "Can I cum, please, fuck, need it, need it-- you-- fuck, please?"
It's surprising he can even string together a full sentence. "Of course, baby," you murmur, already resolved to not changing your sheets until after you've cum in them too.
Another nugget of information: Art favours a deep grind when he cums, like he's looking for a place to put it, to bury it, looking to breed, to mark, to keep. The sight of him pushing his hips as far into your mattress as he can before he cums, a cry of your name and a shuddering breath slipping from his lips, will probably fuel your nighttime ventures for the next few weeks. You'll use it when you find your next hook up, it'll probably send you right over the edge.
You don't know when you started thinking of Art while you fucked other guys. You just know that now, it's tricky to get off without it. It's hard enough biting your tongue so you avoid saying his name. Now, you'll have the image of his face when he cums locked in your brain forever.
"Shit," Art curses, still breathless, sitting up to examine the sticky mess soaking from the front of his gingham boxers, all the way into your sheets. "Sorry."
You just shake your head. "Don't worry about it. That was... really hot. That's actually how you get yourself off?"
He nods, embarrassed. When he shuffles off to shower, borrowing your shower caddy and a towel, you wait until your door click, and then you practically rip open your nightstand. It takes less than ten minutes with a vibrator and the memory of Art's voice moaning your name for you to add your cum to his. You imagine his hips fucking into you, not your sheets. You imagine pulling his stupid fucking purity ring off and wearing it like some fucked-up engagement ring. His hands are so big, you'd probably have to wear it on your thumb. His hands. You imagine them grabbing you, holding you, sliding up your skin. You wonder what it would be like to have him revere you, not his God. Worship you. You want him to, you think. The idea of him shattering every promise he's ever made, just to be inside you? It sends you over the edge with a muffled cry of his name.
It's that feeling, that messy need for him, that drives you to that frat party. You told him, obviously, and while he seemed sort of put-off when you mentioned you were probably going to sleep with someone, he told you it was okay. Told you to be safe.
You wish you could tell him, but you're worried it'll scare him off. Don't worry, Art, every guy I fuck, I pretend he's you. And now I'll have the knowledge of exactly what you look and sound like when you cum to help me out! Not exactly girlfriend material.
Still, you're thinking of Art when your eyes land on a boy playing beer pong. He's tall, all messy black curls and tanned skin. Handsome, too, if you're being honest, in a messy, frat boy-y kind of way. Hook up hot. You're thinking of Art when he waves you over, holding up a beer like it's a peace offering. You're thinking of Art when you give him your name and ask for his.
"Patrick," he tells you easily. "Patrick Zweig."
#art donaldson x reader#art donaldson x fem reader#challengers smut#art donaldson smut#kit.writes#open relationship au
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Simon discovers something unexpected:
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Simon Riley/female reader (single mom)
The first time Simon meets you, itâs on the rooftop of the apartment building in the middle of the morning.
Heâs up here for a smoke, his first in hours, his body anxiously craving the nicotine after sitting on a cramped train for too long after the final debrief. His muscles are sore, stitches in his leg bothering him, mind is exhausted, and all he wants to do is smoke a cigarette and then collapse on the bed inside the flat that he hasnât seen for months.
When he gets to the roof, after climbing four flights of stairs because the bloody elevator is broken, heâs greeted with two surprises. One, there is a garden up here now, multiple raised beds enclosed in sturdy two by sixes, and two⊠you are kneeling on the brick between them.
Youâre on your knees, digging around, dirt smudged on your clothes, purple garden gloves caked with soil. Youâre talking aloud too, rooting around in the plants and singing out names of vegetables and their corresponding colors, occasional pulling something green loose and stuffing it in a bag. He glances around the roof, confused, but sees no one but you, your voice carrying on the wind to where he stands by the clunky metal door.
When he gets closer, he realizes youâre not talking to yourself at all, but to a baby. A tiny baby tucked into a carrier, whoâs eyes are wide and somewhat tracking your hand movements while you point to things in the garden bed, in the sky, on the ground.
âAnd this is a parsnip.â You say, brushing some rust-colored earth from the root and turning it in your hand. âTheyâre not very tasty raw but arenât terrible cooked.â The baby watches you in awe, little feet and arms kicking and swinging while you smile and nod at them, like you think they understand anything youâve just said. âYeah! A parsnip!â Youâre smiling, your face is bloody radiant as you nod down to the baby, one of your hands rubbing dirt from your skin onto your pants before youâre reaching out to grab a cloth from the babyâs lap and mopping up something on their chin. The action causes you to shift, your head turning enough to catch him in your peripherals, body tensing like youâve been frozen, shoulders raising under your ears before you loosen and relax, squinting up at him in the sun. âHi.â You blink, glancing back down to the carrier. âI uh, didnât realize anyone else was up here.â He swallows, trying to give you a response, brain fracturing at the seam as it frantically attempts to recall words, civilian words like hello, or hi, or sorry. Itâs difficult, because heâs a little distracted by how the light refracting in your eyes, the way itâs shining on your skin and hair, bathing you in the early morning glow like youâre some sort of angel. Heâs still a few feet away, but he thinks he can see entire universes in your irises, every color ever imagined shimmering in the rays of the sun.
His brain finally catches up, and his mouth thankfully remembers how to form words.
âSorry, didnât mean to disturb you.â Heâs polite and you shrug, nodding to your little companion.
âYouâre not disturbing us. We were just harvesting some vegetables.â You smile brightly, casually stripping off the gloves while you rock up from your knees into a standing position. If the mask bothers you, you donât outwardly show it, and your posture is relaxed when stand in front of him. âIsnât that right, Emmaline?â You coo down to the baby, who wiggles in her carrier as a response, face lighting up at the sound of your voice, or her name. Heâs not sure. Do you live here? Are you⊠her mum? The babysitter? Who are you?
You give him a once over, briefly, and he watches your smile shift from genuine to forced when your eyes land on his hands. The smokes. Heâs holding a pack of cigarettes in one hand, and you clear your throat, brushing some dirt off the front of your clothes. âWe were actually just finishing up.â You bend at the waist to pull the carrier into the crook of your elbow, supporting its weight with your hip, and slide the handles of the bag full of green things onto your opposite shoulder. âRoofâs all yours.â He feels a pang of regret, like he doesnât want you to go, the sentiment unnatural to him, unsettling. You obviously live in the building, he thinks. But where? Do you lug that carrier up and down the steps all the time, just to get up here? He frowns.
âI can wait.â He tries to stop you, guilt running thick in his veins, and you shake your head.
âItâs lunchtime anyway.â You incline your head to little Emmaline, whoâs face is growing a little scrunchy, like sheâs upset, and he swallows.
âAlright, then.â You give him another nod, and head off towards the door. He grits his teeth, fingers tensing around the thin carboard in his hand, the little box holding his salvation safely in its grasp, but his eyes slide to where you walk away, and he canât help but notice the way the carrier lightly bumps against your hips as they sway. Bloody hell.
#peaches writes#light on#simon riley#simon riley x reader#simon ghost riley#simon ghost riley x reader#female reader#give this man a baby#please
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realizing that they're in love with you
seventeen Ă gn reader fluff, svt being soft for s/o, comfort warnings: mentions of food, alcohol word count: 1.4k author's notes: my first ever requested article. to the anon who sent me this, i love you so much and thank you so so much for sending it in, i hope you like it, and i'm so sorry it took so much time, my brain was smoked for a bitđ but i absolutely loved writing it. i had to read similar stuff by other svt writers (mainly @emocheol how seventeen realized you were âthe oneâ and @suhnshinehaos the soft italicized 'oh' moment) to get into it. please do check them out too, i love it!!
⌠choi seungcheol
seungcheol had come home late in the evening, tired and exhausted. work was rough, the boys were chaotic, and all he wanted now was some peace and quiet. the moment he sees you at home, however, all his stress just melts away. you're just there, smiling at him, asking about his day, but he already feels so much better. and when you stay up all night, sitting with him and helping him work through his troubles, that's when it hits him. he wants you by his side as his support, forever.
⌠yoon jeonghan
you both were out for dinner with your friends. two hours and 3 glasses of beer in, the chatter had cooled down into private conversations. you were talking to one of your colleagues when you notice jeonghan zoning out in the middle of the gathering. realising he's run out of his social battery, you say your goodbyes and stand up, and drag a drowsy han back to your car. it's not until the next morning that jeonghan understands everything and smiles to himself. a person who deciphers him state of mind? maybe you were his best match after all.
⌠hong jisoo
jisoo had gone to his hometown for some two weeks to spend with his mom. he was so excited for it he didnt even notice how much you hated him leaving you. he had been quite busy during his vacation, meeting friends, spending time with mom, but something kept troubling his mind. something he had no answer for. even the voice calls and facetimes didnt help. then he returns and sees your face among all other blurred people and smiles. he never wants to stay away from you, he realises.
⌠moon junhui
between work and practice, jun hadnt really noticed his birthday approaching. coming home after work one day, a familiar scent welcomes him. he goes to the kitchen to find a pot of simmering hotpot broth and its ingredients sliced and kept aside. with the emotions flooding in with every whiff, he doesnt notice you hugging him from the back while singing a 'happy birthday' softly, and turning him around to kiss a gentle kiss on his forehead. he has no words to say; he only embraces you tight and cries on your shoulder as the members, who had arrived a little after him on your request, watch. he doesnt say anything, his eyes conveying that he's grateful for everything you've done
⌠kwon soonyoung
if you ask his friends, kwon soonyoung was a very weird person. he says he's an introvert (well, his MBTI said that), but he's as extroverted as they get. he pretends to be a tiger most of the times and his behaviour is VERY unpredictable. everyone thought he'd be difficult to tolerate or balance out. but then you came along. now they've got two very weird people to deal with. they had talked to soonyoung how he'd met his match, but he never thought more of it, until he sees you with his friends and sees something of himself in the way you are with them. he'd finally found someone who'd match his weird.
⌠jeon wonwoo
wonwoo's camera roll was full. which only meant one thing: time to save all the pics to his laptop. he inserts the sd card into the computer and opens the file. his face instantly lights up. you had always been shy in front of camera lens. meeting wonwoo was one of the best moments of your life, but it still took time for you to adjust to his captures. that didn't stop him from considering you his muse, the one he's love to click again and again and again. seeing you smiling in the pictures he took warmed his heart. you could be camera shy, but he only ever loved capturing you.
⌠lee jihoon
jihoon is a workaholic through and through. he wouldnt think twice about missing food and sleep if its to get his work done. you'd often complained about him working saturdays too. imagine the surprise his team had when he called in to announce a day off. like, what caused the mighty lee jihoon to take a day off on a saturday?? the answer was at his home, lying between his arms, a sleepy you that had cuddled your way into his arms in the early morning hours. he'd fallen in love watching you be so comfortable with him. you'd convinced him to stay home once in a while.
⌠lee seokmin
company celebrations usually always ended with fireworks. and usually, you watched it with everyone else in the hall. but this time, seokmin arranged for the keys of the roof for you two to have a better and private view of the sparklers. you sneak in with him, giggling and tripping over your own feet in the dark as you reach the roof to see the spectacular show. you walk ahead, mind blown by how much more beautiful it looked from up here. but seokmin had his eyes locked on something else. you. he'd rather admire you than watch the fireworks.
⌠kim mingyu
food was mingyu's love language. he absolutely LOVED cooking food and feeding it to his loved ones. but since after he met you, he realised he especially loved cooking for you. he loved cooking your comfort food for you. he cooked your mom's recipes when he felt that you missed home a little too much. he loved to listen to your comments when he experimented with the ingredients. it's during one such preparation when it dawned on him. he'd love to make food for you for a very long time.
⌠xu minghao
you'd always been mesmerised hearing hao speak chinese. he doesnt use it very much; pretty much only when he's calling his family or sometimes when speaking with junhui, who's also from china. to say chinese was becoming second to him wouldnt be false because he's using so much korean in his daily life. one day, while walking around the house, he hits his toe on the couch and lets out a sharp curse in his mother tongue. you gasp and say "oh my! hao just cursed," and hao quickly turns his head towards you. it's not what you said, it was how you said it that surprised him. you had responded to him in chinese?? you explain to him how you started taking small classes in learning chinese so that he could converse comfortably with you too. you even asked him to help you. hao swore once again, but in his head. someone was ready to go to such lengths for him? he's truly fallen in love with you.
⌠boo seungkwan
seungkwan had begged for you to stay overnight. it was difficult of course, because you both were tired from work. but when he pulls the ultimate puppy eyes, you couldn't really refuse. you went through an elaborate routine of doing skincare and bathing as a way of relaxing, and watching sappy sitcoms until you both fell asleep to the white noise of the tv. seungkwan woke up first, but his breath hitched seeing you asleep next to him. apart from the little snores and a string of drool from the corner of you mouth, you looked so adorable, snuggled in next to him; so tiny, and so so cute. he stayed there, watching you, silently wishing he could see you like this every morning.
⌠chwe hansol
everyone says hansol has a weird sense of humour. it's not that he doesn't make good jokes, it's just that no one reacts in the way he wishes. so when he goes, "why did the bicycle take a nap? because it was two-tiered" and you end up crying of laughter among the dead silence of his friends, he feels a blush creep up his cheeks. someone who laughs at his corny jokes? that has to be the soulmate he never believed in.
⌠lee chan
chan cannot deny that he loves smiling. laughing. chuckling. he loves to be filled with happiness at all times. whether it's through his own jokes, or his friends' crazy antics, he wishes to be happy most of the time. that's how he realises one day that being with you makes him smile automatically. there is absolutely no specific reason. seeing you, talking to you, listening to you talk about anything and everything. no matter what you do, you always manage to bring a smile to his face. he doesnt really understand it though, how it happens. but one thing's for sure. he wishes to remain happy with you always.
#seventeen#svt#svt x reader#svt imagines#svt reactions#svt scenarios#svt fluff#svt ot13#scoups x reader#jeonghan Ă reader#joshua x reader#jun x reader#hoshi x reader#wonwoo x reader#woozi Ă reader#mingyu x reader#the8 x reader#dk x reader#seungkwan x reader#vernon x reader#dino Ă reader#articles.ris
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Something Iâve been curious about if it wouldnât break the bit: are you one buckaroo or several sharing a name and persona?
greetings bud thank you for asking FIRST OF ALL want to say to you or anyone reading this post that i am not upset over this question and i am not upset with you. you have kindness in your trot and i know you are just asking to prove love in your own way. buds reading this please do not harass this person in fact maybe give them a follow or a like, they are trying their best.
OKAY NOW THAT IS OUT OF THE WAY i will talk on my feelings of this with simple statement:
this is not a bit.
i understand it can be difficult to accept this for some, especially in world where absurdity and cynical humor is so popular, but i am very sincere. even though i make jokerman jokes sometimes, even in my writing, tinglers are not supposed to be funny as a concept. if you laugh at them that is TOTALLY OKAY i understand this way when confronted with something out of the box but that is not the point of them at all. the point is that LOVE IS REAL for everyone (there are other points but that is a broad one)
now on to why i trot my trot in this way. first off is to protect my privacy this is simple enough. when i talk on son jon or sweet barbara or any other way i am adding a layer of secrets by changing names or relations or towns but that is just a fancy outfit for the real truth. i am NOT creating a character, i am protecting myself.
second and more important is that when i TALK IN MY UNIQUE WAY i am expressing myself without masking, which is something old chuck does every single day out there in the world as someone on the autism spectrum. i am VERY GOOD AT MASKING you would probably not know chuck was autistic when talking to me unless you were a close bud. but unfortunately this masking way creates very real tension in my body. i have trotted with CHRONIC PAIN for most of my life heading to emergency rooms where kind and handsome t-rex doctors could not figure out what the heck was goin on. basically LIVED in the dang emergency room. eventually chuck learned i carried my body TOO TIGHT from masking all the time, but what i realized is that allowing myself a space to type freely without way of punctuation or other restrictions and LETTING MY HEART SING to just be myself without masking made this tension release. pain started going away. GRAND IRONY of course is that when im trotting as chuck i wear a pink mask to take off my OTHER MASK of a neurotypical bud.
that is why i protect my way of speaking freely as well. if someone says 'well you need to talk like this right now' i stand tall and say NO BUD THIS IS MY SPACE AND I WILL EXPRESS MYSELF IN THIS WAY AND YOU AN TROT ON IF YOU WANT. this is firm boundary for me and my health.
anyway buckaroo to sum that up again: yes i am one person and this is not a bit
if you want to know more about my way on the autism spectrum i wrote a tingler about how it feels to have others say you are 'playing a character' and not actually neurodivergent. i think tumblr buds might enjoy so i will add it down here LOVE IS REAL thank you for your question
NOT POUNDED BY THE PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF SOMEONE ELSE'S DOUBT IN MY PLACE ON THE AUTISM SPECTRUM BECAUSE DENYING SOMEONE'S PERSONAL JOURNEY AND IDENTITY LIKE THAT IS INCREDIBLY RUDE SO NO THANKS
#chuck tingle#character#neruodivergent#masking#autism#autism spectrum#tingleverse#love is real#tingler#good talks with buds#buckaroo lifestyle
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campfire games
luke castellan x reader - percy jackson and the olympians
[established relationship, fem!daughter of ares reader]
summary: bets are fun, until they arenât. youâre fine though. luke knows youâre an absolute badass.
warning: pushy male behaviour, suggestive comments, swearing, bets, threats, assault (physical), sexual harassment.
word count: 1.6k
(help iâm writing too many of these but this is the only other good one also feel free to leave requests yall iâm on summer break i have so much time and need something to do đ€©đ€©)
(also i am still in love with luke castellan thank you very much I CAN FIX HIM PLSSSS)
(also very sorry to anyone named andrew it was the first name i thought of)
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there wasnât much that your siblings in the ares cabin liked more than winning capture the flag, but watching you tear down another boysâ ego was definitely one of those few things.
campfires were great for many reasons. singing, marshmallows, gamesâand bets. when chiron and mr d. turned in for the night early, something that rarely happened, the bets would come out. guys would try and talk to you, your siblings would intercept them, find out what they wanted, then place bets among themselves and with other campers as to how long it would take you to tear them down a few notches, or, on occasion, tear them a new one.
clarisse patted your shoulder as two of your brothers talked to another camper. âincoming.â
âdetails?â you picked at the chipped red polish of your fingernails.
âson of apollo. been here for about two months. andrew. something about wanting to go on a date with you and thinking youâre prettier than the aphrodite girls.â she rolled her eyes. âhe tried it on with me before and doesnât like taking no for an answer, so break his spirit completely. or, you know, his bones.â
you saluted her teasingly. âyes, maâam. you can count on me, sergeant.â
she patted your shoulder again with a joking grin. âgood on you, private. godspeed.â
with that, she left you sitting alone.
well, not really alone.
luke castellan had somehow ended up as your bodyguard in all of these cases. probably something to do with the fact that youâd been dating in secret for the last three months. you werenât a huge fan of keeping your relationship a secret, but when youâd told clarisse, she told you that her and your other siblings wanted to keep making easy money, and betting on me was the best way to do that. since everyone thought you and luke hated each other anyway, it was easy enough to keep it up, but as your mocking remarks turned to teasing, then to flirting, it was getting more and more difficult. and as he was getting more attractive each day, it was getting harder not to kiss him in front of everyone at camp.
you swivelled in your seat to look up at him. he was sitting three rows back, almost hidden in the darkness, a distinctly put out look on his face.
