#taking recovery seriously i have to. i didnt (aka physically couldnt) prge today so this is day one. and it will suck
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#ok one more personal update bc i need to at least feel like im talking to a human being even if im not.#after yesterdays whole throwing up blood scare and how dehydrated i am and how dead and sick i feel i HAVE to start#taking recovery seriously i have to. i didnt (aka physically couldnt) prge today so this is day one. and it will suck#for a few weeks and it will be so so hard but i have to stop before things only get worse. bc they will i know they will#and physically itll feel like hell with all the water retention and whatever but that is temporary i just have to remember#that its temporary and will solve itself if i let it and i must let it happen. the past what 6 months? have been terrible#and if i need 2 weeks to let that culminate and dissipate then so be it. but i have to. thats all byebye enjoy the rest of the queue etc x#ed tw
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