#talized idk what that’s like it sounds so scary idk what to do I feel so trapped and I can’t get a job like this so no money so can’t leave

[tiredsadpeach]

“It’s gonna be hard as of now” it’s always hard it never got better it doesn’t matter that things are coming up it was never easy I’ve been silently suffering this whole time because I know what it does to a person when they realize just how suicidal their best friend is and on top of that my dad is too and my grandmother has cancer again and my cousins cat might be sick and the stress of redoing this room and my other best friend having a weak heart and my ptsd and just it’s so much it’s sos is so so sos is much what am I supposed to do