âyou hear that?â you asked with raised eyebrows and a grin on your face. âhe thinks iâm prettier than the aphrodite girls. when have you ever said that?â
âi told you youâre prettier than a model one time and you punched me,â he said dryly. âand then i said you look like a goddess while fighting and you punched me again.â
âin my defence, i did hate you at the time.â you shrugged. âgot my back?â
âalways.â he said seriously.
you grinned and winked at him as you turned around, waiting for the newest idiot to come annoy you.
luke had, once upon a time, been one of those idiots in your mind. he irritated you to no end. he was better than you at sword fighting, so you bested him at everything else. he was more popular than you, so you became one of the most well-liked people at camp. all of your attempts to break him down, however, only made him fall in love with you. now, there you were, wishing you could be sitting beside him instead of waiting for some loser to come annoy you to death.
ây/n, hey.â andrew said, sitting next to you, probably a little too close.
you looked over at him. âandrew, right?â
he nodded, his smile widening as you knew his name.
you sat up straighter and scrutinised him, looking him up and down. âyeah, you look like an andrew.â
you heard luke hide a laugh in his cup behind you.
andrewâs face fell a little, but he regained it quickly. âheard you were one of the best fighters in camp.â
âi am.â
âthatâs pretty cool. i mean, i can help you become the best if you want.â
âno, i think iâm okay.â
âcome on, i mean, everyone needs to improve. even the self-proclaimed best. bet iâm better at archery than you at least.â
you looked over at his smirk and had to stop yourself from smirking too. this would be too easy. âno. thanks, though. iâm good on my own. one of the best, remember.â
âyou could be better. we should have a little challenge. a game.â
âi only play games with people i like.â
âyou could like me.â he leaned a little closer. you leaned away slightly. âi bet i could make you like me.â
you had to stop yourself from laughing. âyeah, i donât think so, buddy.â
âbuddyâ was usually all it took to break a manâs ego. youâd used it on luke many times during unusually flirtatious sparring, back when you still pretended to hate his guts. it didnât work on him anymore, but it usually worked perfectly on everyone else.
andrew didnât falter. âi bet i could. give me a chance. let me take on a date. show you a good time.â
âno, thanks,â you said calmly. your siblings were watching intently. clarisse looked ready to step in if you needed it. you wondered what heâd said or done to her to put her on edge. then you realised it wasnât what heâd done to her. it was what he was about to do to you.
his hand was on your thigh, gripping onto the bare skin by the hem of your shorts.
his hand was on your thigh.
gross.
you looked up at him, eyes sharp. you could hear luke shifting slightly behind you. âwhat are you doing?â you voice was deathly calm.
âshowing you that i can show you a good time, princess.â his voice oozed honeyâsickly sweet and sticky, like a fly trap. good thing you hated honey.
âhow about i show you how many bones there are in the hand? by breaking every single one.â your voice was equally as saccharine sweet, but your eyes were glaring daggers into his and your jaw was set tight.
he just shifted his hand higher. you tried to push him off but he was strong. annoyingly strong.
he tutted. âcome on, sweetheart. youâre gonna make a scene.â
you finally managed to peel his hand off your skin. âiâll make a scene, alright. get off me and leave me alone. and while youâre at it, leave my sister alone too.â
he raised his hands, a sickening, sleazy smirk on his face. âi was just being nice, princess. you and your sister need to relax. you especially. i can help you relax.â
âoh, iâd love that. you know how i relax?â you tilted your head mockingly, eyes hard. âi punch my enemies in the face.â
he laughed. âyouâre cute. now, come on. itâs not like youâve got anything going for yourself. i mean, youâre hot, sure, but no guys ever gonna look at you when they realise how much of a bitch you are. not like i will.â
you rolled your eyes and stood up. it was time to go and sit by luke. it grated at you, but if he wouldnât listen to you, maybe heâd listen to another guy.
he didnât let you leave. his hand gripped your wrist and pulled you back to him as he stood up too. you were chest to chest with him. he towered over you, at least six inches taller. you stepped back, but he pulled you in by your waist and laughed.
âlook at how good we look together,â he smirked. âi could show youââ
you punched him in the stomach. he doubled over, finally letting you go, so you kneed his diaphragm. he gasped for air as you stepped back. your friend chris rodriguez whistled appreciatively.
âtouch me, or anyone here, ever again and i wonât just hurt you.â you hissed at him. âiâll beat your ass, then iâll drag you past the boundary and leave you for the monsters. got it?â
he nodded, still hunched over.
âgood boy,â you grit out.
âfucking bitch,â he grunted.
your eyes darkened, but you didnât do anything. your siblings were right behind him, all ready to drag him away. âgood luck walking tomorrow, andrew.â
âgood luck finding a guy stupid enough to fuck you,â he scorned.
you laughed. âhey, luke?â
âyeah, babe?â he stepped down beside you, his hand settling on your hip and pulling you gently into his side. andrew faltered at the sight. he probably hadnât even realised luke was up there.
âare you stupid enough to fuck me?â you asked with raised eyebrows.
he looked like he was trying not to laugh. âoh, iâm way past stupid.â
you didnât care about any of your siblingâs bets anymore. you didnât care that people thought you hated each other. you especially didnât care that everyone was watching. you kissed him. and in front of the whole camp, he kissed you back.
your siblings groaned in disappointment, knowing their betting days were over, but you didnât care. you smiled the stupidest smile ever as you pulled away, feeling like youâd just had your first kiss all over again.
âwhat?â he asked quietly.
ânothing.â you shook your head. âjust glad we donât have to hide anymore.â
after months of kissing behind buildings, pretending to fight in public and avoiding each other so people wouldnât find out, it felt honestly freeing to kiss him in the open.
he kissed you again as your siblings dragged andrew away. âand all it took was an asshole.â
âthanks for not stepping in,â you said. âi had it handled.â
âoh, i know you did. i was more than happy to watch you destroy his ego.â
âgood, because if you had stepped inââ
âiâd be going home in an ambulance?â he smiled.
âno, youâd be going home in a hearse.â
âah, my bad.â
as the campfire kept burning, you sat down with luke. your legs were pressed against his and his arm was around your waist. there wasnât much that you liked more than tearing boyâs egos down, but being with luke castellan was definitely one of those few things.
#luke castellan#luke castellan x reader#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson#pjo x reader#pjo#charlie bushnell#luke castellan x you
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ik it would be very out of character but iâd LOVE to see ungodly hourâs jk react to oc admitting she likes (or loves đ«Ł) him!! knowing him heâd cry
thank you for your amazing work !!!! ly<3
honestly let me just write about it
Ungodly Hour
Word Count: 3.413
Warning: dirty talking, oral sex (f), alcohol intake, intoxicated/unprotected sex, fingering, creampie, overstimulation, riding, love confessions,
âOkay,â Jungkook enters the living room hastily as you arrive, a gift bag in your hand. âI finally finished it.â
âYou know you didnât have to make me wait until you were done.â you tell Jungkook as you sit on the couch. âIâve had the gift for weeks now.â
âWe couldnât exchange gifts until mine was complete.â Jungkook says.
Jungkook had insisted on waiting to exchange gifts. You knew he was making you something - he kept it hidden in an extra bedroom that he locked to assure you didnât peek. He also refused to look at whatever gift you got him and prompted that you take it out the house so he himself would be tempted.Â
âWell,â you hold out the gift bag - itâs medium sized and a sparkly blue. âMerry Christmas.â
Jungkook notes that youâre nervous as he takes the bag and he isnât sure why. He would be happy with whatever you gave him - even if he was surprised initially that you told him you got him a gift. He would often think about what it was.
Jungkook opens the gift bag and takes out the rectangular box. He sees the bottom first - itâs a solid yellow color. He flips it around to inspect it, the rest of the sides being black. His eyes capture the name on the top of the box. His eyes widened.Â
âY/NâŠ?â
Now Jungkook understands why youâre nervous. His eyes flicker to you in disbelief. âThis camera is expensive!â he gasps. âHow did you know-â
âI saw it on your wishlist.â you say, licking your lips. âWhen you let me borrow your laptop, you left a few tabs open.â
You werenât going to admit that you were snooping for answers. Jungkook seemingly had everything there was to get and buying a gift for him was becoming difficult.Â
Jungkook opens the box gently, his eyes softening at the camera. âYou mustâve spent a lot on itâŠâ he says, trailing off. He knows the exact price and knowing that you spent thousands on a gift for him pulls at his heart strings. âThank you.â
You give Jungkook a smile. âI can finally quit my job now that Iâve spent a few checks on a gift.â you say, joking with Jungkook to lighten the mood.Â
âYou can!â Jungkook smiles back with a nod.
âJust kidding.â you sing-song. âDonât be so gullible.â
Jungkook rolls his eyes and snorts. He places the camera beside him. âAlways teasing me with a good time.â he murmurs. âNow for yours.â
Jungkook had wrapped the canvas neatly. Itâs a decent size, you noticed, maybe 11 inches all around. Your heart is beating with anticipation as you unwrap it.
Jungkook awaits your reaction, his own nerves hiking. âDo youâŠlike it?â he murmurs. You havenât said anything and instead have been analyzing the painting silently, expression unreadable.
The painting is full of life, emotion. The scenery is what you initially noted, a mountain of flowers that seemingly went on for miles by the way Jungkook had painted it. The flowers are colorful, different shades of yellow, orange and pink. The sky holds bright gray clouds, covering the sun that appears to be setting. What captures your attention fully are the hands. Both pairs of hands are connected by the pinky with one wrist sporting a gold watch and the other a bracelet while the arms are painted to appear out of the canvas frame.
âThis is us.â you say aloud, glancing up at Jungkook. It was a picture you and he had taken a few weeks back. You recall telling Jungkook that it was one of your favorite pictures of the two of you together that didnât showcase faces.Â
Jungkook nods. âIt is.â he agrees. âYou said it was your favorite picture so I painted it.â
Your throat tightens at his words.
Fuck Jeon Jungkook, you think, because this was entirely too much for you to handle. Your mother didnât raise a weak woman who felt like she was seconds away from crying tears because of how happy she felt.
You blame it on your period that must be nearing - even if you never cry on your period.Â
âThank you.â you murmur to Jungkook, glancing away shyly to avoid his gaze. âI love it.â you say sincerely, and the admission causes Jungkook to smile.
âYouâre d-drunk.â Jungkook snorted before full on laughing as you stumbled through his bedroom door.
âFuck you.â you retort, plopping yourself down onto Jungkookâs large bed. âSo are you.â you slur back.
Jungkook doesnât deny it.
This is what happens when you drink with friends - more importantly, Jimin. It was nothing new, Jimin always insisted on going into the new year buzzed - this time, they all just went a little overboard. Luckily, Jungkook had agreed for the party to be at his apartment so he could just walk down the hall to his bedroom.
Of course, Jungkook would soon come to regret it because that meant that he would have to clean the mess they made in the morning - but you were with him, so that was a plus.
âNot as drunk as you.â Jungkook closes the door behind him, along with the loud music and laughter of everyone just down the hall in his living room. âTold you to not challenge Jimin.â
âFuck JiminâŠâ you murmur to yourself, more so because Jungkook was right.
However, you wouldnât say you challenged Jimin - he was the one who came to you with a whole cup of alcohol declaring that you were, in his words, too much of a coward to drink.
It was a complete set up, Jungkook knows this, but the only thing he could do was assure you had water and a lot of greasy food ready for when you were going to need it - and luckily he was there to do so. Youâre sure you wouldâve been passed out long ago.
Jungkook squints his eyes at you, an attempt to get a look at your lying figure. You and he had matched tonight - an idea that was yours. You wore a long sleeved-black dress with a deep v cut that stopped mid thigh while he wore a compressed black shirt (by your request ) and ripped jeans.Â
âDo you need to throw up?â Jungkook asks, stumbling closer to you when he hears a low moan-like whine. âI told you not to drink so-â
âShut up,â you sit up and look directly at Jungkook. âCan I sit on your face?âÂ
Jungkook stops in his tracks, his doe eyes widening slightly. Yes is what he wants to say - he loves the act of pleasuring you. However, heâs unsure if he should be doing anything with you in your intoxicated state.Â
âYouâre drunk-â
âWeâre drunk.â you correct, eyes narrowing at him - and also focusing on him all of the same because the room was still spinning.Â
âTrue.â Jungkook murmurs to himself, trailing off. âStill, I donât want to take advantage-â
âSave the theatrics, Kookie.â youâre already tugging your underwear off, the lacy material falling right by his bed. âUnless youâŠâ
You donât finish your sentence and Jungkook titls hisnhead. âWhat?â
ââŠunless you suddenly donât like me anymore.â you whisper, and slowly, your eyes widen as if you had figured out the biggest secret. No other world conspiracy was important - not the Bermuda triangle, not whoever the fuck Jack the Ripper is or whether if Atlantis was ever real. No, not even your favorite cold cases could be as important as this new revelation of Jeon Jungkook not liking you anymore.Â
âNow youâre extremely drunk .â Jungkook cackles. âOf course I like you!â
It brings Jungkookk back to when you were convincing him that you liked him, now it was the other way around. His heart swells with your drunken ramblings and overall cute appearance.Â
âYou donât.â You cross your arms over your chest. âYou refuse to have me sit on your face.â you say, and Jungkook realizes that he truly spoils you like everyone claims he does - you never got told no to mainly anything.Â
âSo who gets to sit on your face?â you ask with narrow eyes. âI bet-â
âDonât say that girl's name.â Jungkook cuts you off before you can get started. âYou know youâre my girl, Y/N.â
âSo you hate me.â you deadpan, saying the words matter-of -factly. âAll of a sudden you arenât obsessed-â
âI am!â Jungkook interrupts, raising his voice. He couldnât believe that this was a conversation that needed to be had and if he remembered this sober, itâs something he was definitely going to tease you about.Â
âHm.â you uncross your arms and stand to your feet. âI'm going to go party with Jimin.âÂ
Jungkook steps in front of you. âYou arenât wearing any underwear.â he states. âThat and youâre already had enough to drink-â
âIf you arenât going to fuck me,â you wave your hand in his face to stop his speech. âthen Iâm going to go out there and drink with Jimin.â
If Jimin knew that he was the person that would be used against him it would cause ultimate chaos in the groupchat and in his friend group.Â
Jungkook licks his lips. He doesnât have time to entertain his and your friends any longer. He can only imagine how it would look if he chased after you because you wanted to be drunk and petty. The room is already spinning for him as it is for you and he knows that it wouldnât be a good idea.Â
âYouâre such a bitchâŠâ Jungkook murmurs, tone low. Itâs a tone that youâre all too familiar with - and you know that you had Jungkook where you wanted him. âGet on the bed.â
You do as youâre told, laying on Jungkookâs bed and open your legs, dress hiking up entirely.Â
Jungkook drops to his knees and hooks his hands beneath your thighs. You yelp when he snatches you closer to him. His lips place themselves onto your inner thigh and he presses a kiss. âI spoil you too much.â
Jungkook kisses closer and closer to your heat and he does so to tease you. âYou looked so good tonight.â He couldnât help but cave, wanting to give you whatever you wanted of him.Â
Fingernails dig into your skin as Jungkook speaks against your skin.Â
âYou did, too.â you hitch your breath when you feel Jungkook's lips directly against your clit.Â
Jungkook kisses it gently. âThank you, baby. So needy.â
Your back arches when you feel it, wet tongue sliding directly up your clit. He dips it between your folds, holding you directly still so he can pleasure you like you desperately wanted him to.Â
Eyes flickering up, Jungkook grunts. So beautiful, he always thinks of you. You couldnât help but grow spoiled because he never told you no for anything. However, it wasnât something he could help - you donât ask for much to begin with.
The room continues to spin, but you no longer care. Your body erupts with arousal and it clouds your being entirely. You shouldâve never drunk as much as you did, but there was no taking back the past. Besides, you cannot remember being filled with lust when you would drink prior - youâre unsure why you appear so insatiable.
âFeels so good, Kookie.â you moan, hips buckling against the rhythm of his tongue. The top half of the dress constricts your body entirely and you cannot wait until you can get out of it. âSo, so good.â
Jungkook's eyes are as dark as can be and heâs positive he is a man starved right now. The alcohol runs through his system and causes his movement to be sloppy, but capable. His tongue completely savors your arousal, suckling on your clit to dipping between your folds and now, plunging it inside of you entirely.
âYou must want me to fuck you.â Jungkook disclosed. âYour pussyâs clenching around nothing.â
How correct Jungkook was and youâre far from sober, so there was no snarky remark for you to retort with. You were beyond your regular self - you werenât going to deny anything because you truly, desperately wanted Jungkook.
Your sober self would surely be screaming at you when your intoxication wore off.
Jungkook would lean back a bit every few minutes, his lips and chin fully coated in you. His tongue would still be flicking against your swollen clit and heâs truly doing this as an act to tease you further. He likes when your breath - that youâd be holding - would release when he gave you a bit of a teasing break, all before he devoured you once more.
âKookie,â you moan Jungkookâs name so lovingly - itâs hard not to want to be between your legs for hours. His hand is bruising the skin of your thigh to hold you against his tongue. âwanna cum.â
Jungkookâs eyes stare into yours, a silent telepathic moment that tells you that he wasnât stopping you from cumming. But he is also not a fool when it comes to you or your body and soon, you feel your pussy - so greedy to be stuffed and full - stretched out with his fingers.
Jungkook loves your whimpering and moaning - more so when you donât hide them from his ears. Thereâs a party right outside his door where people are all huddling to celebrate the new year, and here the two of you were forgetting about them entirely.Â
Jungkook plunges his fingers deep inside of you. He hits the familiar sweet spot he knows so well, your thighs quivering in the process. His tongue licks circles around your clit, fingerings thrusting rhythmically. Your moans bounces off the walls and louder than the muffled music in the background.
Jungkook doesnât mind when your hands grip his hair tightly because he just knows that youâre going through it - and he has no intention of stopping until youâre cumming on his tongue. Itâs close, he notes, the way your walls are clenching around his fingers greedily and your cries grow louder and louder in contrast to the way your fingers grips into his hair.
Jungkook allows you to ride against your own high, laying his tongue flat against your clit and allowing you to grind against his tongue, fingers plunging deep inside of you. Your high comes hard, body twitching and Jungkook allows it all to happen, determined to make sure you are satisfied completely before he stops.
You feel dizzy when your high slowly comes down, your forehead lined with sweat and your body completely flushed. Your body molds itself against Jungkookâs soft sheets, your breathing slowing down.
âWhere are you goingâŠ?â you ask Jungkook when you no longer feel his presence before you. Your eyes flutter open.Â
âNowhere.â Jungkook responds sincerely. âWe should get you out of this dress for bed-â
âBed?â your senses peak and you jolt upright, eyes narrowed once more. âI want to ride you first.â
Jungkook snorts and stumbles back a bit at your sudden action. âYouâve already came so hard, baby. Are you sure-â
You arenât listening to Jungkook in the slightest. Youâre tugging the dress off of you entirely and getting naked right before his eyes.Â
Jungkook is but a man and there isnât much convincing he needs - especially not when youâre tugging him towards you needily. You connect your lips to his while pushing him against the bed. Jungkook loves how needy you are - how much you express that you want him. Of course, he knows that you do any other time - but this time itâs different; getting to witness just how much you want him is a feeling he never knew he craved.
Your fingernails dig into Jungkookâs clothed shoulders as you slowly feel him inside of you. You push him backwards so that heâs laying on the bed, your hips rising and falling.
âFuck,â Jungkook groans, hands firmly on your hips. Youâre going so fast, fully determined to cum once more - and Jungkook couldnât be upset. Your face displays just how good you felt in this moment. âyour pussy feels so good, baby.â
Your pussy clenches around Jungkook as if responding to his words. By the time the pair of you were done, you were going to be bruised entirely with Jungkookâs hand marks.Â
Jungkook finds it hard to look at you - not when you looked so completely fucked out and beautiful. Heâs unsure where your stamina appeared - maybe you were just that fucked out and drunk; that you didnât care that you were overstimulating yourself (and him).Â
Jungkook clenches his eyes shut to get the image of you out of his head, but all it does is follow him in his thoughts. Your naked figure using him to pleasure yourself, your bouncing breast to your creaming pussy dripping all over him and making a complete mess.
Jungkook is so hot - so beautiful himself. Heâs hissing to himself with clenched eyes, experiencing pure bliss just as you were. His forehead is covered in sweat and a few strands of hair are sticking to it.Â
Jungkook feels a hand upon his cheek and his eyes open. They're so dark and full of lust - similar to your own. Your eyes connect to his and Jungkook swallows, adamâs apple bobbing.
âDrunk Y/N is so needy.â Jungkook jokes, voice deep and raspy. âDrunk actions are sober intentions.â
Jungkook begins to thrust upwards, matching your rhythm. His thrusts are brutal, fully determined to satiate your hunger for him. His eyes never leave yours, the pair of you stuck in an intimate, lust-filled moment.
âI-Iâm gonna cum again!â you mewl, breaking eye-contact first to shut them tight. The familiar sensation bubbles into you again and Jungkook only fucks into you harder, pounding with all his might; how the both of you could be drunk and full of stamina is beyond him.
Your walls are squeezing around Jungkook and within seconds, your juices squirt around Jungkook entirely, fully coating his abdomen. âI-I-â Your body is twitching, your head pushed back when Jungkook hears your words. âI love you.â
Jungkook is still for a moment, completely silent. Heâs contemplating if he heard you correctly and before he can speak, you repeat yourself. âI love you.â itâs low and a bit slurred, but Jungkook hears it entirely.
âYouâre drunk.â Jungkook laughs it off, cheeks flushed and heart beating out his chest. He doesnât want to call you a liar - you wouldnât have said it if it wasnât true. However, youâre drunk and maybe you meant to say you loved the way he was fucking you -
âShut up,â you say, walls tightening on Jungkookâs cock. âI do love you.â
You yelp when you feel your back hit the soft mattress, all without Jungkook removing himself from inside of you. The room continues to spin for you two, but neither of you could bring yourselves to care.Â
âYouâre going to forget you said that.â Jungkook begins to thrust, holding you close in his embrace. âGonna deny it until the end of time.â
âI love you.â you repeat and Jungkookâs pounding only increases. Skin slapping echoes off the wall and the two of you are so entranced in the moment that neither of you notice the music dying down outside the room. âI love you so much.â
âI love you, too.â Jungkook whimpers with a shake of his head. His thoughts are consumed by your words - the love confession.Â
Jungkook could never get tired of hearing it and at this moment, you donât get tired of saying it. You repeat it over and over again as Jungkook continues to fuck inside of you. Youâre creaming his cock, a white ring forming around the shaft and Jungkook couldnât get enough of you.
I love you.
I love you.
You love him, Jungkookâs thrilled at the revelation. His head drops back as his body tenses up, his thrust becoming sloppy. âSay it again, baby.â he pleads with a choked whimper. He needed to hear you say it again, as selfish as it was - heâs unsure how long itâd be before he could hear it again.
âFuck,â your pussy is seeping with arousal and staining his sheets, your clit swollen and pulsing. âI love you, Kookie.ââOh, shitâŠI love you, too, baby.â Jungkook continues to stretch your pussy completely until heâs shooting hot cum directly inside of you, a hand directly on your stomach as he does so. Heâs panting, the both of you covered in sweat and bodily fluids.
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âSeventeen and spotting their S/O during a concertâ
A/N: sooo like a lot of you I will be going to Lollapalooza in Berlin in September to see Seventeen. I am very excited to get the chance to see them live after having been a carat for such an incredibly long time. Anyway, hopefully, I will see some of you there! Letâs have a great time together and be extra loud for the boys!
To celebrate Seventeenâs acknowledgement of the European continent, here is a small prompt about them spotting their S/O during their concert. This prompt might be a little short as I am slowly getting back into writing and creating 13 different reactions takes a lot of time so bear with me as I find my footing again!
 Scoups/Seungcheol:
â Coups will be all smiles the moment he spots you in the crowd. You had kept it secret from him that you would be attending, and now it finally makes sense to him why you had been so weird when he asked you what you were going to be doing tonight whilst he was gone.
â He tries not to draw too much attention to you being there, not wanting to make you uncomfortable. However, he is having a difficult time not glancing in your direction and subconsciously wanders near to where you are sitting whenever they are not dancing.
â The moment he sees you are cold, he makes sure to hand over his hoodie to you. For good measure, he donates his bucket hat as well; what if your ears get cold? You know what, he is going to ask the staff to hand you some hot packs, just in case.
â He goes hard on the sexy parts of the songs, giving it his all. He wants to impress you; you better bring some holy water.
Jeonghan
â At first, you might assume that Jeonghan is completely unaware that you are in the crowd, watching him perform. There is nothing to indicate that he has noticed you as he continues to perform as he normally would, cool on the outside.
â However, in actuality, Jeonghan spotted you almost immediately and is absolutely thrilled to see you; he is just more subtle with it than some of the other members. Throughout the concert, he tries to communicate his excitement mainly through small gestures, only noticeable to those who know him well. For instance, he will walk past your spot, giving you a cheeky wink or be a bit more energetic with the members. Â
â He also starts teasing you by making obscure inside jokes and references to funny stories during talking segments, subtly mentioning some of your embarrassing moments he witnessed.
â He will try to convince Seungkwan to force you to sing the Aju Nice high note for his own enjoyment, laughing when you fail.
Joshua
â Joshua always felt apprehensive about inviting you to his concerts, not because he didn't want you there but because he didn't want to pressure you into attending. So when you decide to surprise him by attending without telling him, he turns all mushy.
â He sends you small, soft smiles throughout the concert. The smiling doesnât cease during the performances either; Joshua keeps smiling even during songs where smiling doesn't really fit the concept, as he is supposed to be all sexy and mysterious.
â During the vocal ballads, he seeks you out in the crowd again. Throughout the song, he makes eye contact with you, expressing his love for you through the lyrics of the song.
â When he is asked to sing a song he recently has been listening to during one of the talking segments, he will make sure to sing a snippet of your favourite song. Â
Jun
â Jun is so focused during the concert that he doesn't initially notice you in the crowd. The other members have to point it out to him; Seungkwan gently nudges him during one of the talking segments, bringing your presence to his awareness.
â Rather than getting smiley or more energetic, Jun, instead, gets a bit shy when he makes eye contact with you. He suddenly regrets all the weird stuff his members made him do during the talking segments of the concert.
â Once he eases up, though, his happiness at seeing you outweighs his shyness. The members notice he is extra energized during the concert, continuously bouncing around the stage during the Aju Nice encore.
â Somewhere during the concert, DK and Hoshi convince him to wave in your direction. Thus, you get the cutest, most bashful tiny wave, followed by him hiding behind a laughing Mingyu.
Hoshi/Soonyoung
â Okay, where the other members would probably keep their relationships private for as long as possible, Hoshi probably would not be able to keep your relationship secret for long. This man is the king of spoilers, and if fans weren't aware of him being in a relationship before the concert, they for sure know about it after.
â He is another member who initially doesn't notice that you are there until another member points it out. Woozi didn't even intend to bring it to Hoshi's awareness; he had merely noted that you had seemed to enjoy their performance of Hot, making Hoshi realize you had been there all along.
â His energy explodes the moment he spots you in the crowd. Everything is cranked to the max; he is performing at 200% and is running across the stage as if his life depends on it. Hoshi wants to make you laugh, regularly checking whether his unhinged joke or skit landed by glancing in your direction.
â Throughout the concert, he sends exaggerated gestures your way. He continuously is horanghae-ing in your direction and blowing kisses, not bothered in the slightest that technically he should be keeping your relationship on the down low.
Wonwoo
â Chances are that this man is too blind to spot you in the crowd. Wonwoo has admitted that he never wears contact lenses on stage and, thus, cannot see anything or anyone in front of him. Consequently, if it hadn't been for Mingyu pointing you out to him, Wonwoo would never have known you had attended the concert.
â As a result, he momentarily puts in contact lenses just so that he can see your smile. However, rather than feeling energized by your presence, he is another member who gets painfully shy upon spotting you.
â Whenever his eyes meet yours, he freezes for a second, giving you a tiny smile and the tiniest nod before quickly looking away. He has been having trouble focusing on anything but you; his eyes keep seeking you out whenever they have a talking segment, not listening to a single word his members are saying.
â Wonwoo, at some point, seriously considers removing his contact lenses, especially when Mingyu notices why his friend is getting so flustered and distracted, teasing him about it.
Woozi/Jihoon
â Woozi has the best poker face, for the most part. Although you can tell by the small smile that graces his face throughout the performances that he has noticed you, he mostly seems unaffected by your presence.
â The other members, however, do not let him get off all that easily. Throughout the concert, they tease him, bringing up inside jokes between the two of you or teasingly commending him on his well-written romantic lyrics. His lyrics are so ingenious, wherever did he get the inspiration from?
â Due to all the teasing comments about him being a romantic guy and making romantic songs, he gets a bit shy when singing his ballads. Most of his love songs were written about you, and he can't help but avoid your gaze as he feels the burning, knowing stares of his fellow vocal unit members. Woozi feels a bit too embarrassed at saying his poetic love confessions out loud in such a public space.
â Still, his shyness does not keep him from wandering to the area where you are sitting, checking whether you are having a good time and ensuring that you know he appreciates you attending the concert by giving you a small smile and wave.
DK/Seokmin
â DK is so oblivious to you being there; it isn't that he hasn't seen you, but he hasn't noticed it is actually you. He even pointed you out to Minghao, remarking that he had found your body double. Of course, Minghao scolded him for not being able to recognize his own partner.
â When it finally dawns on him that you took the time to attend their concert, he starts to tear up. One of his speeches leaves you sobbing, too. DK is so incredibly sincere, tearfully thanking everyone who has come to support him and remarking that without their encouragements, he wouldnât have been able to perform as well as he did. Although he is deliberately keeping his speech vague, you know he is talking about you.
â Nevertheless, DK is not the most subtle about his excitement about you being there. He will regularly enthusiastically wave in your direction. Ultimately, Coups has to step in as it is becoming rather suspicious that DK seems to continuously be playfully interacting with only a select group of Carats. From then on, DK has to follow a simple rule: one interaction with you equals two waves to Carats on the other side of the stadium.
â As he wants to commemorate the first time you attended his concert, he will save a piece of confetti for you as a memento.
Mingyu
â Mingyu has been begging you for ages to attend one of his concerts. Unfortunately, your schedule never lined up with the concert dates; even worse, you couldn't cancel your already-made plans, much to your shared disappointment. Thus, when the stars aligned and you finally had the time to go, Mingyu was absolutely over the moon.
â Mingyu is noticeably more energetic and giggly throughout the concert. He keeps glancing in your direction, breaking out in a massive smile whenever your eyes meet. Whenever he is able to walk around the stage, he ends up in front of you, giving you a pout when he notices you watching another member. Poor Coups has a field day reminding Mingyu not to make his affection for you so apparent to the fans.
â He is on a whole different level during the sexy songs; his shirt accidentally keeps getting drenched, and an overenthusiastic DK keeps trying to lift it 'just because', knowing you would appreciate it.
â Mingyu has told every single member that you are there, at least twice. They have tried to hush him, but in his excitement, he keeps nudging them and pointing over at you. He is lucky the microphones havenât picked up his yapping.
The8/Minghao
â He knew you were coming to the concert and had been trying to dissuade you from doing so. It simply didn't make sense to him why you wanted to attend. Why waste that much money on tickets when he could invite you to the dance practices or give you a mini concert at home for free?
â On the inside, he is incredibly happy that you chose to attend the concert. Minghao briefly mentions it in passing to Jun, unable to hide the soft smile that keeps appearing whenever he does as much as think about you being there.
â He is very giggly throughout the concert. To both Carats' and Seventeen's surprise, Minghao keeps laughing at Hoshi's unhinged jokes, even forgetting about his anti-horanghae agenda.
â Fans keep thinking he meditated that day because he somehow is very patient with his members' crazy and embarrassing behaviour. In reality, he is too distracted looking at you to actively notice half of the stuff his members are pulling during the talking segments of the concert.
â Minghao absolutely refuses to join in on their idiocy, however. He does not want to do anything embarrassing in front of you, even if it would make you laugh.
Seungkwan
â It is noticeable to everyone around him that he is so incredibly happy that you were able to attend his concert. Mind you, you have attended his concerts before, but every time you do, Seungkwan treats it like it is the first time you are watching him perform. He has brought it up to every single staff member, excitedly telling them this is going to be the best concert yet because you are there to support him.
â He is pulling more shenanigans than usual. His sole goal during the concert is to make you laugh until you cry, and thus, he has pulled out all the stops, imitating every celebrity under the sun. Their concert almost feels like a Going Seventeen episode with Seungkwan as the MC.
â During the concert, Seungkwan is flaunting his dance and singing skills. He is adding a riff here and there and putting even more emotion behind the words he is singing. If possible, he will convince the members to let him have his Sexy Seungkwan moment.
â At some point during the concert, he will 100% go up to you, just to make you do something crazy. I hope you practised your Aju Nice high note and warmed up for your dance solo.
Vernon
â Vernon keeps quiet about you being at the concert; he spotted you almost immediately but will not mention it to any of the members. Seungkwan is downright offended when Vernon mentions it after the concert has ended, scolding him that he should have told them you were there. Vernon wants you to enjoy the concert without all the stuff he knows the members would pull once they realize you are in attendance.
â During the concert, you feel like you are on The Office. Whenever one of the members does something stupid or embarrassing, Vernon will make direct eye contact with you, pulling a meme face to silently communicate his tortured feelings at having to witness it. Â
â Vernon isn't one to go over to your area and give you a wave or a smile, wanting you to enjoy a normal concert-going experience. At most, he will briefly meet your eyes during a meaningful line.
â He is not paying any attention to his members during talking segments, zoning out to blatantly stare at you. When they scold him backstage, he 1000% uses you as his excuse.
Dino/Chan
â You hadn't told Dino that you would be attending their upcoming concert, mostly because you knew that if you did, his perfectionism would get the better of him. Dino would practice deep into the night, wanting to give you the best performance imaginable, and, thus, not telling him, was your way of preventing your boyfriend from overworking himself.
â Still, the moment he notices you in the crowd, he goes on a mission to prove himself. Gone is the cute maknae; he has cranked up his stage presence to 5000% and will not accept a single mistake.
â Throughout the concert, Dino keeps glancing in your direction to gauge your reaction whenever he has executed a difficult or sexy dance move.
â Although he loves making you laugh, Dino feels torn between making a fool out of himself or being the cool, sexy guy. Still, after some encouragement from his members, he will join them in their skits, bringing out his famous characters. Seeing your laughter at his ridiculousness boosts his confidence tenfold.
â Despite his members' pushiness, he is way too shy to actually go over to where you are sitting or wave at you. Instead, he jealously stares at you from afar as the other members interact with you.
Masterlist
#seventeen#svt#seventeen reactions#seventeen imagines#seventeen scenarios#seventeen x reader#seventeen fanfiction#seventeen fanfic#scoups#choi seungcheol#jeonghan#svt joshua#joshua hong#svt jun#moon junhui#hoshi#wonwoo#woozi#svt dk#deokyeom#mingyu#the8#minghao#seungkwan#vernon#svt dino
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astrology observationđ
đŠŠsag 11h people can be the one whoâs constantly making friends wherever they go and tend to be the âloudâ one of the group
âšleo with cancer placements can be very difficult to understand or even get too know sometimes
đtaurus placements especially 6h could be the type to only have a makeup/skincare routine and call it the day
âïžpisces moons are the REAL empaths out of the other two water signs they constantly visions or use their imagination as if they were in someone elseâs shoes
đ«ïžany virgo/pisces placement even asteroid or nn/sn are always people who help or want to be needed by someone or something , they will give you unwanted information and tips out of love and support
đleo 11h people are the definition of loyalty especially towards friends they do anything and every for/with them and will love you with ALL their heart
đcancer suns are really shy , quiet while cancer moons are talkative and love knowing people on a personal level
đ«§virgos excessively lie idk if itâs the anxiety or they canât handle accountability or what
đ§Capricorn 4H could mean you had to be mentally and emotionally independent or keep yourself busy, company from a very young age
âïžmoon-saturn can mean having a very strained relationship with your mom or she didnât really allow you to do anything as a child and now you are hesitant of getting out there and having fun
đŠȘmany 9h placements are into foreign languages and traveling more than sagittarius natives
đ«cancer risings with their leo 2nd house spend their money on frivolous things like clothes/makeup/art supplies and anything that they can express themselves with and cute their boredom
âïžspeaking of cancer placements I think some cancer people with 3rd house cancer could love yearbooks , academic trophies or anything that reminds them of their accomplishments in school
đčyou can spot scorpio/aries placements a mile away the prominent brows , sharp features and the hard facial expressions
đȘŽlibra 10H people attract a lot of people infatuated or insanely attracted to them finding them sexy/sex appeal??
đpisces + gemini in big 3 makes someone very creative and fun but also emotionally in-tune with their emotions plus extremely talkative
ANY AND I MEAN ANY LIBRA PLACEMENT IS SO FUCKING PRETTYYYđȘ·
đȘ°gemini venus can have like multiple standards/expectations for the people they wanna date
đžaquarius suns are very adventurous and not afraid to take risks with gemini and libra think things through and canât decide if they want to do it or not
đȘ©3rd house/9th house venus and moons listens too a variety of music genres they can go from hip-pop to country music
đSagittarius risings or prominent jupiter influence in first house people have big cheeks ifykyk and very noticeable, contagious smiles
đąair 3rd house people can go through or have many cars throughout their lives like they have a new car everytime you see them
đ people with heavy mercury influence are very funny they are quick with it
đ§gemini mercury people are very good at mocking or mimicking how people sound or sing especially if has aspects or a Venusian degree (2°,14°,7°,19°)
đœUranus 1H people can have very big/muscular calves even ankles
đ§žsomething about aries moons and gemini suns just give off chaotic energy
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Blitz's has dyslexia đ
Him singing it is just so cute.
He dose know the alphabet as Blitz gets it right right after this. So this is an ordering issue.
(I still have to use the alphabet song to get it right, and worked at a library for a while and used to tutor English).
Dyscalculia is a fairly normal side effect of dyslexia, and is under the same umbrella term.
This can make estimating groups on the fly very difficult.
Blitz struggles to switch language tracks, and doesn't pick up that Loona's making a joke out of he skinning the manly meat with the manly men.
Blitz is normally great at these sorts of dirty jokes, but because it was unintentional he doesn't spot it.
This is because being serious and puns/jokes are sorted in a different 'box'.
Stols - Blitz spell a lot thing as they sound, with a few transportion errors like night to nihgt, and some typos like missing the o in sorry, or missing words out.
As he says Sto-lus, that gets shortened to Stol's when said quickly. It's a cute nickname. đ
He also occasionally reverses letters.
(oh look a nice wee pile of evidence).
Transcription - the case files are written by Blitz dictating to Moxxie. This is normal adaptation for working around this disability.
Ok addressing the elephant in the room, cus someone always says it. "But Blitz is just uneducated".
He got in and went to collage. (Dropping out was probably to do with the fire. Blitz is met to have been around 19-20 when that happend).
And Fizz, who he grew up with and worked the same job; has perfect spelling. They would have had the same people teaching them.
Honestly this idea bugs me a lot, because it's equating being poor to a lack of education. And then spelling proficiency as a stand in for intelligence level.
We saw this when people were trying to claim Blitz was too thick to use the word supremacist. đ€Š
This ties in to whole host of classist and ableist tropes.
Blitz can with alot of effort Sometimes spell correctly, when it's very important. (For Fizz and Loona).
It takes 4x as much energy for dyslexics to do these tasks. It's common to sometimes get it right, but not others.
Dyslexia is kind of short working memory issue.
Working memory is the time you can hold something like an image, or a string of numbers, in your head before it fades.(Human ram). If it's short it can be extremely difficult to get it into long term memory.
So rote tasks with nonsensical none phonetical rules don't stick well. (Eg Fonetic).
Blitz getting it right some of the time, when trying hard at the hospital tracks. Cus he doesn't want to stress Loona out more.
The 'wiring' of dyslexic brains also makes it difficult, because reading and writing are processed across both hemispheres. Nerotypicals all do that one side, which is quicker as less far for the impulses to travel.
We also don't get the visual overlay trick that alot of Nerotypicals get. The thing were you can see the spelling in your imagination and copy that pattern to spell it right every time. (Anyone able to do this is so cheesy đ).
And lastly Blitz talks a mile a minute, but only write a few short replies to Stolas' wall of texts. (Which are probably tricky to read as of bad formatting).
Here's hoping Stolas gifts him a better phone with a good spell check, and speech to text at somepoint. Then he gets more than just memes.
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maybe, i'm afraid.
azul ashengrotto x (female) reader cw: slight angst, nsfw, azul bottles his feelings and is insecure note - happy birthday to my favorite tako in the whole world. <3 may you have wonderful days forever!! // loosely inspired by lovelytheband's "maybe, i'm afraid."
i. spring - dancing in your party dress, you were singing me some frank sinatra as you wept. pull me close enough. it seems like we lost touch, so hold me as the record skips.
âCan you believe weâre gonna be fourth years?!â Kalim exclaims with wide, sparkling eyes. They look like twin garnets set into his faceâpolished jewels having caught the aquatic illumination from Mostro Loungeâs aquarium. âTime really does fly, huh!â
âFeels like yesterday,â Ruggie agrees around a mouthful of food. His plate is stacked as high as it can possibly get, piled with contrasting flavors. âPretty crazy to think weâre all gonna be heading off in different directions soon.â
Jade nods. âOur school lives are as fun as they are fleeting.â
An odd quiet falls over the three of them, which is soon broken when Floyd drapes himself over the booth. He leans down to swipe a sliver from Jadeâs plate. âWhatcha talkinâ about?â
âJust reminiscing.â
âAh. Sâbout that time, ainât it? Gettinâ sentimental in the spring.â
âMakes sense. The semesterâs ending and people are starting up their internships or going home. Really makes you thinkâŠâ
Ruggie gazes at the group huddled near the bar. Riddle, Jamil, and a half-awake Silver chat alongside you and Azul. You seem to be in the middle of a riveting story, for your arms gesticulate wildly. Azul looks on with what Ruggie thinks is the most mushy-gushy, ooey-gooey smile heâs ever seen.
âWeâre gonna come back in the winter, arenât we?â Kalim asks, tilting his head.
âIndeed. For the cultural festival.â
âYeah, thatâs right! Itâll be fun to see you guys after so much time apart. Oh, we should all keep in touch! That way itâll feel like no time has passed at all.â
âPerhaps not for us.â Jade follows Ruggieâs line of sight, landing on one person in particular. âFor others, the gap is cavernous.â
âWhat do you mean, Jade?â
Floyd catches on then. âSânot our fault heâs not sayinâ anything.â
Ruggie shrugs. âIt doesnât concern me.â He pops up from his spot in the booth, grinning. âItâs been great and all, but Iâve gotta get my fill. Wouldnât be right for a guy to skimp out when itâs Azul hosting.â
Giggling, Floyd waves him off. âYou do that, Sharksucker.â
Kalim turns to the twins, brows raised. âYouâre talking about Azul?â
âHeâs been swept up in Shrimpy ever since. Itâs beenâhow long now?âabout two years or something.â
âOh.â Kalim blinks back at him, slow on the uptake. And then, seconds later, it hits him. âOhhh! He likes (Name)!â
âThere ya go.â
âIâm afraid heâs yet to confess,â Jade adds around a bite of cake. âYou should see the plans heâs drafted. Dozens of them, in fact. Each one is⊠Oh, perhaps Iâve said too much already.â
âI donât get it. If he likes (Name) so much, why wouldnât he just confess? Why make plans?â
âWow, Sea Otter, you donât play when it comes to feelings, do ya?â
âIf it was me, Iâd want everyone to know how much I care about someone.â To demonstrate this point, he cups his hands around his mouth and shouts, âYouâre the best, (Name)!â
You glance past a now wide-awake Silver at the twins and Kalim. Mirroring his actions, you reply in a giggly voice, âThanks! Youâre great, too, Kalim!â
Beaming, he says, âSee? Itâs not so difficult. If Azul needs any help, Iâd be happy toââ
Floyd throws his head back and cackles like a madman. âNot so difficult for you!â
Jade masks his amusement behind a gloved fist. âMy, my. I think Iâve just witnessed the very soul drain from Azulâs eyes. You have quite the talent, Kalim.â
Kalim doesnât hear the underlying meaning or the backhanded barb in his statement. âHeâs got time, doesnât he?â
âThatâs what he keeps saying. But deep down he knows.â Floyd watches Azul hurry to recover his composure before anyone can notice. âHeâs leaving for his internship after schoolâs over and then graduationâs next spring. Heâs running out of time.â
âDoes (Name) like him? Maybe sheâll confess before he does!â
âThatâs just it. He doesnât know what Shrimpy feels for him. Been driving himself crazy all school year tryinâ to figure that one out.â
âI suspect heâs grown excessively cautious as a result of his fear of rejection,â Jade explains, dragging his fork through the buttercream smeared on his plate.
âBut if he confesses now and she doesnât feel the same, heâll have all summer to recover.â Kalim turns his stare on you next. â(Name)âs always been nice. Iâm sure she wouldnât shatter his heart.â
âWhen youâre Azul, even the tiniest push is enough.âÂ
âReally? But heâs always so strong!â
Jade hums. âThree hearts are quite the boon-burden.â
âOnly makes lovinâ someone that much worse. Cuz then youâre lovinâ âem three times as much.â
âIsnât that good? I think itâs sweet Azul cares about (Name) so much.â
âSweetâŠâ Jade shares a look with Floyd. Something unspoken passes between them. âYes, I suppose thatâs one way to put it.â
âAzul thinks itâs a pain in the ass. Throws him off his course and he loooves beinâ on his course.âÂ
Kalim stares a moment longer. âMaybe he needs a push in the right direction.â
âLiquid courage works wondersââ
ââor gives way to woe.â
âNothing like that.â He doesnât elaborate further, instead getting up and padding over to the bar with a cheerful bounce in his steps. âHey, everyone, letâs take a picture!â
Riddle welcomes him with a warm smile. âAh, hello there, Kalim.â
âYou seem to be enjoying yourself,â Jamil comments, arms folding across his chest. Which, arguably, is worse because it can only spell trouble should Kalim find himself inspired.
âWay ahead of you!â You hold your Ghost Camera up, turning the lens on Kalim. Lighting up like the very sun in the sky, he poses just as you snap a photo. It takes a few moments for it to develop, but once it does you hand it over to him for his perusal. âLooking good as always.â
âAww, thanks! Okay, your turn next! Letâs get a big group photo and then individual photos.â With the camera now in his possession, Kalimâs free to fidget with it as he pleases. âOoh, this is neat!â
âCareful with that!â Jamil bounds forward just in case. âThe Headmage gave that to (Name). Donât break it.â
âI wonât,â Kalim promises, holding it up to capture you and Jamil in its sight. âI think Iâve got it! Everyone, group up! Picture time!â
Thereâs lots of fumbling. An argument about height breaks out. Floyd pokes fun at Riddle for having to stand in front to account for his height. Riddle fumes, red with anger, and stomps his foot indignantlyâall while insisting heâs still growing. You offer to stand beside him, but he hisses at you like a cat: âDonât patronize me! Iâm of perfect, healthy stature for someone my age!â
Kalim looks on from behind the camera. âActually, can we get (Name) and Azul together first?â
Azul, who had been in the process of adding to the joke with a comment of his own, hesitates. He peers at Kalim, his walls rising. âMe?â
âYeah! Only fair to put you front and center. Youâre the host, after all!â
âAh, right. Of course. But thenââ
âWhy me?â you ask, confused. âIf anything, I should stay out of the picture. Iâm not a third year like the rest of you.â
Kalim gasps, scandalized. âWe canât do that! It doesnât matter what year you are. Youâre still our friend, and parties are for everyone to enjoy.â
âDoesnât that throw off the original plan?â Ruggie wonders, munching on a frosted donut.
âKalim, we need to account for height. Riddle canât stand in the back.â Jamil glances apologetically at Riddle. âThatâs just the reality of it.â
Riddle huffs, refusing to dignify that with a response.
âIâll stand in the front,â Silver offers.
âWhat? No, thatâs not the issue here, Silver.â
âItâs not? I thought we were picking who stands beside (Name).â
âOoh, I wanna stand with Shrimpy!â Floyd wraps his arms around you from behind, resting his chin on your head. âCâmon, Sea Otter, take our pic!â
Jamil sighs. âAll of youâŠâ
âShall we take individual photos with (Name) first?â Jade suggests, smiling placidly at Kalim.
This time the message is received loud and clear. âOh, great idea, Jade! Azul and (Name), could you stand next to each other?â
The group disperses to allow you and Azul to do just that. Rigidly, Azul steps closer. He keeps a healthy distance between your bodies, one Jade picks up on right away.
âPlease smile and pretend like you love each other,â he instructs, to which Azul flusters.
âW-What? Jade, thatâsââ
âCâmere, Ashengrotto! I donât bite!â
With a joyous laugh, you wrap your arm around Azulâs waist and drag him in close. He stumbles, flushed in the face, just as the camera flashes. The corresponding photo slides out next, blank for a while. Eventually, the image begins to show up with striking clarity.
âHowâs it look? Great, right?â As soon as it happened, itâs goneâyour warmth. The comfort of being held. Azul almost pursues you when you release him from your grasp and move towards Kalim to inspect the photo. Thankfully, he catches himself. âHey, this is nice! Good job.â
You and Kalim share a high-five.
âMe next, Sea Otter!â Floyd crowds in, baring his pointed teeth in an unruly grin.
With everyoneâs attention on you, Kalim, and the camera, Azulâs left to stand behind in silence. Anticipating the rainless deluge, Jade lingers within earshot.
âI know,â he mutters in a brittle tone. âDonât say a word.â
âNot a peep. Although if I may share just a tiny tidbit⊠Kalim offered some very helpful advice. You may want to hear it.â
Azul stares at him, stunned. âYou told Kalim?â
âNot directly, no. It was implied.â Jade averts his mismatched eyes on purpose. âMore or less.â
âI shouldâve made you and Floyd sign NDAsâŠâ
âIs it really so sensitive?â
âYes! Yes, of course it is!â Azul deflates with a sigh, looking on mournfully. Youâre trying to snatch the camera from Floydâs hands. He holds it up and out of reach, laughing raucously. âWhat did he say?â
âIf you confess now, youâll have the entire summer to mend your tattered heart.â
Azul barks out a short, hollow laugh. âIn an ideal world, thatâs easy.â
âYouâre making it more difficult than it needs to be.â Jade issues an encouraging smile. âWhatâs the worst that can happen?â
âAre you seriously asking that?â
âItâs just something to consider.â
A minute ticks between them. Jade watches the scene alongside Azul, delighting in distant chaos.
âIâm afraid, Jade,â he admits quietly, the confession as soft and fragile as a single breath. âSheâs everything and IâmâŠnothing.â
Jade frowns in disagreement.
âIâve looked at it from every conceivable angle. There isnât any calculated risk to be madeâno potential profit or success to be had.â
âAre you certain?â
âVery.â
âWell, it doesnât hurt to get it off your chest. We have a few weeks left before the break. If not your heart, perhaps you could establish a means to communicate?â
âI suppose it wouldnât hurt⊠For the sake of networkingââ
Jade chuckles. âNetworking? Is that it?â
Azul scowls. âYouâre awfully irritating tonight.â
âIâm not the one with his tentacles tied, hopelessly infatuated.âÂ
âYouââ
â(Name), thereâs something Azul would like to tell you,â Jade announces, and you turn to look at him.
Azul thinks he should just go ahead and die right there. Is it possible to spontaneously combust if he thinks about it long enough? Is such a phenomenon magic? All he needs to do is visualize it and then the spark will catch andâ
âYeah? Whatâs up, Azul?â
Azul flounders, his concentration broken. Like heâs done so many times in the past, he plasters his trademark smirk-grin on and falls into the shoes of the sleazy conman. âIf you ever find yourself in need of study materials even after Iâve graduated, do not hesitate to contact me and Iââ
You laugh. âI think Iâll be good. Thanks, though.â
With withering confidence, he chuckles. âI could give you quite the deal. Youâd be missing outâŠâ
You roll your eyes, unconvinced.
Jadeâannoying, asshole Jadeâbrushes past, smooth as sea glass. âI shall take my leave, but please continue your chat. I believe thereâs a camera waiting to capture the memory of me.â
Now itâs just you and Azul. He clears his throat, suddenly awkward.
â(Name), Iââ
âAzulââ
âOh.â He stares at you, a smile twitching on his lips. âYou first.â
âNo, no, you spoke before me.â
âAh. WellâŠâ
If you confess now, youâll have the entire summer to mend your tattered heart. As if a love thatâs been flowering for two years could possibly be resolved within the span of a few months.
He tries again even though itâs not what he really wants to say. âI do hope youâll have a pleasant summer.â
âYou as well.â You nudge him. âKick ass at your internship.â
âI intend to.â Right. Internship. Work. Business. He can hold a normal conversation if thatâs the topic. âAnd you? Do you plan to stay here?â
âYeah. Crowleyâs letting Grim and me live on campus since we donât have anywhere else to go. Iâll work part-time in Craneport. Summer is a great season for tourism, but I shouldnât have to tell you that.â
Azul laughs. âIf itâs a family, they may spend more on kidâs menus for the novelty of it all. Be sure to talk it up to truly sell it. All children deserve to know the magic of a seasonal menu, do they not? Food in fun shapes. Fairy tales and sparkles. All of that razzmatazz. Itâs the experience theyâre paying for, after all.â
âIs that advice free?â
âIs it?â
âFine, fine.â You dig through your pocket and hand him the photo from earlier. âYour payment, good sir. A memento of me.â
Azul takes it from you, admires your effortlessly pretty smile, and then freezes. âOh, I look positively dreadful!â
âNot at all. It adds character.â
âA horrid sort of character.â
You sidle up beside him, peering at the picture. âI like it. Itâs a photo of an imperfect Azul.â
âWhat an ambiguous compliment.â
âIâm serious! Itâs Azul when heâs not acting. I like imperfect Azul. Heâs authentic. A real person.â You pat him on the shoulder. He stiffens, betraying his initial nonchalance. âOr maybe not. One day Iâll catch you off guard.â
âWeâll see.â
âOne dayâŠâ Your attention is stolen when you catch sight of the group attempting to bunch together for a selfie. Offering Azul that same smile heâs admired ever since he saw it, you add, âHave a fun summer. Donât be a stranger next year, okay?â And then youâre bounding across the lounge. âWait for me! I want in, too!â
For the rest of the semester, Azul keeps the photo tucked away in his phone case.
I have time to mull over the pros and cons, he tells himself when he departs through the mirror, summer break at his fingertips.
ii. summer - maybe iâm just too good. maybe iâll run away. maybe iâm over you. maybe i shouldnât stay. maybe i just donât care. maybe i talk too much.
It occurs to you, while sorting through the photos youâve taken throughout this past school year, that thereâs an absurd amount of Azul. Whether on his own or with others, he appears in more photos than anyone else. You wonder how that happenedâhow you managed to be there for so many of his moments, each one documented in photographic permanence.
Some of them are humorous. Azul looking unimpressed when you lifted your camera to capture him. Grim jumping into his arms to demand snacks. His glasses sitting crooked on his face. Some of them are endearing. Azul reading in a comfortable nook in the library. Azul smiling fondly at the lens during an alchemy lesson. Azul laughing after you cracked a joke during PE. Some of them are animated. Azul waving at you from across the courtyard. Azul rolling his eyes at a dull pun. Azul playfully blowing a kiss to the camera after you told him to do something memorable. Some are special. Azul in his birthday robes. Azul during that time Mostro Lounge became a butler café for one week. Azul on his last day of the semester, leveling the camera with a roguish smirk.
This oneâthe most recent and last photo taken of himâis especially important. Itâs the conversation that prompted an unforgettable expression that fills you with butterflies whenever you recall it.
âI think youâll miss me,â you told him, elbowing him for good measure.
âI think I will,â he replied, his lips curling.
Unequipped to deliver a witty retort, you could only gawk.
âDonât tell me thatâs all it takes to shock you into silence.â He chuckled, and there was that infamous smirk-grinâsitting so perfectly on his face, as if it was meant to be there for this very exchange. âYouâre too easy, (Name). Whereâs the challenge?â
Wordlessly, you raised your Ghost Camera and snapped his picture.
There are so many facets to his person that youâve managed to catch on your cameraâcomplex layers you wouldnât have otherwise witnessed if you hadnât spent so much time around him.
Now you realize why you have an abundance of Azul photos.
We sure hung out a lot this year, and every time I had my cameraâŠ
Is he your muse? Is he just naturally photogenic? He fits into plenty of backgrounds, but itâs never the scenery that fascinates and bewitches. Itâs always his expression, his body language, his emotions. And the reason all of these photos are so important is because this is an Azul who is comfortable enough to show these sides to you. An Azul who wants you to document his best and his worst, his beautiful and his ugly, his silly and his serious.
Sitting at your desk, thumbing through stacks of photos, you know heâs more than a muse. As you watch Azul move in various pictures, you wonder what heâs doing. Itâs only a month into summer, but everything feels so slow. Campus has cleared out, and with it the lounge has closed for the season. Youâre certain he still has his ways of making profit and spreading word of its wonders. Azul isnât foolish. Heâs always working an angle. Endlessly clever and stubbornly ambitious.
Does he miss me, too? you think, running your finger over his smiling face. Or was that just something he said to get a reaction?
Just then, a gut-wrenching thought lodges itself deep: Are we even friends? What if he thinks Iâm a nuisance? Maybe heâs just tolerating me and all this time Iâve been delusional.
You glimpse the photos again, watching Azul laugh soundlessly in an animated loop. What am I to you, Azul?
As if on cue, having sensed your sadness, arms wrap around you from behind. For a second you think itâs Grim, but then you see distinctly human hands clasping together. You whirl, startled out of your skin, to find Azul Ashengrotto standing there.
âWha⊠What?â
HeâsâŠhere. Azul is standing in your bedroom.
You blink once and he remains. You blink twice and heâs still there, gazing down at you with soft, smiling features.
âHello to you as well.â
âHeyâŠ?â You pat his cheek and flinch away. âOh, youâre real!â
âOf course I am! Why wouldnât I be?â Chuckling, he withdraws and moves to stand at your deskside. âIâm wounded. To think you would forget me just like that. And I thought I was plenty memorable.â He blows you a mock kiss then, and thatâs when it finally strikes you.
This isnât your Azul. This is an Azul from your photos.
How is this even possible? you think, scrambling to find which pictureâwhich memoryâheâs from. In doing so, you remember a particularly unique fact about the Ghost Camera. Itâs a magical device that allows a photographer to capture slivers of their subjectâs soul, which gives way to a special sort of connection known as a soulbond. The deeper the bond, the more likely the person in the photographs is to take on animation and, in some cases, slip out of the image that contains them.
So this is Azul from the time at which he was last photographed, you determine, holding up pictures to match his corporeal likeness to that of the scenery. The Ghost Camera is so coolâŠ
âI missed you, you know.â
âDid you now?â He leans in close, curious. âHow much?â
You push him away with a weak scoff. This isnât good for your heart. Any closer and you might say something youâll come to regret.
âNot as much as you think.â
âIs that so?â His gaze pans over to the pile of photos on your desk. âAnd these photos are simply here for convenience?â
âD-Donât worry about it! Summer project. You wouldnât get it.â
He flashes his teeth at you in a bright, competitive grin. âTry me.â
âYouâre so nosy. Donât you get tired of prying?â
âNot in the slightest.â He leans against the desk, his arms folding casually over his chest. âThatâs besides the point. Youâre avoiding the subject at hand.â
You turn in your chair and open your mouth to replyâwhy are you so invested in this?âbut a better idea crops up. Meeting his cerulean stare with fierce, fiery eyes, you challenge him: âIf it matters so much to you, I could be convinced to share my plans for the small price of one kiss. A real kiss. Not that fake one from before.â
Azul blinks back at you, a smirk crawling onto his face. âIs that all you desire?â
âWhat do you mean byââ
Your question is cut off when another set of arms embraces you from behind. Warm, soft lips press against your cheek; his breath tickles your ear.
âAre two not better than one?â
With a yelp, you jerk back so fast that you almost fall out of your chair. Standing there, looking very proud of himself, is another Azul. But this one, unlike Dorm Azul, is dressed in his school uniform. A very helpful distinction.
âD-Donât sneak up on me like that!â
Itâs the only coherent sentence you can manage. Your mind is a panicked muddle: I canât believe it. Two Azuls. Am I dreaming? This is definitely a dream, right? Thereâs no way heâd kiss me on theâŠ
You slap your hand over your cheek, gasping. âY-You kissed me?!â
âIs that not the price you wanted me to pay?â School Azul asks, one brow raised as if daring you to deny that fact.
Dorm Azulâs fingers curl under your chin, guiding your gaze towards him. âUnless youâd like to raise the priceâŠâ
You swallow thickly. This canât be happening.
âOf course, in raising the price, itâs expected you raise the value of the information youâre willing to divulge,â School Azul adds with a chuckle. âIs that not fair?â
You shrink under both of their insistent stares. âW-Why do you even wanna know?â
âWhy not? Any information is good information so long as itâs useful.â
You scoff, but it comes out choked and shy. âI⊠Iâm going to use these photos to put together a present for you. I know your birthdayâs so far away, but Iâm getting a head start.â
âAnd this present would entailâŠ?â
You click your tongue at him. âI already paid my half for that kiss. No more.â
âAah, is that right?â Dorm Azul leans in, kissing dangerously close to your lips. You reach up to touch the corner of your mouth after heâs pulled away. âHow much for the full story?â
âHow much are you willing to pay?â
School Azul rests his chin on your shoulder. His hands settle on your waist, pulling you up from your seat. This proximity allows you to feel his hair as it brushes against your face. Dorm Azul closes the distance as if itâs second nature, and now youâre sandwiched between the both of them.
Your heart stumbles in your chest. Heâs quite literally surrounding you, but you wouldnât want to be anywhere else.
âA very valid question.â Dorm Azul glances coyly at School Azul. âWhat do you think, Me?â
âWill we be enough for you, (Name)?â he purrs, rubbing slow circles into your hips.
Youâre dizzy in their arms, your entire body warming with anticipation and embarrassment alike. Is it okay to be selfish? Even though this isnât technically Azulâjust mere memories of himâit seems so real. Heâs holding you, touching you, reaching for youâŠ
âHmm. Two does seem to be a bit much.â
âLetâs call it a holiday and say itâs seasonal spoiling.â
âA gift for the summer.â
âDo open the window to let in the breeze. The heat is prone to making one feel ratherâŠstuffy.â
Theyâre doing this on purpose. Maybe another Azul is more troublesome than I once thought. I can only handle so much charm!
Shrugging off self-doubt, you grab Dorm Azul by his lapels and yank him towards you, sealing the space that once separated your mouths in a hungry kiss. He melts against you, eyes fluttering shut. Itâs quick and starved, the way you chase each otherâs lips. You cling to him before you can fall, arms looped around his neck to keep him near.
Fully clothed and achingly desperate, you loathe the unbearable heat, but nothing is more molten than the space between your thighs.
Meanwhile, School Azul takes his sweet time running his hands along your sides, up the length of your body until he reaches your chest. With his form pinned to yours, you can feel his erection pressing against your ass. Rather shamelessly, he rolls his hips. Youâre pushed up against Dorm Azul next, who takes hold of your hand and guides it to the strain in his slacks. He pulls away briefly to allow School Azul to slide your shirt up and over your head.
âWere you anticipating this?â he whispers, taking hold of your breasts.
âNo way,â you protest between kisses. âNot⊠No. K-Keep dreaming. Itâs too much trouble to wear one in the summer. Gets hot andââ
Dorm Azul captures your lips in another ravenous smooch, and the objection dies in your throat.
âThereâs no need for these pesky articles where Iâm from,â School Azul murmurs. He presses kisses into your bare shoulder, humming his very obvious delight. âYouâd have already been laid out beneath me if that were the case⊠Soft and sweet, all mine to love at the bottom of the seaâŠâ
âHumans have so many steps,â Dorm Azul laments, tutting.
âAnd merfolk donât?â You try to sound smart with your question, but it comes out breathless when your nippleâs twisted between two fingers. âOhâŠâ
âNot when it comes to clothing. The very concept doesnât exist beneath the waves.â
âYou could visit sometime and see for yourself. Iâll welcome you with open arms.â Dorm Azul rests his forehead against yours. âAnd maybe then youâll find yourself so taken with my home that youâll want to stay.â
âA tempting offer.â
âBut?â he prompts, his gaze falling to your hand as you palm him through his pants. He inhales a shaky breath.
âWhatâs stopping you?â the other Azul asks, his voice muffled in your skin.
âFirstly, Iâm not a mer.â
âMy dear, thatâs nothing. Have you forgotten my proficiency in potionology?â
âAnd how much will one of your potions cost? Iâd love to visit, but if itâs going to bankrupt meââ
âFor you, a single kiss is all I require.â
âIsnât that awfully cheap?â
Dorm Azul chuckles at this back-and-forth. âYou say that as if you want me to charge an exorbitant amount.â
Glaring, you squeeze him out of revenge. His laughter comes out choked next, replaced with a needy whimper. Unbelievable.
âMaybe I do.â
âI would be careful with those words, dearest. I might take them to heart.â
He ruts against your hand, panting into your mouth. The kiss is sloppy and wet, all tongue and saliva. You move on instinct, grabbing at his shoulders when youâre taken to bed next. Both Azuls peer down at you from where they kneel on either side of you. They issue you hazy, lust-drunk smiles. Hands wander, feeling every inch you have to offer. You shut your eyes and submit to titillating touches.
âYou really did miss me,â School Azul remarks when his fingers slip into your shorts to rub you through your sodden panties. Your breath hitches, a strangled whine squeezed from your throat, and he laughs. âI missed you, too.â
âI really like you,â you blurt, chest heaving with your every breath. He squeezes your clit to draw another sinful groan from you. âI thinkâAzul, youâre soâI think youâre so amazing⊠I wish we talked more. The yearâaah⊠It went by so fast.â
âIt did, didnât it?â
âI wanna know youâthe real you. I wanna know what Azulâs like when heâs comfortable and when heâs sad and when heâs happy. I wannaâooh! Please⊠Please, AzulâŠâ You grab fistfuls of the sheets, arching up towards the hands that caress your stomach lovingly. âI just want you.â
âAnd youâll have me,â heâyouâre not sure whichâpromises, leaning over to kiss you. Itâs soulful passion, lust bleeding into love. Your cries are lost on his lips when you come undone beneath him, buoyant on a mellow wave.
You sense the loss before you see it.
Half-nude and gasping for breath, you stare up at the ceiling. Your bedroom is empty. All that remains of the Azuls are the animated memories imprinted on the photographs.
âIâm losing my mindâŠâ you mutter, draping your arm over your eyes.
Please let summer pass quickly.
iii. winter - maybe all we are is fools with hearts that tried too hard. and maybe thatâs just fine as long as youâre here in my arms.
Azul paces restlessly in his VIP room. Itâs been months since heâs seen you, but his heart hasnât swayed in the slightest. If anything, heâs only grown fonder in the time spent apart. Absence⊠What a bothersome thing.
âYouâre gonna walk yourself into the floor, yâknow. Your shoesâll be all worn out by the time youâre done.â
âIâm aware,â Azul quips, uncharacteristically jittery. He turns towards Floyd. âDo I look presentable? Is anything crooked or misplaced? How about my hair?â
âYouâre fine.â At Azulâs disbelieving glower, Floyd pouts. âI mean it. Shrimpyâs gonna like it either way.â
He bristles, defensive. âWho said anything about (Name)?â
âNo one, but youâre thinkinâ it.â
âI⊠T-Thatâs besides the point! It doesnât matter. Sheâs only here because I invited her. Common courtesy and all that.â
âMm, I dunno about that one.â
Azul frowns at the vault set into the wall behind his desk. If only he could pack all of his fears in there and lock them away for good. Then he could continue masquerading as someone fearless and confident. With winter having descended upon campus, bringing with it layers of fluffy, glittering snow, and the cultural festival having concluded successfully, Azul finds himself lost.
This is the last birthday heâll celebrate at Night Raven College and, subsequently, the last February heâll spend with you. Heâs running out of time.
âInvitation or not, Shrimpyâll always wish you a happy birthday. Sânot like her to forget. Plus, she cares about ya.â
âYou canât be sure of that.â
Azulâs tone is so sharp that Floyd raises his hands in defense. âGuess not.â
âWhat would you do?â He inhales a wobbly breath. âIf you were in my shoesâŠâ
Floyd scratches the back of his neck, contemplative. âDunno. Guess Iâd wait for the right moment and say somethinâ to get it outta my system.â
Azul sighs. âJade said something similar.â
âHe ainât wrong.â
âIâm not prepared.â
âNo one is.â Floyd smiles at Azulâs baffled expression. âCâmon, Azul, you can plan all you want, but you know lifeâs never gonna go the way you want it to. Sâjust how it is.â
âEven so, itâs better to know all viable routes and options before diving into uncharted waters.â
âThatâs just it. You canât know. Sâkinda the whole point, ainât it?â
âI canât do it,â he decides, the words heavy on his tongue. âIâd rather accept my future failure now than continue working towards it.â
âLike a coward.â
âFar from it! In business, thatâs known as rescission. It is a completely valid method ofââ
âYou ever realize your feelings and business are two separate things? Not everythingâs gotta be about business.â
Azul stands there, nonplussed.
Floyd makes for the door, stopping only to add, âYour flyâs unzipped, by the way.â
âYouââ He scrambles to check. Much to his relief, itâs not. âHonestly⊠Thatâs not even funny.â
He smooths nonexistent wrinkles, schools his expression into something brave, and exhales slowly. Iâm not going to ruin an occasion as grand as this with a half-baked confession.
Having made up his mind, he steps through the door out into the bustling lounge. Like clockwork, all eyes turn to him. He searches the crowd for you, hopeful. But before he can locate you, party poppers resound with a loud bang. Confetti trickles down like colorful rainfall, landing on his suit and getting stuck in his hair.
âHappy birthday, Azul!â
He wants to run and hide. He wants to dive into the sea and seek solace in his favorite octopus pot. He wants to bury himself in the sand and disappear.
Instead, he smiles and spreads his arms like heâs just pulled off an astounding magic trick. âWhy, thank you, everyone! Iâm pleased you could make it. Do enjoy yourselves to the fullest tonight.â
Cheers erupt amongst the partygoers, but they might as well be on a completely different island. Azul turns, hoping to make his rounds and escape, but Kalim intercepts him. Jamil isnât far behind.
âAzul, happy birthday!â Kalim smiles just as Jamil catches up.
He passes two expertly wrapped gifts into Azulâs empty hands. âOn behalf of Kalim and myself, thank you for the invitation.â
âYeah, super thanks! Itâs been so much fun. I hope youâll like your gift, but if you donât just let me know and Iâll get you something else. Whatever you want! You deserve it on your special day.â
Azul looks past him, not in the mood to entertain. âYes, of course. Itâs not a problem.â
Jamil raises a brow, but then it clicks. â(Name) wanted me to pass on her regards.â
As expected, that draws his attention. âWhyâs that?â
âShe wasnât sure if sheâd get to see you on your big, busy day.â Jamil eyes Azul knowingly.
Kalim nods. âWe ran into her on the way here, but she said to go on without her.â
Azul doesnât like the way theyâre both looking at himâas if theyâre in on some joke heâs not currently aware of.
âWell,â he says, pushing his glasses up the bridge of his nose, âher regards are well-received.â
âYouâre not going to meet her?â
âItâs my big, busy day, isnât it? Iâm afraid sheâll have to catch me at her earliest convenience.â Azul, gifts in hand, smiles. âPlease do enjoy the party, you two. Thank you again for your thoughtful gifts and birthday wishes.â
On his way to the table designed for gifts, Azul spots Riddle, Silver, and Ruggie. They stand off to the side, chatting amongst themselves. He supposes, if anything, he might as well say hello. Setting the gifts down, Azul struts over.
âGood evening, gentlemen. I do hope youâre enjoying yourselves.â
âYou know it. Parties at Octavinelle are always somethinâ else,â Ruggie says. Unsurprisingly, heâs done well to fix himself a plate and more. With him around Azul doesnât have to fret over food waste.
âYour presentation at the cultural festival was very informative, if I may say so,â Riddle commends, sipping his fizzy beverage.
âAs was yours.â Azulâs smile tightens. For some reason, heâs always felt the need to walk on eggshells around Riddle. And for good reason, too! Whatever Azul seems to accomplish, no matter how lofty a feat, Riddle seems to do better. âIâm sure youâve had quite the rewarding experience yourself.â
âIndeed.â
âItâs good timing,â Silver notes, and all eyes drift towards him. Azul perks up. Timing. He needs more of that. âYour birthday came right after the festival. Itâs almost like celebrating your hard work and another healthy year all in one.â
âNever thought about it that way. Guess it makes sense when you put it like that.â Ruggie grins cheekily. âLucky you, Azul.â
âI wouldnât call it luck. The dates just happened to align⊠Either way, thank you, Silver. Iâm pleased you can look at it with such inspiring positivity.â
âYou catch up with (Name) yet?â
âNo? Am I meant to?â
âJust asking.â Ruggie shrugs. âShe had me run a few errands for her yesterday. Said it was all for your sake, but when I tried to get more info outta her she told me Iâd have to wait for âthe big revealââwhatever that is.â
Now everyoneâs looking at him. Azul feels small.
âWith how often Iâve heard her name tonight, Iâd think sheâs the one with the birthday.â
âIs she really so popular today? Odd. I havenât had the chance to greet her,â Riddle muses.
âI thought I saw her this afternoon.â Silver furrows his brow, uncertain. âShe seems busy.â
âWhich is precisely why I canât fathom the insistence that I ought to have met with her already.â
Ruggie tilts his head. âThat the only reason?â
Just how many people are in on this asinine joke? More importantly, which eel is he going to have to wring out for spilling a not-so-secret secret?
Azul realizes his mask is slipping and so he repairs it expertly. If Ruggie takes notice of this, he doesnât say anything. âItâs bad manners to show up late to a party. Iâm sure one of us will agree.â
Riddle nods, but his words are surprisingly lenient. âLife happens. I suppose we canât fault (Name) entirely.â
âSheâll make it. Iâm sure she will. Donât worry, Azul,â Silver reassures.
Heâs not. He wonât. He isnât.
âIf the world was ending tomorrow,â Ruggie says, sliding into a new subject with practiced finesse, âwhat would you all do?â
âThe end of the worldâŠâ Riddle frowns. âThatâs impossible.â
âItâs a hypothetical. Anythingâs possible.â
Silver hums thoughtfully. âIâd spend what time I have left with my loved ones.â
âYou sure youâre not just gonna go running back to Briar Valley to protect Malleus?â
âAs a guard itâs my duty, but fighting against the inevitable would be pointless.â Silver looks to the rest of them for their input. âIf the world is ending and thereâs nothing a guard like myself can do to prevent it, then I can only offer whatâs left of my time.â
âSo companionship. Okay, good to know. What about you, Riddle?â
He huffs. âI refuse to let the world end before Iâve accomplished my goals.â
âYikes. You academic types donât rest, do you?â
âNo, no, itâs true,â Azul pipes up. âI agree. Why am I going to let the world get in the way of my plans?â
âSo both of you are going to resist it until the very end?â
âYou said anything can happen in a hypothetical, yes?â Riddle smirks. âIn my hypothetical the world says itâll end tomorrow, but it never does. It keeps saying so like itâs a faulty forecast. The end of the world is scheduled for next week, the week after, three weeks from now. By then, a yearâs passed and the world still hasnât ended.â
Ruggie groans. âThat defeats the whole purpose of my question. You canât give yourself more time when itâs already so limited.â
âAnything is possible if you know what youâre working with,â Azul adds, nodding alongside Riddle. âI quite like this hypothetical.â
âLeave it to the honors students to logic it out and make it more complicated than it needs to beâŠâ
âYou wouldnât spend it with your loved ones?â Silver asks, but it appears as if the question is directed entirely at Azul. âI think Iâd want to tell them the things I never got to say. Things I put off saying⊠Would you do that, too, Azul?â
âIâŠâ He shuts his mouth and then opens it. âIâm not sure what I could possibly say within such a limited timeframe.â
âIt doesnât have to be complex.â
âI guess a good, old âlove you lotsâ is better than nothing,â Ruggie says.
Azul stops short. The end of the world. Time. Loss. Loved ones.
Time! Heâs running out of time!
âWell, this was quite the lively discussion, but Iâm afraid Iâll have to excuse myself now. There are a few more people I must meet.â Azul smiles gratefully at the three of them. They wish him another happy birthday before he finally departs, his heart in his throat.
Heâs running out of time.
Logically, Azul knows the feeling doesnât reflect his reality. Itâs not as if he has to confess by the end of the school year. Logically, he has his entire life to confess. But whoâs to say youâll stay in his life after he graduates? You might be gone by the time he finally finds the right words, the right time, the right circumstance.
You can plan all you want, but you know lifeâs never gonna go the way you want it to.
Floydâs right. Thereâs no way of knowing for sure until he does it. Thereâs no way to know what lies in those uncharted waters until he dives in. Thereâs no way to know where your heart lies until he confesses.
The world isnât going to end tomorrow, but if he doesnât say what he needs to before graduation heâll never have another chance. And then that worldâthe world contained within NRCâs boundariesâwill implode and that will be that.
At that very moment, a camera flashes. He spins around to search the photographer out andâ
There you are, striding through throngs of people to reach him. There you are, dressed for the occasion. There you are, wearing that pretty smile he sees in his dreams.
âHappy birthday!â You turn the photo towards him for his viewing pleasure. Itâs of him, staring off into space. He looks so stone-faced with his knitted brows and pursed lips. âSorry about showing up late. I had to add the finishing touches to your present.â
You hand it to him. The amateur wrapping job makes the gift appear more lumpy than it actually is. Itâs heavy like a textbook. Shaped as such, too. Azul wonders what its contents could be. Perhaps something relating to economics? A novel in a particular genre?
âThank you very much. Iâll take good care of both.â He tucks the picture into his breastpocket, battling the urge to tear into your gift now. He needs to know. What did you get him? What could it possibly be? âIâm glad you could make it.â
âI wouldnât miss it for the world!â
âEven if the world was ending?â
âUh⊠What?â
âAh, never mind that. It was simply a lingering thought from a previous conversation.â
âThatâs so grim! And on your birthday, no less.â
Azul waves his hand through the air. A playful smile draws his lips apart. âCan you believe Riddle said heâd make the apocalypse wait on his behalf?â
âSeriously?â You snort, eyes brightening with amusement. âEven the apocalypse gets a scheduleâŠâ
He barks out a laugh. âInsanity, isnât it?â
âMaybe for us, but definitely not for Riddle.â You glance at him. âWhat about you? What does Azul Ashengrottoâs last day look like?â
He intends to answer with something prepackaged: Awash in success until the very end!
âAlone.â
âReally? No friends or family by your side?â
âWould that make it better? Perhaps being surrounded by others only intensifies the dread.â
Thereâs some sort of symbolism in coming into the world alone and going out the same. Azul just canât quite phrase it eloquently.
ïżœïżœïżœMaybe thereâs no right answer. Maybe thereâs not any comfort in it either.â You run your fingers over the edges of your Ghost Camera. âWe canât know what lies ahead until weâre there. Maybe thatâs why we spend so much time theorizing.â
âQuite the insightful judgment.â
âFor the record, I wouldnât mind being your plus-one for the end of the world.â
âIâm flattered.â He grins. âI shall be yours in return.â
âNo strings attached?â
âAll the strings attached. So many,â he exaggerates.
âNo fair!â
Silence fills in the cracks. You stand side by side, drinking in Mostro Loungeâs upbeat atmosphere. After some time, you nudge him.
âLook at us, speaking about all of these sad things. Itâs your birthday, not a funeral!â
He wonders if nowâs a good time. Should he lighten the mood and confess? But wouldnât that just make it even more serious and somber? Is there ever going to be an opportune moment?
You can plan all you want, but you know lifeâs never gonna go the way you want it to.
Surprises. Spontaneity. Luck. All things left to chance. All things Azul attempts to anticipate. He thinks back on the many plans and what-ifs he calculated and wonders if it was worth it.
â(Name), I just wanted to sayââ He stops himself, his fingers curling around the gift cradled in his arms. I love you and I want you in my life. I donât want the world to end here with you and me. I want to know what lies beyond and experience it with youâthe good and the bad. Everything. âI just wanted to thank you.â
For being my friend. For being yourself. For existing in the same world as me, even if it feels like weâre doomed to be islands apart.
âWhatâs this? Genuine thanks? Am I going to find an anemone on my head next?â
âThat can be arranged. Isnât it tradition to grant the person of the hour one birthday favor?â
âHah! You wish!â
I do. I really do.
The party wears on into the night. Azul repeats the same mantra as before: I have time.
When heâs in his room, gifts piled high on his desk, he sits back in his seat and carefully unwraps yours. Itâs a book, leather-bound and regal. It looks expensive. While attempting to approximate its value, he reads the title spelled out with alphabet stickers: My Azul. His brow furrows. Just what are you playing at here?
Cautiously, he opens the book to the first page. Your writing winks back at him: Happy birthday, Azul! This is my gift to you. Itâs a chronological journal of your school life! :D People often say itâs difficult to picture themselves through the eyes of others, so I wanted to show you what I see every time I look at you. I hope youâll never forget just how important you are. If you ever do, open this book to remind yourself.
With love always,
(Name).
âCurious,â he mumbles, flipping the page. The layout reminds him of a scrapbook. Youâve decorated it with stickers and patterned tape, scrawled words in different colored inks. There are two photographsâeach from Azulâs second year. Heâd forgotten about these. That time it snowed so much the students had a snowball fight in the courtyard. That time an alchemy accident (courtesy of Grim) led to Azul speaking in cat for the rest of the day.
In the center, a small blurb reads: My Azul is terrifyingly good at making snowballs within record time, just as heâs terrifyingly good at marketing them at all the right moments. My team was totally losing. Leave it to Azul to swoop in when he knows itâs advantageous⊠Heâs intelligent and passionate. Even when mistakes occur, he works through them effortlessly. (Although it was nice having Catzul for a day!)
He rolls his eyes at that last bit.
The next page displays photos in much the same fashion. Youâve clearly put lots of effort and thought into each arrangement. Azul feels like heâs walking through a museum with every page. Like the first, the rest of the pages that follow include photographs of himself (some with others and some with you) and a short paragraph describing your observations.
His eyes are on the verge of a typhoon as he soaks in every sugared sentence.
My Azul is strong. My Azul is silly. My Azul has the best laugh. My Azul is great at bargaining. My Azul is awkward. My Azul is clumsy (in the best ways). My Azul is resourceful. My Azul makes the best study guides (thank you!!!!). My Azul is a hero. My Azul never gives up. My Azul is a talented mage. My Azul isâŠ
All of these things heâs never heard anyone acknowledge beforeâhave you always seen him in this way? Is this truly what heâs like through your eyes? He finds that hard to believe, and yet there he is on the page, winking at the camera or posing in an outfit from one of the many school trips heâs attended. Youâve added little comments and doodles in the margins and corners. Azul smiles as he reads them.
Noble Bell College sure was something! Iâd like to visit again one dayâŠ
Vargas Camp was exhausting! I still canât believe we survived.
Halloween! I want to experience it in the Coral Sea one day. But maybe just for one night. An endless Halloween is too muchâŠ
The ceremonial robes are very pretty. Theyâre so different from the uniforms in my world.
Happy Beans Day! Azul prepares all year for this. That level of commitment is impressive!
Azul reaches the end with watery eyes. He sniffles, so enveloped in a love heâs never felt from any friend before. You care. You truly, honestly care. Itâs clear in each and every pageâin the words youâve written. You care about him.
The final page has a blank space the rough shape and size of a photograph. For some reason he understands what heâs meant to do. He slides the photograph you gave him all that time ago from his phone case and pastes it to the space. And then he reads whatâs written below.
My Azul keeps all of these walls up in order to protect himself. Heâs sensitive and self-conscious. He likes to uphold a perfect image at all times. He likes to keep his weaknesses hidden, his cards close. But then heâs also funny. Heâs sincere and gentle. Heâs sweet. Heâs someone I admire from all sides, good and bad. Even when heâs scheming, even when heâs acting, heâs still Azul. My cameraâs captured so many of his moments, which is very apparent now that youâve made it to the end. But Iâm happy to have documented these moments because they showcase everything that makes my Azul himself.
My Azul has never looked âpositively dreadfulâ to my camera. Even on the days where he feels like nothing, my Azul is everything to me. I will always think so.
Heâs crying. He canât help it.
Azul sits there and he sobs.
He sobs until his throat is dry, until his eyes are blotchy and red. He sobs until he canât anymore.
Holding the book close to his chest, he wonders how he ever managed to befriend someone like you.
An angel. Thatâs what you are.
An angelfish.
And heâs Azul. Your Azul.
iv. spring - but, baby, iâll be there. yeah, baby, iâll be there. itâs been a little hard. iâve been a little tough. but maybe all along iâm afraid, iâm afraid, iâm afraid. iâm afraid, iâm afraid, iâm afraid.
The air is sweet with the scent of blossoming flowers, thick with pollen. Azulâs chest is light, swelling with excitement. A new chapter is about to begin. In just a few hours heâll graduate along with the rest of his peers and then itâs off to start another story. For Azul, this is just a continuation of something already so prolific.
He strolls past The Great Seven, pausing briefly to admire the Sea Witch in all of her tentacular glory.
âWith this weather, itâs almost difficult to imagine they called for rain.â Jade peers up at the sun, shielding its obtrusive rays with one hand.
âTheyâre always gettinâ it wrong,â Floyd says, stuffing his hands in his pockets. âSo annoying. I was hopinâ itâd rain and then theyâd cancel.â
âUnlikely. There are always contingency plans put in place when it comes to an event as momentous as graduation.â
âBleh. Lame. I wanna skip. I hate beinâ in those stuffy clothes, packed in close like a sardine.â
âIf youâre absent, you wonât receive your diploma.â
âWhat a scam.â
Jade simply smiles. Ironic.
Azul turns around to look at them. âFour years⊠Gone in a blink. Will either of you miss it?â
âIt was certainly enjoyable. I admit there are some aspects Iâll miss quite fiercely.â
âGuess itâll be a bummer not seeinâ everyone all the time. Iâm gonna miss playing with Baby Seal and Shrimpy.â
âIâll miss them, too.â Azul sighs. â(Name) especiallyâŠâ
âYou still havenât told her?â Floyd raises a brow. âYouâre gonna leave without sayinâ a word?â
âThat does seem to be the plan,â Jade answers.
âI⊠Iâve thought it over.â He clears his throat. No time for waterworks. He needs to be in top shape if heâs to deliver the opening speech as Salutatorian. Riddle took first place, which wasnât a shock to anyone. He always did say heâd make Valedictorian no matter what. Azul had been keen to fight him for it, even if it became clear heâd never surpass him. Second place is irksome, but it has its merits. Although he isnât going to settle with just that! Heâll get first place one of these days. âWeâre better off friends.â
âWhatever you say.â
âIs that enough?â
âIs what enough?â
âHer friendship.â
âItâll have to be.â Azulâs gaze glazes over.
Heâs run out of time, but maybe thatâs okay. Maybe that was meant to be.
âWell, letâs not dwell on it any further!â He claps his hands and turns swiftly on his heel. âThereâs still work to be done.â
Jade and Floyd exchange furtive glances. They know as well as he does that heâs lying.
But maybe that was also meant to be.
â â â
Crowley tasked you with snapping photos for NRCâs yearbook. âBecause I am a paragon of magnanimity,â he said, âI am entrusting this very important task to you once more. Take lots of pictures! Donât miss a single moment!â
You do just that, photographing the graduates as they wait in a room behind the stage, chattering eagerly amongst themselves. You raise your camera to document Azul when he stands at the podium to give his salutation speech. You do the same for Riddle when itâs his turn. The ceremony is grand, ballooning with emotion. You look on with a cheek-splitting smile, proud of every student who crosses the stage. Itâs bittersweet. The friends you made when you were enrolled as a first year are now moving on in life.
Time flies. What a whirlwind year itâs been.
When itâs Azulâs turn and he goes down the line to shake the hands of his professors and Crowley, you wave at him from your place in the audience. He meets your eyes from where he stands, and he smiles.
Your camera catches that moment in perfect permanence.
By the end of it all, your face hurts from smiling, your throat sore from cheering, your hands raw from clapping. Grim grumbles at you to knock it off with the sun shower, your tears dampening his fur. You wipe your eyes and sniffle. âIâm happy for them. Itâs a good day.â
He forces his head under your palm, allowing you to pet him and cry through it in peace. He doesnât say anything. You donât need him to.
While the graduates meet up with their family and friends, you make your rounds. Kalim introduces you to his parents and siblingsâall thirty-something of them. Youâre in a daze by the time introductions are finished, and Jamil leans over to whisper, âNo need to commit everyone to memory.â
âHave you talked to Azul yet?â Kalim asks after everything has settled down.
You shake your head. âWhy? Whatâs up?â
âJust wanted to ask. I know the Headmage wants you to take lots of pictures.â
âWe shouldnât keep you any longer than we already have,â Jamil adds with a curt nod.
You smile. âCongrats, both of you. Good luck.â
âWe gotta keep in touch. Promise me youâll call whenever you can. Youâre always welcome to visit, too! Oh, Iâll go check with my parents now! Iâm sure theyâll say yes!â Kalim bounds off in their direction.
âJust let me know well in advance. That way I can plan for proper accommodations,â Jamil says, following Kalim with sharp eyes.
âIâll do that.â You turn to leave and then stop. âI hope you get your vacation one day, Jamil.â
He stares at you, mystified, before a gentle smile softens on his face. âOne day,â he echoes. âI hope youâll find your way home.â
âOne day.â
The two of you share a final look before going your separate ways.
Surrounded in such an energetic environment, talking to and meeting families, you find yourself longing for your loved ones. So much time has passed. You wonder how theyâre doing. Are they well? Are they worried?
âAah, itâs Shrimpy!â Floyd crashes into you with so much force you nearly topple. He steadies you with a giggle. âWhereâs Baby Seal?â
âLeft to gorge on refreshments. Hey, since youâre here, can I get your picture?â
âCourse you can.â
Detaching himself, he poses for you. You take a few photos, mirroring his good mood.
âAre your parents around?â
âMhm!â
âSeriously? They came?â
âCourse they did.â
âDid they take transformation potions?â
Floyd nods. âPops does land business sometimes, so heâs used to it. Mama doesnât leave home much. Sheâs real bad at walking on her feet.â
âAh, got it.â
Floyd grins down at you. âYou wanna meet âem?â
âMaybe later⊠Iâve gotta keep taking photos.â
âI gotcha. Make sure to snap a few of Azul.â
âRight! Speaking of him, where is he? Iâve spoken to everyone but him.â
Floyd peers out across a sea of faces, scanning each one like a predator sizing up his next meal. âHeâs avoidinâ ya.â
âWhat? Why?â
âWhy donâtcha ask him when you see him? Bet heâll have a fun answer for ya.â
You would, if only you could find him. As the afternoon wears on, you begin to lose hope. If heâs truly hiding from you, heâs doing a great job of it. After what feels like hours of walking in aimless circles, you take pause to consider the situation. If you were Azul and you wanted to hide away for a little while, where would you go?
To someplace familiar. To someplace comfortable. To someplace quiet.
Heâs pacing in front of Ramshackle when you arrive. You open the gate and step through, taking each step one at a time. Once youâre within a close enough proximity, you make your presence known.
âAzul?â
He startles and whips around. As soon as he sees you, he lurches forward, intending to leave.
You block his path. âHey, wait! What gives? Iâve been looking all over for you. Floyd told me youâre avoiding me.â
âFloyd doesnât know what heâs talking about.â
âBut Iâm sure you do. So whatâs up?â
âItâsâŠnothing. I merely wanted to tour campus one last time.â
âOh. Why didnât you say anything? I wouldâve come with you!â You attempt to elbow him, but he side-steps you. âUh, rightâŠâ
âAh, sorry. I⊠Admittedly, thereâs quite a lot on my mind.â
âI get it. Congrats, by the way. Your speech was really good.â
âIâm pleased you think so.â
ThisâŠisnât Azul, you realize, a frown flickering on your face. At least not the Azul I usually see.
âI got to meet all of Kalimâs siblings.â
âDid you? All of them?â
âEvery. Single. One. His familyâs huge!â
An uncomfortable silence festers between the two of you. You glance at your camera and then at Azul.
âCan you believe that Crowley? He wanted me to take all of these pictures, but there were dozens of professionals who did it much better than me! What was even the point?â
âTerrible, isnât it? A job as good as the one you do deserves proper payment.â
âExactly! My services arenât free.â
Azul smiles, a wistful gloss to his gaze. You can see the cogs turning behind his eyesâcan see the calculation as it comes to fruition.
âYou can cry. I wonât judge.â
âIâm not going to.â
âItâs fine. Itâs normal, Azul.â
He inhales a deep breath, holds it for three seconds, and then releases. When he looks at you next, his expression is hard and riddled with subdued anxiety. A zephyr blows between you, rustling the leaves in the trees, raking through the grass, dragging wispy fingers through your clothes and hair. The quiet expands and stretches wide.
Azul opens his mouth, shuts it, and sighs. A forlorn resignation flits over his countenance.
âIââ he swallows hard and then it just bursts free, the admission heâs kept secret for so longâ âI love you.â
Another breeze combs through the premises. Your gasp is swept away with it.
âIâve loved you for two years. And I⊠I wanted to tell you so many times in the past, but I never could. I was scared and I ran away. I still am! The truth is that Iâm afraid of losing you. Iâm afraid of messing up in front of you and looking like a fool. Iâm afraid of showing you the parts of myself I hate most. Iâm even afraid of that phraseâof saying it because it terrifies me to think, in some distant world, it might be reciprocated. But I have to say it, and I want you to know. Even if you donât feel the same, I have to tell you.â
You gape at him, utterly speechless. The longer you do so, the more flustered he becomes.
âY-Youâre free to think itâs gross or weird. I understand Iâm not the most ideal candidate, but IâŠâ He wrings his hands, exhaling shakily. âI think youâre everything. My whole world.â
There are so many things you want to say. So, so many. But theyâre all jumbled, carried along like flowers floating down a stream in spring. You close the gap, taking his hands in yours, and you kiss him.
Azul startles, squeaking against your lips. It takes a minute for him to find his rhythm, but soon heâs wilting against you, his body relaxed. You taste saliva and saltâtears. When you pull back, heâs crying.
âI think youâre the most ideal candidate. Iâve always thought so.â You cradle his cheek in a warm hand.
A sob trembles through him. âI never thoughtâyouâre just so⊠I couldnât have imaginedâŠâ
âThat Iâd like you?â
âYes!â
âWhy?â âBecauseâŠâ
âIâve always liked you, Azul. Iâd never lie about that. Your birthday giftâthose are my honest opinions.â
âEvery one of them?â
âEach and every one.â
He sniffles weakly, drying his eyes with the heel of his palm.
Instinctively, you reach for your camera. And then you hesitate. Youâve always stood behind the protective lens of your trusty Ghost Camera, assuming the role of photographer in order to remain in his orbit. But now youâd like to try putting the camera aside and documenting Azulâs moments with your own two eyes.
He loves me.
You just manage to shut the front door before youâre pulling him flush against you. He presses you up against the wall in the foyer, a knee slotting between your legs. You melt in mutual merriment, grabbing at every part of him. Your uniform blouse is ripped open in a hurry. You try to handle his graduation robes with caution, appreciating expensive embroidery, but vehemence gets the better of you. Itâs a wild rush. Hot and panting, youâre shuddering in carnal delight, every nerve alight. When he presses up against you next, half-dressed and hazy with an addictive adoration, you can feel the result of your exploratory touches straining for release.
âUpstairs,â you mumble against his mouth, sweating out of your skin.
You fall into bed as one, tangled around each other. Azul trails kisses up the expanse of your stomach, working you open on skillful fingers. You shiver beneath him, your heart pounding in your ribs.
âI love you.â A kiss to your belly.
âI love you.â A kiss to the valley of your breasts.
âI love you.â A kiss to your lips.
You love him just as intensely.Â
He drags his fingers out next, admiring the slick coating them like itâs a valuable substance. You giggle, dizzy with delirium.
âCan I call you mine?â
You run your hands up and down his arms. âIâd like that.â
âYour boyfriend,â he murmurs, astonished. âIâm your boyfriendâŠâ
âMhmâŠâ You sit up in bed and climb into his lap. Slowly, inch by inch, you lower yourself. He sucks in a breath through grit teeth. âAnd IâmâmmhâIâm your girlfriend.â
Azul whines into your mouth. His arms wrap around you to keep you firmly pinned to his body, and he bucks his hips up to meet you the rest of the way. Filled in such a way, connected so intimately, you breathe a satisfied sigh. You dig your nails into his shoulders. Every muscle slackens. Itâs bliss, pure and perfect. The both of you mold to one another like sea meeting shore.
You grind down, chasing a mounting climax. âYouâre the bestâperfect. So perfect. Oh, I love you, Azul. I love you so much. Iâve always wanted to say it.â
He presses his forehead to yours. âYou have no idea how fervently Iâve yearned for thisâfor you.â
You canât possibly begin to imagine, but you can definitely relate. Weeks of silent pining, of hoping something might happen and youâd be able to confess without fear. Those days are behind you. Now you can know love in his arms and it isnât so uncertain.
You lose yourselves in the sensations of sweet, soulful sex. Heâs gentle like a spring breeze, dedicated like a devotee at your altar. Youâre much the same, your moans just as plentiful. Just as loud. Youâre wrapped in wonder when you look into his eyes and find the same amount of love reflected back.
Iâm so happy I met you.
When he cums, he digs his fingers into your hips to drag you down and bury himself deeper inside. You unravel shortly after, your orgasm coaxed out by a few attentive massages to your clit. Your bodies, sticky and sweaty, stay connected even after youâve come down from the clouds.
âHad I known, I wouldâve said something sooner.â After catching his breath, Azul rests his head in the crook of your neck. âI regret it.â
âI donât. Things happen when they happen.â You run your fingers through the tangled, silvery strands of his hair. Itâs soft just like him. He leans into your touch and hums appreciatively. âIâm glad it happened when it did.â
âIâm glad I could say it. It wouldâve eaten me alive if Iâd left without telling you.â
âAnd are you still afraid?â
Azul places his hand over yours. âNo, not anymore. The world ahead looks much clearer now.â
âAm I in it?â
He laughs. âMore than that.â
âOh?â
âYou are my world.â
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âč đđšđ§đđđ§đđŹ âč : Nanami x fem!reader - explicit content; minors DNI - pwp (porn with plot) - ex boyfriend Nanami - degrading ( a lot ) - missionary & Doggystyle positions - blowjob - edging/orgasm denial - begging - overstimulation - squirting - protected sex (reader takes the pill) - multiple orgasms - name calling (bitch, slut) - reader has a tattoo - (let me know if I missed any tags)
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You had been walking around his house for a while now, today you finally decided to knock on his door, confident. You would just talk to him, explain yourself and apologize, nothing too difficult right ? [...] "Kento I just want to explainâ"
"-Ken ! Just, just ngh, wanna explain"Â
How'd you go from ghosting him to making his dick dissapear?
Fuck, you had missed this.
You had blocked Nanami. Ghosted him entirely. He called and texted, came to your house, your job wondering what was going on, before he took the memo and stopped harassing you.
You had been dating for a few months then. To your defense you had valid reasoning. Nanami was perfect, in bed, out of bed, the perfect future husband, but you missed the attention you used to get from other men, his large figure chased men away from you. You had some commitment issues he knew that, he never got mad when you went cold chicken on him, when you took a break. He was always patient, maybe to your luck he'd also be this time. Your life without him was empty, deprived of all happiness, waking up without him beside you was torture.
The valid reasoning was very dumb yeah, you ended up realizing when absolutely everyone cursed the fuck out of you.
You stood in the rain in front of his door, contemplating whether to knock or not. What if he chased you away, you had turned around a few times already but you knew you'd hate yourself if turned away now after so many efforts. You took a deep breath, the worst that could happen was him saying no anyway. And if he did he didn't deserve you. You scoffed internally.
You knocked at his door, all your confidence immediately falling into your socks, you almost ran away at that very second but he opened the door, widely. Taking his time to look at you up and down.
"I was expecting you" he moved to let you enter.
You stood across him in the kitchen while he poured you a cup of hot, steaming, vanilla tea, your favourite. You missed this, his house brought back many wholesome memories. You two singing your favourite songs in the kitchen while baking his favourite bread. Or watching movies while cuddling. You had really messed up big time.
He handed you the cup, you mumbled thankfully at him, silence falling over you. He watched your mouth as you took a sip before resting the cup on the counter. "Kento I just want to explainâ"
Your eyes were scanning him, he wore white pants and a white shirt, his hair was still slightly wet, he smelled fresh and clean. Right out of the shower. You smelled sweaty and wet. Probably because despite the rain, under that skirt, you were. His presence always arise something in you.
"-Ken ! Just, just ngh wanna explain"Â you mewled, throwing your head back, your brain was giving up on you
"I knew you'd be back sooner or later, this pussy's fucking addicted, should put a collar on you, slut."
You used to be better at riding, what happened, how did you even get here? About ten minutes ago you were in the kitchen with him, you tried explaining yourself the best you could, he looked at you blankly, his face not letting any emotion bypass his cold gaze. He turned around and went up the stairs. You followed him, just to find him sitting at the edge of his bed. The message was clear.
"Say you're sorry you fucking bitch"
" âm sowy, just wanna explain" you mumbled, riding him like your life depended on it, your hips bucking around him. Your legs giving up on you as each time you went up his girth you'd literally fall on his cock, the sweetest whimpers escaping you, your body wasn't used to going long periods without him.
"Go on, slut, explain" he cooed.
Your hips stopped as you panted heavily in front of him and wrapped your arms around him, burying your face in his neck ," ah, am sorry Kento... I can't"
"Fucking pathetic, that's exactly what you are... I've got to do everything for you and still, still you had the audacity" His arms wrapped around you, yanking you off his cock and laying you beneath him. "...to fucking leave me. You're nothing without me, absolutely nothing. Go on say it" he taunted
"I'm nothing without you, ken, I'm nothing" you cried
"Atta girl, you keep behaving so well, maybe I'll finally let you cum"
"Mhm need to explain" you mewled brainlessly. He had been rough with you before, fucking you over the kitchen counter because your dress was slightly transparent, the sliding glass window because you told him he could never catch you, the floor for calling him a bitch, but this, oh he was pissed.He was vigorously pounding into you, fucking any coherent thought away.
"No need, let me explain for you, baby. You love being chased, you want me to chase after you, happens when you forget you're my bitch, that's why you find yourself pussy-soaked in front of my door, begging for me to stretch you to my liking."
He rarely ever talked to you this way. It didn't displease you, actually it sent butterflies straight to you stomach, "fucking whore, think I can't feel your starved pussy squeezing my cock at my words?", he mocked "you like this, you like when I break you this way don't you ?" Your face was burning, you avoided his gaze like the plague.
his thrusts slowly resumed. You whined shamelessly at his words nodding your head up and down "shh it's okay baby I know, you need this, shit and so tight for me" he cursed, burying his length over and over into you. You elicited the lewdest cries, you could feel him all over, that's what he did to you, you could feel your entire body go numb. From your toes, to the tip of your fingers your entire body was buzzing, his thrust snapping you back to him "fucking, look, at, me, while, I, fuck, you" You nodded. As much as you tried, you physically couldn't keep your gaze on him for more that 3 seconds, each thrust of his would send you into a bliss, "cumming , cumming, cummingâ"
He pulled out in an instant making you cry
He laughed at you, pitiless. "Poor bitch thought she could leave me and come back to cum on my cock so easily"
"Ken, Kento listen to me, I'm sorry, I won't do it anymore I promise you it won't happen again, I wasn't thinking, I made the wrong decision Ken it happens but it won't from now on, I know it you have to â" you choked on your last words feeling his cock return into you. Your ramble did not interest him in the slightest. When did he get so heartless "You can apologize all you want baby" he grunted "you're not cumming until I feel like letting you, you better start begging" he lifted you legs and brought them to your chest, mating press, you could swear you were on the verse of passing out, still his thrust slapped you back to reality. Your mouth flew open, fat tears sliding the of your face, your chest beating, "P-please, please Kento, gimme...chance, won't deceive y-youâ" you desperately cried
He was repeatedly slamming into you, abusing your poor cervix, "wanna cum ken, please, I'm begging you, Ken! 'm begging you-"
"You on the pill ?" He asked blatantly ignoring your pleas, you didn't waste a second, nodding frantically, his resumed at a lazy pace. He bent down to your ear, sliding deeper into you. "You'll be a good girlfriend after this right?" He taunted. "Yes" you cooed, his hips slammed into you, "this's your, fucking last chance." He groaned into your ear his hand slipped from your mouth right down to your clit, his activity immediately began, he rubbed your clit, relentlessly. "Couldn't sleep, couldn't eat, couldn't fucking breathe without you, try that shit again, I'll fuck your ability to walk away"
Your eyes were locked on his, you wrapped your arms round his neck " sorry, am sorry ken, won't do it no more, fuck, fuck Fuck m'yours m'yours" you sobbed, the desperation in your voice making him twitch, "you don't deserve this, you don't deserve my cum in you, you certainly don't deserve to cum like this, should taunt you till tomorrow...you're lucky, you know it right?" he grunted. You were far too drained to give a comprehensible answer, only mumbling and whining while nodding. "Go on cum like the bitch you are" he said, your climax overwhelming you. You whimpered, moaned, whined, the whole book, your lower stomach felt like it was burning, you rocked your head back and forth desperately trying to appease its intensity, in vain. Kento was still in a trance, fucking each breath in and out of you. Then you felt him, his nails dug into your hip, making you hiss, his cum filling you.
Stupid of you to believe he'd just cuddle you to sleep. The man was far from done with you. He just pulled out, told you to 'shut the fuck up and be a good girl' when you whined, turned you over and resumed his thrusts abusing your poor pussy. He held both your hand in your back, fucking your face first into the pillow. He laid over you, passing his hand around you to rub his fingers on your poor clit "Ngh, too much Kenâ I need, to go, fuck, in gonna ngh" His touch always drove you crazy, you were so vulnerable to it, he always knew exactly when to hit, how to suck, where to touch. Exactly how he'd drain you. Your eyes prickled with tears dripping onto your pillow, your words were incoherent, good thing he currently did not care about whatever the hell you had to say, you came repeatedly on his cock, he was draining you. "Ken, mhm sorry".
He pulled out, shooting his cum all over your lower back. "Your apologies don't matter in the present moment, you know that? I know you're sorry, but it doesn't exempt you from getting punished" his thumb rubbed into your lower back
Only then did he notice something new. His finger caressing your lower back, you flinched at his touch.
"Mhm..a tattoo? When did you tell me about this?"
His eyes were locked on it, a tribal heart tattoo, with sparkles around it, its spade lowering into the crook of your ass. "I was going to tell you about it later, it's a temporary one, it fades in about 3 weeks I just got it as a dare..."Â He cut you off, "3 weeks ? I've only got 3 weeks to fuck you with this view ?" He asked tracing the lines and curved of the tattoo. "n-no, no there's no rush, I can make it permanent, once it fades out" you managed to answer.
He landed a harsh slap on your ass, making you jolt from the pain, it was stinging, but his hand rubbing on it calmed you, calmed your mumbles. "I want: 'Nanami's property' written here" he strolled out, writing those words over your tattoo. His hips smacked against your ass
You hiccuped sharply at his thrusts, "whatever you want Ken, ngh anything, I'll do for you"
His hand came and wrapped around your neck squeezing the air out of your throat, your hand flew to grab his wrist. He pulled your body up close to his, using your throat as support to pound into you. You were completely at his mercy, unfortunately for you he didn't have any right now, he was too focused on punishing you. When his hand released your neck. Your orgasm immediately washed over you. He was overstimulating both of you, you didn't have any strength left, you were a sobbing mess cumming on him, without any warning. Still he knew the signs, your head would twitch, your body would tense up, your toes would curl, your hand would grip the sheets so tightly the tip of your fingers turns white. He'd go on forever if he himself didn't feel so drained, Your pussy was pumping him dry, shooting his cum into your hole, he groaned your name repeatedly, like a mantra. His blonde hair sticking to his forehead.
He panted heavily, getting off the bed "sit up against the head board" his voice sent shivers through your spine. You complied with his words turning over and slid back until you felt your back touching the black leather headboard. He crawled between your thighs, holding your them appart between his muscular arms. Just enough for his head to fit between your thighs. His tongue latched onto you. Sucking and lapping at your juices, he was wild, your hand gripped his hair "Ken, Ken, Kenâ I can't anymore, am going crazy" you whined, shaking your head left and right. His fingers replaced your tongue by digging into you, curling and rubbing your oversensitive walls. "can't what darling?"
"Can't cum, can't, can't" you only repeated
He mocked, "the way you're squeezing me proves otherwise, be a good girl and cum for daddy one more time huh ?" You nodded thoughtlessly, this was different from all the orgasm you had right before, your body was twitching under his hold, instead of tensing up you went limp. You felt unsure all over this feeling was new "Kento I think, I think, I might squirt, you-need-to-remove-your-face" you whimpered, your hand pulling on his hair, he probably didn't even feel it, your arms were weak and wobbly your entire body was. What did you really expect from him? , your words only excited him to another level, his tongue went rougher bullying your clit, he introduced a third finger and there was your undoing, your head hit the headboard while you moaned his name repeatedly, your hips shuddering uncontrollably. His eyes locked onto yours, his fingers were slowing down. You looked down to see a large wet spot under you, his chin drenched. "I'm sorry, ken" you whispered covering your face with your hands "Shhh it's okay, you're all good now" he held you in his arms rubbing your back, soothing your whines. "Wan' a kiss" you mumbled, he pulled back to hold your chin, before giving you a long, heartfelt kiss, you felt your stomach warm up, you didn't want to lose him, never again.
Fuck, he had missed this.
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There Ain't No Man Like You .á
â€ïž | People normally talk it out when they have a feud with someone, but you two? You decide to bury the hatchet by showering together (2.2k wc) â° feat. toji fushiguro (jjk) x afab! reader
kinktober entry no. 4 | kinktober masterlist
tags - shower sex, co-workers, reader is also an assassin, toji barges in while reader is showering, enemies to lovers, p in v, p*rn with plot, unprotected sex, creampie, fingering, profanity
minors do not interact
Toji Fushiguro wasâto say the leastâinsufferable.
He was a deadbeat dad with a gambling problem. To be fair, it's nothing new in your line of work. But for some reason, he was downright intolerable.
Perhaps it was the fact he'd look down on you or how he'd seem so condescending with your every move despite being assigned on the same task together.
Or maybe it's because you can't admit that you're down bad for the man.
It could very well be any of those choices. Only God knows at this point.
Of course, as your handler, Shiu knows all this. He knows what goes on between his two favorite contract killers. You'd think he'd be smart enough to separate the two of you by now. But, no.
Shiu was either incredibly dense or the biggest asshole on the planet... well, probably only second to Fushiguro. But that's besides the point.
The job in question was particularly difficult. You admit that if you did it aloneâit would have been too risky. But throughout the mission, you seriously wondered if it was better to take the risk or endure the experience that is to be Toji's partner.
For an old man, he was stubborn and uncooperative. At his age he should've learned some manners, but it seems that it has flown over his head.
It didn't make it any better that the mission dragged on forever to the point that the two of you had no choice but to go to an inn for temporary shelter since traveling at this hour wasn't viable.
Add to that the fact that it was a small dilapidated inn with rooms too small for comfort. But it's not like you had any choice. As much as you'd loathe to be in such proximity with that manâa shower and a good night's rest were too tempting to pass up.
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Your eyes scanned the roomânot that there was a lot to look at. There was a lamp that barely lit up, a chair that surprisingly had its 4 legs intact, and a single bed. The last one is a problem for future you to handle. For now, you were in dire need of a shower.
Huffing your chest out, you started rummaging through the items in your bag. "I'm gonna shower first."
"And why?" he asks, standing right behind you.
"As you can see, I'm covered in more dirt, sweat, and blood than you."
He scoffs at your reasoning. "Shit. I wonder why."
You stand up with the necessary stuff for a shower in your hands. "Don't be such an ass. It's the least you can give me for being so fucking difficult today."
As you turned to face him, Toji had his hands crossed over his chest with an unamused expression on his face. "I did most of the work," he gruntled.
"Don't care," you say before walking past the man and into the shower. You made sure to swing the door hard enough to get your point across. But you soon regret that decision once you realize how weak the door was. A little more and it would've definitely came off the hinges.
"Shit," you whispered to yourself. You may have kept the door in place, but you fucked up the lock. But whatever, he won't come in for as long as you're in there. And boy did you plan on being in there for quite some time. He can consider it as your way of retaliating against his behavior.
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As you took your sweet time in the shower, Toji was forced to wait on the bed. His leg restlessly bounced as he lost patience. It would have been fine if there was any form of entertainment in this goddamned room, but the most interesting thing was the line of ants climbing up the drab wall.
It pissed him off even more to hear you singing your heart out like he wasn't waiting for his turn, covered in all sorts of disgusting shit.
He groaned to himself. Toji was done waiting for you. To hell with it, he thought as he stood up and made his way to the bathroom.
Toji knocked onceâhard. It was enough to bust the door open. Much to your dismay, the inn didn't allot any budget for shower curtains. So when the door flung open, your eyes metâexcept his eyes quickly trailed down to forbidden places.
"You fucking pervert!"
He held his hands up. "Hey, it's not my fault the door's made out of paper."
"How about you stop looking?" you say frantically while trying to cover yourself up.
A small smirk forms on his face. "Relax. It's not like I haven't seen a woman's body before."
"Well. You haven't seen mine."
"And? You think you're special or something?"
For some reason, his words struck a chord in youâa particularly painful one. You found yourself turning a bit to the side, away from his gaze. "Just get the fuck out."
"Nah. You're taking too long," he retorts.
You were about to say something back, but as you turned to face him again, you were met by his bare form.
"H-how the fuck did you get naked so fast?" You desperately tried to suppress the blush that was threatening to spread across your face as you tried to look away.
"A talent of mine I guess."
His warmth radiated off of him and you felt it getting closer and closer. Toji Fushiguro was really about to shower with you right now and you weren't doing anything to stop it.
You shielded your chest with your arms as he stood behind you.
"Move a bit will you? I need to get under the shower head too." He nudges you forward a tiny bit, but you stand your ground.
"Quit it. I need to rinse off too."
A deep sigh falls from his lips. He decided to move forward himself. You watched as he planted his hands against the wall of the shower, caging you between his thick forearms.
"Don't get too close. I'll get dirty again."
A soft and unexpected chuckle erupts from him. A tingle runs down your spine as you feel his breath against your face.
"Then I'll clean you up," he whispered seductively.
It left you speechless. Normally you'd have a sassy comeback for him, but nothing. You were like a prey caught in a trapâa trap that you so willingly walked into.
Something began poking you from the back. It was warm... suspiciously warm.
"Toji..."
"Yes?" His breath still lingered close to your neck.
"I swear to God... if that's your dick poking meâI'll punch you in the fucking face."
"He's just a little excited. Can you blame him?"
"I thought you said I wasn't special?"
Again, he chuckled. A pair of hands held on to you by your shoulders. His touch was gentleâa stark contrast to his usual rough demeanor. "Aww... did you believe me? I hope I didn't hurt your feelings."
"Fuck you."
"You'd like that wouldn't you?"
You felt so pathetic for not having a response to that. But he was right. You would like that. It was just your pride getting in the way.
His grip slightly tightened as he turned you to face him. The same shit-eating grin was plastered across his annoyingly good-looking face.
"I knew it," he muttered before leaning down and catching your lips in a searing kiss. The water continued to run down your bodies as your mouths collided passionately.
You expected it to be rougher than this, but there was an unexpected tenderness in his touch. One of his hands snaked its way to your nape while the other kept going lower and lower.
He wasted no time, cupping your breast and massaging it between his fingers. He rolled, pinched, and twisted the sensitive budâearning a wanton moan from you. It inflated his ego having your breathless sounds pour into him like that.
Toji made sure to trace your curves while still kissing you like a depraved man. Your knees buckled as soon as he got to your clit. He rubbed it lowly with the pad of his thumb. That was the only time he pulled away from the kiss. Perhaps he wanted to see how his fingers would eventually pump in and out of you.
Though, he made sure you were ready for it. He diligently saw to it that he was touching you in all the right places, making you wet enough for him.
His smirk got bigger and bigger the louder your moans became. He didn't feel sorry at all for whomever was in the room next door. The walls had to be thin after all.
"I like it better when these are the kinds of sounds that come from your pretty little mouth."
"S-shut up."
"Haha, still a feisty little thing even while I got my fingers buried in your cunt? What a sight."
Those words had you dripping effortlessly. His long fingers easily reached your g-spot. Every drag against your walls brought you closer and closer to an orgasm.
"Shit... I'm so close."
"Wanna cum, hm?" he asks and you nod.
"Gotta beg for it though. After what you put me through, I think it's only fair."
"You're such an asshole."
In response, he brings back his thumbârubbing your clit and fucking you with his fingers at the same time. You moan like a bitch in heat, quickly losing every ounce of resolve left.
"Fuck. Fine. Please... please just let me cum," you finally begged.
"Wasn't so hard, was it?"
It didn't take long for him to bring you to climax. He had you cumming on his digits as soon as you dropped your pride for him. He was even nice enough to let you ride it out, only pulling out once your fluttering came to a halt.
You watched how he popped his fingers in his mouth, tasting you so shamelessly with a smile on his face.
He took that same hand and gripped the underside of your thigh, lifting it up. "Gotta have my fun now," he mutters.
Looking down, you see him at his hardest. His tip was angry and leaking, ready to find reprieve in you. He figured it would be amusing to drag it along your slitâslap your clit a few times for good measure.
Then, you whined.
It was music to his ears.
"What? Can't wait to have cock in you?" Toji chuckled at you.
"Well then, sorry for teasing you. I hope this," he says, plunging in half of his length. "makes up for it."
You yelp at the sudden intrusion. It wasn't painful, but his girth was something you had to accustom yourself to.
"Mhm, take your time," he cooed.
You hated how gentle he was being right now. You hated it because it made it harder for you to stay mad at him.
Bracing yourself, you held on to himâfingers digging into the muscles of his back. "You can move now..."
And he does. Toji pushes in his entire length, dragging it out slowly and shoving it back inside hard. The way his dick curved up hit all of your sweet spots. At this point, it was impossible to keep quiet.
He wanted to go even faster and deeper. Toji grabbed your other leg, lifting it up and making it so that you had both legs wrapped around his torso.
The large man fucked into you mercilessly. You could cum on his cock 2 or 3 timesâhe didn't care. He just wanted to reach his own climax.
"Fuuuck," he drawled out. "Haven't felt this in a while."
And it showed. Any semblance of softness you may have seen earlier was gone. What's left was his carnal desire and need.
He fucked you like his life depended on it. You could say he was as desperate as you are.
"Shit. Don't tighten up like that... I'll bust too early."
Nails scratched thin red marks all over his back. It was almost funny to think he was getting more marked up here than he did back in the mission.
Still, those were his battle scars.
For a second timeâthough it already felt like more than thatâyou came. A warm sensation flooded you from your core all the way out to your limbs. It was mind-numbingly goodâthe way he fucked you.
"You came huh? Greedy woman... cumming so much while I haven't."
"Then cum... you oaf."
The smile crosses his lips again at the nickname. "Fine. Take it all then."
Toji powered through the last few thrusts even though he felt his knees giving it out from the sheer sensation of it all. Hot spurts of cum painted your walls.
Heavy breathing along with the running water filled the room. Toji pulled out, letting some of his seed drip down your thigh.
"Guess we have to clean up again, huh?"
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â° author's note This took... too many revisions... too many for my liking...
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The Royal Treatment
Pairing: Miguel OâHara x f!reader
Summary: Reluctant to join the festivities at Mayâs birthday party, things start looking up for Miguel when heâs able to get the Princess Peter hired alone in the bathroom.
Warnings: SMUT, NSFW, 18+ ONLY, teasing, begging, oral (f receiving),fingering, unprotected p in v, pet names ( princess, your highness), fingering, Â praise, dirty talk, choking, handjob, cum swallowing. Reader is referred to as small/ short in comparison to Miguel and heâs able to pick reader up, but in my head everyone is small in comparison to him so it isnât necessarily a defining characteristic of reader.
W/C: 3.7k
A/N: First Miguel fic yayy. This has been in my drafts for forever and I finally got the motivation to flesh it out. I had a lot of fun with it. Enjoy :)
Miguel was being his normal grumpy self, standing in the corner of the party while everyone socializes loudly around him. He quickly relocates to the backyard where he can at least get some fresh air and a little space. But all too soon everyone is making their way to the yard as well for the upcoming attraction that, unbeknownst to Miguel, would quickly pull him out of his funk.
Itâs May's birthday and while Miguel adores her, the snotty kids and loud parents crowding around him make him wish he was anywhere else. Despite his natural instincts to flee, he decides to stay. Heâd really love to see the look on Mayâs face when she opens his gift.
While he's silently cursing the obnoxious children running past, you float into the backyard, and heâs glad he held out. And you truly did float. The shiny tiara and beautiful gown almost made him believe you were actual royalty. He's so entranced he doesn't even notice the screeching children as they flock around you, oohing and aahing at your costume. May is the first to reach you and you curtsey to her, making her giggle.
The first time you speak, his breath catches in his throat. Your voice has this beautiful sing-songy tone. It's enchanting, capturing the attention of not only the kids but the adults as well. Your gentle manner and honeyed tone hypnotize Miguel and he canât look away. Youâre clearly dedicated to your craft, carrying yourself with a level of grace befitting a real princess. The kids love it, but Miguel is the most enthralled; his eyes never leave you. If you werenât so preoccupied with the other guests, you surely would notice him staring you down.
He roams the perimeter of the group for the duration of your 'act', planning to just admire you from afar. But when his eyes finally meet yours when you head inside with Peter to grab a well-earned drink and your check, he hastily follows. He doesnât really have a plan he just know he needs to at least speak with you.
Youâre standing in the kitchen sipping your water as Peter is telling you how satisfied he is with your service. He says he needs to get back to his daughter and Miguel conveniently swoops in and offers to show you out. Peter thanks him and retreats back to the yard.
âThatâs a beautiful costumeâ Miguel comments, hungrily eyeing your body under the guise of simply admiring your attire. You reply with a quick, 'thank you' and he expected you to drop the princess act but your voice still holds that dulcet tone that has his pants tightening. Itâs not as exaggerated, seeing as youâre not trying to fool any children, but just as tantalizing.
Unbeknownst to Miguel, you had felt his eyes on you earlier but did everything you could to keep your focus on the other guests. You take your job very seriously, but his intense gaze made it difficult. So, when you were escorted inside you had to gulp down your water and try to regain your bearings.
When you first spotted him, his tall imposing frame had you a bit intimidated, yet had your mind reeling with thoughts of what he could do to you. He can make anyone feel small and you are no exception. Your mind quickly conjured up the thought of him having you caged in against your bed, pressing you firmly to the mattress as he thrusts deep inside you. You had to shake yourself out of the fantasy quickly to turn your focus back to the crowd.
When he steps into the kitchen, you're on edge again, trying to push away the intrusive thoughts. You try your best not to just stand there, mouth agape and drooling at him, making it obvious you want him to defile you. You don't know what's gotten into you. Itâs not that you never get these kinds of thoughts, but this level of intensity and depravity feels new.
Heâs very intriguing, but you canât find the courage to look him in the eyes. While he's scanning your frame, you take a deep breath and try to steady the quiver in your voice. âUm, I need to change. I've got kind of a far drive. Can you show me where the bathroom is?â you ask, impressed you formed a coherent sentence, even going so far as to finally meet his gaze.Â
âOh, yeah. Right this way.â he guides you up the stairs to the guest bathroom at the end of the hall.
 âI'll just wait out here. This house is a maze, I doubt youâd be able to find your way out.â he offers, hoping to spend just a little more time with you. It may be a little inappropriate but he might just ask for your number. You nod and slip into the bathroom.Â
As you go to pull your clothes out of your bag, youâre hit with a sudden realization that has you stopping in your tracks. You had your roommate help you zip up your dress. How are you supposed to get out of it on your own? You frantically reach behind you to try to get a grasp on the zipper. You don't even get close. Left with only one option, you shuffle to the door, and are welcomed with a slightly confused look from the man in front of you. You clearly hadnât changed yet and he looks at you, brow raised.
 âUmâŠcan youâŠuh⊠undress me?â you sputter, realizing how that sounded, and frantically try to correct yourself.
âI mean unzip! IâŠI canât reach the zipper, can you help? Please?â a small smile appears on his face at your flustered state.
âOf course, your highness.â He playfully bows to you, making you giggle. Still standing in the doorway, you turn around and he reaches for the zipper. He unzips it slowly and canât help but drag the back of his finger along your skin on the way down. You let out a small gasp as you feel a tingle spread across your skin. He finishes, but doesnât step back.
âItâs a shame, you really do look pretty in this dress. Iâm sure you look even better with it off, but the whole princess thing really suits you.â he says lowly, and you feel his breath fan against your neck.Â
 "Do you have anyone taking care of you like one?â his question flusters you so you simply shake your head.  Â
âNo? Tsk, Tsk, Tsk. Why donât you let me show you how a princess deserves to be treated. Hm?â the rasp in his voice has your thighs clenching together and without even thinking you squeak out, âYes, please.â
 You mentally scold yourself for giving in to a complete stranger so quickly, but no part of you wants to turn down the offer. He's obviously delighted and you feel him smile against your skin as he places his lips on your shoulder. He surprises you when he zips your dress back up, seeing as youâre ready for him to tear it off you.
 He guides you back into the bathroom and shuts the door, making sure to lock it. Then, he pushes you gently against the counter, having you face the mirror, and proceeds to pull the sleeves down over your shoulders, planting kisses from one side to the other.Â
"Arenât you going to take it off?" you ask sounding slightly confused and then clamp your mouth shut, not wanting to sound impatient.
Miguel chuckles softly, enjoying your eagerness. "Next time." he replies. "You just look so delicious in this pretty little dress of yours."
 He sucks in a deep breath as he peers at your body in the mirror, taking in your silk clad form. Then he flicks his gaze to your parted lips. You're watching him with baited breath, anxiously waiting for his hands to finally start roaming your body. They currently sit firmly planted on your waist and he can tell you're wanting more. He canât help but toy with you, though. Thereâs part of him thatâs desperate to give you what he knows you want but thereâs another part of him that wants to hear you ask or, preferably, beg for it. The latter part wins and his hand moves to grab the length of your dress, rubbing the fabric in between his fingers. You immediately miss the warmth of his hands, something you could feel even through the fabric of the dress.
âThe whole time you were putting on your little show all I could think about was lifting up the back of this gown and getting a taste of whatâs underneath.â he remarks. You noticeably shiver at the feeling of his lips moving against your ear as he speaks with a low, gravelly voice. Every time he talks you can feel the rumble in his chest, which is pressed firmly against your back. You can also feel his impressive length against your backside that has been rock hard the moment he pressed it against you. All of these things in combination with one another are overwhelming your senses and anticipation pulses through you. You need him. Now.
With desperation clear in your voice, you blurt out, âPlease, touch me.â
He gazes at you with a dark look in his eyes and an amused expression on his face.
âI need more.â you add. Your eyes leave his in the mirror to turn over your shoulder and look at him directly. Instead of pressing his lips to yours like heâs so tempted to do, he lets you continue.
âYou said you wanted a taste, didnât you?â you tug on his wrist, urging him to move it lower. He decides heâs teased you long enough. He presses you harder into the counter before moving away and throwing up your dress, handing the fabric to you.
âHold this for me, princess.â you grab at the fabric although your reaction was a little delayed as the pet name has pleasure shooting straight to your core.
He caresses softly up and down your thighs, and starts kneading your cheeks. The gentleness lasts only a few seconds and you let out a gasp as he rips your pantyhose. As he kneels behind you, he lets out an audible groan. You assume itâs because he spotted the wet patch on your underwear. It must be pretty prominent considering youâve been dripping wet the moment you saw him. Before you know it, he rips those as well.
With your arousal now fully exposed you can feel his breath wafting over your wet sex, and you shiver at the sensation. He starts teasingly sucking at your folds one at a time, placing one soft kiss to your clit before dipping his tongue into your entrance. He eats you out like he's starving and your legs shake as his tongue dances against your walls.
After exploring your heat thoroughly, he runs his tongue from your entrance to your clit, back and forth, sucking on it gently each time he reaches it. As the rhythm gets faster and faster, so does your breathing. Your teeth clamp down on your bottom lip to try to stifle your moans, not wanting anyone to overhear. What would the parents say if the party princess was upstairs getting eaten out in a frenzy by a man she just met. You push those worries aside as the pleasure builds. You bring the fabric in your left hand and join it with the right, then reach back and grab onto his hair and start gently pushing his face further into you, urging him on.
He easily brings you to the edge with his movements but before you can reach your release, he pulls his face from you. You whine, but the disappointment quickly fades as your excitement over the prospect of him being inside of you grows. Once he's upright, you attempt to face him, wanting to go down on him too. He senses your intentions but holds you in place against the counter.
 âIâm meant to kneel to the princess, not the other way around.â he playfully whispers in your ear. He appreciates your enthusiasm but he's fine saving that for another time. He's desperate to be inside you.
He bends you over and you place your hands against the counter to steady yourself. He pushes your knees apart and wedges himself between your thighs, pulling your hips back to meet his bulge and canât help but rub himself against you. The fabric adds a wonderful friction and you mewl in response.
Reluctantly, he pulls away, then proceeds to run his fingers through your folds before dipping them into your entrance. You're soaking wet but he takes a few seconds to work you open. He knows how big he is and wants to make sure you're ready to take every inch of him. When he knows you're ready, he pulls his fingers away and releases his aching erection from his pants. He immediately begins stroking up and donât his shaft, coating himself in your arousal.
Blinded by your desperation for him, you hadnât really thought about his size being a problem, until you feel him run his length through your folds. You can feel just how big he is and you take a deep breath to calm your nerves. He presses into you slowly, and the head of his dick already feels impossibly huge. But as he slides in, you stretch and melt around him. He lets out a throaty moan at the way your walls grip him.
You hiss at the intrusion, but the slight burn fades quickly as his shallow thrusts push deeper and deeper. As he gains more momentum, he's pushing your stomach against the counter and you feel yourself being pushed up onto your tippy toes. He notices and takes one of your legs and sets your knee up onto the counter and the other is left dangling as he supports your upper body. His strength to support all of you is impressive, but not surprising.
He sets one arm against your waist and tries grabbing at your chest with the other, but canât get a good grip through your dress. So, he opts for your throat instead. His grip is loose, just to help stabilize you, but you hum in approval and you lean against him. You lift your head up to look at him through the mirror.
"Harder." you plead and grab his wrist, prompting him to tighten his grip. He growls at the pleading look in your eyes and desperate tone in your voice and squeezes firmly, adding a delicious pressure to the sides of your throat. You hear his deep breaths and grunts in your ear as he quickens his pace and the sounds stoke the warmth in your belly.
This new angle has him brushing up against that tender spot inside of you and you know if he keeps going like this youâre going to cum. He knows this too. He can tell just by the look on your face and feels you clench even harder around him when he brings his hand down to your slippery, throbbing nub and begins working it.
Your mouth falls open into a silent scream at the added stimulation and Miguel glances back up to take in the magnificent view in front of him. Your tiara is askew, slipping slightly off your head, and your lips are bitten from how you've been holding them between your teeth, trying to keep quiet.
âLook at you.â He says breathily, leaning down to kiss up the side of your neck.
âSo pretty. Whoâs my pretty princess?â he asks, his dark eyes meeting yours. You let out a pathetic whine and turn your head away. His words send a shiver up your spine, but are unable to hold his gaze, suddenly feeling bashful at the praise. He notices, but continues.
âHm? Whoâs my pretty princess?â his hand leaves your throat to grip your jaw, forcing you to look at him in the mirror. He slows his thrusts now to a maddeningly slow pace, awaiting your answer.
âI am.â you say, voice barely above a whisper. He caresses your jaw with his thumb, but continues looking at you expectantly. It takes you a second to figure out what he wants, but eventually the realization hits you. You take a deep breath, trying to steady your voice.
Now matching the intensity of his gaze, you reply âI'm your pretty princess.â His eyes flutter closed at your response. His hips stutter, then stop completely and he breaths in deeply, obviously trying to regain some composure.
Your lips curl up into a small smile at his reaction. His words have been flustering you since the moment he spoke. They've had you falling apart on his dick as he whispers filth into your ear while he takes you from behind. But now you get to see your words have the same effect on him, and a wave of confidence surges through you.
When he finally opens his eyes, he has this look in his eyes, like he wants to devour you, and it spurs you on. You begin grinding yourself down onto him, fucking yourself back and forth on his dick as he stands behind you and he sees there's a playful smirk plastered on your face. A growl rumbles form his chest and he returns his hand to your throat.
 Momentarily overcome with the way your hips meet his and the drag of your wet, warm heat, his eyes fall closed again. He's tempted to let you continue, but the desire to see you cum, feel your walls spasm around him, has eyes snapping open. Without warning, he starts fucking you at the unrelenting pace he set earlier.
He knocks the smirk right off your face and you cry out as he pounds into you, his hand returning to your clit. Before you know it, you feel that familiar pressure building in your core, your breaths come in jagged gasps now, and he knows you're close.
 âI wanna feel it. Come on, give it to me.â he demands. He swipes faster at your clit you let out a squeak before youâre tumbling over the edge. Your body goes rigid against him as the waves of pleasure crash through you. You try to cover your mouth in an attempt to dampen the embarrassingly loud moans heâs pulling from you, but he pushes your hand away, wanting to hear every sound that falls from your lips.
As the aftershocks rip through you, his fingers leave your clit to grip the counter. He feels you pulsating and squeezing around him and itâs drawing him closer to his own release. His brows furrow and he's panting in your ear. You're a bit dazed from your climax, but you see the look on his face and the boldness from earlier takes over.
Before you can stop yourself, you pull his face to yours and tease, âIs princess gonna make you come?â
The noise that pulls from him is one that Miguel's never heard himself make, a mixture between a whine and a groan. His hips stutter and you hear him babble, âpretty pretty prettyâ as he kisses the side of your face, down your neck.
A few moments later heâs pulling out and preparing to cum over your ass; before he can you're spinning around and falling to your knees. You don't know what's gotten into you, but youâll attribute your brazenness to the praise he was just singing to you in combination with your post orgasm haze. You're looking up at him through your lashes and you grab him at the base, giving his dick quick, wet strokes.
You look up at him and his eyes are on you, enjoying the view from above. His lips part and he sucks in shallow breaths at the way you're cradling his balls while your arousal allows your hand to glide up and down his shaft with ease.
You smile up at him and purr, âMake me prettier.â You lean your head back, closing your eyes and sticking out your tongue, ready to feel his warmth spread across your skin.
"Oh fuck." he moans, feeling his balls tighten in response.
His body tenses, blood pumping hot, and with a deep groan erupting from his chest, he spurts his seed over you. You hum as you swallow and the tangy taste goes down surprisingly smooth. He looks down at you, admiring the way your tongue swipes the corners of your mouth, not letting one drop go to waste.
When he recovers, he wets the hand towel and cleans off the rest from your face. His movements are gentle, contrasting his previous actions, and he smiles sweetly down at you.
"All clean, your highness." he says softly. He sticks out his hand and helps you to your feet.
âI guess I better actually help you out of this, now.â he chuckles and unzips the dress, resisting the urge to pull it off you and drag you to one of the bedrooms for round two. But he needs to get back to the party before someone comes looking.
"Thank you.â you say over your shoulder and subconsciously lean into him. He kisses you quickly, yet deeply, before excusing himself to the hall to let you get dressed.
As he walks you out, you exchange numbers. When you finally reach the door, he finds himself struggling to pull his hand from the small of your back, not wanting to see you go.
âThanks for all your help.â you say with a wink. You stand up on your toes and pull down to you for one last kiss. Before you pull away, he feels you slip something into his pocket. As you make your way back to your car, he slips his hand into his pocket, chuckling and shaking his head as his fingers feel the familiar lace material of your underwear that he ripped off you earlier. As he thumbs the fabric, he's already thinking about getting to pull them off you again.
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